Palm Bee's Children!?
Wow!!
On the day that my girlfriend wore all white with a sign that read "silent angel" the band Rasputina changed the words "life" to "wife" while my friends told me they had a gift for me and asked me not to get mad! Unfortunately, my children from the future saw us from the other side of the pictures and I am letting myself know right here that its a search for a rose!! air element = marriage and its found in her right hair!
These pictures were posted on November 1st which was the SAME DAY that Palm Bee posted herself with a rose on her chest and a white shirt SHOWING THE KNEES so that I would know that it was her that kneeled to me at Riverside!?
This seal is supposed to connect to my future children! The echo of them I have been dreaming about lately! Proven by measuring the timing of English in a song I last made, believe it or not! If that could be proof? How scary!
When I shared in my blog previously (why did I put this on a "right" or white triangle!?) when I had asked for green and yellow in the bottom left in a video she did this in her next posts! They shown a green SHingle with a promise she would remain so for me according to the woman in my dreams!
On the day that I took the pictures where I am pointing at her fridge (I also had a dream of her fridge in the future we lived in a huge vintage place? Maybe the avenues in Utah? Or Seattle or Portland?) the floor was dirty and well I was supposed to marry Kathleen on that day I took those pictures where I am pointing at Palm Bee on the fridge! Now it makes sense on the second album I released (demo) of her in front of the fridge the blue on the NO side was flipped by using the reflection in the windOW. Palm Bee gives the wind the ow? Sad!! That other woman knows that she was the one who ended things so its not my fault. Rasputina concert she wore all white dress with a sign that said 'silent angel' while they changed the word "life" to "wife" and my friends asked me not to get mad from the present they gave me!
YES, it was there so why am I doing this to myself as if some psycho is out there threatening me from the other side of the picture? Mad that you cannot kill me? Oh well! Is it her boyfriend? LET HIM KNOW!
How odd that night how I put a violet dot on my forehead!?! What was that all about?! I was calling a veteran's hotline to have a "sniper" flick the light switch in the building above the pearl district in Portland timed for when I did a certain something or at least I would try to do stuff that would ensure we were safe and back then when I tried to figure out my crazy episode I thought maybe that was it? The last time that I actually FORGOT something completely it made me go out to my car to save our lives as I made a discovery that it was left on with the garage door shut as our house was filling up with carbon monoxide! This is similar to the weird "episodes" that I would have! I found out later all of the reasons were linking to the future to ensure no one would be hurt and what I witnessed what absolutely miraculous!
How is it possible she does not know this yet?
You may have to let her know? I have not had the time to ask others to help me!… been fearing I have been blocked but it’s probably not true? How could she do all of this without even knowing about me? She was blocked from seeing me from day 1!! That must be real?! How could it not be real? Even though she did all of that for me it might be just her sync so please contact her and let her know!! It’s Palmbeee on Instagram and I messed up by my 1st email not really caring and her work seemingly cut her off without letting her know?! That seems to be real while she might be unable to get emails? On Facebook it’s Amber Flynn! My number is 3854180082 Adam (I need to hire people to help me and get a large donation from someone rich! You have seen what you have seen? I have not had time to contact people, how awful! I need to just pay other people to do it for me?
I just tried to watch her last stream where she timed responses letting me know that it was not really Charlie’s birthday but she wanted to meet me at Disneyland! She seemingly breathed that she didn’t believe this was real and was testing me while she also seemingly said she somehow knew it was obviously finding out this is real right now and she will stop ignoring me thanks to wondering if I made up anything or lied as I haven’t!
So, as you may already know the story... the "real" Batman has been trying to find the "real" Catwoman who has been very naughty! Cats have a way of getting into our head along with all of the animals sharing nearby space much more than everything else so this means that having squirrels nearby may make a person want to save up their things! What is a cat doing?
As a writer I am responding to everyone reading this so it feels like I am being sent what she shown to the other side of where I could not see that she confessed was basically using me? Not sure what she meant by that but now its making sense to me how I messed up everything! What I experienced on my end was absolutely romantic and beautiful while she timed things while saying keywords to make me think that it was some men somehow between us that cut me off as she knew what to do for getting me to work harder perhaps like maybe my former lover did so that I would start making music and writing songs to tell our story as her wearing a certain ouija-board shirt woke us up to such a wonderful discovery.
Absolutely everything! I could have brought this to her in the most beautiful way but instead I was trying to check off a list of women so that I could PLAN MY FUTURE and know where to base myself out of...
I have been having panic attacks lately from feeling stuck or "Trapped in Amber" as Edward Ka-Spel's album had put it! I feel so bad for him if he had to put up with hearing our voices or whatever in the 80s but thankful by the time that he reached me in 1998 then wrote those songs for our friends in 99 it became more worth it as he kept the content coming but when I got off of drugs I became a bit too anti-social!
Put my free time into playing video games online against other people and lost weight from not working out like I used to among other things but thankfully was able to figure out so much about the "voices" by conducting experiments on myself to figure out what was going on and how our brains work!
I have learned about how the appendix is like a radio antenna that broadcasts a signal for our head that is actually heard in the subconscious minds of creatures in the surroundings by some extent but a degree that you should not concerns yourself with as they have their own thoughts that keep them from really knowing how much they will synchronize or align themselves to what might be sent from colonies of bacteria or parasites that are living inside! My body would have a lot more of the kind of bacteria known as "good" but I have been calling it "better" since its hard to say that I trust any of it completely but there obviously is a very important difference as the bad bacteria found inside may want something dead to consume and so it would be this that might make our brain tissue less trustworthy? The definition and reason that pride would be the very worst sin and that means trusting our brain tissue because of what is not human always using it for other gains we were previously unaware of!
Today, I am not feeling "in love" with this woman... its more like "annoyed" and "embarrassed" while wondering HOW its possible that we could be married with children in the future!? When I saw her at the club I knew that it was because of Twitch that I wanted to meet her as she was giving me such a beautiful experience while making things much more interesting because of what I was capable of doing with my "stargate" knowledge that I had acquired from trying to figure out how people can safely use cameras!
I am not saying this to brag or because of how her fans or followers probably think that I am a complete loser but it would be true in that I typically felt that I could always get the most attractive girl found anywhere if I wanted her so long as she gave me that window of opportunity that is a bit more than needed with me since I am used to girls being the ones to pursue me somewhat and I am still trying to change my ways of thinking but it would be true in that the most beautiful women that I wanted that I have ever come across in my lifetime have all given me a chance somewhere to hook up and this makes me one of the luckiest people I have ever met!
With my last girlfriend it was not love... we kind of used one another at first because she needed money while I needed a place to live.. the reason was that I could not find anyone else more attractive in Portland anywhere you might understand if you saw how she looked when we first met and would go dancing or meet at parties together. I did not really feel like I had enough choices or options. Right away, she didn't even seem to be into me until other women coming to me during my sleep woke her up to how lucky she was supposed to be but she did not actually know who she was with and I never looked worse in my whole life as the pale ale took its tole and I was getting chubby that never happened anywhere else in my life as my Father is a body-builder while I simply won't accept myself as fat! I will not think but just do do do do until it is gone when I notice it but I guess I was on the computer so much it kind of passed me by or maybe once I moved in with her since she totally let herself go completely as if she didn't even WANT men to think she was attractive anymore, I started to do the same as well..
I should have told them about what was going on with me more with famous people and what the goth songs they were playing were about in ways no one else in Portland could but she was only into vintage and we wasted too much time playing video games! I had even asked her not to get a job for some time while I paid for everything and our vacation during the first year so for spending money she would do things for me like read a book because I feared that we needed some kind of way to communicate about something both of us were familiar with that no one else knew about so that we could be SAFER as in pubic certain times or scenarios might come up where its important for me to be able to warn her about something but cannot do this easily without getting caught for it?
This woman when I told her that I would not sleep with her again she lashed back in a way that tried to absolutely ruin me and kick me out of Portland if at all possible!? She knew that Palm Bee was coming and wanted to stop it so she spread all sorts of lies on Facebook doing all of the things she knew would actually work to stop this younger woman from being able to even MEET me because I would not open myself up for two or more seemingly.
I made the perfect plan working over time to fix everything that would have given her the absolute best experience but this somehow was not able to reach her!? It is obvious that someone between us needed to be there more in support of my sharing this with her while I was still too anti-social compared to other people as I spent most of my time on the computer that can do things to absolutely waste it as I get the delusion that it is actually going to go somewhere!
Over the years after this huge discovery I shared with a small following how I was conducting tests on myself to try and figure out more regarding if technology was safe while wanting to share with others involved so that I would not be crossing a line somewhere such as doing what I did with Palm Bee which would have been completely wrong if she was not able to see this as it totally affects her life!
With this new-found knowledge regarding how I can find the future echoes by measuring the past memories there are certain guarantees coming from the future because of having maybe a dream of an elderly person or places that have changed but must be real somewhere?
What lives inside of us whenever we have a memory actually links us to a different body in another time as our heavier weight is bending time for the bacteria and parasites that will try and give us the best chances of living the longest or providing the most for it by giving us helpful glimpses found in dreams of what should be figured out regarding the future so that certain mistakes are never made!
This means that constantly as we are thinking we are actually sent to another location that is seen in the pineal gland or otherwise known as the third eye in our brain while the rest of the head is for the senses we know as sight and sound but much of this may actually come from the brain tissue found below that is being used to connect us with another time entirely while capable of giving us senses from these other times as well which has provided me with such a beautiful and real experience such as Amber Flynn actually coming to me as the air which is meant for only the spouse for a reason according to our ancestors and ancient ways I have been able to figure out by tapping into other time periods through what lives inside of us! Sending for them the plan that I have found for all human hosts everywhere that would give us all the best experiences and lives from certain things such as using addition instead of other math when facing difficulties.
Since I strive to be a romantic lover rather than someone who has been easy or a hostage of kindness to get things or better treatment it might be true that I am like a male version of a coveted female? Unlike most of them, I might be a bit harder to get because of the vegan thing? This has led to not having many partner allowing me to be able to find the next echo coming from the future MUCH easier! Something that I hesitate on recommending for others as it seems very unwise to do so since it has been a completely horrible experience connecting to someone who is actually with another person!
I have transformed my body more than most people in the ways that maybe a body builder might but for my nervous system by doing things such as no longer having a male orgasm and redirecting it through ancient tantric sex magic practices that allow a person to transform their nerves into becoming much more sensitive enough to allow what might feel like an orgasm all over the entire body from having beautiful thoughts!
In the center of our chest our nervous system is able to connect to our partner using just light, sound, or everything electric that reaches the genitals as long as the partner sends his or her focus that would be felt. Someone may do something like give their partner an orgasm without touching them from having certain thoughts a person may achieve!
I feel so bad for this woman I have been romantically connected to for a long time now by the name of Palm Bee! I know that she wakes up feeling horrible compared to me and does not have nearly as much energy or drive while happiness has been something given to others who may not care to allow her to have it when she actually needs it! Like everyone, she has been giving her power away to other people that allows them to drive or even plan her future from a source that no one wants to admit is real but powerful!
I know that I messed up regarding how I woke her up to this as I should have obeyed her ghost from the beginning but I did not want to drive all the way to Portland for nothing so I was trying to get her to tell me she was not interested first. This is something she will never forgive me for and really punished me for it because I did not do things in the way that would have been the best but instead kept things factual and scientific so I know what needs to be done that actually cannot come from anyone else until I do more to show them or teach them how I have learned things thus far! Thee Ring, Volumes vi I plan on releasing as three discs that will participate in "making men & women" for making better partners in the future for other people! The goals that I have regarding the tools I will have for other people have never been done before and will definitely make the most loyal partner that is safer with ways to counter what is negative easily and something in place for what they do not have time for.
So, did I completely mess up by trying to find a partner NOW such as Palm Bee so that together we could do this and make things so much easier for the both of us by no longer having to deal with being treated poorly by jealous people or blocked from the fear someone will want another?
Because of needing children in my lifetime it feels like I need to find at least a stepping stone now but there it is again... the mistake that was thinking it would not be her because of the reoccurring dream that I had of the brides that wanted to be in my line-up while I was conducting my experiment with women found on Instagram and Twitch that were responding to me and deserved to know what I was doing that would definitely have an impact on their life since their subconscious mind was working for a chance to be with me by at least some degree? I could have just used these people without letting others know or much worse! So you tell me, would it be wrong not to tell these people what happened on my end?
Thanks to recent dreams I need to just ACCEPT that it is Palm Bee until she proves things otherwise like that romantic cartoon skunk finally for the first time! Yes, I did this before but with an attitude that came from "science" and "math" coming to her with facts while getting blocked from being annoying because she needed to know the time stamps for everything happening or the companies we were using did so that later when we were rich we could pay them to find all of this out for collecting all of the data for the best understanding of what had actually happened and how!
No more creating a "line-up" for her as that honestly was for when I left her... who would possibly be found out there that is good enough for me? Anyone? It has been doubtful that I would find anyone I would accept as good enough to be the Mother of my kids because of having too many wishes or demands regarding my goals and plans for how I am going to do this to do things such as beat my genetic blood "disease" that might be more like a gift in some ways? It would be true that our children would be born possibly with a different liver than other people that produces slightly more porphyrins rather than heme. Because of those letter Ps it makes me wonder if it comes from tipping that giant boat in Sweden for countless generations of drinking alcohol but the theory that I have regarding eating nothing but meat for many generations is maybe a better one that makes more sense as there has been drinkers everywhere? My Father drank cow blood as a boxer as they believed that it made them stronger. The letter P has the origin that would mean sailing or dreaming because of planning for the voyage.
To find the "ultimate" best mate I thought maybe the plan should be becoming rich and famous first while allowing my Volumes vi for water, stone, and air to "make the best woman" that I would eventually find for having my perfect family or maybe just someone capable of accepting me as an "angel" that is glowing and different to be a partner with? This plan has been tossed out the windOW because of having dreams of having children with Palm Bee now that has happened twice now of our son so it would be the third time that I met one but there has also been an echo of a girl born someday as well!
She must be capable of changing! Maybe she was not informed regarding everything or did not believe me or did not give the time needed to witness the proof or understand what could easily be mistaken for as crazy nonsensical ramblings!? To think it would be this difficult just to get the girl to quit eating bird seems impossible especially now that Edward Ka-Spel has released his latest album showing what might represent her by one of his artists! How weird is it that this happens to that man who must be a super genius! Witnessed others responding enough to know to measure thoughts while working for picking up what the "customers of the future" will be doing!?
Okay, so it has been done!
Time to give her what she actually wants for the first time as if there is no one else in the universe for us!
Because what lives inside is already linking me to a bed in the future that is happily married with children so this means that I am the luckiest man in the world but also one of the most unlucky because whenever I have a concern about if she will not be honest it seems to be stored in our brain tissue somehow while insects try to send us thoughts with timing to somehow make this happen for daring to be human beings that have something like bug spray in the store!?
So far everything that I have feared has actually been sent to that woman it would seem! The helpful medication for focusing on only what I am doing so that its not going all over the place was not good enough and sometimes when everything was quiet I could actually hear up to ten minutes a year those pesky faeries making threats while trying to bring my brain to the absolute worst places and all because I forgot about how my car brought me to a new location so I had to have certain memories and thoughts to be granted wished from them instead again!?
Whoops!!!
How easily a person can get into a car and then drive somewhere else then put up with those damn things again until I change the sounds coming from nature and this was the reason she told me that she would kill herself if I did not choose her! That much I have been able to figure out. Whenever I try to find the largest echo that would be my wife it has been her with the theme surrounding comfort at home with privacy and a garden with lots of bugs everywhere because I am with her and so she can handle anything with me by her side! Part of her knows that by my coming to Portland to meet her I also changed the sound of the birds for that entire city while I was there and she noticed the change from the tweeters not exactly singing but calling her names while she streamed to what became sweet and nice chirps that were trying to convert her into being a member of my family and so this is what seemed to upset the bugs that they eat even though this would have helped them live longer from our feeding the birds seeds they failed to understand this and until I somehow was able to get her to have certain thoughts it was possible that they would send timing to her and those in her surroundings against me until I was able to get to that location!
How do I absolutely KNOW that its her married to me with children in the future? I am honestly surprised!
When I first came across her pictures I thought that she could be a certain married woman that I slept with in the dream world while I was at my Father's place in Minnesota that I helped him move into recently all the way across the country from Arizona we filled up a couple trucks and I was able to make up for some lost time since I moved out when I was only fifteen or so while my parents were divorced so he was only partially there!
For over a year I experimented with dating websites and documented everything with videos that I called "dream dating" which seemed to be very effective when it came to finding who my echo would be coming from the future! Thanks to this I found out from measuring my thoughts and going into extreme lengths to remember my dreams or be healthy in the mind I discovered that whenever a person comes across another we are going to have dreams about the encounter both before and after while sleeping because of how much faster light travels! This would be the reason why everyone is always somewhat familiar that we come across when doing things such as going to the store somewhere they should all be complete strangers.
This was why I was very surprised one night when I had a dream of a sexual encounter with someone very beautiful that looked partially Italian or Greek maybe who was naked? In this dream I found out that the black robes meant "poly" for some reason and she was married while I could not see her face so I feared sharing this with the public since it was the ONLY TIME someone married cross that line with me but now it makes sense once I had the dream of our children that she married only with me!
When I first came across Palm Bee on Twitch.tv I checked out her Instagram to see if my echo could be found by checking for the theme days of the Sixteen Scented Celebration as usual while it shown that she did much more than everyone else thus far! A clump of photos on the Day of Dreams that was for waking up people to how they already had a romantic dream of the person and the Day of Water which will be for pre-death funerals! I believe that the people of the future that will be my fans will have a much more wonderful time finding a match or partner doing things that would ensure what might be otherwise waking up without any help in a way that discovers others in the dream were not only real and had the same dream but in the worst way possible that could end up hurting people because maybe the person did not participate in my celebration so did not know about dopple-gangers or other tricks that often happen in our dreams coming from the bacteria or whatever to ensure that those colonies thrive for as long as possible!
I thought that she really looked like the married woman I already slept with in a dream when I saw the Day of Dreams so the day that I woke up after dreaming of our children I found out that in this video she shared on this special day it shows that she denies the other women or says "no" gestures while in black while she is checking herself out in a green white dress in other parts of the video that would symbolize monogamy as her ghost has seemingly expressed her truest feelings being for a man that would reject the most beautiful woman in our bed if it was not her even if she was an elderly woman! She is not likely to find this more until I am doing things like creating more of a following and fans that pick up on the preferences expressed along with the reasons while the future may bring with it a new much better type of romantic that is more awake to how much better it would be to spend extra time with kids instead of having another partner somewhere as this would take away from their own best experience in the end since we will become our children!? After how many generations of suffering and sometimes even something like torture or accepting life with whatever comes with it without as many choices and now finally it is our turn to actually be able to live again that makes the whole thing worth it more than ever before as there was never World of Warcraft or other virtual reality games among everything else that we have! How else could I possibly enjoy all of the things out there to try out! Its impossible without becoming more people...
...this woke me up to how Palm Bee was ALSO the person that I mentioned in this video below in a dream that I had of having a sexual encounter with someone in a hospital gown others brought us together and left us alone where I had her yet again from behind so could not see her face entirely while this time in the dream her hair was shorter and cut into a bell shape a little past shoulder length?
She had the same tattoo on her arm but it appeared that writing was also found with it below the Scorpio sign so I thought that it would be a good idea to ask her to write down stuff on her arm meant for my eyes to see when she would pay any hospital a visit in the future since I know that she would be having a wonderful dream of her husband when the time finally comes?
I am trying to be nice in this video shared below that I made while searching for who I believe is Palm Bee that was in a hospital gown because of the other dreams that I had of her being older along with our children so how could it be anyone else!?
https://youtu.be/oLzq5towWGE
I will add more later to share how I "know for sure" that these kids exist and where they all came from!
https://youtube.com/shorts/kpAsWPDiZgs?si=ttEaaNbepC916Wf0
Here is me having a panic attack… because of feeling “stuck” because I am thinking that I don’t even want to try anymore if she is sleeping with someone else once she found out about me and how I was not crazy because of not wanting to risk having a dishonest partner while having kids!
Maybe she is obviously not dishonest though if I am seeing kids in my dreams! The very first time that I thought that I heard my child was during videos I made where I kept it recording the wild birds outside hoping to record Robin that is the bird that may have inspired the guy who made the comic book character? His ideas had to come from somewhere else and you know what I witness when I come across this stuff kind of shows me proof that this is real?
I thought that I heard the voice of our son telling me that he hated birds! Did not seem to fit if it was my boy but I understand! They can be mean!! In the future he might help me with going through old files on my computer so that might be where I picked up his attitude because he didn’t want to? Not sure if such a device is safe for kids or anyone? I am feeling trapped in the light sometimes! As like a sort of hostage for kindness or for the most romantic story told but it will be worth it as long as she is honest and does not cheat!
I had a dream of elderly women a few times that came to me and gave me a glimpse of what they will look like! One of them was Kathleen who was puffing out her cheeks for some reason and I didn’t figure out why she was doing this or what it meant until recently when my sunken cheeks have made me feel totally old and gross from not eating enough! It was her way of letting me know that she didn’t want me to see her normal face for similar reasons like maybe she was just having a bad month? That happens! Especially with her because she can look like the most beautiful woman in the city one week and then maybe slightly scary the next… in this dream she startled me and came out of nowhere to stick her tongue into my mouth like it was a boner kiss! We used to call it that among the lesbian crowd I spent my later teenage years with and it was this same girl who came up with it that convinced me to move out of this particular girlfriend’s place who will come from the future and return to Salt Lake City after being gone for over a dozen years maybe? It now seems obvious why she gave me this forbidden kiss in the dream since I knew that I would rather have her boner tongue than what I had when I went out to Salt Lake City and was betrayed by this girl who seemingly was too scared to let me see her more mature changed body but she should have known it was impossible to have me anyways and I don’t really mind that all that much compared to the lies and breaking her word while I was needing to rely upon her. Boner tongue symbolized how bad men were at kissing according to these girls who used to use me to kiss more girls by taking me to a dance club with the goal we would have to meet all of the most attractive people and she would tell them the same thing that always worked! I believe we met someone famous like Linda Strawberry this way and someone who was dating Billy Corgan at the time named Deja Garfield?
The other woman that I had a dream of I actually never met in real life before but I follow her Instagram and she came to me as an extremely old elderly woman once that began while we were at a coffee shop first planning our future as young folks and then we got onto a trolley that went around in a circle then we got off and she looked like she must have been one hundred years old or more at this point as we were in the candy shop! I remember this was one of the most vivid sexual encounters in a dream which is surprising because of how old she was and we did it while standing at a public place but it was okay because it was white everywhere so I guess that means “right”? This woman is probably stalked by all sorts of men online for being attractive but without makeup she looks like a completely different person. What is sad about this dream is thy she tried to do her makeup like she used to but it looked really bad because of being too old! She looked much better without makeup because at that age it seemed like there should be no point but for whatever reason she would not let it go so still tried to get away with looking like a hot young goth girl somehow!? She lives somewhere I would likely avoid so not sure why she would be found anywhere where I sleep? I don’t believe that I have ever done something like use her pictures before but the experience I would have if I did would be incredible as they seemingly give me what I ask for with my mind and somehow know my darkest secrets or what turns me on! I have not allowed myself to THINK of anyone but Amber for over a year without sharing it online who it was and what happened when I did.
Wow! For some reason right now it just felt like I could feel Amber as I heard her voice tell me that she wanted to do this back to me while suddenly it feels like my buttons might pop off by themselves as I am breathing harder! I want to show her what she does for me!! I wish that I could just record it without risk of someone else seeing it somehow? When she thinks about me I can feel it because of what I have done! Others I will never notice but she seems to be my air so it’s an experience unlike anything else! Maybe only possible because I saved myself and focus only on one! I put in an effort to stop myself so that it’s guided towards Amber when another woman is felt? Maybe the reason that it has meant in my sleep that “from behind” is for my wife comes from my loyalty as it could not possibly be anyone else! I don’t need to see her face to know who it is!
The stack of photos on the Day of Water shows her with yellow on her chest which was taken around the time I went to go on a date that failed because I was late and it seemed as if someone else was jealous and messed me up perhaps? This inspired me to take a video of myself asking for my truest love to put yellow on her chest if she was bothered from my going out on this date. In this stack is the Day of Air ritual seemingly that I made using green where the wrist is located as the cut of fabric that I selected for her with the help of her voice that I heard as I did this is to be wrapped around our hands when we are ready and this same fabric I am currently wearing around my neck with scents of banana (Ana was my former lover) pumpkin spice rubbed into it would be later wrapped around her eyes when she is ready for her pre-death funeral and perhaps someday her actual funeral might be real since I saw a corpse the first night that I slept with it! Thanks to going to jail in Salt Lake City where they would not allow anyone to cover up their eyes while they slept I used to have a hard time not doing this so much that my mattress would be taken away and then I would have to try and get comfortable on metal for the rest of the night while unable to sleep thanks to my body losing feeling and going numb all over from the hard surface cutting off my circulation! Since I have been released from captivity I had not been able to sleep at night without covering my eyes just so that I know that I am free which is the best feeling that makes me automatically feel safe! I will never do anything risking jail time again in my life? Seems very unlikely! Anyways, in the first photo the guy on the rectangle behind her has a green thing on his chest that seems to go to her while he wears the same pants that I am most famously known for wearing that are laced up the sides! Grateful to see that even while wearing black she prays to the red robes to get them all off of her which was seemingly what came from my Facebook posts back in 2017 when I did this because of women coming to my girlfriend’s bed every night maybe twice each night for maybe over a week? Or a few times spread apart? I found two of them being Forkgirl and her dance teacher for some reason I had three sexy dreams of! This Taylor girl just happened to be wearing a Katburger shirt while this was happening to me and she was crawling into a tunnel in another picture which connects since this girl synchronized with the album The Tunnel by The Legendary Pink Dots who seems to know he did it for us since he put a coded message on it for me with her name in it. I am hoping Palm Bee is okay with no longer being into girls? That kind of makes me think it would not work if she demanded that or even wanted it? On the back of the copy I bought they sent me a unique copy that had the baby we lost on it seemingly while the songs had a farewell to her! I wonder if maybe those people all had that woman at one point in their life but maybe Amber I get to save and prevent this from happening!? I was worried that she was bi because of what this girl could have done because of sharing gravity and somehow knowing she might be able to make sure it happens so that I am never gone completely? Probably not but from what I keep witnessing such things are actually possible from how much we are able to know in our subconscious minds!
I had a dream of Amber’s refrigerator seemingly she brought me to see it and I started to clean around the floor that was very neglected as it looked like it was brought to a top floor of a big vintage home maybe? Somewhere in a temperate zone? Forest or if it was Utah it would have to be somewhere like the avenues those old homes might be a thing but hopefully it’s Portland or Seattle?
I saw her while falling asleep seemingly ask me if I was there while she was on the toilet while she had totally white or grey hair and it made me want to clean the floor around it to help her! I am the type of partner that would do our dishes without thinking thanks to being a younger brother and not the oldest and selfish like Amber!? This bathroom was one maybe not regularly used? She was maybe talking to me like a crazy woman and thanking me for proving to her she would never be alone completely?
{While against this fence in the forest out in Portland I thought that she came to me as an older woman with silver and brown hair! She was very grateful of the respect she had but really mad at me because I spent all of our money and the speaker blew so we did not have enough for food while such a thing was supposed to be impossible and never happen again! She was so mad that she drove off wishing that she got married to someone with money just for the ridiculous amount of money for almost a full ten minutes she said and then realized it would not have been worth losing the happiness or the respect she got from doing whatever it was she did? Who knows what a speaker could be for anything? Music? Speaking? Telling a story? Showing a demonstration of a miracle maybe? Most likely music though?}
{I thought she came to me at another point showing me how proud she was of her body after kids that honestly looked like she might have done too much? Went kind of overboard with maybe doing things to keep looking younger and I asked her to show me an older version so she did then kept repeating this as she kept complaining by saying, “are you satisfied!” That has been the only thing she says whenever mad!?}
{schizophrenic episodes are different than dreams as they would not be as real and true as something seen while in REM sleep so I will use these kind of brackets to share what happened for what might be like a prediction? It has proven to be really coming from her body though but I don’t want to say that it’s her for sure because I am actually not crazy!}
Once while pregnant Amber came to me in the back seat of my car to show me because she knew I liked it and thought she looked good… this actually might have happened up to three times? Coming out of sleep still feeling like she was with me as people walking by and dogs barking were seemingly talking about what I had just dreamed of!?
Violent Vickie I had a dream on the Day of Air that is for my spouse but it was before I knew about Amber and in this dream a crowd of people watched us having sex with her on top with hair cut like a bell past shoulder length hair!
{When I was asking for her to give me whatever color that I picked in a specific location to better prove that it’s really her ghost coming to me she gave up maybe up to 35 things that I asked for on video? I have to count but it was a lot! 13 in a row without fail until she gave me red in the bottom left instead of the top right that I asked for that represented those between us in the video that explained what the red meant that I asked for in her next post. The last stream shows her wearing tight red after I sent an email asking her to go dancing while able to fit four friends if they squeezed in so it was like saying “ready to squeeze” and it was found on bottom left. One of my favorite times was when I asked for orange and brown in the bottom right that represented the time she seemingly came to me at Riverside and laid down her phone in one hand and mouse in the other in a wedding dress as she kneeled asking me to marry her! The letter R’s represented weapons that were the phone and mouse so without them the word Riverside becomes “I’ve side” (+d) if it comes from the location I had my first romantic dream of her in BrainERd? Would that mean there could be something wrong with her brain? Or is it just trying to wake me up to how she is being messed up by the mental health doctors? This was how I came up with those colors because of the scent I use to rub into the fabric but along with the thought of where she was when she did this and it was at my right mirror! She has come to me using my right mirror or left one depending on what is going on! The right one stays! Anyways, when she obeyed and gave me the brown with the 88 shirt and orange skin in her next post it seemed like she pounced me for the first time that night and was never annoyed or bothered by any time I thought of her again? It was supposed to represent marriage when she wears nothing but a shirt and she knows that I like her butt a lot so that might be one of the reasons? This was seemingly why she turned the bee around on the Day of Air in her stream to shake the butt! The day after that she made a orchid using legos on the Day of Wood that was my birthday and I have wanted legos for our children while the orchid has meant a child in LPD songs! She shown herself in front of her bed giving me her left ear because it meant ending Twitch because of a dream that I heard her voice talk into my right ear about all of the bad things about working for Twitch! Saturday night at Twitchcon this dream came and she was on the toilet frightened that a camera was installed inside of it for the reason that was “China” she said?!}
{While she was recently in Texas she seemingly came to me during one of the best schizophrenic episodes a person could possibly have!? She came to me from the right mirror standing on wood in black for letting me know that it was for when she would be back! She told me that she would be mine as long as I pursued her without stopping as easy as seeing myself right since it came from the right side mirror?}
Recently, while falling asleep we were in Utah back where I plan on taking her to see someday to visit but I doubt we would live there outside of visiting for winters for snowboarding or skiing that she looked like she did a lot of while older to stay thin when I said it looked like she did too much with money to look younger? Our son was in trouble in school for meth. This seemed impossible at his age and although I have used it before I don’t see myself doing anything worse than adderall as a parent since I would have money there would be no excuses! As I was waking up the birds told me that she was with another guy so this really made me feel sick and freak out as I seemingly had to watch them forcefully?! Very upsetting and then later that day when I wrote down the date of the dream of our son when the thought occurred to me that she could be pregnant so I freaked out from this possibility this boy was someone else’s. Since then she seemingly favors a sound garden brown and orange shirt for wearing nothing else to let me know that it has to be me so that I can fix the sound of the garden for her other men might be too scared to admit is real or deny that it exists?
I had another dream of our child but this time it was a baby in a crib but I had a feeling it was a boy! We lived in the same room and I was not allowed to get into the shower with her?! The theme became guilt tripping me for thinking that I would not have to clean up as much as a woman since the baby grows in her? In this dream there was a man there and I was packing things with him in the back of a couple cars. He was packing on the left side for whatever reason? Does that mean he was packing to leave? Like he never planned on being with her? It might have been her boyfriend that already moved out?
I seemingly responded to myself while working recently that shown that I responded to a baby girl that I had someday too! As far as the boys go there seemed to be two of them possibly?
On the day that I was working on a song about a kiss she came to me during a dream vividly and we kissed while she was wearing white and black dress which might means “write back” so that was hot and funny how it happened to seemingly fix things as I was worried that the song I was working on made me a liar since I needed a better kiss from my sleep?
A couple days ago I saw her stream where she wore green pants and when she passes by orange and brown you can hear what sounds like her and her cat saying. “You are married! Adam, you are married!”
One eye blue and the other eye Amber? It has been my trip I’ve witnessed such as talking that comes from the cat that has been trying to get the other people off of her by showing them “blue right eye = your right” & “amber left eye = Amber left”
Once while witnessing the Residents responding to my mind I asked for advice and he said that if she dies first it will bring you down with her if you let it!
What was the first trolley that I got on with that other goth girl represent? Hopefully not my first marriage that ended because she died!?
T = gifting / checking the time
R = heading o = sharing LL = worked e = ¿
Y = line between good and evil!
Anyways, it seems unlikely that I see people that won’t exist! What lives inside makes this possible! Bending time for colonies linking us to the future!
Because of this I am Unico while the chain represents being Trapped in Amber because why bother with another when I know it’s her?
I get along with everyone like Unico while Mark would be Lord Karuku that obviously was abused in school to let them bully like they do!? Toby Garner would be the son of my best friend to increase my concerns of Facebook never changing for me!
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