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Thee Ring, Volumes (Dreaming Of Future Wife & Children!?)

Seriously, this is not done yet?! I need to work on this and nothing else... hopefully, it is done TONIGHT!? I have until Thursday is my "deadline" to have this done and ready to show people! Check tomorrow?

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You will find that when addition is used and everyone shares their dreams that they may end up finishing the story for other people since we will find that when others were present, they had the same dream, but at a different time! We found this out at a very young age so told everyone.

This is the real magic found when our ancestors used to tell the children that they would be found in heaven if they did not return, which meant that they would be real if they had a dream of them. This magic was proven to be real by stroking a fallen star fragment against a loved one enough times in the same direction that a magnetic charge is created so it becomes a compass showing the direction of the sky or the North when it is dropped in water.

Thankfully, we are typically tricked into thinking we were intimate with someone we weren't because of not being able to see the face or something like that in the dream while needing to learn a lesson.

I wanted to save myself for marriage but lost my virginity once I turned 18 to a woman that inspired the movie called "The Mallory Effect" that apologized to me for this, since she was 26 at the time? I turned down older women since 13 and even spent the night with an 18 year old at that age, but she got into trouble for it by our friends that were older.

The youngest person that I had intercourse with was twenty and we became a couple when she told me that she had a romantic dream of me so we had to be together. I never had one of her as far as I know, maybe because she was not as honest as me?

All of my life, I did much more than other people to make sure that I remembered my dreams. One of the ways would be setting my alarm earlier to be able to have extra "snooze" moments so that I could remember what happened in my dreams while waking. Telling another about it to remember is most helpful or maybe writing it down or using a recorder.

When I dated Sierra that taught me the most about how to touch a female, I got into her dream diary to find out how "evil" she was because she kind of scared me... I read a passage about a sex dream that she had with a "dragon" in the backseat of a car. Years later after I moved out, I had this dream that she described in her diary. On my side, her age was never thought about or known until I woke up and realized what had happened. I already knew her so there seemed to be nothing wrong with going along with what she wanted to do which was show off her body before it would be changed by becoming a mother. I believe that she was slightly younger than what would have been legal so this would be why she called me a "dragon" in her diary and dream? Dragons symbolize rape or pushing someone into it or maybe withholding information that would have prevented the act due to the behavior of a dragonfly. While I was with her I had experiences during intercourse where I thought that she was a dragon, so I think that she likely did this for me as a child as well but I do not remember every dream.

This girl would be the reason that the Macintosh came out with the "High Sierra" operating system since I was an IT tech building computers for Coldwater Creek that they took to a reverse psychology AA meeting to scare me straight using what I didn't know about my grandfather's missing finger by pretending to be Nazi since I was checking out new goth music. When I would smoke or drink the next color that I came across would be carried to the sound of a saw and a person screaming followed by a black man with a metal shin or something along those lines. They appeared to have a lot of fun doing this to me and I knew it was obviously fake, but I kept witnessing what seemed to be telepathy, so I was unable to sleep for a week at a time due to trying to think perfectly while being a motherf-----r! She called herself a Mexican't but I never thought about how close I was to the CantAda border as Adam with a history of being a middle man for the Mexican cartel until much later.

After I broke up with my last partner, I caught onto something magical that she did using a ouija-board shirt that she wore whenever we would go dancing together. Two years before we met, the both of us were praying to a jug, while I was talking to someone that was always found on my left side that matched her personally. While with her, she always slept on my left side, so this really opened up my eyes to how I will connect with my next lover. Because of praying to this jug of water that I kept in the passenger side of my car to practice being a perfect lover or echo of a protective father, I asked her to pick a color that I sewn into this seat, and she said that the lighter blue was always the right pick.

For a long time, I thought that every picture that she left behind had the blue on the "yes" side . .. so there seems to be a reason why it is found on the "no" side shown in the pictures?! Or maybe, I am just using addition? Will believing give your parents a better experience because we are being completely honest wherever I am found! There IS such thing as the speed of our mind as well as our heavier mass bending time for what lives inside of us connected right now to another body in another time!? When we have a memory we are brought to the actual location just like what our ancestors taught using the very first compass shown by stroking a fallen star fragment until the direction of the sky was shown when dropping this in the water. This is where we go when we die, we would be told. When you see me in your mind, I will be there! Our parents were right! We always bring them an echo with this memory though so the importance of my getting a grant for the "fallen fruit" from a member of congress is found now much more than before? To design a new juvenile detention process that ends violent crime within the next generation or two?


His name helped me remember the dream that I had of her as a child she was the very first naked woman that I saw as her birthmarks were the same.




To understand how magical this is, you must first know what I was going through when I came across her because what I was witnessing was supposed to be impossible, yet it happened!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ze6m2amB3W4


Between Couch & Davis in the pearl district... 

C = taking + o = sharing/surrounding + u = separating + c = taken + h = tying the knot

(Da = father) D = passing along fresher + a = caring + v = grouping + i = balancing + s = measuring what enters body

Really describes my last relationship where I had intimate dreams of another woman more than once every night in the bed when I first moved in so before I had dreams of a wife and children, I thought she was several different women since she was bigger than other times when she came to me.

I tried to start a family and wanted to get married to the girl that I was living with so I prayed to a red robe to get the other "women" off of me (which I know believe was just one from the future that is my ACTUAL wife & mother of my kids)

My friends tried to help by a surprise gift at a Rasputina concert where they changed the lyrics from life to wife while my lover wore a white dress along with a sign that said silent angel but before the show I acted funny without making sense at the time she probably thought that I was going through a schizophrenic episode because I put a purple dot on my forehead and took pictures of myself gesturing at the red robe, acting funny, and pointed at a girl with flowers in her hair on a refrigerator magnet. I posted these photos of this night on the same date that Palm Bee posted herself in a white dress with a rose on her chest. The story is incredible while I need some help bringing the letter Q to Kathleen in the pearl district so I am thankful that so many comics have appeared about her seemingly while Castlevania made her famous too, I will explain.




In Portland, I dated only a couple women "seriously" and their names would be Kat and Anna so it is funny how the origin of the letter 'n' would mean eating/drinking/loving so without 'loving' the word katana is found! How will my largest echo use this weapon to warn me of how it could hurt our relationship or maybe our children? She has and it is a beautiful thing to witness! I have been on the hunt for a shieldmaiden in my daydreams so a ship has represented our family because of the amount of time remembering those ancestors to feel cleaner when I have been dirty.


In Minnesota while moving my father into his more permanent residence I started to talk about how I was looking for a girl from my dreams in videos and in Facebook that had tattoos down her wrist in the same spot that Palm Bee shows hers I now believe this is because I plan on naming our children names that begin with the letter "m" due to my father family all having "j" names so since the Robinhood theme is kind of found maybe one of our kids will have children with all letter "i" names? The letter j measured a person's worth or ability to judge others while the letter m is for moving to a different location. During ancient times it was a zigzag found on a map for every rune there was a marker. In the entrails found when someone returned to a camp that was abandoned, runes would show the way so that a person could not get lost. I had an intimate dream of having her in a hospital while she was in her gown so I believe that she was pregnant while this happened (so technically there were two dreams she was pregnant?). In another dream, I found out that the black robe means poly while sleeping with a married woman that was very tan and had "the most sun" so I was worried about telling people about this until I started to dream of our children and had plenty of other dreams of being married to this same woman. This particular dream was for building the beautiful experience that I witnessed when I first saw her photos! What she posted on the Day Of Dreams shows her seemingly letting me know that she was NOT into the black robe! Once I first saw her, I pulled over under a tree away from people... on her stream she was magically timed as if she knew what I was doing on my side while trying to give me the most romantic experience possible!? She succeeded with a lot of unexpected help!

This is why the street names are so magical as I came across Shoreline Parkway and Kerner Blvd to remind me who she was that I already met in the dream world. There is a ring found where Target meets Home Depot so it really makes sense now why I put that target on my forehead. Shoreline made sense since she had the most sun in the dream she came as my wife I was remembering as I first saw her as I thought it was her while also the name Kerner would be (k = handing/touching + ER {emergency room} + n = loving + ER {emergency room found!})

In San Rafael, the birds wrote a song using me as their puppet by landing on power lines to show me which notes to play. It was about a turtle that was going to get some tremendous help. This turtle represented my car because I usually slept in guestrooms while in the bay area but I was too worried of someone breaking into my car so I called it my turtle. Isn't Rafael the most angry ninja turtle? The letter "d" seems to come from where my father lives in Brain-ER-d and it means passing along the freshest and is seen as a bowl on the Egyptian wall. Are the cowboys or whatever somehow making a joke because I am too nice as the most commonly used street found in San(d) Rafael would be Hetherton (He + t=crossing + her + ton)?

https://youtu.be/EkRa8Ftea8g?si=Dc5j6p_ll8ISGizI

For maybe a year on dating websites, I asked my partner to give me this: red in the bottom right to show me her passion for me, blue in the bottom left of the second photo to show me orders or how I should change, in the top right of the third I asked for the conflict to be shown and purple if something temporary was okay, while the forth was for the top left where I asked for what was found in the end showing a green that is found here for m more than you know?

There is even a turtle found in the bottom left where my "orders" would obviously be to sing AND she is singing about Pokemon that is what the celebration her tattoo is perform for was going to use for some of the participants during the letter Q on the Day Of Air. Two has meant "kNOw" so it's not bright to leave our marriage? Chair has meant taking away from marriage since air would be for the spouse and the letter "c" can mean "taking" . ..

Ready rectangle behind her looks like part of the vow that have been giving from my side... as I want our kids never to be alone during Christmas like I was too many years as an adult! The bee being a conflict for two reasons! No to stingers and something found between us. She sings about how she wants to be the very best in this video that I would love to share here but her ghost asks me not to. When I downloaded her clips that are old and first looked at them all on my phone I clearly heard her voice in my head for a moment much louder than usual ask me not to look at her until she was ready for it like she was crying and terrified that I would think she was ugly. It made me a lot more motivated to prove to her that I thought she was the best and will put all of my focus onto her so she should be feeling my zap as I do feel hers, in return!


Where she is found online, they always seem to know that we are married with children as if we are looking at them from the future? It shows here red in the bottom right of the first photo found in the stack (where I ask for the passion to be found, etc.)

Posted on the Day Of Water for predeath funeral preparations so I am grateful for the rectangles... for the passion found in the 1st photo in a stack, where is Palm Bee? Found in the end somewhere?

I asked for the conflict in the 3rd photo and it challenges me to live longer than her! Would I be her spoon? I've had two warnings of her dying before me but I won't know until...

4th photo in a stack was for "what is found in the end" and they are all on a rectangle... Yikes! Not ALL of them! Some people really do just want to be left alone and we will respect that..

Red & green I asked for to show whether or not there will be children in the 5th photo...

Because of the "yell ow" escalator behind her this is asking me not to be turned on by more than one girl a bit more than usual for our children... Ready right balls behind?

1st in a stack I ask for red in the bottom right for the passion but where's Waldo?

Is this about my dream?


Is she saying "no" to the black robes in this?

Posted on the Day Of Dreams!



On a dating website in my profile I asked for them to put "red to represent passion in the bottom right!" while the fifth picture is to show whether or not they wanted children so this really connects to the dreams that I had now!




https://youtu.be/AcxMX6rzJv4?si=MtFdvzl3fOgcNXmY



Need to write this differently more like a story that her identity is discovered later?

Street notes:

While thinking of another woman I was found where Julia street meets A (a = caring). My mother went through a man-hating phase after the divorce and became a lesbian while we lived out in the middle of one of the most conservative spots in the country? She slept with a neighbor that was also a "single mom" who had children that we became close to. One of them I met in the 1st grade when I first went to school by the name of Julia. On my very first day she came up to me and grabbed me as well as the other "cutest boy" in the class and told us that we were hers! It was very cute and innocent at the time. Funny coincidences that haven't stopped! Thankfully, there was also a Church in the view that reminded me of how I wanted to put my focus into just one girl so I had to pick.

I slept in my car behind whole foods where 4th street meets Mary & Union and this was where I would first fantasize of Palm Bee the most and also in front of the Marin History Museum (Ma= mother + r = heading + in) once no one was around and everyone asleep.

As a kid, I chose Maryanne over Ginger, but like perhaps everyone, just wanted to see the opposite gender naked somehow and use that but where I could choose she always looked the same as the woman coming to me in my sleep as my wife!







The wife of Tim the toolman Taylor which is funny because of the names in that show ask me "why not have more than one?" since his last name is what?


Tim Allen: All + e = ¿ + n = loving


I also chose Deanna Troi 






Please drop whatever it is that you are doing to make sure she reads this for the love of our unborn child that I have met in my dreams that knew to pack his things in a car with a unique white bottom because he somehow knew that it would appear next to attractive women that I would come across before meeting his mother! This has inspired the final lyrics for one of the most beautiful songs that I have ever played with the help of family. What was said did not make as much sense until recently so what an experience this was for me! The tension sure has built up for someone I haven't met yet outside of what may have been a drunken encounter where we both met and passionately kissed for no reason as if completely familiar with one another? Is this something that really happened or is my subconscious mind trying to teach her how wrong it is for us to drink? When I use my memory she fits in more than everyone else. Someone that I guess I was not ready to go home with yet? Ouch.

Right now, I need help because of human trafficking that has occurred as Palm Bee, otherwise known as Amber Flynn, was prevented from knowing the truth about what was going on with me on my side, while others did things to prove that they were justified with blocking me by probably encouraging her to be "illegal" or maybe date a black man somehow? It did not matter to these people if I was related to anyone that died to give me these rights to show her what she did or her rights to chose who she wants to be with?

The woman before her that tried to meet me known as Alisin Moon online, suffered damage to her car, that prevented her from coming to visit me at my place as planned because according to our dreams I was supposed to lead her to the tub that represented cleaning her up as this would have been my influence but with such a cut made by others it could have sparked a sort of suicidal rage to punish others for doing this to us as if they would even care? This happened because of using Pirate Bay while I was documenting everything that was happening to me so that Forkgirl Cosplay would know what she did with magical timing as I came across her, as every girl deserved to know, if she was effected in some way on her side because of anything that I was doing on mine, of course! What man would disagree? I would start by letting him know? 

For a long time on Facebook, I spoke of finding the "flower girl" from my dreams that was like my best friend that I would talk to all night and then wake up feeling down because of her being gone. None of them were intimate dreams as far as I know but at first, I thought that there must have been at least one, and maybe she was the largest echo coming from my future, until I saw that she shown "two yellow kisses" on her chest among other facts that indicated the identity of my future wife being another. I came across the name of her cat named Winchester around the time that I had a dream of the air kissing me on the chest before she ran off while I was warned about any women found between us that could be a distraction. 

Around this time of finding Taylor (otherwise known as Takhisis if you are a fan of my YouTube channel), I woke up to Dragonlance synchronicity comparing us to fictional characters so that the names of our country are not wasted as I have been "glowing" due to the miraculous timing always found whenever I come across them as if trying to help me with what I am doing such as introducing predeath funerals, or being able to reach this girl before someone stops me to prevent people from being able to meet their spouse and have the most romantic experience possible found by their discovery in our memory we deserve to have while we live in our conscious mind. The Cataclysm would represent the world changing since "Adam is not allowed to move" due to the name CanAda or more accurately put, others are trying to blame them for it, because this is somehow easier than accepting responsibility or making amends for how I was wronged? Palm Bee would be the "fiery mountain" that struck the ignorant Kingpriest of Istar according to the timed thoughts that I would have while reading these stories. It is a very beautiful story for the people that want to be forgiven while we lived once and have come up with our worst ideas for something not human we may have been tricked to send for or was the foul found somewhere else that is a bit scarier to admit was real? Being someone also synchronized as a villain it is helpful to compare him to myself so that I wake up more to my flaws or get some helpful advice coming from the souls of the authors. I know someone synchronized as Fizban would like to be forgiven but the only way to do this would be for his loved ones to put themselves in his shoes on the Day Of Empathy? This was what I created for countering everything negative and finding forgiveness for myself or others that were inspired by what is witnessed when looking into my story. This name means claiming the blame where I was banned. There is a location that I hurt insects as a child while west of garbage that may be like something forever waving at my family as a curse? No, not as long as I do not neglect what I have created to work on so that I earn this life and prevent others from making the same mistakes. They also have these locations and it is capable of killing a lot of people if we are going to do things such as trust our thoughts completely as they may have existed on this planet both before and after humanity. Scary reality? Not when you find their kind purr once birds are fed something to save them? Why must there be a question mark there.

Please, drop what you are doing right now and document what happens while contacting Amber Flynn or Palm Bee so that we are able to FINALLY meet without her being "controlled by Russians" or any other nonsense that was fake (but proven with a powerful enough network if you are foolish enough to accept any conclusion they provided or will with enough need to) so just take a stand as you will find more once you keep wondering. This is why she becomes Wonderwoman when she stops coming to conclusions with BLUE EYES (your eyes). I am trying to be helpful now to put this all behind us and work together so that I am making a wholesome family friendly video to show the Mormons for introducing predeath funerals to make Hazel Garner's experience as good as possible before she dies. When I shared stuff that their Church did to me they should have apologized and asked me to take it down rather than what actually happened! The only way to eliminate the possibilities that could threaten innocent people obviously is found by getting closer so that we know. Will you disagree? I think I am not the only one that would like to feel forgiven as an elderly man that came up with a way to have fun working with others while doing it. Otherwise, we will continue to hurt ourselves or others when there are much better ways to spend our time in the future.

The only way we may have phones or computers without a foreign backseat driver may be to have companies prove that they are not on there going forward as these are the next logical steps regarding technology if we are going to respect the privacy of people enough that they will not accidentally harm themselves to avoid being remembered historically with a shit stain or whatever?

I read Dragonlance almost every night at 8pm on my YouTube channel here: 

https://www.youtube.com/@adamarkgaming

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4rZRQWU_Es&list=PLa6s_SyQPrQ3ZJ5OQDF26UIov6_9SAobK&index=1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zl04fvJZ23Y&list=PLa6s_SyQPrQ1N-98Y3i5uNu6ZZ_QaPweF&index=1

Check this location here for an upcoming event as I will not stop sending a request while I am contacting members of congress to get a letter of approval for a grant, depending on their name for which one that I will ask for:

https://dpo.org/events/

For now, I will promise to be at the Griffith Park every Thursdays @ 1pm & Sundays @ 4pm!

4731 SW Griffith Dr, Beaverton, OR 97005

I have been ignored long enough.

I am so grateful for the names of this country since my car broke down at Garner Street where I should have been able to connect to Holly easily who would have helped me but I was being illegally blocked! There is no way that Holly would have ignored my situation without the assistance of others surrounding her with layers of, "no, you don't!"

In 2019 when I discovered the birds, my attempts to share this was blocked, and since then I have had a broken view counter showing only ominous threats everywhere that I have used the internet. This all started when Edward Ka-Spel made the album "Permission To Leave The Temple" without a question mark but more likely happened when I made certain posts that made their Church look bad.

https://youtu.be/OJhJxfZ7ofE

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Yes! THIS WOMAN MADE THE NAME PALM SPRINGS?! Ouch... long time to wait ; )

My wife DID have her revenge already by coming to our bed while we were together?


This is "no" to polybius.


This "no" picture was because I tried to get her to get rid of her vintage wardrobe since they were making fun of her when we went to California and it bothers me what people think that came across this.



This "no" picture finally makes sense because my wife wears a Soundgarden shirt in my dreams so Kathleen is "not on the menu" (blue is found on the kNOw side here)... 


This one was the easiest to figure out since my father was a marine and his name is Jon while my family did not believe in us enough!


She did not a green to have children with me. This is her right.


On my friends Facebook page there were no comments where this photo was found so I posted this video and saw her eyes connect to the music video that I watched on my other monitor with a prayer she takes better care of herself! In this a woman is found dancing against the "would" obstacle! Interesting to think about being married with someone that agrees to give dead loved ones a special treat in the mind on the 11th. What I was witnessing felt like letting her know that she was dead so this would be how Raistlin has hourglass eyes? Everyone actually does but some people are more helpful than others as there is something more attractive about life. Is she able to know when I remember her over the stone?

{{{my comments in brackets}}}
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Obstacle 1
Song by Interpol ‧ 2002
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This is something we would have listened to! They thought it was so funny that I didn't know what "emo" was since they told me that I had that kind of company often but for awhile I pronounced it "emu" which is an animal from Africa, oops?!





She is probably letting us know right here about the dangerously cute birds and bees making dangerous sounds outside... this was the picture that I came across after I told her in my mind that she had died.. it shows a "right" rectangle next to her? There are feathers found on the skull where the cap is worn.



Funny how the capable is found at the window there... but not really, it makes me want to cry! While writing this I thought she was asking me to remember her lover for a moment with her? The one that I knew she was with. How safe is this if he is dead when the photo was taken?



Now it seems to me that they are laughing because of what I read recently that made me think about an intimate "cup" . .. how safe is laughter? Maybe we are doing something like entering them with a suggestion for some help regarding what not to do in that scenario for colonies of bacteria living inside of the various hosts? When I came across these pictures for the first time I was asking her if my love with there with me then this was found after seeing her shrug beneath the clock as if they knew my mind while I went through her photos.



Carpet diamond next to a refrigerator? Wouldn't this come to mean Palm Bee wearing her Soundgarden (pumpkin) PJs at this point? What an amazing coincidence after another. 


She nose the "win" side (right mind or upper left) but who is found there? This is another "no" picture that I couldn't figure out until now! wow!!!







This makes MUCH MORE SENSE NOW since I was "obsessed with a green v" when I started to pray to the jug of water while wanting to "worship my lover like I try to with food but much more" so it would mean a green to group with others since she lives in the Pearl District and still has not had her "line-up" brought from me being a letter Q of handsome men so I NEED MORE HELP NOW! This was posted on my birthday while the blue is found on the NO side that now represents "would have your children" in this picture but she shows her left foot first so this means that she does want one right now?






























































I tried to ask with a prayer for this to represent "what was wrong with me?" because Kathleen was not connecting with me anymore... the person shown in this artwork could be Palm Bee where we go to sleep? It also shows where I was injured in the back. The reason that the left leg is shown over the right one slightly is because that part of the leg is where the air element is found while I have been led to believe that the one for ourselves is the right leg.






N


The 5th photo has represented children





She seemed to be asking me not to do drugs and to check my blood pressure when I came across this so I was inspired to start running every day when this happened... but because of concerns about the smog I stopped until I went to a more airy zone.





Very serious look in her face shown while "two" has meant kNOw so its like saying that I know who is next!?


Butterflies are definitely built up!


If I were to be Finn because of my claim (letter f) that I have a child that I met in my dreams (best letters for this would be nn because it means "fed" "drank" or "loved" in the way that has children) than Palm Bee would be Princess Bubblegum while Forkgirl Cosplay that was the "flower girl" in my dreams would be Marceline! This makes so much sense as I had a dream of her when I discovered Adventure Time. 

A wedding flower girl is a young attendant (USUALLY 3-8 but not in this case?) who walks down the aisle before the bride, scattering petals, herbs, or confetti to symbolize good fortune, often wearing a dress similar to the bride's or bridesmaids', adding charm and representing innocence and hope for the couple's future family


Note that "Nag-I-sake" shows six hearts as a reminder NOT TO DRINK as well as to accept ourselves but I honestly was never homosexual to the point of never even thinking about a sexual act with a man, let alone want one.


















I am very sure that I already met Amber... we kissed passionately, and it scares me, because she was too easy. The only reason that I am interested in her is because of the promises she made me where I go to sleep and the PROOF that I witnessed this was real.. as well as it FINALLY BEING TIME TO LET HER WIN! Do we agree yet or does the world need less beautiful people in it? I would have never chose her but what she did was incredibly romantic. How could I be wrong when finally I have been having intimate dreams BEFORE meeting my partner like my former lovers had to let them know how safe and honest I was. This might be real because of the money, respect, and power we would immediately earn together once we meet? Once, I made a song with a prayer tied to it for sex. That night while trying to sleep, it was like watching an orgy in my mind that I couldn't turn off. I just want my wife and children. I hope you understand that I hate sex. It makes me feel sick to think of another person right now. I have found love? Do you know the difference? Sex - s = measuring what enters the body + e = wondering + x = marking & l = working + o = surrounding/sharing + v = grouping + e = wondering

Typing these words makes me realize that I found something so beautiful they do not have a word for it!

I want the elderly woman much more than this younger one though... even though I want her younger body more?.. the difference of her mind is very real! Others reached her first and they were the type that she will be very worried about as a parent. Have not exactly changed and may never, only I will suffer.




When I moved in with my last partner, she was likely dishonest with me from the beginning, because I was having dreams of another woman almost twice per night for the first week or two. I would wake up my partner in the middle of the night to tell her about my dream and at first, I thought that it was several different women since she had a different body shape in different dreams, but now I believe that she is my largest echo coming from the future, that was upset for what this partner did that cut her off from meeting me. She was the reason that I lost friends for the first time on Facebook because of the lies she made up about the boyfriend before me by the name of Devin.

Here, I believe that she is showing me more than one person she is praying to, so that I understand how it would hurt if it was actually more than one person coming to sleep with me in my bed while I was asleep, coming from my future.



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My situation? I made a discovery a few lovers ago that so many others already know about but how do they share safely? Where I grew up, everyone knew that they were not only real where we go to sleep but they also had the same dream because when addition is used to everything that is found out there such as dream diaries, we will find this connection very real! Please help me create a letter Q for the other women such as Kathleen found in the Pearl District I believe FOR THIS REASON!

Why have I saved myself for Palm Bee like this? I have had dreams of brides that wanted me as far as I could see but the one that kneeled at Riverside "won" because why? It shows in one of her clips she is singing to Kate Bush about "swapping places" and another woman is found there.

https://youtu.be/EZs7zjQnE_E


I have had 20 intimate dreams of Palm Bee before meeting her?! It is actually very possible that I have already "met" her one night at Lovecraft while I was drinking we kissed passionately as strangers but I forgot her name. If this is true it would mean that her parents wanted me to go home with her? A.M. be r = heading. Was I the only man at the club that night with the ambitions and goals waking me up every morning that involved things they wanted from me? I cannot share here what this actually is. If I didn't meet her there, would it mean that they wanted her to break up with whoever she was with? 4 of them she was HAPPILY married to me! 3 of them our son was there with us! They might be different children? Most likely is real that we have a baby when one is moving out if this is true? He knew to pack his things in a car with a "white bottom" because recently it has been found next to every beautiful woman that is attractive as if he knew to remind me not to think of anyone but mom so I will honor this! 

It is a bit too much to share HOW I know this because it might make my former lovers out to be more dishonest than they would be with ANOTHER person?


See Finn's "white bottom" found behind her? She says, "get in" & its located @ the palms... she stands on n = loving/feeding/eating/drinking & e = wondering

I believe that this has made her sync to the Dragonlance character Jenna that is also known as the "daughter of the red moon" and I hope that she forgives me for thinking that she was my largest echo at first but I woke up to street names and how they do matter! This would mean that there is a "Dalamar" out there she has yet to meet or find? Someone inspired by coming across me, perhaps? The way that the red light shines on her as she is seen here! Very beautiful. Jenna shows her left side that inspired me to make a karaoke song to allow a male to come from her left side to show the message that he would not be leaving.

https://youtu.be/UAainvFt8BI


In the thumbnail you can see that it is a PALM that has violet on it asking me to stay away from that girl? The white RIGHT palm? hrmmMMMm makes sense to me now... wow! I thought that she could be my largest echo since I heard her voice in my head calling herself "Leslie" for some reason? Back in 2020. I promise that I am not lying about anything! I plan to pay for lie detector tests in the way that makes it impossible to tamper with the results for the public once I meet Palm Bee and work on sharing our incredible story! 

Where was I located when I had that dream I thought starred Violent Vickie?

https://youtu.be/JzzQrArrS5c


On November 8th when I had a dream of who I thought was Violent Vickie it was located at Rohnert Park Expy & Labath... I was heading to her in LA because of this incident here but she MOVED by the time that I arrived:

r = heading + o = sharing/surrounding + h = tying the knot 

(roh describes what happened in our dream! we were surrounded by a bunch of people when someone with similar hair as Vickie came to me while people were watching as she dominate me but I could not see her face! Recently, because of the dreams of my son, I woke up to how this was NOT actually Vickie which makes sense as the next day I went through her photos and videos wondering why her hair was not the same length as the girl in the dream that came to me..)

e = wondering + r = heading + t = gifting (these letters make sense since it happened on November 8th so it matters who would be the one that wrapped her hands with mine?)

(Pa = father) p = dreaming/sailing + a = caring + r = headed + k = touching

e = wondered + x = marking (almost sex with these letters but the letter 's' would have to be there which means our bodies would have to connect... but seeing 'ex' and marking is suggesting that something would be wrong?) + p = dreamed/sailed + y = line between good/evil

How do I know that its not Vickie in that dream? She kind of lets me know in her songs... "come and run" with the timing while she has an ironic way of calling me a "bad lover" where we go to sleep? This song scares me because I am supposed to "run" to catch the air that kissed me on the chest so if I were to "come" first my dream warned me about this. It was my favorite song of hers that I listened to the most. Makes more sense now as to why. The reason that I know is because she wore the soundgarden shirt as PJs while we had to lecture our son in the spot that is most dangerous to think because he got into trouble at school. She was facing us when this happened and in these dreams I WAS SUPPOSED TO SEE THAT IT WAS HER while in the dream of Vickie it was my wanting to put a face on her that made it out to be Vickie but in the actual dream I didn't know her identity and couldn't see her face because of the lighting. In the dream of my wife coming to me when I moved my dad into his latest place (that is MUCH more permanent) she had "the most sun" if that makes sense? As if it was her far in the future? It seems like she came to me as an elderly woman that was not as big as a much younger version and I am a bit embarrassed to admit that it doesn't really bother me as much as it would bother other people. I am confident that I will be able to encourage her until she becomes the elderly woman that looked as great as she did!

Petaluma was where I went through the "he loves me, he loves me not.." experience! As if they were picking petals off of flowers while thinking about me somewhere else? It was what they said to my brain as I was falling asleep near Kenilworth Drive. Perfect name! Ken = handing who loving? il = balancing + working (to make sure that none of them are rejected by bringing them a "letter Q" that will be a line-up of handsome men or whatever that put objects at their feet like the celebration that I made describes) +worth is w = flocking with everything + orth = great "word" for making sure the heading goes to marriage since the fabric that is a 't' until it is wrapped around a hand transforming it into a letter 'h'! As I was falling asleep I was having a "schizophrenic attack" located here. The ladies were discussing what direction I should go when Amber Flynn "won" because of my huge need for children as the others didn't really want to go that way or maybe couldn't compared to her as some may have been older than me. The location really mattered where the decision was made to pursue Palm Bee first where I was when I wrote Vickie and others... an act known as connecting to a Mr. Johnson because of the Shadowrun sync and what I have previously shared. My first favorite toy was "pink baby" and as an adult I kept a stuffed seal with me that I would snuggle that I believe is an echo from future children. Ellis Street? ell = "what worked" + is. Alma Court which is all (-l means the working doesn't stop) + ma. Doris Way is beautiful because of the picture found on my desktop right now linking to Vickie's recent song as well as what happened to someone at the club recently that had quite the spiritual spooky experience where she asked for something and got it unexpectedly! A blue door found in the bottom right. It is supposed to go to her pumpkin due to transforming the numbers 88 from "hail Hitler" into something else that means "tying the knot" . .. Martin Place is found right there next to Martin Circle! (Ma = mother + r = heading + t = crossing + in) but the letters 'in' are supposed to help the other women too if they want kids, but bringing them a letter Q. Washington Street is found there which makes sense as I needed to be as clean as possible.


I just recently streamed myself listening to Sabotage by Black Sabbath where he says, "ladies digging over you, will they still deny it true?"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYCSGfmDjfQ&list=RDvYCSGfmDjfQ&start_radio=1


From the experience that I will witness it may seem like he is making the song FOR ME since it will be synchronized with requests for his family or whatever? Not all of the stars know what they did for me such as Edward Ka-Spel that figured out the most. Explained as what comes from "Only Dreaming" . ... his album "Trapped In Amber" shows the letter P found on it twice which would mean "know our dreams" and the artwork used for the cover appears similar to what you put over your bed.

How grateful it is to KNOW that you will witness how this is real once we meet in person, artists everywhere will do stuff like this for us.

I was not sure what this meant as much until on my way to pick up the rest of my belongings from my little sister that used to grow weed.

The song "who could change your world?" from Moya Brennan made a lot more sense as well as I entered Siskiyou County where I found that Weed was above us!?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMT9kq8tSCg&list=RDCMT9kq8tSCg&start_radio=1


Sis-ki(ll/ss/n)-you?

I witnessed the "Irish?" language sung time things to ask them not to marry cousins and do it further away from family. Weed would be "above" us? It is on top of siskiyou county so I am thankful that she is no longer doing that.

Yesterday, I went to the Red-ding library to write members of congress starting with the Republican side so that the prices of homes do not go up in order to fund what I want to do as I could get it done with cost cutting? I will try both sides though, depending on their names. This library was closed down as if to remind me of the difference politically?

This likely did work since in one of those dreams of our son we were located at one of those places I grew up but doubt we would actually live there, so maybe we were just fixing it up temporarily?

Remember how according to our dreams "mansfield" was the man that I have to worry about you are attracted to and then there is citrus street that is more feminine... this became real when I had my first dream of our son while you wore your soundgarden shirt as PJs while we talked to him at the worst spot in the home to think.. Because he got into trouble at school. The soundgarden shirt is extra large, so doesn't look inappropriate. According to OUR dreams, this is what you wear so that I know I have your permission to wake you "nicely" . .. There are other PJs, as something more "sexy" might indicate more "lazy, but sure"?

Your special colors have been orange and brown for the pumpkin and your scent that was chosen (we will change this every year) starting with Pumpkin Banana Bread. I have been having the most romantic experience from finding your echo in my past but this is something that is not wise to do while we are NOT together, of course. At least, this was very real up to the point of having dreams of our children, now it has become something different, and not only effecting us.

After this dream of him I worked at Fairfax Library while recently at Be-ave-r=heading-ton the street Fairfield goes to the Best Buy so that I would get USBs to distribute about our story? YES, according to the timing of my thoughts and the miraculous synchronicity witnessed.

I am picking up my things tomorrow that will have hundreds of USB drives and I will be going immediately back to Portland for giving you the best experience possible!

I will be focused on "waking up" the Mormons first since I grew up in Utah and names of this country have been responding everywhere to try and help us! 

Today, I woke up and got on the road... went to the gas station and pumped near this girl that wore something very see-through as I could see you in my head reminding me that it feels the same when you choose the pump closer to the guy's cute butt.

I hit the road and came across Bonny View with Churn Creek that would be a great word for reminding me how it takes something away from my marriage if I go that direction in my head. 

Bonny View? (Palm Bee mentioned this person before on her stream...)

B = warning + o = surrounding/sharing + nn = loved + y = line between good/evil

V = grouping + i = bringing justice or balancing + {ew (hahaha kid-ding)} e = wondering + w = flocking with everything

Churcn Creek?

C = taking + h = tying the knot + u = separating + r = heading + c = taken + (-h? Knot is NOT tied?!) n = loving

The word Creek describes the best sex. C = taking {your direction} + r = heading + ee = chore for bringing her orgasm the way she wants it, known + k = handing. This is going to be different for every girl? Or I was just with dishonest or closed women. For me, its always different with every woman because of my state of obedience and where she guides it is never the same as the others completely. Sierra trained me in the most important way so her name is found where Creek connects with Cornell (representing our best sex life). Our love story is going to be so corny because the other people won't want to obey it and use people for sex, etc. We are participating in making the word something "bad"!? How? A girl in love might want to drag her man to our movie to witness our true story and his fear might be shown with laughter while wondering if he should flee?

The word Churcn connects to a song that I've used to shame the Mormons polygamy... N = loving & h = tying the knot {it's gone?}



Wedding by Legendary Pink Dots {{my comments}}}

{{{"you asked for nothing" connects to the stone that I plan to give you for making it easy to break up with me as its a promise that I won't argue or do anything but get my things and break as nicely as possible... without getting upset.. This rock says the word "dream" on it so I understand not wanting it. Our son is in there!}}}
You asked for nothing that's what I
Gave you - ash for
Ashes, dust for dust your trust
Is touching, but misguided bride {{true, I trusted wrong people too! careful please}}}
I'll be yours for one night i wander i
Wonder really what you saw in me
I'm not your type at all and {{because I will treat it like its my LAST ONE always and want to know what your type is}
All the angels hold their breath {willing to leave their husband?} as
My eyes rest upon the pretty girl who
Leads the choir {he would "open" it up?} they cry out
Their disgust for me they are crying
For my bride who smiles in {in the way you want them to cry IS REAL! Careful of his "riddles"}}}
White, does not suspect my next move in
The game again! "I'll honor you {{I planned on doing something that rekindled Mormons monogamy so this part is seemingly for them?}
And cherish you" Again! "I'll share my
Worldly goods" Again 'til death
When we're parted only words
Don't mean a thing
I think of ways to run the
Sun paints patterns on the {he packed his car in a dream that had a "white bottom" and has been found near every attractive woman that I came across recently! lol}
Stained-glass windows widows {{{wind-ow, Mom? You aren't leaving dad, are you?}
In their Sunday best reflect about
When they too were brides they can't hide
Their feelings as they steal seconds from {mad at their husband possibly since they most likely didn't give as much?}
An age they'll never see again again! "With
This ring I pledge myself" again! {{they want me too much?}
("I do i do shoo be doo doo wah")
Why do we have to be so humble
And mumble words we never mean? It's obscene
The ultimate obscenity this
Serenity on Sunday
We're stars on Sundays smiles {{our perfect marriage}}}
On straight! Maybe
One day rewards will be there for
Us Just for us in heaven just
For us amen amen the end {{{I do owe Edward Ka-Spel, help me bring them a "letter Q" please?}}

Know that his songs may be riddles... where it appears negative its actually positive, etc.

So, I saw this girl with see-through clothing and then came across "Bonny View & Churn Creek" which means what?

Get it!

I am madly in love with you.

Then I came across "Knighton" exit where I was reminded that I used to think it meant a trust-worthy night alone with loved ones without touching them when in reality it could have been THE OPPOSITE!? Ouch..

I keep going down the "Cascade Wonderland Highway" that takes its name because of the warnings that I sent my brother while writing letters to the FBI for various "tips"?

I will be sending them letters and tips probably all of my life? I might synch as "the smoker" in the x-files show? Reminding me that I need to quit before I become "Raistlin"! It completely endangers me to smoke and is so dumb to do. I just gave away my lighters and have had only three during the past week!



Cascades by Siouxsie & the Banshees

{{{cascades is the street name where the FBI office in Po, Or is found!}}}

Oh, the air was shining
Shining like a wedding ring
Barbed like sex, I felt 10, 000 volts
My chest was full of eels
Pushing through my usual skin
I opened up new wounds
Oh, pouting, shouting
Oh, love-like liquid falling
Falling in cascades
Oh, love-lorn victims
Laughing in cascades
The sun was rich {in our dreams we do have money!?}
Rich with a song of sin
My breath melted my words
Into strange alphabets {what are we doing to them?}
Tormenting my tongue
Oh, pouting, shouting
Oh, love-like liquid falling
Falling in cascades
Oh, love-lorn victims
Laughing in cascades
Heartbeats were echoing {{{warning me because my former lover was Kat+anna (-n = -loving)}}}
Echoing the revolver
Emptying into my mouth
I pulled a face from my pocket {{{shown my ID to a cop?}}}
And smiled a leper's grin {{he thought I was STALKING you? 
lep·er
/ˈlepər/
noun
  1. a person suffering from leprosy.
    • a person who is avoided or rejected by others for moral or social reasons.
      "the story made her out to be a social leper"}}}

I felt somebody close
Oh, pouting, shouting
Oh, love-like liquid falling
Falling in cascades
Love-lorn victims
Laughing in cascades
Whoa-oh, love-like liquid falling
Falling in cascades
Love-lorn victims
Laughing in cascades
Oh, love-like liquid falling, ah, ah
Falling in cascades, ah, ah, ah
Love-lorn victims
Laughing in cascades
Oh, love-like liquid falling
Oh, I'm falling, falling in cascades
Oh, love-lorn victims
Laughing, laughing in cascades
In cascades
In cascades, in cascades
_______________

This album actually hints things about our kids! If you listen to it, wake up to how Palm Bee is actually "Green Fingers" if the green man prophecy really becomes a great tree looming over the city of Portland!?

Very romantic! While I was playing with people on the same record label as the "elite goth bands" such as Coil, they came out with "Amethyst Deceivers" when my girlfriend gave me an amethyst cross necklace (she synced as Bupu, she is actually VERY attractive in real life, but making her out to be "ugly" in Dragonlance may have saved people's lives since the birds/bees were killing them without our knowing this? We were vegan and didn't know that they were watching everyone while probably upset that they were dishonest with me.. Does that make sense? When they would betray me, they would hear the birds and the bees timed against them?) & Siouxsie came out with "The Rapture" where she says to take a stand along with amethyst since my partner was dishonest with me, I've been betrayed continuously by them. THAT was why they didn't have romantic dreams of me before we were together but they would have them of me! To let them know that I was safe. I had them AFTER we broke up while in these dreams it would reveal why they were dishonest.

_________________

"Green fingers" is a British idiom for a person with a exceptional natural ability to grow plants and a talent for gardening. Often referred to as a "green thumb" in American English, this phrase signifies a "magic touch" in nurturing a healthy, thriving garden. 

How does this fit the prophecy of Thee Green Man?

"Green Fingers" by Siouxsie & the Banshees

Hibiscus head
In a flower bed {{origins of putting flowers in the hair during "open" relations or premarital may be to wake us up before becoming a flower bed as it could be more dangerous than we pretended to know since we always time things for ourselves while sharing space & light & _}}
A finger hewn
Planted and sewn

Oh, magic in her hands
She could make anything grow
Magic in her hands
She had green fingers

It's curious
Where animals don't go
Mandrake rooted {{reminder of being a videogame addict because of what mandrake is}}
Deep into the soil
Where the sun won't fall {because only ONE has who?}
But it flourishes
See the pretty maids
All in a row

Magic in her hands
She could make anything grow
Magic in her hands
She had green fingers

It's reaching
And groping
A clammy handshake
Clawing the ivy
Crawling the tightrope
Along the lattice work
With this hand I thee wed
With this hand I thee bed
With this hand I... {found Palm _?}

With this hand I need to reach her somehow?! :.(... 

I used to listen to her music while crying. I know she is trying to help me. Very touching experience. Thank you!

The next exit that I came across that I got off at? RIVERSIDE!!! North road as if suggesting that I go to heaven! Here I am right now, oops?

Anyways, I didn’t get off at the right stop and went too far, getting off then having to find Anderson which reminded me with the timing of everything how I went too far when I went in the hospital once this other patient talked dirty to me through the walls and while I would shower then while I was helping her masterbate with my foot she confessed to being married so I stopped. She must have been upset with him to do that to me? Not with some people! 

a = caring + n = loving/eating/drinking + d = passing along fresher + e = wondering + r = heading + s = measuring what enters the body + o = surrounding/sharing + n = drank/eaten/loved

And-er-son

Church has never done that to me! I guess if I am introducing this to Mormons they might try to convince us to be more "open-minded" but please do not worry there!

Only one "white bottom" for me!

I just went to the Starbucks taking Balls Ferry then bought something to cover my eyes at Gateway... the letter g locks me with my promise to myself and my son not to send my electricity to others anymore! Only you, like I have the past couple years, but even more so? Seriously, I am NOT crossing that letter "y" found anywhere! I've already used others to make you jealous. The same way that you did as revenge to me for doing this. Mentioning sssniperwolf, etc. You knew how to really hurt me with the TikTok showing how you got off of medicine (I said this makes me horny) and the corner is shown behind you while the song knew what to say that "feels like stabbing a rhythm through my soul! Ya-Dee-da!" Thankfully, there are leaves found in that corner! Seriously, eternal painful feeling though. Ouch ouch ouch 😓 

I mentioned online the meaning of a corner they use which means, “if I could just HAVE YOU” (they did this online where it’s forbidden and they know I won’t do it but it’s a way of saying, “I wish you would”)

To Palm Bee: I am NOT the “stalker” type… our dreams are real and I know she had the same ones so please you need to know how my body and soul belongs to you forever! Please do more to remember them on your side! Set your alarm early and hit snooze enough times to remember everything that happens? Not joking when I said somewhere around TWENTY of them thus far? Intimate ones, I am usually behind her.

Going to record my new song about our son tonight! It’s called “the right bottom” lol

I just took a few drags of a cig.

It sure would help to hear your voice just command me, “never again!” 

Looking forward to finally meeting her so that we can share our "corny" story with the world as to me Cornell Road represents our love life in the future! Sierra was who trained me so the word Creek means the best sex life.

The lyrics for Soundgarden's Superunknown is so magical since my artist name is Spoon and she wore that shirt in my dreams of her as my wife many times now! It has our colors found on them she picked while asleep for the pumpkin. Orange and brown.

This song was written a long time ago but now the lyrics finally make so much more sense! I am putting lyrics to other songs as well but this one is funny because of the "white car" that our son was packing in our dreams that I have found everywhere lately whenever a beautiful woman has appeared found right behind her or something as if he wants me to think about only Palm Bee (the video of her that I have "used" the most to wait shows her in a wedding dress... so the car's look made sense to me)

https://youtu.be/VIgyeBCXvcs


https://youtu.be/xc6ShctpJJ0


https://youtu.be/lF3odOod4xY


Does our son light the way?

















For maybe a year around 2020, I asked on dating websites for my mate to put red in the bottom left of the 1st picture to represent her passion, blue in the bottom left for orders regarding what I should do for her or maybe how to change in the next one, conflict in the third picture with purple in the top right if something temporary was okay, green in the top left for what we have in the end... being the the top right it meant, "be grateful for what you have..." and usually came from those without as much confidence? What the coincidence that she appear here with red behind her as if that would be where my spoon goes, my orders would be to sing while the turtle has represented my car as I have planned to sing out of the back of it with speakers that come out, very thankful that the purple is not found but what is shown in the top right sure does make sense where the conflict would be if there is a sting by the bee, and for what is found in the end regarding the air element? I think she wants me to ask for what she a greens on!























How to sum up everything to print out with maybe five sheets of paper?

I have shared many times how pink in the upper right would mean "never surrender" and nobody is fooling me if you think I am convinced someone was able to read any of this somewhere else until I am certain.

In San Rafael the birds made a song with me about being a turtle when I first came across her in a target parking lot as she was fighting against turtles on Twitch.tv playing World of Warcraft. I was touring the country to visit every goth club making music, meeting people, and hanging out samples of music while planning on reaching every part of the country until a girl who has been giving me the most spiritual high from the reality I witness told me to stay in her area to get a place so we could date or try out something so I did not want to be a "Twitch" or "Instagram" fan because what I witness is quite embarrassing as they are always scared so they mess up while I know how to guide my mind for a good song or something like that but they may face childish games who think it is better to compete for a girl by putting down another man rather than make all men better like a more mature adult!

As she was responding to my mind as if she knew my thoughts and timed everything on her side as a response so that it would be a way we would communicate just like every single girl does that I come across so that I am pulled off of the previous ones to win my attention the most somehow.

This is something that I always witness women compete for that I woke up to around 2012 when the Mayan calendar ended and I found out that I was famous but in a way that was not so fun as my girlfriend Sierra Ramos helped famous people, actors, actresses, family, and my work to and scare me straight with a reverse psychology AA meeting calling herself a Mexicant so that I would become an Americant for Cantada(m). My name is Adam and woke up to my middle name being James so this Bonded me with the initials AJ and my last name Meade meant meadow when looking it up and this was used while I found out albums and songs were about me or others I knew as my grandfather's missing finger was used bring my mind to the most fun "is my Father in the real Mafia?" places as models followed me seductively with a Babe Ruth candy bar because of my grandmother Babe and Ruth while I realized that I did not know my Dad that much and that everything he had a role in when he lived in Hollywood was always "psychic killer" or strategic places that might be the most scary and Duff from Velvet Revolver and Guns and Roses was his sort of Nephew so he did things like a Megadeth music video. I surprisingly woke up to David Bowie's "I'm Afraid of Americans" about him as well as many other of my favorite artists as if I was on the Truman Show. When the new Mayan Calendar began the Macintosh Operating System "High Sierra" was released I just found out but keep finding more surprises how famous I was without knowing it as I used to sit with girl clubbing who played with Smashing Pumpkins weekly and played with folks who were on the same record label as my favorite goth bands that were considered "elite" in the scene like the ones from Europe that woke me up to letting me know they had dreams of me so surprised me in many ways so I wanted to do this for other people as I just got into making music beginning with at least 24+ albums and pushed out 9 more that are mostly just something to sleep to but I want to revamp everything to add lyrics to most songs and remaster it all.

I was very lucky that my girlfriend taught me what to do in the bedroom in a way that was honest making me much luckier than most men as I realize there was a good chance I could have lived my entire life without knowing because of having a pretty face so they might never be honest with me completely? This was when they started to synchronize to my mind on the other side of photos and videos with more interest and then this jumped to the extreme once I started to make music many years later! I really caught on how to have the absolute most romantic experience from measuring the timing of coming across a woman's pictures and have found it sad that their men have not known how to do this so they only had me to be able to show off something that would make a girl that may have been normally called dumb look like a genius! In fact, I discovered that in the heads of the best looking people who have a hard time paying attention to the point of acting dumb is due to using their subconscious mind much more than other people by responding to others on the other side of pictures or videos so that a girl that is liked has the best experience possible in a way we previously understood as impossible!

I have been absolutely stuck on Amber Flynn for over a year to make sure that she was able to get my messages and that my right I have as an American was not taken away or blocked due to another man trying to actually take it from me to perhaps try to use on others without being discovered and I made what I called the Sixteen Scented Celebration for bringing her the absolute best gift and experience possible that would be with hopefully the absolute best hottest person in the country very easily if it was not me this would have been ridiculously easy for me to do for her and this still is so I wonder what I should do to make sure that this girl is not being blocked by everyone as I witnessed constantly jealousy between us found in the timing of every song, computer game, or manmade object found between us even when it came from a woman as they would try to convince me to pick her instead so I continuously turned down women as I documented what she did to me as a voice in my head if I were to turn up the job as a schizophrenic episode and actual dreams where she would prove that it was really her by the way she shared what she did next when I came across her so a long time went by as I kept demonstrating with science and math proof that it was actually coming from her and since the discovery of names from every person and place having a meaning that had to do with what I was doing as I came across it I should no longer need a lie detector test to easily prove this was real as all people have to do is look into my history using the language of Adam made up of the origins that came from Egypt and our subconscious mind leading to what seems to be pre-death funerals that are a part of my celebration or maybe an ancient wedding ceremony?

https://angelicdreamdiary.blogspot.com/2024/12/language-of-adam-thee-alphabet.html?m=1

I have felt obligated as an American that woke up to how he has always had problems online being blocked by other intimidated men to make sure that this girl did not discover me as this girl had the right to be with an eighteen year old kid that she wanted to give the best experience possible if she wanted to because of him doing the same thing to her that she was doing to me while I had the fear that the whole thing could have been made impossible because of an old man somewhere that wanted to try to get rid of me somehow while blocking us and making it impossible to reach each other as maybe he wanted to be the only person in the world who knew so that he could keep using this tactic to manipulate others without getting caught using whatever excuse he could find creating his own network using what I shared to actually prevent the very people being controlled from reaching the knowledge they would have not only wanted but stopped helping this person give me a hard time obviously using Facebook and what I am doing on the other side of other websites too providing an experience that would have convinced most people that someone had control over their phone and was able to see everything while messing me up while typing and breaking links among other things but never exposing himself while I was hearing voices of angry women upset at Mormons and Mark Zuckerberg for blocking them from being able to get the best experience from being able to see me and then there was a subtle hint of Trump acknowledging my presence while I know what I shared on Facebook allowed others to take advantage of me who needed to be brought to court who could have been framing my family for things we were not involved with to get out of trouble as the staff of Facebook has ignored my pleas for help and requests to save other forcing me to sue them in court so that I may fix my life or give a massive gift without other people being abused on Facebook or give too much power dangerously to hackers that have been doing things to mess up my life or the goth scene the entire time that we used it by using another person's account to ruin their relationships possibly followed by impossible timing to detect it coming from Facebook or maybe the Internet in general depending on the person and message? The things that a computer or phone user should prepare for are pretty scary and ridiculous compared to the past as people queued up to do things on the other side of every site or app paid by another may do things that make it appear that just one person has control over the phone most people would have been convinced was real which could have caused some people to violently respond!

Someone "in love" with Amber doing this to us would be showing signs of something more sick like an obsession with treating people as if they are objects or maybe property that cannot have a certain mind aware of what would have not only gave her the best experience but also hooked her up with a network she would have been able to use for the rest of her life someone might try to cut off by coming up with excuses such as it being racist or a bad influence while she would have been able to have the absolute biggest opportunity in the country with the launching of the Tweeting 20s others were awaiting to help her with whatever direction she wanted to go that never needed to touch me as she needed to change her diet at least in order for me to be able to date her. Every girlfriend that I have been with as serious as living together had songs or albums from famous stars in the goth scene and video games or movies and television in coded messages! The girl who took my virginity inspired a movie made that joked about how amazing she was in bed called "the Mallory Effect" but she apologized to me for it as she got into trouble for having to ditch a bunch of girls at my house in order to find a way to cut them off like I was a helpless victim but she was wonderful! Not something I would want to tell a girl that I like as if she needed more practice but she would have become a lot more famous everywhere if I was able to tell the public about her in the real way they actually know about her rather than the weird synchronicity way from being artists because of gravity bending time and the speed of our minds connecting outside of regular time. Thanks to this the game she was playing was perfectly timed to try to talk her into getting rid of me in any way possible afraid that she would become a musician instead as I was known as a real threat large enough to the company that they constantly guided her mind to let go of me whenever I was thought about if at all possible just like musicians did that were witnessed but she appeared to be asking them to stop constantly even to the point of announcing in a stream that she would never stream video games anymore after a game we caught seemingly trying to get me to have a heart attack so that they would have a small chance of being able to hook up with her! While listening to music a lot more was going on that I witnessed which might have been only feeling embarrassed for a moment as if feeling my presence but that was all consciously while she was proving to be a super genius with a subconscious mind multitasking all over the place!

I messed up because when I sent my first email she would not understand it and it would appear like a crazy person wrote it unless she clicked on the link in the beginning and watched a two-hour video and also I did not care enough about being turned down enough because I had a lot of others on my list that I could try next so I was kind of on a hurry to get a "no" answer from her as soon as possible so that I would not have to drive all the way back to Portland after I had just passed through there and recently my ex-girlfriend that lived there really messed up because she was into vintage so I never let her know how famous I was as one of my favorite bands that had a funny way of making content for me outside of regular time while being aware of it came out with an album with a coded message on it that read "KathZsTryLA"  while the back copy given to us had unique artwork showing the baby we lost as the title of the album "the Tunnel" was hers but the miracle part about it was how although he followed me online as we are friends on social media knowing a lot of the same people he actually did this outside of regular time as his work was synchronized for who may have shown his music to others more than anyone else but he had done things like leave messages for me and other constantly on other projects like Tear Garden with Skinny Puppy members. When I told her I no longer would sleep with her she called me the next day asking for money from a present she bought me over a thousand dollars so I told her I could do it monthly but that was not enough as she needed enough not to get kicked out of her place so she called the day next saying that I was off the hook but could not text her or be her friend on Facebook as she would lie to her Mother to get the money. In order to convince her that I was truly so dangerous that she did not dare meet me to get her money back she made a restraining order to prove it was real to her Mom with the hope of cutting off anyone else who might be interested in me but had to come up with a lie since I have never argued with someone before and the paper needed something violent so I am thankful that at least her lie happened in a supermarket as that could not be all that bad!

While this was happening it seemed that Mark who owned Facebook wanted to be her hero and threatened me like a stalker while blocking me on the other side of websites seemingly while pretending to be Mormons as he knew they were already guilty for this!? I was put into Facebook jail for reasons that should have never been good enough like posting a music video about a Mole by The Residents or describing how another person I never met suddenly called me names?

Anyways, when I came across Amber I was measuring women to see if my future echo was found on the other side of her pictures, videos, and posts as I have discovered that every new person met always echoes into our childhood so I would only follow them if they were giving me the impossibly romantic experience that Palm Bee did as well as the colors that I asked for with my mind like red and green on my birthday.

The first stack of photos shown her wearing yellow on her chest right after I went out on a date but took a video of myself before I went asking anyone to put yellow on her chest or in front of it if it hurt her from my hooking up with this new girl! That day every woman that I came across had yellow found there besides a commercial that became easily over a dozen but afterwards it stuck just like what was found on Palm Bee's chest in a photo of a statue behind her wearing my "signature pants" as I was mostly known for being the only person making them like that where I grew up standing on a rectangle with a green on his chest that went to her on the Day of Water that I made as part of my Celebration for having pre-death funerals in the future. This stack also had a photo showing her praying to reb robes which I described doing on Facebook years earlier to get all of the women off of me that were coming to me in my dreams I found out came from the future when I first hooked up with my last girlfriend that told me her favorite sex scene from the movies was when Keanu Reeves was "attacked" by vampire women. Also, the photo I used to ask for an "order" in the bottom left she put a Palm tree while the green around her wrist has been for our wedding ceremony or hers should she have one as intended if not with me but another who she chose on the Day of Air to touch her by unwrapping the green from her wrist that would be cut fabric I now wear around my neck as a priest of God would have done during Egyptian times while other women without a tattoo have worn blue around the wrist since she does not have a tattoo so it would remind me of how I did not want any while hers would remind me that I agreed that it was very romantic seeing my astrological sign found in the most important spot!

For over a year I was showing Facebook how religious stuff was following me and foreign languages responded to me as if they were English as I had learned to "dream date" folks from websites while there was a good chance that I was blocked for it which would be completely messed up to do and only come from neglect because what would likely appear to be silly nonsense like a new age psychic witchcraft game was actually math and science that actually proves to be real because all of the women gave me the colors where I had asked for them in the way that allowed us to not only communicate but provide me with a dream of her before and after coming across her not always remembered but informative enough that I could warn her if someone was wrong and know more about whether or not it was worth meeting. On this Pam Bee's entire Instagram she followed all of the rules that I had made to give herself the best chance possible that proved she was a super genius in her subconscious mind that had a very romantic side to her capable of being witnessed much like an artist with a paintbrush. This meant that to the eyes of mind of anyone who understood or watched my dream date videos saw how she proved that I was correct further as if 99.5% accuracy was not enough? The most obvious proof in the dream date videos is found in the math as they always matched their pictures in a way that answered my questions that matched their profile allowing each person an opportunity never normally witnessed that allowed her to do something that was so impressive that it was supposed to be impossible! If a ouija board shirt my ex-girlfriend wore was used to measure the colors like I had asked the women on the websites to do with a prayer proven to be heard the fifth picture might have been the most obvious give away that it was real as shown in the fifth picture whether or not she wanted children as whenever she already had them she put it in the upper right in some way that would try to convince me to be satisfied with hers. After I came across Palm Bee the girls that followed these same rules whenever I came across them on social media did things like cut off Palm trees using the rules I made that would mean "Palm Bee" while it seemed obvious that maybe someone checking me out for a moment while always assuming that I was crazy without giving me enough time perhaps or just jealous might have been trying to mess it up somehow by paying women to do things for me on the other side that followed the rules that I made so as if it was some goal of someone's to ruin everything for me over everything else or maybe a way to convince her that I was just a crazy person that was "special" in a way that was looked down upon rather than the magic being real one may only witness immediately if they were me but since no one is telepathic I had to come up with a way to demonstrate and show the proof always found in the math and science by using a random number and color generator so that I may ask for her to give me whatever it gave with merely a prayer as will be taking lie detector tests for the rest of my life proving that I never did something like lie, exaggerate, or try to hide results so that it would appear more realistic by only seeing videos that won!

She also posted on the Day of Dreams so that I thought I already had dreams of her before I first saw her that was a vivid sex dream twice where I had to pray to a red robe to get her off so that I would be loyal to my girlfriend in Portland who could have timed her one lifetime so that Amber would be at least bi if not cut off completely by tricking her with friends on Facebook in Portland to call me a stalker or make false accusations and once at my Father's house where I could not see her face when I found out what the black robes meant for the first time which was poly as it would seem that I kept being used in our dreams to pull partners off of opening relationships to put all of their focus back to one since I have done it in my mind more than anyone else my age perhaps in this society for better sex.

Around the time that I had these sex dreams it is very possible that she was the same woman as the one that I slept with at the ER in my dream where she had writing where her tattoo was found that went further along her arm or maybe it is a tattoo because I am not attracted to her enough to care anymore since the person who blocked me made me someone that I am no longer attracted to? I did not want to mention this before because I did not want to get anyone in trouble but she was married when we were having sex but I did not see her face but it looked just like her. No one else looks like that as much if I were to see her without clothes if she were more tan. In this post she made on the Day of Dreams she also makes "no girls or poly" looks and sign gesture while wearing the black while in white it would be checking herself out to change for me maybe?

Together 2 + 7 = know the direction! November 2nd & 7th as part of the Celebration to make it easier to stay with my main echo whoever she is by rekindling and counter everything negative while I knew that since I have decided on doing this with whatever partner that I found that she would be shown following the themes of these days but the problem was that women everywhere were following them so I had to decide which at first could never be Amber because she was too young as I thought she must have been twenty two? Luckily, I made something that really allowed men to better themselves for their girl and kick him into better shape while a cut piece of fabric given to them is supposed to be used with an ankh during this annual celebration until carried into an ancient wedding ceremony where the fabric used to wrap around their hands would be saved to be used to wrap around the eyes during their pre-death funeral!

Since then I have found that names all of my life of places and people have to do with how I came across them when the origins of the letters are put together into a definition having to do with what was going on so it would seem that everyone secretly wants to be a part of it as it really opened the door for becoming one of the best experiences but due to all of the hardships that brought me here as well as responding to everyone in the world seemingly as they may use this in the future when having children becomes illegal there are concerns of people hurting themselves or others so layers of education was obviously needed so I have worked on this constantly so that it is able to reach everyone in the future like maybe a dozen years or a hundred that could be timing that actually fixed the problems of countries such as crime as the most fear citizens are woken up to what is found further under certain layers that allow us to end violent crime much easier by teaching the teachers now how to make cuts of fabric for the children to shape into rings for surprise gifting classmates when they need help as they would also be saved for a wedding and pre-death funeral done the most ancient way perhaps every religion followed before they began? It is so very simple and done with math while evidence of its practice is found in cultures scattered everywhere in the world as if they all used to practice the same traditions that saved them from inevitable mistakes made from trading with another tribe like the Aztecs had as Gods and Goddesses of the sky before trying to find the sun below earth as it was the first compass that separated them.

Everyone even to this day are named in a way that has to do with what we are doing as we met such as my best friend as a teenager named Ben because when I first saw him I thought he was a girl until his face startled me! B = warning e = ¿ n = lifting snake representing loving / eating (see my channel or blog post about the language of Adam and look into the past to ask anyone how they met me and they will give you a name that actually shows a definition that matches what we were doing the moment we met when an ankh passes through their cut fabric in the way that carries the first occurrence of a letter when the second occurrence appears like a verb that becomes past tense because of a couple letters brought from the twin's previous location).

That means when you look deeper that if someone were to hurt me they will be caught for it so the names are protecting me unlike anything before as long as the public finds out about it as everyone who has been wronging me or holding me back has been named by not only their parents but their family what they are doing wrong or disrespectful such as the way the last mental health doctor tried to keep me in a mental health hospital which made the J's and the letter u in his name becomes something he may never be forgiven by history for perhaps to some people as my gifts are so tremendously large they have honored me that much as it is obviously needed now to get money and to hire help immediately so that I may save the world faster with the plans I have already made that still await things such as a trial to fix Facebook so that no one is abused from finding out how famous and respected I have become once they find out.

Right now Amber's parents are lined up to die just like mine and when I cut her fabric guided by her voice I kept at a minimum level so that I may act completely normal but still know what her ghost says or whatever she posted herself with a green rectangles on her TikTok! They were likely given medication without the plan to get off but with these pieces of fabric around my neck who am I but Dr. Who as I am able to ask them to give me colors in locations that I ask for with my mind from the people on the other side of the show as their subconscious mind and path found in gravity has made certain to match what would help them the most coming from my plans to give helpful tools where the safest layers are found with nets to catch others who go further into other layers. I am a Scorpio that actually needed a stingER as my Mother was AB- & Father was O+ so that I would not die from rejecting her blood as the second born and she has this tattoo on the part of the wrist that I witnessed she somehow knew did not disqualify her because I usually did whenever a potential mate had tattoos as the only ones who had a chance before her were because it meant something very meaningful to me that might convince me she was there but to spare the embarrassment I designed it to be like a priest or therapist rekindling couples making it easy to respond to me in all of the most amazing perfectly synchronized ways that would be carried into the arms of another man since there is only one me and I have wanted to aim for someone monogamous and younger to have children. No intention on messing up others or guilt tripping anyone as if my way needs to be followed. I know that I will become my children when I have nothing so I think spending time on myself is more important than having an open-relationship as having enough time for it is not likely worth it as not being there would mean having to punish them when I would rather spend more time with them until a gift as a form of punishment works and that way they would always obey to try and impress us as showing something like tears may go a long way! Punishment has traditionally been needed where parents have not had the time to be around them long enough to feel okay about giving them faith or knowing they will behave enough. Guilt trip gifting worked so much I quit heroin and Suboxone overnight without tapering off first. That was all my parents had to do for all of us and we would behave to the best of our ability.

I chose Amber to be the first person to give a piece of fabric to that would be woken up to what she did to me over rich and famous people while she did things like have a video game character as a banana timed to stop me from staying with my ex-girlfriend Anna so I have been living out of my car investing money into making it while proving that I would rather do this than sell myself for more by putting out for women. They know they are not allowed to like me in some ways the moment they share light because of my decision they know about or not wanting to upset a friend perhaps by some miracle so may want to prove that I am not liked so that no suspicion could be raised especially when something happens such as breaking up with someone as it clears me from the radar of being attacked perhaps when I did nothing wrong. This is why women might be mean to men for no good reason sometimes to protect them as others might be the playground type over the more productive one?

In the spot where I believe I may have saw her in person at a club after I released this song I found a trinket that I keep to give to her as the club played dream-themes songs while we almost danced together but I feared they were pushing her into it too much so I gave her space which was a huge mistake as I needed to find out and I sure did cry upstairs when I found out that she left! I was not telling people how famous I was to fix everything my girlfriend did so I knew Facebook would betray me completely while she could not even relay on others being real who could have been doing things as hackers or members of the staff to keep her from meeting me somehow!

I know this has happened to me since I have been using Facebook like when Jodi Mikesell suddenly gone off at me getting upset over nothing before unfriending me likely done by a Mormon due to her name because of Michael Warner who was my friend that died in my house. They were also the reason that my videos might be blocked while Leroy Jenkins would go viral so that I would be guilty tripped as I lived with Jen my sister when I met Leroy who technically did kill her kin because he sold heroin and hooked me up with the Mexican cartel for a drawing I made his wife like reminding me of the reasons that they might justify blocking me that are similar to rape in the mind of an older brother when keeping a girl from discovering something that would have prevented sex!

If they truly cared about whether or not I was legal they would have simply found me a doctor that put me back on medication I might need for healthy solid waste due to a leg injury recently and getting off of hard drugs but they would rather be able to use it as an excuse against me permanently so that their faith may somehow look better than me since they know that I will not join it as I gave them things they would have to change for me to consider my kids being allowed as I fear the same things as everyone else since people find out about the inside of the temple being off limits and something about an oil genital rubbing by a holy person during a wedding so I know to stay far away from it as even where they prove it is not real it does not mean someone will try until it works while the special benefits endanger our country and may be the dumbest thing to do for them as there would be other things to pay for such as surprise gifting while I would never want to start paying tithing from every paycheck and then be threatened by car problems when I missed a payment or something like that? Being part of a secret I am not allowed to share with others just looks like an accident waiting to happen as if it was really truly good a person would want others to know about it more making it not as worth it. I think that I would rather sue them for crossing the line with me than take a leap of faith where my children may become too scared to share someday in some generation like a kidnapped victim so I would rather be part of what provides the most positive echoes to my past lives that maybe took part in starting good things found in religion but do not think that it is right to take advantage of others or be able to have people not have to work who can simply live off of the benefits of others. Maybe most people would have thought it would be best if this happened to them that they go around like a preacher showing real miracles everywhere making a fortune off of people but all of them need to be doing something that is good for the community or provides food or fixes up a civilization for me to feel okay with it. I think a bunch of people getting paid for only talking might be something that could kill a lot of people? Everyone may talk. This is similar as a sex industry worker. Every grown hard worker should have sex. Everyone should work until they have earned a partner to have sex with daily someday if it is going to be me living again! The reason that sex feels good is for work to get done. Unlike the boob the male is not a good source of food when they are starving because his sexual release takes his energy that should be spent saving everyone else so this is the reason people are not born pleasuring babies and children into elderly age as they are also sharing gravity with past lives as well so that may matter in ways we were unaware of?

While dream dating various people I measured when I found Amber she shown me that she wanted me more than I knew in a way that really drew my attention and made me commit to one ghost visiting me romantically by doing things to make sure that I did not stop thinking about her or would not think about another that must have happened on her end while asleep maybe or after she died I guess would be possible?

That would make her afterlife luckier than others and mine as well from the women that put themselves in my shoes feeling bad while thinking about me I am somewhat addicted to their glow as I feel it whenever I come across light capturing devices allowing our brains to connect.

When I went clubbing at Riverside I was more tired than usual so her voice was louder so when I went dancing she was seemingly with me as the girls there were very embarrassed when meeting me from being nervous and I think it was the way that I fixed where the older lady was being made fun of fast by dancing by her so I knew what to do to build up the club as I usually do then when back in my car she laid down her phone and computer as if they were weapons on the ground in a wedding dress where my passenger side is located proposing to me while kneeling but I assumed it was probably bugs or something somehow making me hallucinate so I tried another scientific test with my phone and a magazine measuring how it responded to my questions that seemed to try and prove with everything human that they would save me from the bugs! The letter R has represented a gun so the name Riverside -Rs would be "ive side" which is funny if we went to my Dad's someday as the letter D might be found in BrainERd because he looks more like Han(+d) Solo than Darth Vader but will be choose the green forks or stick with the red?

My plan was to not be in Portland until I have gone around the entire country all the way to Florida and then New York City until finally come back around to the Seattle or Portland area where I would get a place to rent and try to meet her then but while driving to Arizona during the winter so that I would get out of the desert before summer and when I went to call Alison Moon who lived in Arizona I was romantic with in my dreams I had contacted her about on Facebook before meeting her to find out that the man in the dream had in a Home Depot was her husband and I wrote a song for what was happening as they showed me what was wrong with her back by being giants fighting for her while wearing sponge armor which meant that they drank with her making them taller that dehydrated her dangerously too much in one moment enough to deform her back permanently with no help from the drug most people are on when they go to that store at 3 am where it used to be found open 24/7 like in SLC which had more meth labs busted per capital than anywhere else in the world according to a paper because of their state flower extracted an ingredient needed to make it.

As the phone rang Alisin's number suddenly Amber came toy head and told me that it was over and that I could never think about her again anymore or following her because I was arriving in Palm Springs instead of North after Riverside like I was supposed to because she kneeled but I did not want to drive all the way to Portland without her asking me to first. She really knew how to give me a touching experience as I was crying because I saw her responding with "it is over" as the song played on the Day of Darkness asking for privacy sung "No, I never want to see you and I never want to see you again..." where she wore a white dress like the one I saw she kneeled in as her voice came closer so that I could hear it in my head as I saw the red and green on my birthday being November 9th the Day of Wood (I only follow people's Instagram if they had these colors on my birthday so she passed that test then several others too perfectly!). "You are screwed!" She even came in using a Home Depot commercial as if to stop me from Alison taking me away forever! "The no side is only there because of your promise to yourself" I heard her say next! What a miracle that the other girl I also liked a lot named Lia just happened to be in Palm Springs during this time but at that point had never had a dream date.

Around the time that I wrote my first email we made a promise that I would wait a week before finding another if she did not reply and would not interrupt a dream date again with another that she agreed to but when this time came around and the famous beautiful actress was ready for me showing the letters Eve on her chest and yellow Amber knew to do something that made a notification pop up as she appeared suddenly with red showing "ready to cut" with the letters "no" on her yellow chest afterward as that night I was going to have my first uninterrupted drea. date with the other woman.

Once I arrived in Portland she came online after a long break after I had witnessed the names of the streets change while documenting the experience using a Instagram account that I made for this purpose to prove it to be real so when she finally came online in front of me at Kenton Park I knew it meant that I was supposed to use my ex-ray vision eyes to see through her dress for good behavior since I did not allow myself to think of another woman because whenever I did I would actually hallucinate to the point of hearing her voice try to stop me as I did not hear her voice most of the time but only know what she would say as I now know the cure for schizophrenia being no longer time spent West of garbage!

Others had witnessed how she was seemingly talking to me from the other side of Twitch impossibly accurate as if aware of me like when I asked what I was doing out loud she reminded me and then when I grabbed the jug for water she asked me to pause it when I went to go fill it up so I didn't miss her. This inspired me to try and recreate what happened by recording measuring the synchronicity and I sent this to her as when it happened it felt like there was no way the math was not obviously found there in regards to what she was saying having to do with what I was talking about or most especially what I was thinking that guaranteed it was real but there was no way to show what I am thinking so you would have to take my word for it so I am thankful I came up with several ways to demonstrate proof.

I was carelessly just sending her information coming from my scientific experiments expecting her to catch on while high still from the miracle I was witnessing and it being possible that I knew were not welcome but would be the opposite once she caught onto what I had already proven to be true using a random number generator but during that time the evidence that I had took more time than this one seven minute video I have now!

https://youtu.be/vi3Qsy2Af78?si=3d8DCDzJkU7G3ZSG

This shows scientific proof that she actually responded to me on the other side of the photos in the past AFTER the color and the time were picked by the randomness witnessed which is something every scientist will witness once they have found the "quantum level" where every moment participates in the creation of what already happened and this is important to know about because it effects our past lives as well as our next ones as they may be sharing gravity or space with us! Violet on the bottom left since that color has meant "stay away" as it is blood hitting the water that might be a reflection represents "conflict if you leave" since my left foot enters her video or "Stargate" a remote viewer would have called it but as Raistlin if I was synchronized as that she would be Crysania so I would ask her to help me open the portal to the abyss when she finds out that I am not crazy and how a rich man on the other side of her phone and computer tricked her or maybe my ex-girlfriend did so that Forkgirl is told about the facts such as how I am not crazy and no longer a schizophrenic according to the last several diagnosis doctors gave me but I have obviously heard voices briefly while I have been hard at work expecting to never need help from the government or see the inside of a mental hospital every again in the near future!

If she were to cry from my leaving then I might gladly throw in a white robe for monogamy and ask her to go build a Tower of Palanthus in Seattle with me someday perhaps as this is a true story and people who matter that I know has synchronized to Dragonlance characters that happened to be my favorite fantasy series growing up as I am nothing like that villain but understand where the warnings come from and are found since I have had such powers at my fingertips like this!

She obviously knew about the birds but was not sure that she actually was going through the emails herself as she timed things so that I would think that it was a man cutting me off while she kept coming to me letting me know of the bad things she would do to me as well as why before it actually happened such as letting me know that it was the biggest mistake of her life she will know as an elderly woman for not coming to me right away when she found out I had entered Portland with reasons that were very honest such as not wanting to be aware of the birds or changing her diet right now and at one point it seemed she let me know that bugs kept beating me to it trying to mess up the birds that were trying to help me. I was kicked out of discord without knowing if it was her that made me relapse with a smoke after a long time of being completely sober for her as I did not do absolutely anything for almost a month before than but I was upset and decided to go to sushi while I realized that it was called GG's which was my nickname for the famous actress that would seemingly create Indian Hill when she and sometimes her ex husband came to me! Back then I did not know what that means but now I know that it is to change for my partner at Adam's Hill while Amber had Yamhill that was parallel to Taylor which was the name of Forkgirl who I knew I had romantic dreams of for a long time before I came across her photos as well but I only thought about her for a month before I unfollowers her due to finding out she had a boyfriend so it was like the purpose for it was to remind her that another was out there who may surely want me more?

As if she never watched a video from the fear of clicking on a link as ordered to avoid or not have enough interest to watch much of any long enough to provide proof I decided to record myself on camera asking for a certain color in a specific location while announcing the time in the video for what I wanted her to do to prove it to herself that it was real she did for twelve colors until it finally was answered in the way that would have meant meeting each other sooner rather than later if the meaning of the color was understood in the video I asked for it and then I made this song.

https://youtu.be/gLOLfg-5L-U?si=kxmUo56AgPdgbVk1


Whenever I worked on my blog post sharing everything that happened I kept hearing her voice insist that she would at least want to meet me once I finished it but more kept happening before I was for sharing what already happened making the story much longer than expected but amazing! 

I finally saw her reply to my comment for the first time showing proof that she was actually able to see any of my messages on Instagram when I made a comment about what she didn't do for me exactly as I had asked because her voice told me in my head that it was a necklace at the time it happened when I had asked for something metallic on the skin and she did not want someone saying something no one else would understand so she told me that I was crazy and then blocked me on Instagram right as I came across Bybee Street. Beech Street was where I went to the restaurant the most to have macaroons and spent easily a couple hundred dollars on them. I would have rented somewhere if I thought that it would take long or would not have gone there if I knew what was going to happen. Really sad how much everything would have been different if I let people know how famous in the goth scene I was but I did not want to ruin things for my girlfriend as it was her home while I didn't really care in comparison but even at just the Coffin Club I felt so hot and knew once another girl I liked found out about certain things she would be mine if she was single.

My favorite band that has made an album for my main girlfriends about our relationship did some of the work knowing about us or maybe hearing voices? Not sure exactly how he did it as I am guessing it was done in a similar way that I am doing this for my fans by measuring the timing of my thoughts while working since I know that like other artists that I witnessed timing everything to win Palm Bee or myself I am responding to the listener making it perhaps possible that it was actually Amber who kept coming to me because of making Thee Ring, Volumes iv & v recently that is almost ready to be released!

I was going to take a lie detector test but it was 425$ per question and I knew that she would witness that it was real immediately in person so it felt like a waste of money when things kept happening that took my savings. I have never been in an argument before outside of maybe as a child among family but I raised my voice with two girlfriends once where one of those times was pretty extreme what she did to me as I was drugged and woke up crying uncontrollably so she likely cheated on me while I was passed out!?

I took photos and videos of all the street signs that responded with her name to a moment that answered my question or something like that while I streamed on Twitter where I shared how I was going to make songs about how Shaver Street found by Beech Street towards Failing Street becomes Mason Street further East as if the cowboys knew how I hated shaved cats then she came on her stream wearing green shorts.

The next month I was having much more realistic visits of her and a total of maybe three romantic dreams of her after arriving in Portland when she seemingly was pregnant and kept saying "weeeeEEEe" as if to remind me of having children to bring back Amberwood Drive as when I went to that street but found it missing as I lost my sex drive completely for a couple streams or more so she had to bring my mind to having children to make me aroused. Somehow she came up with the name Ralph my mind was guided to which came out of nowhere but made sense since the name of the origins of the letters found a definition of fit the diet I wanted her to have while pregnant so my family line beats the porphyria thing and baby is most healthy so it was like letting me know she was willing to do some time strict for us.

Suddenly she was streaming in Los Angeles after I just left there to come and meet her in Portland but did not have any luck getting her attention. Because of her responding to me it felt like I knew where she came across me and thought that I was too old. When this happened what she did for me on the other side of the video was a lot more than ever before so that I would get her a ticket and a room for us at Twitchcon. What I had experienced was unlike any of the other times as she knew just what to do with timing that gave me the best experience that really was mind-blowingly wonderful thanks to a toy I opened and I just ran out of medication that I was unable to refill anywhere so was supposed to go to Oakland and San Diego was not far away so I went. 

As I entered I played my music for people and the way the people looked at me was very good! As if they really were impressed and then it felt like everyone was cowering before me like someone that was slightly embarrassed for being there but wanted to be my friend? When I saw her for the first time I knew it was her she seemingly made sure she looked bad on her left side only. She stood in front of where I had my phone recording myself dance for maybe twenty minutes talking to people so I had plenty of an opportunity to say something or maybe give her something but something was not right as she was not giving me inviting eyes like she was supposed to like what I am used to as I am used to girls making the first move on me growing up and I had to wonder if someone had maybe paid her to be mean to me so wanted to eliminate that possibility but it seemed as if someone with money must have went to extreme lengths to stop her from finding out this was a true story? Before that day in a previous stream she kept timing things to bring my mind to the moment I found her at Twitchcon and what to do with her when it happened. Like she wanted me to find a way to pull her aside from her company by maybe with a welcoming nice gesture during a stream around the time she said that it was a place a person meeting someone to marry and have kids with in a way that may have been showing me that she read my blog and was trying to let me know she knew she made a mistake?

Once in San Diego the street names really freaked me out since Cedar Street was parallel to Beech Street since that was what the cowboys used to find whores and I had a vivid dream of her talking into my right ear very loudly all night telling me all of the reasons she hated twitch and that China had installed a camera in her toilet whatever that meant?

Where I slept I happen to find out later was Palm Street and the event was at Marina Street reminding me of how as a kid I picked actresses to fantasize about that looked similar to her and how Deanna Troi or Marina Sirtis from Star Trek I picked over Beverly Crusher maybe because my little sister slept with someone that looks a lot like her which is a funny coincidence since as a child the term "Weeze" came from the house my Mom had a secret lesbian relationship with a neighbor who declared herself a witch in a Mormon run state.

After San Diego I had to go to Los Angeles and now have an address in Beverly Hills while I am stuck here until a drivers license replacement arrives while every person that I met while here kept having a name that had to do with how we met and the streets even the richest ones in Beverly Hills responded to what I was thinking before I came across them when I drove around as if I were top of the Tweeting 20s that people are right about to discover is a real thing! My plan was to go to Florida before Summer comes? 

I started to make a new blog post where I stopped saving myself for Amber in my head to have dream dates with the other girls that seemingly wanted one while documenting what happens whenever I would ask for something in a video that I made for myself like an object in the next post made by others which they were all doing for me everywhere in such a beautiful way! I have been very excited to move on as it has been a tiresome wait I am not sure someone could have possibly missed like she did after I give this cut of fabric to Amber on my way out giving her one last shot to do something in person that makes me stay like maybe meet up where I go dancing at Las Palmas Street since the cut of fabric has been a letter t that becomes a letter H according to my celebration that uses the ankh to follow the names.

I am about to perform for the very first time as I just bought four laptops and a couple PA systems speakers for performing guitar with singing anywhere! I have quite the long playlist for live shows ready to go!! The street names that meet where her roommates have P.O. Boxes are the names of the only drag queens that I know of in the goth scene in Portland so I find it funny how it shows me what is going on or maybe where she lived if I tried to go there to find it but on my birthday as the Sixteen Scented Celebration came and passed she posted Legos on the Day of Wood that is for children and has been my number one pick as far as what you I will be getting my children while she made an orchid flower which meant a child according to how I have previously come across it! She shows her left ear showing as if reminding me how I heard her voice on my right side mostly and in my past dream it was in my right ear so she would be due to come into my left ear to let me know she would not be leaving if it was following the way that I program my music using the deep stare extreme stereo method.

Amberglen goes to Glendale which was where I have gone to record music a lot as it is quiet where the college is found and I can work later. Adam's Square, Adam's Hill, and Adam's Road are found as if Stonehenge and the Sixteen Scented Celebration will go on annually perhaps in the future that might be as easy as making some money by waking people up to how this is real using timing that gives them the best possible experience while showing how their spouse or main echo have already responded to their echo on their birthday just like people did for me as we all lived once so this is definitely real and much easier for me to prove to be real in person than to a girl playing a video game with men found between who totally ignores what she wants or what she has done to me that would bring her fame and fortune guaranteed since the street named responded to her if she knew how to use it as the opportunity is huge!
 
The last thing that she has done was stream wearing tight red corset right after I had sent an email asking her to go out and letting her know that I could squeeze her friends into my car but I am not sure if she was able to get it but this entire time it was like she was able to but maybe there is something that I do not know about that she knows once I find out I will never be interested in her? I was looking for a certain type of girl that did not have an "only fans" or especially anything that shows more! While staying on the fence in Portland after I almost danced with her at the club I heard her voice cry to me after the birds were calling her a slut because she had taken pictures of herself for money. Maybe this has escalated further and because I was looking for someone to do this romantic movie that would be the best story to tell it absolutely ruins everything if she is doing this for money! When I was getting everything that I asked for in a video to myself while it was on airplane mode she would show whatever it was in the next thing that she posted but I was thinking that maybe someone who had control over my phone was just paying her to do whatever it was that I asked for? Now I am thinking that a lot of people do not really know about her but someone else with a lot of money wanted her but kind of changed his mind because she would not quit other men for him while I would not be interested if she does something embarrassing to me for work? She has not eaten anything worth money whenever I watched her stream and she did not have enough money to go to Twitchcon while seemingly wanting me but it does not look like she actually chose the direction that would be what I wanted her to be which was something that would be like the "top" of the world with me as we introduced the Tweeting 20s. After I have asked her to record samples for me worth 400$ I would pay she did not contact me still but started to sing songs on her guitar. Right at the same time that I had asked in the notes of PayPal to contact me someone text me a threat to stay away from her "or else" and I think that its almost definitely a certain rich guy I would not stop dreaming about who was not only stalking me but trying to block absolutely everyone from coming across what I share!
 
Whoever would marry me would be tracing her life back to her childhood so this is why I have been convinced that it is her since as a child I only would pleasure myself in my head while fantasizing about a woman that looked like her.

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Hopefully, I will not be "stuck in Amber" like this much longer, as it has been an incredibly painful journey. Please wake up to how abusive people have been to us, most especially because of what someone selfish may accomplish using the timing of social media while spreading lies or stretching the truth rather than working harder or accepting where a mistake was made or maybe they were driven by something that was not exactly love. Most of my intimate dreams of us have been from behind because I was tricked in the dream at the time to think that the identity was someone else. When figuring out the warning or message in the dream the real identity is revealed where the face was intentionally blurred or whatever while I was asleep.

Oh wow! Look at how this girl MUST be aware that I am "stuck in Amber"? It means nothing until she proves it to me that she read these blog posts. Until then, she is nothing more than a chess piece found on Instagram used to hunt "Nazi"? I was categorized with them somehow because of listening to goth music? Am I going to be looted next? You understand my need for you to contact her while documenting what happens so human trafficking does not go on or whatever could be happening? Where there are concerns I've shared too much, let me know.
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I only want her to know... she totally looked like a complete bitch or idiot.. trust me, I would have chosen another but my dreams led to her! For some reason she is more capable of being loyal to me but I still participate in dreams shaming her for not being this way. Does not mean she will cheat but would I even sleep with her? Maybe NOT!





I made this for my wife that keeps coming to me in my sleep! Almost two years ago this happened to me when I selected her fabric at the same time she posted a green rectangles on her TikTok...

Is it up to YOU? Palm Bee (Amber Flynn) has blocked me everywhere online so I have no way to know if she came across this!? Let her know what she did this to me, please!

I have had around 30 intimate dreams of her so far? 7 of them she was married to me in the dream, 3 of them had our son in it, and in 1 she was pregnant! It will hurt her life tremendously not to see the PROOF that she had the same dreams which are found in this blog post so please take the patience to help out a couple of human beings find the best experience from correcting past mistakes with an annual celebration that makes this fun for participants anywhere.

A person is supposed to doubt that this is real for science until coming across the overwhelming evidence that endangers her not to know about right now since finding out later may hurt not only her, but a child as well. For the past couple years, I have been showing others the definition found in their names that have to do with whatever is going on as I came across them. This is done by breaking it down into the individual origins of the letters that act as verbs or action words, so there is no way this will be incorrect once addition is used. There is magical synchronicity found asking us to wake up those who came up with the names by bringing them predeath funerals that I am selling from my website.


In order to prove that it is really her that came to me in my sleep, I have asked for her to post a random color in a specific location over 30 times now or something like that without error? This was to prove that she timed herself on the other side of everything in a way that was supposed to be impossible to witness, but was obviously coming from someone trying to bring back the previous dream that I had, as I have been looking for this particular person for a long time. I am attempting to show the entire true story in this blog post as it will ask the reader to wake up to how their spouse has echoed into their childhood so it should do wonders when it comes to rekindling a relationship or finding inspiration where what could be colonies of bacteria living inside of us have shown us the safest route for the longest lifespan. Where she did not give it to me it was more convincing it was real! I tried several methods to prove she would always do this for me since she is my partner where we go to sleep and the chances of our nesting together with my spoon behind her are great enough to show us this phenomenon. What I did to prove it was make a video asking for her to do something in her next post while explaining what the color was in a video that I made with airplane mode turned on and she did this flawlessly! 13 times in a row then where she was off where it meant that she didn't want to wait to see me because of what the color represented that I had explained in the video! Let her know that she timed herself in a way that should be impossible and has not stopped trying to give me the best experience possible while going through the hell which came from others between us trying to prevent me from attempting to wake her! From my perspective, it was incredibly romantic and inviting despite what appeared at first to be her work or another blocking me, and it appeared like like a network found working for companies have worked together to prevent her from knowing about what she did for us. Hopefully, she is mostly just a victim of my former lover or others abusing Facebook by using timing and whatever lie worked to come between us or prevent her from being someone "larger" like a participant in naming "Amberglen" or whatever? Please help me by documenting yourself let her know about what I am sharing here and ask her to witness the same miracles that you have which are shown before she does something like hurt herself in the future due to our failure to connect today or tomorrow! I am seriously sick of witnessing the jealousy found between us! It is frightening, but might be explained in this way: we will meet and make a musical sharing this true story that so many others will watch that almost everyone has watched it in the future or knows of it so there is a mathematical pattern found with them that asks for the same thing that we got although they may not really want it since they know that they are not supposed to as we lived once so their largest echo should be awaiting them somewhere else while this might be the most helpful way of finding it! I would have gotten a place to live two years ago if she told me to but I wanted to talk to her first before signing a lease and I am STILL caught in this problem so please understand my dilemma, as from my perspective NO ONE will disagree once they have seen everything on the table! Of course, this will not be true because of a different preference, as I have made a choice for marriage with children in my future somewhere. I accidentally found it in this manner and woke up to how it could actually be dangerous enough to hurt people from ignoring it or the failure of timing things safely while another is waking up to what is found when they compare themselves as it might lead to a dishonest partner that was not noticed before or something along those lines?

Once you have caught onto how REAL this actually is, please contact me and I will accept your apology or help, while this girl is still found out there that I would like to give the absolute best experience as she wakes up to how this is real as we lived only once so hopefully I do not fail in my delivery. Know that I will work on being there for you when it comes to helping you find your spouse or "air element" in your past that inevitably echoed as well. Please be careful about who you are waking up to this and do something more about letting another know about how much my having more money and help would make this safer for everyone as I would not want someone to wake up to be turned against themselves or another violently. The most "romantic" discovery is capable of bringing the opposite! I have tried to stick with family-oriented legal folks but I found that where I spend most of my time maybe dancing the people, there are a lot more accepting and friendly people perhaps than what the average person might find so that might be a safer audience too? Found on the "brickbat mansion romantic" side of the goth scene?




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See the video below for this test you can check the results for me since I cannot see her Instagram!?

Did it work? I am praying that she put these colors in her last Instagram post as I have not seen it for over a year?

Bottom right: light violet (representing conflict or what to stay away from?)

Bottom left: yellow (because it hurts if the left foot is used?)

Top right: grey (because knowing where we are found in the left mind is great!)

Top left: blue (rhymes with "you" so this is for us to be found in the end... am I going to be there?)


https://youtu.be/DwoGa11p3BM?si=MvDPnMKKAsPHyG_-


The reason that you will hurt Palm Bee or Amber by preventing the truth is because she will eventually get it as USB drives were handed out telling this story everywhere while people have followed it so she will eventually find the truth regarding what really happened and what SHE DID while she was asleep that directly does effect HER FUTURE! Does an organ capable of being tickled come before her future? Yes, it has! Too much and if you do not wake up to the importance of correcting this you will definitely regret it forever as I created something beautiful for everyone and was trying to win by complementing others with the goals of pointing at another person's object if she loved another more than me but things changed since having dreams of our children. Why haven't they changed with YOU? I actually proved it too so you will really be making a mistake by ignoring this further or making things worse because everyone part of our culture will agree that every person would deserve the truth that she was denied!

STOP DOING THIS FOR YOURSELF FOR A MOMENT AND DO THIS FOR HER!

The evidence is overwhelming so you will make the same mistake everyone else did by assuming things too soon as I would have thought that I was "crazy" too but there is actually science found here so it would be not only frightening to ignore but potentially dangerous so please let me know if there are any OTHERS found out there that wake up to this being real for them because I do not want them to hurt themselves or others by making the same discoveries.

Yes, I am asking you to drop everything and actually take the TIME to look into everything that I have shared because a conclusion should not be made even when you have come across "the end" and you will understand why once you reach it... as well as the INEVITABLE HARM found from the delay of this girl knowing about what she did for herself or maybe I should say "what the colonies of bacteria living inside of us tried to show" for increasing our lifespans.

One very real fact to wake up to may be this:

My former lovers had romantic dreams of me BEFORE we met because I was honest and safe while I had them after we met because they were not as much as me since these dreams shown me what was wrong with our relationship as well as why they were dishonest with me while together where it happened.

It is definitely a challenge to try and find anyone more honest in this country than me you will actually find is true but I used to hide something like using drugs from family... what you will discover here is extremely helpful for your spouse or largest echo! Not sure how long it will take for a "hero trying to save a girl from a con artist" will actually face reality and help HER rather than himself!

Contact me for lie detector tests or results as I assume that the both of us will be taking them until we die... I am so thankful for the souls of others in my country that knew the truth where we go to sleep so they tried to help without even knowing it! They are found absolutely everywhere.. a great example, would be Chris Cornell due to how she wore a Soundgarden shirt as my wife and mother of my children in my dreams as her "pumpkin" PJs.


Someone out there knows that this is real and watched me in a different way like I have watched Palm Bee... these people, ALL OF THEM, need to know that they actually made me feel sick by waking me up to accepting another in our bed by having other women or whatever found on the other side of what I have shared.. if Amber Flynn does not agree with me, I will definitely RUN the other direction and put all of my focus into someone else but she will never forgive you for at least trying to fix things here because she wanted to be the best. She has been putting herself down and going along with others too much that have not had enough faith in us. Please stop doing this to her! I am going to be making a tremendous amount of money soon through my website and work and would have been rich already long ago if we met two years ago! Both of us are seriously being held back until we meet.




I will do everything that I can to reach her in the next two weeks because if we do not meet before I go to California its a scary sign that I will NEVER FIND LOVE AND NEITHER WILL SHE! This does not mean that I will not go to a different state and be tremendously grateful that they DO have younger beautiful women that want six children as well as names that would also be responding. Why give it to this girl? Because of feeling bad for her as others took advantage of her for so long?

She will probably live less and hate herself more forever if you are not able to bring this truth to her now how important it is to meet before I succeed with money because of the dreams that we had already! It cannot be real that she came to me intimately BEFORE meeting because of my finally getting paid for the hard work that I have done that comes from being discovered or our marriage is forever hurt! It we met NOW while the both of us need WORK and CHANGE it would be so much stronger forever because of going up Yamhill together. You get the difference? Colonies of bacteria trying to let me know of the one that I can actually trust found in my future! Can I trust her while she needs "help" or were these dreams only possible because she was lazy and I worked really hard until there was no reason to have another outside of a temptation? The both of us have been killing ourselves because of being apart.

My participation in naming the streets somehow is actually very funny! The people living in the past would be laughing while asleep without knowing what they actually did for our future!? This has inspired me to get a letter from a member of Congress to change the name of a street such as Pierce while doing auditions for an A-Rated film. Offer tattoo removal and hire the folks that are okay with going through withdrawals during production to send the most helpful echo as we participate in saving those sharing space? Maybe more is always better regarding thought? That might be most true. It is an error to think that thought is bad or should be policed, but we know that more and more people will witness this phenomenon as more photos and videos are shared.

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