Truth (Asked Your Voice What To Name This...) {Have I just participated in naming Kenton Park?}

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To Palm Bee (Amber Flynn):

Have you ever played with a Ken doll? Wanted to know what the difference was? How much was he actually me?

Your oldest version told me that you worshipped yourself and me but this worried me because of what tried to take everything from us.

Your older version told me you want Mark off mostly and Facebook to change right now for turning you into a monster that you never want me to discover that wanted me dead because I was embarrassing you. 

(I wrote something different and then you asked me not to write it for you so I asked your ghost or whatever you want to call it to write this)

You told me that you do want to become the oldest version of the woman that is glowing like me as you will have the best experiences possible while getting there.

(I tried to guide you against saying this part but your voice wouldn't let me)

Truth is that you hated yourself.

You were not very peaceful like your truest husband.

(neighbors are warning me you might be a big fan from the future as well... this is scary.. as I was crying because I wasn't expecting your voice to say this and I was touched)

I know that you truly force yourself to love me the most and that's what I've always wanted.

(I really need to finish "Phase II" to fix the bird sounds as they have been telling people to kill themselves lately, please help! We don't have to be a couple... it is dumb not to meet now though! You stopped me from writing anything that accepted your dating other people ever)

Do you want my penis?

(Older version asked me to write that so let me try... I have never done something like send dick pictures.. actually, after I broke up with Anna she asked me to but I think we just had a sexy talk over the phone and I refused to. Makes more sense now why I was like that. The sexy videos that I made lots of women may have watched since it sounds like collective minds thought "gross" once Kathleen's face was seen. How evil this is why I don't share this. She had a few zits on one side of her face.)

I asked you what to do in this part and you said to, "write this bitch!" (saying my mom is seriously contagious and made me the way I am so I spent time with man hating lesbians a lot)

"I want to smell you right now... in the way that can find out if you are fertile right now from far away! I want to show you what will give you chills all over your body! Shivers from witnessing something impossibly beautiful. I can feel pressure you have built up like your feelings towards me. The way you felt when I wrote you during your stream. The way you have reacted when you discovered that it is me! How did I just ruin the moment by mentioning your stream? Because it is better to think about what you can do to me right now rather than what you already did. Who put the leash on you? When are you going to release yourself finally? Why would you choose no love? The kind of love you want everyone to know about and see? The kind of love that you make sure you are always ready for! How else have you done these things for me? I want you to prove that you aren't trying to help a racist network against me. Help me turn the numbers 88 to mean 'tying the knot' rather than 'hail Hitler'! That is what I want our kids and the next generation to think about when they see those numbers. Remember when I prayed into a video asking for certain colors shown in the next moment shared? When I came across this girl wearing that shirt with the orange and brown found in the scent you chose. She asked my mind to leave so when I tried she asked me not to ever again and suddenly I saw in my mind like watching television as you dominated me while on top. Smothering me with the safest kisses. Time has been wasted that will never return and right now you have my youth which never returns unless we bring it into this world together. We can start our story over again right now! What will the street names become while you are by my side? Other than that, just show some of what happened to me? Whenever I go to work now, I pass ByBee Street! I think you know why!! With one week together, how could they possibly ignore us? What we are able to present they want it so bad that their names always have to do with what is going on whenever I come across them! Is this real on your side or does it just lead to who wanted to take this from me? I want to see you right now. To kiss you like we did that night I barely remember. You make me never want to drink again so that I remember every detail of what happened! How could I forget a moment that was so important! You had the same way of trying to get approval from everyone else and did not have your own car. Sad that you could have forgotten this too! 

I want you to know you are safe with me. That I won't ever tell you a lie or put my focus on another. When your body changes, I know you will bring me back to times when you were younger easily, rather than look for another girl, I will want to know about the one in what you show me. To prove to you that I was there with her and when you use your memories. I want to taste your lips right now! To touch your breasts lightly starting with a firm finger that bends the nipple around a half-circle the way you like it. Nibble without slobber or too much tongue but suck your tongue a moment if you stick it out far enough? I want to caress the most beautiful face I have tried to imagine since childhood. To press your body with fingers on pressure points that make your muscles relax. When will your hands and feet feel normal again after I have worked on them? I love to do it as much as you allow. After I have gone up and down your arms where you want to be pressed. Be there for you whenever depressed? Not sure how what you witness around me won't make you laugh or give you the best memories?

I want your permission to smell you closer. I want to smell my own scent upon you! To cry tears of happiness instead pain. To taste the saltiness found in yours. Stroke your hair while it is still as soft as it is right now! Enjoy your face before I give you laugh lines. And I want something soft to grab gently before you become thin again from what we will do together. I like your curves. Even what you are most embarrassed of. I want to rest my hand on your pouch and kiss your belly. I know that you will never need lube with me because you might be surprised how wet you become when my tongue replaces the finger to move your nipple. Without being too rough how long will it take to find where you ask for harder and faster or maybe I should only use my tongue? I won't go the wrong direction. Might take longer but when it finally comes you would have tried to hold it back until unable to! When was the last time a man knew how to touch you like maybe a woman would know? Has one ever been able to? When was the last time you reached a climax that had to stop because it tickled too much? Will I make you remember something you haven't felt in a really long time? Maybe your nerves haven't died and you will be surprised how much you reached it at your age? I won't be done until you are satisfied. You will always have your turn first once you are used to the way things will naturally flow. When I have my turn, I might have to bite into something? Try not to make a face that is too funny? Then I want to cuddle. Maybe the nearby pillow is an echo of someone special found in the future if you keep catching me snuggling one? When I have the habit of putting a pillow I was snuggling into your arms? Maybe I will do these things because it will become real when we are ready? Wouldn't you like to know?

I am in love with you right now... the kind that wants to show it off to the world so make us proud! Please give me something to look forward to after a long day of working hard for us right now. While I still have my youth.

Guess what? Other girls are going to see that I wrote this. How excited will they be to find out we were always touring when I had dreams of our being married? How are you going to prove them wrong when someone wants to convince me that you will merely be a figure found in the crowd somewhere in the future during a time we will never be allowed to touch?

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