Thee Ring, Volumes (Part 4)

During this long trip, I took a video of myself praying for her to post a certain color in a specific location in her next post shared and she did! I had a plan to do this until she did not give me what I prayed for in the next whatever she shared because I knew we were connected where we go to sleep and every time that I came across her stream she would prove that she was somehow aware of my last dream or that the voice that came to my head was really hers!

I had a dream that my little sister's ex husband got out of a lAMBERghini and so I have wondered if a Canadia hacked her? His name is Trevor so that means what? T = checking time / gifting + e = ¿ + v = grouping + o = surrounding + r = heading. Are the names of his parents trying to wake us up to something? Hopefully, she no longer use pirate bay if she was a fan of this but these days there are so many other ways to pick up a "driver" . .. this inspired me to make this video shown below. The people on her channel got a kick out of this and my favorite music video channel made a music video for The Cars. I knew that once I let the public know about her she would become famous in the goth scene but wanted to meet her first so it don't scare her? It has been easier to look up what goth content came out rather than use my memory sometimes. The scene was always relatively small. Sad how much I built it up in Portland then everything was so ruined from too people believing lies coming from my ex and doing things to get more attention? It would have been fixed a long time ago but how many are afraid because they messed up and have not really wanted to know the truth? They drink and all sorts of strangers were surprisingly inspired to share hate towards me because they made the same mistake as me by believing her.

On my way to Portland, I made this cover of a song by The Smiths! I did not know how badly my ex messed things up by paying her rent from spreading lies on Facebook so this worried me as she was claiming that I was a "dangerous stalker" and spent hours every day doing this until she had convinced several strangers that this was true! How sad that someone committing perjury would be allowed to do this to anyone! Before we met, she was found on bondage sites asking to be raped and killed, but I tried to convert her to the brickbat mansion side of things, more respectful towards women. She has gone through my followers, friends, and even messaged people found on Twitch.tv whenever she saw my chat! I was warned by several of her friends that she was going to do this and she was the reason that I lost maybe forty "friends" on Facebook when we changed our relationship status as a couple. In person, they told me that it was because she lied about her former lovers. I passed several lie detector tests to prove this blog and story is true and her lies were false.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YCrxv3ohaj0

I changed my life and cleaned up just as her videos seemingly instructed if I had used the same "rules" that I came up with on the dating website that follows the pentagram. The 2nd video would be for her "orders" and while watching this, she seemingly tried to time things so that anyone else following our story would not think I should be stopped for whatever reason. She is younger and I used to "party" sometimes. Got over it mostly twenty years ago. Have not relapsed much, honestly. Because of an injury, I got back on pain medicine and am currently on the last phase of taking it. I made the mistake of going against the doctors orders to get off of everything but it was too much of a shock and so I went back to gradually get off as instructed. My plans were to quit everyone once I was living with my next partner. Until then, I have been using it to save my life that really has worked well, since it has lowered my blood pressure so that I could dance and workout without any concerns as I have spent too much time behind a computer and know that I am supposed to keep it in the green like it is now. It is possible that I gained several years of my life from getting back on this but most people cannot handle the withdrawal as much as I have already done too many times.

What if I was wrong about her identity and my mind was tricked to think that it was her when it was actually someone else? Another voice of a woman warned me about what people will assume is true regarding people paid from streaming online somewhere like twitch. For the public, when it came to introducing a massive audience to put on the "top" of the Tweeting 20s, what if she will never be seen as someone that is exactly family friendly?

Some space is needed for what might be inappropriate for children. It was fun to come across what might be others that were inspired by what I shared on dating websites to follow the pentagram for letting someone know what they seek. Was this on of these women or a "whatever girl" I was calling them because of the movie Clueless. Since it always connects to our dreams, what happens if I measure the elements in the order I come across content? That would mean this would be for the air or what is found in the end. Counting on a closed wind ow? Her voice was warning me about the other women found online and how selfish they may be for attention. When I came across what others would share online they would prove that voices coming to me were real but this may not be so true as some people might be 

4th picture for what we a green on in the end? Would she want to know who the birds called a real angel? Discovering what was happening to me and the proof that important prophets connected in dreams would dramatically increase the value of certain things in our country! On my TikTok, I spent some time proving that other languages were responding to help me come up with the best A-Rated filmography. This will be an important focus as more and more people will discover languages responding to what they are doing thanks to translators found everywhere now.

3rd for the conflict shown is drinking? People using Facebook while drinking is something that hurts all of us until they do more to fix this. Why not have a way to flag another that was drinking or maybe sending for garbage found easy of where they were spending too much time thinking? How many people wake up feeling an empty void from regret thanks to what they know they did the previous night online. If there was a way to push a button that went back over previous posts to warn folks that their judgement was off, that will be helpful, so we should sign a petition until they add this feature! How sad social media was capable of giving so much more power to the people that worked less!

This picture was frightening as I heard the voice of Lia, also known as Sssniperwolf, warn me that I will end up homeless because of Palm Bee. Am I one or zero? On her stream Amber had shown how some raccoons died under her house. How could this be possible, I wondered. I had thousands saved up to take care of this girl for awhile so she could quit her job and work for me to introduce our celebration to the most respected folks that could afford it. Bringing back ancient traditions lost since stonehenge times. Since I couldn't see the face of the married woman clearly in the romantic dream that inspired me the most that I knew was Palm Bee because of her she would prove this to me whenever I came across her. The reason that I couldn't see her face while her body was very tan, was to frighten me of the black robes, and how horrible it would be not to know who my trust love was. The only part of her naked body that I could not see while behind her, was where her tattoos were found on the wrist and hip. What if it was revealed that her identity was actually someone with a similar body, like Lia? That name almost fit Lilith... everyone that I came across had a name that seemingly had to do with what was going on when they came across me just as the street names were seemingly doing, although sometimes the definition is better understood after several dozen times coming across it. It seems to happen outside of time where our minds connect thanks to the speed of light.

As I neared Portland, her voice me that Tulatin meant "to lay in her bed" and that my efforts will be worth it so I laughed at the name Sherwood but she was not telling me to go that way, what would it look like if I was actually looking for her place she lived? I would be too shy to introduce myself and it would be awkward, of course. So, my plan was to reach her through the truth brought by song. I knew I had already messed up from reaching out to her on her stream first as her voice assured me that I should just get a place to live then go somewhere I would run into her because what she did to me was real. I found it spooky how the map shown me the name Locust Street when I zoomed in closer on the name Metzger. The night she proposed I ran some tests to make sure it was actually coming from her and not insects. It is the wrong direction and breaks the sounds of nature to even THINK that they are the ones giving us thoughts as this will make the sound of the ether much worse! It is fixed by waking up to how they get their intelligence from us and they need us alive for this so it is not because of insects where a person crosses a line to do something evil. They influence us but do not understand yes and no like we do so it is important to wakeup to how we make them send for us. Never send death for graveyard dirt as this always backfires. I entered Portland taking the exit for Macadam since my name was found in it. MacAdam would mean: Ma = mother + c = taking + Adam

What was that supposed to mean?

The flower associated with children in songs that I listened to, especially by artists that made music for me or those I personally knew, is the orchid. It was the Rose Park festival and since she did not respond to my email, I knew that something was wrong! It was hard for me to watch every stream but when I did it would seem like she was obviously thinking about me while she made it. I needed to know if I was witnessing miraculous synchronicity or if she actually got my messages. The second email was obviously misunderstood because I told her that I was looking for a partner to live with that would want to quit her job to work full time with me as I had money saved up to be able to pay her way for a bit. She just barely mentioned leaving her boyfriend that cheated and mentioned in her stream that she bought a house but her voice in my head told me she was stretching the truth to impress me but I needed to save her from the birds. I was very blunt and straight forward in this message because I was excited about what other women were doing for me. I didn't care enough about being turned down and was not planning on having to make sure she wasn't blocked. This email was not supposed to look like I was coming onto her because the video she obviously didn't watch showed something miraculous that was supposed to wake her up to what she actually did for me on the theme days found in the Sixteen Scented Celebration. I mentioned creating a line up of handsome men for her and told her that she was the first chosen one to wakeup to this using a phone and computer in this way so I would help her try to find whoever she wanted the most from the network already following me that will surely grow fast once we met. Many famous people awaited us for introducing this to bring predeath funerals. In my head, she would have woken up to having the biggest opportunity in the country as these were the words that I used. Maybe the message was too longer for her to read?

The Rose Park Festival gave me an opportunity to try and meet her so I tried to let her know that I bought her tickets but after a misunderstanding from the second email, her voice let me know that she was mad at me for not introducing it to her in a more romantic way. I was expecting her to get a high from looking into what she did on the theme days but it seemed so went over this and missed the point entirely. I was sharing online that I would not date someone that ate bird to fix the sounds that they were making that were very abusive and dangerous towards the people. Thankfully, they agreed to be extra nice to her and try to convert her as the did with me. The difference was very noticeable! At one entrance, Taylor Street was found so this meant that Yamhill Street represented changing Amber so that I could date her. Since we are both Irish American we may as well call this the yam path rather than the potato? Prevent any... genetic street triggers? I know that as mostly Irish American, my family still has the bad habit of eating food that has gone bad so that it's not wasted. This may not be worth it if it is going to cause illness that is contagious but as someone that has gone almost four years without a cold or flu, I know how to eat food about to be bad or perhaps just a bit too old. The main trick is to make sure the throat never tickles and to gargle immediately once this is ever felt or a cold might come on... scary how what I just said is capable of saving people! The insects were trying to mess things up since the birds were trying to help me so I started to feed the birds seeds to save them from the bugs so they would stop but once some distance was traveled the may need another reminder. Scary that our fears are capable of sending her timed thoughts so that when she was finally ready, I had moved on so a queue appeared to try and kill her, so as someone that woke up to why faeries are called tricky. It is important to have faith and counter when it goes this direction since they will feed off of our fears if we allow this. We are forced to call them good or else the will be bad so keep this in mind and the sounds found wil be fixed in her favor. How excited was something very small and hungry without the patience of someone larger when I sold Heather voice tell me that she will hurt herself if I gave up? Thankfully, the celebration that I came up with prevents this sort of thing from happening. Judgement Day is for fixing this sound found in the ether that becomes the Day Of The Dead for hopefully no one? That day is when a person tells his or herself that no noise will kill them no matter how negative it becomes so prove to us that it sounds wonderful with a lovely found with the locust that is a purr similar to a cat that loves us. Marigolds kill parasites found in insects so thinking of this helps too.

Not sure if she was able to see my invitation to come meet me at this festival?

I became lost over here so found it funny how the streets were named as I was not sure how to cross the bridge due to trying to depend on my memory. She had not streamed for such a long time so I was worried but at least she lt her fans know she was alive with the update that stopped me from my dream date with GG.

Her voice was asking me not to stay with an ex that had several properties to stay in last I checked so I held myself back from doing more to connect with her. With the names of my former lovers combined without the letter n that means loving or feeding, their names combined make the word "katana"! Was this to warn me about former lovers Palm Bee had? I decided to sleep in my car but wasn't sure where to park it so I went to Kenton where she just happened to start streaming after a real long time right as I arrived in the part of Portland tha I was familiar with. The name was funny as if I was being asked to use my x-ray Superman vision on Lois LANE somehow inspiring the names of the streets rather than put my attention on one of the women that happened to be walking by my car without a shirt on. Maybe Amber saw my stream on Instagram and this inspired her to go live? I noticed several people in the chat with names having to do with what was going on such as Kentyyyy as if there was a line between good and evil to be aware of? People watching seemed to notice how Palm Bee was somehow aware of what I was doing!? For example, while watching her stream I asked out loud what I was trying to do to myself because I forgot and then she reminded me by saying something along the lines of getting water and then when I grabbed my cup to fill it up and walked away from her show, she called out as if to remind me to pause it! People were trying not to laugh as this happened.

The name for Brandon Street reminded me of when the air kissed me on the chest in a dream and I was supposed to hurry and run to catch her while ignoring all the women inbetween us. B = warning + ran + (done -e = without questioning) d = passing along fresher + o = surrounding + n = loving / feeding.

I was being warned from the Superman reference of being a green with crystal holding me back or my history of any drug use being used against me so during her next stream, Palm Bee made sure to bend over at 0:50 seconds while her voice told me in my head I will be rewarded for staying clean and not to allow anyone between us to use this against me or as an excuse for stopping us from meeting.

While she was streaming she mentioned being hired by One True King that just happened to start as a company around the same time that Screech from Saved By The Bell died after I had made a post about his looking similar to who I believed was the real Jesus Christ that I saw in a dream. I shared some concerns about how someone could have used an opportunity to try to kill my family when my mom bought a house from a Vietnamese woman because it had carbon monoxide poisoning but it was probably just an accident. Luckily, I asked my mom to check for this after I heard a voice tell me to while watching a commercial warning of this. I assumed that his death must have been to help me maybe because I threatened to sue the correctional facilities or the Mormons in Utah for a mistake they made but I must assume that he is dead and prepare to be ready for the worst possibilities. What I was sharing threatens stock and there could have been motivation to cover this up. Also, my ex was conning people with lies about me that could have been believed and too many people believed her so not sure what to think anymore? Also, goth music was shared occasionally that could have been offensive. Maybe the first post that I made about that band was missed? Tickets were opened without any response about problems that seemed to come from harassment by their staff. I threatened to sue Facebook on Instagram to increase the chances Mark would see it as it was very wrong what was happening to me. Also, I have heard his voice ask me to sue him while this woman kept proving that the voices I heard were coming from people.

She changed her email so I wondered if this was for the others that followed her stream while frightened of the possibility that her work never let her know about anything that came from me out of concerns she would like me, so I had to be certain somehow, by making sure she proved it to me that she was able to get all of the messages that I had sent. In this video, I asked for green and yellow in the bottom left of the next post shared that would mean "saving herself for me" . ..

https://youtu.be/Kc-KMPttV-c

I made this video where I prayed with airplane mode turned on so that I could prove she was giving me whatever I asked for in the next whatever she posted by some miracle!? Before you assume that I was being spies upon while she was paid to appear like she knew about me when she didn't or was led against me more than what is obviously coming from my ex girlfriend, see proof in my next blog that she was actually synchronized with me as if we were connected where we go to sleep using random number generators and later I used dice when I thought maybe people wouldn't believe it.

When I came across this that she posted after this video, her voice was speaking in my ear as if she would never leave my side in the future as she told me that she will remain "shingle" for me, showing the very special 6 that represents her stone element. The stone element is rejection until the work is done and it is for our children because of the triangle shape due to what I posted on Facebook with my stuffed seal and "a not her" love spell since I thought it was for Kathleen while I did it. The yellow will be found when we a green on our sun that will come out of the triangle. It is like a promise not to be into the "pizza" from the nightmare I had about being on tour while people were having sex everywhere. Yes, her interest in another girl would be a nightmare! Wherever she was when she had this dream, she would have woke up not wanting to be tempted by our fans or whoever? Not exactly luxury. Wasn't she sitting in a chair as the only person with clothes on, pretending to be interested in our company? No, she was attracted to another too much and so was I. Actually thinking about talking to me so we opened up our marriage? It would have been my fault. We were surrounded by wealth and respect but it was the most miserable experience. How could I think things could stay as good as they were or get better when Dallas was there?

This shows the air element on the wall she posted on my birthday in the home depot commercial! The water element is going to be a gift from me that is a rock so that she could give it back if she wanted me to leave without getting angry or her having to explain anything. It is supposed to be tossed into "Lake Balboa" because of my former lover's Instagram name, representing our most selfishly tan side. Tanis Half-Elven is not in love with Crysania and the warnings not to be him come from our dreams. The word "tan" means what? T = gifting (checking the time) + a = caring + n = loving / feeding

What does a person that wants to cheat do? This part of the story is a harsh lesson trying to give us longer healthier lifespans while having more during our next lives, bing our children.

The next thing that she posted was this egg showing yellow in he bottom left where our left foot goes so this made me hopeful that her diet was changing but I was upset since I was trying to fix the sounds of the birds and it made things more difficult. That is vegan bacon right there! Oops. Now I won't pass my next lie detector test about my blog being completely honest and a true story?

Someone kicked me out of her discord when this happened around the same time that I started to catch onto what could be her rejection which seemed impossible because of what I was witnessing and most especially hearing. She did not want to change overnight! I was so upset that I decided to be less vegan and looked up the nearest sushi place that just happened to be called GG sushi found on Beech Street. This word has meant "taking away our marriage" but also the opposite, depending on the dream I last had and was about to have as well as the time that I came across it. I was kind of having a panic attack and felt the need to get away from people to write nothing but letters for awhile so that I would be less endangered or it would be impossible for others to block us and take everything from me that I planned on giving her to be able to use for the rest of her life. I wanted to make sure that if I was killed or something went wrong, it will be impossible to cove up the truth. I did this too much and sometimes what was supposed to be more helpful was the opposite.

https://youtu.be/flGV_uldKZE?si=cUdBbs9_bZHyiM2u

Her computer crashed at this point and gave her the blue screen of death, we used to call it, when it will not boot because of some type of error. In my mind, a lot of other possibilities were going on, but this happens whenever I get lag. To be able to sleep well, I want to eliminate the worst possibilities first. Could there be a connection to me somehow somewhere? Have I trusted a malware protection service that hacked us both and someone was mad at her being not being loyal or honest with him? Was he on her computer because her brother taught her how to use pirate bay for free stuff? Was there a requirement for her guild to do something that allowed one of the nerds to cut her off from being able to know about someone like me? This was why I needed a solid response from her that was not found anywhere. What she did for me was more than everyone else that will ever live? Once you discover someone echoing into your childhood, maybe you will understand? This was what I was trying to prove by showing her how she was responding or linked to me the most regarding synchronicity. I knew that I had to come up with something better to prove that this was real or people will assume that I was trying to con her and with a network that was actually on her computer.

All over other girls seemed to be proving to me that it was Palm Bee in my dreams because of something like this... in the rules that I came up for my dating website, red in the top right would mean it is never going to happen. Window is closed and palm trees are shown.

When I watched her stream and caught onto what could be proof she was aware of me, she came to me in a dream wearing a white and black dress, kissing me passionately with lips I could taste as if I was awake, so I could have been nibbling myself? Right back with an address? I should have figured out to simply get a place to live but I wanted her to reject me too much so this was where I seriously messed up. I was just trying to get a response from her so that I could move on or be contacted by her so that I would know to get a place to live. I was on a hunt for her refrigerator coming from the future as we are bound with fATE somewhere! 

In her stream, she is showing a picture of the big dipper that is what my artist name means in the upper right that is for where the left mind is located so has meant "never" so with blue and leaves it would mean, "your spoon never leaves" while her voice would whisper something like this into my ear.

Raistlin is seen here showing her what the leaves meant as he heard her voice whisper into his ear...

She spoke of leaves sprouting from her hair like in the legend of the green man as this is found in that same spot in the hair of the girl found on the magnet on the refrigerator. Artists have woken me up to sharing the same dreams so I was expecting to find echoes of my wife whoever that becomes, found everywhere. Here is an example. This artists did this with my previous lovers as well. The letter 'p' has the origin that would mean 'sailing' or 'dreaming' so with two has meant "know" while she has something that appears like what is found on the album above her bed that makes sense as I planned on making songs that are programmed from the right ear into her left until the moments that are most romantic to convince her I won't leave that will be heard from the left to the right. Songs and albums that came out in the goth scene shows which lover I was with because of how they connect to us in their sleep while working... for example, when the "Minus Touch" came out by Edward Ka-Spel I was bed-ridden and it hurt whenever my girl touched me, probably because of methadone withdrawals because I was dumb enough to use it while snowboarding! The album called "The Tunnel" by the Legendary Pink Dots seemed to be synched with the last relationship that I was in! I was told that the artwork on the back was different from what others had and it asks me to hold my tongue (fingers?) for the person I was with so I will. This same artist also made "Trapped In Amber" and I believe now that its because he responded to our echo that is married with children.

Short hair has represented a short marriage so wearing frown doesn't surprise me from the way she comes to me in my dreams and I hear her voice tell me the sweetest things I would share word for word but how will I keep passing lie detector tests to prove there are no lies if I am not entirely sure about any part of this shared?

Palm Bee, I have obviously found you. What I have gone through for her should prove that it is real she did this for me. While this was happening, at first, it was not as obvious that it is her. In my mind, it was possible that I could have anyone that was single? Every time that I come across a woman it has happened with miraculous timing similar to this that should be impossible to witness but was real. She knows why she won. During the petaluma episode she was the only one wanting what might become six children?