More For Palm Bee's Children

While listening to music, they keep making me excited to finally meet this woman that I have had so many dreams of!

Who would be our monster that must block me so that he never has to apologize?

Who would be our monster that thinks it is better to place the blame on others to somehow "prove it was someone else" as if another way to prevent us from meeting could possibly help more than allowing us to finally meet?

People make mistakes.

Monsters don't!

In Petaluma, Amber was among many that came to me as voices they proven actually came from them as we discussed their differences and what everyone wanted until I found that her path was the only one that claimed to want the same direction.

Somewhere deep down she knows that I have always been into older women my entire life while they know they cannot give me life like she can.

https://youtu.be/eSxIikA1I3Q?si=hcmTLo0sXVXrigpO

Here, she shows herself bigger than usual so there is concerns that I would no longer want her. This is how she somehow knows to remind me of our children in our dreams like the son that packed his things in a certain kind of car with a wider white bottom representing not only monogamy but putting my focus on no one else since this automobile has appeared in the background of other women that I have been attracted to since as if to remind me of my fATE since I have found the girl on the refrigerator.

Surprised she doesn't ask me to take down this video in my head since I know she hates her appearance. I love it how her boobs don't appear to have pads, here. I may have "used" this clip the most? Because of remembering the woman (and her figure that changes!), sometimes this one is my favorite! I will force myself to pi her! Counter everything negative thrice! This is how I will never have a double chin? (Notice Bruce Willis photos I just shared on Day Of Pi! Need to add commentary still, but important people prepare for the Sixteen Scented Celebration the most, as they are the ones most capable of the attention that I will bring them! How much was merely synchronicity because of the experience that awaits them coming from their future participation? What lives inside of us connects us to this NOW! What a beautiful thing this will be to bring to them when it finally happens! Should've been years ago! I need help!)

Did I do this to show myself how it is possibly done because of what lives inside of us that constantly connects to bodies found in another location with every memory? This must work both directions!

Every musician that I come across almost has made songs that seem to prove there is something very solid because of the dedication and decision so the splitting universe is not as regularly found!

As if they are responding to what is most likely found in the future more than everything else! Or we are actually caught in fate to the point that our decisions are part of the delusional understanding that we are in control of our future.

Would this mean that someone doing something to prove that this is not real only follows what we may to happen? Or is that a sort of sickness or misunderstanding because we do decide how to split our universe for the future while the one body found in the past is the only one found that is caught in fate.

https://youtu.be/fnHd5_x-5c4?si=RLfWhkC45-VyoxP8

This song is building up someone to have the best experience besides just me, for the daughters of Raistlin and Crysania represented by the three moons of Krynn! This is the artist that seemingly responded to our being together in the future like many others! Albums such as "trapped in Amber" came to me without surprises since this happened for my other lovers as well!

The windmill connects to staying young or knowing the soul of another person because of the "ghost in you" song by Siouxsie and the Banshees? She has several hints of our children found in her songs too! As if she also responded to them?! Green fingers song would be for Palm Bee. She has the perfect name for making my experience the most romantic. Because of what I was doing on my end to provide myself with the best experience! Saving myself for the woman proving to me that it is her voice coming to me during romantic schizophrenic attacks!

We shall push and we shall pull?

Someone is going to have daughters? Three of them according to our perfect dream... but it will likely be something other than 3 sons and 3 daughters? Since we are testing being able to choose a gender with this celebration that inspires couples to talk to storm clouds while understanding what the name Tucson actually is for!? The Day Of Wood! Will we be the very first couple in history to prove that it is possible to choose the gender of our children? We might have a more important focus! A pain free easy birth vs a difficult one!? As long as there is one of each gender somewhere in there? We will try 3 of each if we get married... this will be interesting!

https://youtu.be/cZnaU3_Sr7U?si=xk6C4Mgggd3JqPY_

… Come down off your throne and

Leave your body alone somebody must change

You are the reason I've been waiting so long

Somebody holds the key

… But I'm near the end and I

Just ain't got the time

And I'm wasted and I can't find my way home

… Come down on your own and

Leave your body alone somebody must change

You are the reason I've been

Waiting all these years

Somebody holds the key

… But I'm near the end and I

Just ain't got the time

And I'm wasted and I can't find my way home

… But I can't find my way home

But I can't find my way home

But I can't find my way home

But I can't find my way home

Still I can't find my way home

And I ain't done nothing wrong

But I can't find my way home

Is she singing to Amber?

All she has to do is let me know that she WANTS another and I will simply choose another without looking back as my focus goes into ONE somewhere else, while I deserve the same in return!

I know what I must do for making money now and it will be building up other couples in the same way that I have built up this one so that the may have the same experience as I use addition on the names that came across, building from the songs they choose, and maybe pick out a comic or another story for that special unique, you know! It is what everyone deserves? Not those that are going to put themselves down or others to win. Not those that are going to live without working while making amends. Not those that are somehow not human because they are not capable of making mistakes or apologizing. Not those that are going to close doors using conclusions too soon or the knows! 

Not those that do not love themselves enough to let others know what to do but would rather have others tell them what to do. Is this her? Is she waiting the approval of others before having the best experience awaiting her? When someone is going to follow what a group is doing, who or what is doing the thinking for them? Is it even human? Where does this thought come from? Be honest. Be proud! Know how much easier this would have been if others were not led against us! This has come from former lovers or jealous people and bad habits of competing to win rather than complementing.

Anyone that proves to me that she wants another more than me will work! I will focus on sharing our story in the next couple days in a way that is advertising to the most famous and respected couples so that they will know how good it will look once the hire me to share their story because this sort of addition and love may be applied to anyone and everyone! They just have not been creative enough?

You won't be a shadow beneath the giant tree looming over Portland found in the green man prophecy! Most especially not if you get into my website or pay me to share the story of your family! I assure you, I know how to counter everything negative, and apply addition so that you will feel as large or much larger, of course!

https://youtu.be/gpN4y9T59CA?si=_FuBgi3XbF9oeXXX

Now I've Got Nothing To Look At

(reminding me how I can close my eyes and seemingly allow her to come to me like watching television, hearing her voice in my ears, being so romantic, and then proving to me that it actually came from her the next time that I come across her! This was how I came up with the idea to ask for colors first in a prayer to prove it is her! And the random number generator, etc.)

And I've Got No Pain To Deny

And I've Got No Body To Bleed For

And I've Got No Sun To Pull Down From The Sky

(Have you seen the 1st email or commentary of it? That I sent Palm Bee? Understand this more maybe? How he gave me shivers and chills all over while completely excited to become a father!)

But I'm Saved, Yeah I'm Saved

And I Don't Understand It, I'm Saved

If Mercy Were To Hold Me Closely

And Hide Me In Her Place Of No Pain

The Angels Would Throw Down The Water

They Cried From One Hundred Million Eyes

(Six kids = lots of future swans fans!)

And I Have A Feeling That's Growing

(Giant tree looming over Portland!)

Somewhere Behind My Sleeping Mind

Yeah I'm Saved, I'm Saved

Yeah I Don't Know Why, But I'm Saved

When Sunlight Falls On Your Shoulder

(I've met kids in my sleep that are usually found over the right should besides the time he was moving out and packing the white car with a wide bottom lol)

You Look Like A Creature From Heaven

(I want to be a father more than everyone I've met!?)

You're Holy When You Open Your Eyes

And Look Up Inside That Sheltering Sky

And You're An Angel, I'll Never Betray You

But I'll Always Be A Lonely Child

(because I will TALK to them more than our parents have... timed distant lessons for sex toys! Single mother? Your boys should be shown oil and something wit actual nudity so they don't want to die as an adult from what they did to sneak a peek!)

Yeah Still I'm Saved

I'm Saved

Yeah I Don't Deserve It

(Timed to remind me to quit smoking!)

But I'm Saved

https://youtu.be/bKghk1fAjH0?si=0NSesnPoffYNf71f

I can hear it her breath telling me how I will be a good dad! I cannot listen to this album without crying. It always moves me! Something about her voice too!

When Other People Say

You're Someone To Misuse

Shut In Behind Your Young Girl's Face

And Helpless In Your Bed Of Thorns

(Yes, I'll know what to do!)

I'll Remember Who You Are

Yes I'll Remember Who You Are

I'll Remember Who You Are:

A Young Girl, Unchained

(Before she is having dreams of her children? Excited to be able to show my next lives how!)

Come Back Here Now

(She is coming to me from the future? I've given myself hints.. of course, I would be responding to our "3 daughters" too) {Amber said she wanted six kids so I picked her while hearing voices but maybe we will change our mind?}

I Know You're Somewhere Still Alive

Strong Behind Your Young Girl's Tears

I Know You're Somewhere, Unchanged

(That will be spiritual hearing this part when she gets married but I need to save Mom NOW! She has been killing herself without me, she tells me! We need money NOW! Make careers out of my(our) website already)

Oh I Remember Who You Are

Yes I Remember Who You Are

I Remember Who You Are:

A Young Girl, Unchained

There Stands A Young Girl, Naked

In Her Innocence Unused

And She Holds Me In Her Small Hand

And She Smiles Down On Me

(from heaven! Highland and Amber Hills?)

I Am Innocent In Her Dark Eyes

I Will Lose My Heart In The Sand

You're Cruel, But You're Good For Me

And You Hold Me In Your Young Girl's Hand

I Remember Who You Are

Yes I Remember Who You Are

I Remember Who You Are

A Young GIrl, Unchained

Who doesn't support our being together? Is it because you are in love with her? Don't be a fool when there is another awaiting that shared the same dreams as you elsewhere as it couldn't be her, can it? I doubt that is possible unless it is somehow needed to save the colonies living inside of us. What girl into cosplay would turn this down? THAT is what made this possible! She couldn't have imagined anything better if she tried her entire childhood! She wouldn't have been smart enough or taught not to carry a curse!?

When I flip our language backwards, it has prove to me that it was really her! She is the only one I've been intimate with where I saw her face? No, there were only two others! They seemingly happened to warn me how Amber could die first or what I need to do for ensuring she lives longer! It is scary how possible she might die first, despite our age difference.

She will be the 1st person that I woke up to her identity BEFORE we met as previous lovers I found them in dreams after we broke up. These are the signs that are good for us! I wouldn't have trusted her until she proved it to me if that didn't happen which would have possibly made it more likely she would've been bad for me?

If she is doing something like making money for someone so disgusting he won't even tell me? 

How will it be possible that you won't be seen in court for doing this to her? Blocking us so that this could happen? Grateful Trump can be blamed? That is not possible. Even if she testified against him! We know the truth.

This better be here because I made videos of my former lover. We won't be interested! This completely would kill our future! If this happened, let me know so I can move on right now! Or she stops forever. I won't be interested in her AT ALL if she is in the sex industry! She told me she wasn't! Don't even think this direction is possible! We would have made so much more money two years ago if we met and did what I am doing now for famous couples! Our genitals are NOT for sale! Or she is free to do this while I focus on another without any regret!

If she doesn't watch this video everyone in our country will know that human trafficking was involved in preventing us from meeting or making money from exploiting her! While I waited for her this whole time? She was used as bait already to kill/frame me! Don't think that paying people from another country hides his true identity! 

This profile might have been made so that I would be warned of how she has used social media that may not respect our wishes in the future, let alone NOW, while data such as her pleasuring herself for another was witnessed. She has confessed to things that make me believe she regrets having not only that job but also a phone and computer, which made it much easier to do things such as pretend to be into another for help, etc. It also may have been made to inspire me so that we make naughty films together? Witches ride brooms. Yes, even old ones had a certain buzz. Whatever the intent, the math found is the same and so is her soul. 1st shows passion? Hidden? 2nd shows what should've been whose? Third being the conflict shows "not ready to leave" . .. fourth shows her right ear (for the air I am supposed to bring it to her left ear), and five for wood or would? Will she or won't she become Palm Bee for me? Not until I become a customer is what too many people will think historically if she doesn't wisen up!

https://youtu.be/pz7xp-SUMOE?si=jRp4wYkZQRr-5elE

Show this video to her NOW! She watched it and still doesn't contact me? Prove this is real and I won't ever care to meet her! Thanks!

I haven't shared what others have done in dreams that wanted her to protect them but trust me, she turned everyone else down! Only someone that has completely cheated with money and power would have been able to provide the delusion that this is possible! Not entirely true, someone younger she has warned me about, she has or will think he is capable of doing the same as I have already. The older version of her insists that this is a huge mistake. This is the sort of thing that I could "prove" to be real by using random number generators or whatever but that makes another person look too bad. I don't want to go THAT route! Do you want to be exposed or are you ready to face reality? In my mind, nobody is that ignorant and foolish but if he is witnessing "proof" because she has been paid to provide this or for whatever reason she wanted you to think this?! Make things easier on us, perhaps? That is what it is supposed to do. When I am trying to look my best or use my good looks to be treated better, I am not exactly expecting other women to suddenly cut me off from the world and try to control me!? Not sure what to say, other than the fact you should have thanked me for not sharing with the public what you have done in dreams. Mentioning Mark was a mistake that could inspire another to do things so that he looks worse. I didn't really share much. I think that I figured out why he hated me. Mixture of proving to be better because of taking things too seriously from coworkers that had too much fun on messenger pretending to be Nazi & my former lover's lies. Did he know that she used to advertise online with a noose for someone to rape and kill her? I was the opposite type! This was the woman they thought was telling the truth about a guy with makeup that has never argued with anyone? Facebook has been a tool. Not effective for gathering information of another person. It is quite the opposite! Those that are more likely to lie, cheat, and steal will have more time to win more likes and comments while a victim may be busy working without even being informed this is happening to him or her!? The way that funds categorized people actually hurt politicians because it is like a game of cards for many people so how can they bluff if they are either an investment to show everyone because of a certain card turned over vs what they should "bet against" because of a false impression that it will not be the winning hand!? What am I saying? People will not reveal everything until they have the attention of others that they want to reach so that certain people win an election over the others! Using funds coming from the left side to make people not want to support anything that I am doing actually completely went against themselves! It should've been very obvious what I wanted! Did they even read what I posted or what my girlfriend did to try and turn everyone else against me for leaving her? VERY stupid thing to do might be categorizing people before they have actually made a decision regarding who they are voting for since they might be trying to change their minds. Completely hurt the left side to think that I was someone they had to worry about and shouldn't be seen as much because of my goal was likely the same. How was that not completely obvious? I have to reach the minds of the right side so that our future is not breathing in pollution! They also have traps disguised in what people share so someone shown more simply because they have been categorized as someone representing a political side is a huge mistake. Those are the people less likely to notice traps found in what they shared too. There are a lot of liberals that share what supports the right side found in a riddle while they think it is for the left but they don't even know this. This is true both ways. You will be embarrassed probably if you think that the political stuff is actually trying to support what you were tricked into thinking it was. There might be an article that people shared everywhere because it supports weed but they all were too high to miss the letters found in bold red they somehow missed? Just one example. Who came up with wearing the same smell found in a funeral for people smoking weed? Banana peels can get a person high? How many cigarettes must be smoked within a small time frame? Evil trick!

I will take this down later or change it before a massive amount of people see it but she should be shown right now!

In the next couple days, I will focus on telling everything that happened to me, that she has done FOR ME! Names of our country have tried to give us what we want! I know that once others that are the richest and most respected see this, they will pay me(us) to do the same for them! It should be easy for me after doing it for this long! Of course, only those that can handle the spotlight without secrets would want it. Nobody is perfect and I know how to counter what is negative very well.

One of my greatest fears is that she is someone that goes along with what other people want... or has a personality that thinks everyone may be won by being "easy"!

When I made a character in World Of Warcraft (that has made their game using names and a theme that follows the green man prophecy if you are a dark elf!!!) she guessed that I was Oxygen when I asked her to try. Then I became excited because it was like telling me she knew but then there was someone else found in the chat with this same name!? Are you kidding me? She still doesn't know anything after all this time!? Or she wants to create a letter Q for us to do? I am completely confused here. If she wants another person, I need to know, so that I may choose another to do this with! The music has played FOR US though! How long is she going to pretend that she has to explain that I am too old for her? When I find out she is still lying about her real age? It would be dumb to do things like go against where my dreams are trying to take me. She came to me so many times before I even knew she existed! It would feel like trying to force the sun to rise from the west, instead! I never made any decision with who my partner would become. When I made PLANS and GOALS her voice was the one that agreed the most with wanting the same! Maybe she didn't choose me either? Maybe the both of us met the fate of the decision to choose our next lives in a way that is maybe an experimental stage for the rest of humanity as in some ways there will be a leap while in others it may be something our children decide not to repeat. I am very excited to go through to show what she has done in her other clips to prove that it is really her that is married to me and the mother of my children! She used six glowing "eggs" (the seventh represented the mistake we fear... like a boyfriend between us?) in the background while her voice in my head would tell me it is for us. Interesting to come up with various ways to demonstrate using science somehow that it actually does come from her!

Mostly, in our dreams she tells me that she is scared because we should've been surrounded by others that support our being together while amazed at what I've shared but this hasn't happened! She assures me that she is merely awaiting my being "discovered" or getting a place for us to live or my career going since the people surrounding her have been perhaps the kind of toxic that wants to put down others in order to look better.

Okay, now to work on the "final blog post" about us, sharing what she did to me that was so romantic as it happened like it did, without any exaggeration or lies told, so that other couples will want to hire me(us) for recreating the same experience for them! I assure you that the same things happened for them but they were traveling too fast to notice!

I am going to share ALL of the songs that artists have made that synched for us along with our dreams and how the lyrics had to do with what was going on in a way that should be impossible but is most easily explained by the wish found everywhere else to have the same experience as the one this woman has given me! Or the one that I have given her will actually be better since I went through it first, and several artists have been trying to help without even knowing it, or they have known about it but felt awkward since she was tricked into turning everything against me, maybe even paid to by her followers!

Tori Amos did a few... Like the song "icicle" and SO MANY OTHERS! They know where they go to sleep what she actually wants. She hasn't been "allowed to" so I fear she might be the kind of person I wouldn't want to have kids with! The risk of her leaving would be too great! I want a woman that will stand up for what she believes in and will tell others what to do rather than mouse along while secretly afraid of their disapproval to the point of betraying others in order to win it!? This is something Facebook has been teaching is somehow normal when in reality it will create the worst kind of loneliness while life actually ENDS rather than becoming something better.

The woman that I am convinced was her that kissed me passionately while we drank too much maybe at the dance club... was waiting for me to tell her what to do.. but she must have been the one that came to me with this kind of opening as I typically stay away from strangers! I hate myself for not remembering anyone other than not being able to remember her name and how she didn't have a car. That might be the type of person someone with my goals should avoid completely! If that was true, how did she come to me like that? Especially after being previously fooled and there is this fact that she won't be able to lie to me like she has with others since they wouldn't exactly be visited by her ghost at the same time it's happening while being honest. I haven't even met her but already she has come to me while confessing some things. Most, I have not shared. Maybe, I am being too paranoid and she is actually hard to get, like whatI witness, how she was with me. This is what she has WANTED me to think, but I fear she might be too afraid to "say no" to someone being disgusting or pushing her into something she doesn't want. I have been this way too much but I am absolutely trustworthy! I have never cheated, lied, or even argued with my partner but I have raised my voice with two of them. The reason was understood much later once everything was revealed. I don't want to talk down to anyone. I doubt that I will ever use the word "no" unless it is an emergency as I like to reserve the word for when it is important. Compared to other men, she would feel in control and driving maybe a bit more than she wants to? I've been warned of this already. That she has wanted me to do this more than I have planned. She has asked me to be more "controlling" than I have planned to be. What might be true is that her voice in my head is misled when I am around the influence of others, like maybe while playing a game or listening to music. The timing might be constantly trying to convince me into something else.

"Just become a slut and give yourself to me now! Don't make me have to choose one that forces me to watch your story so that I mimic it when I actually want to use them for sex and never have to work... Oops! Don't tell anyone that I just timed this?"

She should understand that I need to get used to others responding for me so that I will show their lover how to give them the same or similar experience rather than assume that they are trying to hook up with me somehow... this is something she will notice the more than she looks into it.. others will plead with their soul while she protects them by not letting anyone know since we have been "the first" to find this kind of romantic rush?

They seriously want it! Not too much. I just need to design something that teaches "Dalamar" faster! Or hired us to provide the same experience from our using addition to names along with songs or events, etc.

It is smartest to understand (and not be confused or take it seriously) when there is a mathematical pattern found whenever we come across the timing of pretty much EVERYTHING made by a human being trying to score with one of us somehow so that they learn how to have this experience that will come from watching our movie we make in the future or getting into albums? Since there are moments while getting into our content that they think, "I want this in my relationship, A LOT!" what is found from their work will be impossible for us to ignore and might be completely embarrassing to bring to their attention since they were not serious or really thinking about what they were doing, just knew that they wanted the same thing while there was no other path that brought them to the same goal.

The high or experience I have learned to provide myself cannot be found anywhere else and may be much better than sex! Are we the 1st to have this? Among them, maybe true! Has Amber had this yet? I know I built her one better than what I got from her so I am very excited for her to discover this!!! She might be the luckiest human being alive right now in some ways? Since no one else has all of this awaiting them? Discovering that she is Crysania, Princess Bubblegum, what else? Names of our country are helping us have a better experience, etc. For the rest of her life she will be able to get a rush from what we do to one another that may be much better than sex! Can you imagine a couple going their entire lives without sex? This might be why so many have synchronized! She will notice that men seemingly EVERYWHERE might have noticeable timing coming from their soul that is absolutely begging her to show him somehow so that he may go through the same thing! You think tickling organ is good? That moment it is so much that you must stop because it tickles too much? To help you relax after a long day of work? This way of tickling is for the entire body!

Going down the path that doesn't follow monogamy I will never recommend. I know as an artist already that it will kill people if they do. The high comes down. If someone is not there? I would suggest only doing this with the partner you have children with him or her (or a trust that is equivalent!). Otherwise, it might be dumb to do! Where the chest is found there is a string in the location that the Indians call a shakra. It is electrically capable of "zapping" your partner but if this is done to someone while it is tied with another it may actually make a person dry heave. This is the experience that Amber currently gives me since we have not met yet if it is "not returned" but from what I witnessed, it has been. She goes through it if I gave it to another but I haven't! It would be a feeling like needing to puke because of something missing that cannot be escaped. Stupid to give this to someone that your dreams has not guided you to! Simple to understand. You are setting yourself up for the worst feelings possible that have ended many lives if you think this would be a good idea! What lives inside is trying to provide us with the longest lifespan. Of course, the more that we allow something to bring us pleasure or a release of brain chemicals like the ones that this girl has provided for me! The more we are capable of feeling a sort of withdrawal or hurt so it will be dumb to do this for someone that you are not having romantic dreams of! There will be proof shown for who is safe because it's HARMFUL to be careless when it comes to playing around with what provides chemical releases from the brain. Listening to those songs after having these dreams and this experience? It is like being overwhelmed so I am forced to cry while my entire body is tickling! This kind of thing really helps with withdrawal. This was why I would listen to certain things like Cocteau Twins when getting off of drugs. Of Dead Can Dance. They may be more capable of providing chemical releases for various reasons? All music may do this!

It is important to love yourself the most! Not to give another the type of power that is capable of hurting you! This would be done by putting all of your focus on another if he or she rejects you! This is what I would do if she let me know that she wanted another! I would never look back and put it where I know that I will get it back! If that means she is not the prettiest? That doesn't even really matter. A person comes up with their own preferences. While growing up, women that did not look like Amber were less attractive to me. This is because of a link found somewhere else in my life where it's safe to put it. When is she going to prove to me that it was worth it IN PERSON?

If you followed me and got this high that becomes the possibility of waking up others so that you may score... you may be setting yourself up for something like the absolute worse experience possible!

Do you want to witness the souls of others constantly timed in a "you are not trustworthy person I should show affection to because you hurt yourself and others!"? This will happen and will be found if you use others like objects. The male orgasm has a rush for an organ that might feel better under a high that comes from appreciating the body, etc. This high that is felt everywhere is found from a different kind of love. The type that is willing to go without the tickling in the organ for you! It builds up and eventually changes the body.

If I were giving women that synchronized with me what they wanted I would be setting up the both of us to hurt! This will be dumb to do unless our dreams are letting us know that it is SAFE! Otherwise, I would merely become a piece of meat that the person used on that she would learn how to treat her next partner better! The love and rush will never be as good as someone less attractive and more dedicated that is putting all of her or his focus into you.

Wow! What a beautiful experience this female artist gave me! How spiritual! If I was foolish enough to think that this meant we had to touch in the real world it will be a mistake! Dreams are warning us about this right now! It is like choosing death to ignore this and go forth for this anyways.

Only three women shown me her face during intercourse while asleep in our dreams!

One was Palm Bee or Amber Flynn... not sure how many times? More than a dozen? The others happened only to warn me about how to be a better lover FOR HER!!! I wouldn't feel the need to sleep with them because we touched in this way because I understand the dreams. Why they happened to protect colonies living inside of us jay want the longest lifespans. The dream weaver cares more for humanity than he or she does about a tickling organ capable of killing or bringing the worst experiences! If you are not trusted for providing the path for others to follow their dreams will only warn them of your actions or plans to provide for maybe what insists upon feasting upon flesh of the dead?

Amber Webster died (drinking too much maybe?) and the other girl is still alive so I won't share it here... but we made love while she appeared to be over 100 years old possibly!? What happened in these dreams were messages for saving my wife and the mother of my children.

The dream with Amber Webster happened while surrounded by red rectangles that were coffins as she worked in a morgue with the dead. The other woman I slept with after getting off of a trolley that represented a marriage (or LIFE of another) ending so that I make sure to save her from death or dying before me since she is younger! Because of the other dreams that happened where my sister said I was crying out in the middle of the night "not to do it" . .. I know that it was a lesson about STDs. Avoid people that drink a lot and one night stands. The difference of those names warn of computer addiction. I cannot see anyone that I am with letting herself go though and she looked good. I know I won't stop dancing!

What are the differences in their names? All of this was helpful and the other woman involved knew to use imagery in the dreams for warning us about sexual relations outside of the healthiest family that is not inbred. She slept on a blanket that shows a spider on it representing STDs, etc. We made love "missionary style" with both partners. The elderly woman happened in a sugar shop. Using addition on everything warns me of Amber's blood pressure when she nears 85 and to be extra careful when it comes to anything that could cause an accident such as driving or maybe a sport that is too risky. I was meant to be paranoid for allowing her to do things such as drive when we could carpool, etc. Our dreams warn of this. They also lead to skiing being more advanced than cars today, whatever that is supposed to mean? Maybe the automobile of the future uses ski? I will show Amber her identity once we meet so she is never paranoid.

An elderly Amber came to me with a UV in her arm on Draxle street. The dog started to bark, "Amber can walk!" She was praying to me because of an operation and she was worried she wasn't going to wake up again. It might be real that I took MUCH better care of myself? Songs by the Residents warned me not to kill myself if my wife died first and this was shared on Facebook already back in 2019ish? They put the name Amber Hills West of Highland in LA so that I worry about her doing drugs but it could be the opposite if she had high blood pressure from too much computer. It shouldn't be legal to get on them without a plan to get off. Otherwise, they could make things worse.

While leaving LA she told me some of the most romantic things as if we were married our entire lives? The elderly version of her.

https://youtu.be/JQ1xfFYY_T8?si=0-nSY3goetFdP118

When

When we were young

We had no history

So nothing to lose

(Weren't old enough to find them in our memory, chess was less important too..)

Meant we could choose

Choose what we wanted then

Without any fear

Or thought of revenge

(She is lucky here but if she is blocked or prevented from knowing? Others will assure that something more needs to be done to prevent another from this!)

But then, you grew old

(MUCH older she makes me feel right now... it is rushing me too much when I should've put my focus into making money rather than trying to stop the dry heaving feeling that could happen tomorrow! Tonight!)

And I lost my ambition

So I gained an addiction

To drink and depression

(drinking lots of water and crying helps release chemicals but when he made this he likely meant?)

They are mine

My only true friends

And I'll keep them with me

Until the very end

(If I lived in a box I would be meeting myself and yes, there would be an echo found from where I chose to put my focus.. Amber will always be another version of me that is messed up because of being forced to see her from a location that is my body so I will see myself first! It will be dumb to stop my effort to meet her even if we raise six children together!)

I'd choose not to remember

But I miss your arrogance

And I need your intelligence

And your hate for authority

But now, you're gone

I read it today

They found you in Spain

(This is funny because of her voice coming to me in 2020 as Leslie, she called herself! I thought it was Violent Vickie at first, but I think that both of them spread lies about me, on accident, thanks to relying on Facebook for answers! It is not funny because of another constantly trying to prevent us from meeting or maybe her being offered a job to make it easier for controlling her than it has been in our country? S = measuring what enters the body + pain.. she has synchronized as Crysania!)

Face down in the street

(They are responding to me and I must be looking down! Always having to do with what is going on by some degree? Not ALWAYS as sometimes it was the 20th time that made the most sense! There is a river we are caught in that is like a flow... a star that has gravity we may be carried with to be guided a certain direction.. I think that I have learned to give myself this incredible experience that others may learn to have as well! Since the names may help us understand what happened in our dreams more!)

With a bottle in your hand

(I used to keep a bottle of water nearby more ceremoniously but the lack of contact has killed much of the spiritual wow that used to inspire this? Not as much as not having the help, money, and SPACE where I live or stay to do this more)

And a wild smile on your face

(I know that when it is spun, it goes to her and she had the same romantic dreams!)

And a knife in your back

(Knife has represented wife... She spoons me from the future, I am convinced! She knows she has betrayed me and fears admitting to have made this mistake in front of others, according to the other version of her)

You died in a foreign land

(I have been killing myself because of the shape of Italy representing her high heels and "lame excuses to have a need that is falling into another man out of not wanting to work harder or take a stand for what she wants over where others think she should go!" Kate Bush takes us on a journey that leads to her throwing her high heels into Lake Balboa since my former lover or that of Tanis Half-Elven would have... not Raistlin that is the elderly wiser one for Crysania, in the wishes of the readers because they are connecting to real people I have proven the authors responded for! If I chose the black robes and insisted on defeating the Taylor err Takhisis that would represent having a open marriage or a need to waste time on videogames! Something that disturbed every reader so I know what I am supposed to do! Be myself rather than a character synchronized to teach us!)

And they found my letter

Rolled up in your pocket

Where I said I'd kill myself

If she left me again

(Lies, just merely a warning found from paranoia and ignorance or maybe a monster rather than a human being)

So now, she's gone

And you're both in my mind

I've got one thing to say

Before I am drunk again

God damn the Sun

God damn the Sun (we were supposed to meet! She was supposed to understand that first email but were we layered while she was surrounded as she was paid while people spoke to her brain at the same time someone used a sort of voodoo like a threat that would kill her from "knowing too much"? In this email I tried to prove that she was connected to me and the woman from our dreams that is married to me by using a random number generator to give me a color and a photo where I asked her to respond in the way that gave it to me, proving she is the one! She didn't do this like I had thought she would. I know now the reason. The color was purple and in the photo randomly selected, it was her on the beach and the sun behind her, wearing a shirt that matches the dreams that I have had of her being married to me while wearing a Soundgarden shirt. Since purple has become "stay away / scab / etc." she didn't give it because it is like saying, "there is nothing stopping us from bringing our son!). Such a mistake could be found from someone powerful that merely wanted to prevent me from sharing or us from meeting until the same conclusions we're found or were we both just wanting to be the ONLY special people alive that knew more?)

God damn anyone

That says a kind word (the word "kind" contains what? Kin + d = passing along the fresher! Also it contains k = handing + i = balancing + n = loving + d = passing along the freshest... combined this word compared to the name Palm Bee how?)

God damn the Sun

God damn the Sun

God damn the light it shines (this messed me up letting her know she came to me as a wife and mother while she was surrounded by others timing things against us! This might still be happening whenever she starts to go my direction! It should have been the opposite from the beginning everyone will find if you believe that dreams are something humanity should follow... she should wake up to how it might be important to start documenting everything that happens whenever she comes across anything that I share so that the most selfish people do not continue making up excuses until we are both cut off and prevented from perhaps teaching a more attractive person a more romantic way to meet someone, call this person black or whatever works for more time?)

And this world it shows

(Certainly am supposed to have the right to show! By the time the world gets it, why not use it to save people while giving them more helpful tools for loving themselves and others rather than control them or allow what might be our large intestines broadcasting our thoughts, plan our future or that of others!?)

I've made videos for myself to use of my girlfriend and I was not careful enough when it comes to MAKING SURE they couldn't leak... the default setting on our phones sure surprised me! Sure cried when I found out they are uploaded to a server somewhere. Palm Bee was coming to me during schizophrenic attacks asking me to make her something to help her wait. Around this time, I may have dropped a USB drive or something was stolen. While driving around I would suddenly become aroused as if a woman I wanted was using my videos and praying to me. I am worried that it wasn't Palm Bee. If they are actually GONE like they seem to be, who knows where they ended up? Ouch. It is not the end of the world. Maybe, it makes more sense that she was the only girl letting me know she would kill herself if I chose another. I haven't done this for them though like I have done for her. Go to them in their sleep like that. I know I already have. Just stop proving to the world that you do not care at all about me so that we can share our story? The feelings that I get from putting my focus into one make everything more enjoyable unless she is putting her focus somewhere else. What is built up inside is difficult to describe. While in LA the birds suddenly came from everywhere, asking me to pull over, so I did at a Fed Ex place where I saw a woman wearing tights walk in. I just saw her stream the previous day where her butt looked bigger and this was before I saw her clips so didn't know that she wore clothing like that yet. It was definitely her! Maybe one of the cutest moments I have ever witnessed? 

"There she is!!!" 

People were witnessing famous street names having to do with what was going on as I came across them. Since my car was having electrical problems the name Bedford made sense. Her tattoo is the reason they made that horror movie? Stepford Wives. If I went along with what others wanted. What I did as a child connecting to her tattoos is also found in paintings of Raistlin and Crysania. Like most of what happened, I am saving it for when we meet for only her to know. It is found by the street name Cornell as well. Where her robot button becomes only mine or how. My ex girlfriends used to push my hip in that same spot. They drove me crazy when they did it. I thought that one paid the other 20k so now I understand it is just a warning so I wouldn't choose her. While walking down Fairfax once she came to me asking me why it was taking so long to make our fortune when she said that she was "MADly" in love with me. Already, I would hear her come to my head while calling other famous people bad names as if she hated them for wanting to put down someone else to look better or wanting to compete to win rather than help us teach people to complement to win in the letter Q. Hopefully, this happened from their watching her stream while wanting her and they do this in their sleep but never actually met. Another reason it is so important to meet her now before she wants to go back to live with Kyootbot again. I have been trying to say nothing negative of other people. Even just a name would be a bad idea. Nobody I am sharing on my site. If she has a fantasy of meeting someone she thought of while growing up or whatever, careful of meeting them. Definitely don't be doing this while you are coming to me telling me how you actually hate them in my sleep!? That doesn't sound safe. Sweetzer Street, they called it? What if someone was illegal and start to share all these secrets? Seriously, just leave me alone if it was a lie what was said to me.

This is the one from Kate Bush about tossing your heels into the lake... I am very excited to finally be able to meet you so that I can share what has been too personal that you have done for us!

https://youtu.be/VerK4zwMRQw?si=tXGNu477qdDbektP

[Chorus]

Oh, here I go

It's coming for me through the trees

Oh, help me, someone, help me, please

Take my shoes off and throw them in the lake

And I'll be

Two steps on the water

[Verse 2]

I found a fox caught by dogs

He let me take him in my hands

His little heart, it beat so fast

And I'm ashamed of running away

From nothing real, I just can't deal with this

I'm still afraid to be there

[Pre-Chorus]

(Do, do-do, do, do)

Among your hounds of love

(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh)

I feel your arms surround me

(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh)

I've always been a coward

(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh)

And never know what's good for me

[Chorus]

Oh, here I go, don't let me go

Hold me down

It's coming for me through the trees

Oh, help me, darling, help me, please

Take my shoes off and throw them in the lake

And I'll be two steps on the water

(Do, do-do, do, do)

[Outro]

I don't know what's good for me

I don't know what's good for me

I need love, love, love, love, love, yeah

Yeah-yo, yeah-yo, your love

(Do-do, do)

And take your shoes off and throw them in the lake

Do you know what I really need?

Do you know what I really need?

I need love, love, love, love, love, yeah

When she goes into yoyo it is for arroyoglen street that runs parallel to York Street after it was Adam Street!

I must warn you that when you listen to them you may witness how it is always accidentally timed for something they don't actually want so don't tell people as this might always happen if you will choose me so it will just be something that you will have to get used to!

I have been learning how to turn it into a partner somewhere else but like I have mentioned before there is a part of them that gets into our story and wants the same thing so don't let this confuse you while I am not sharing everything.

Lois Lane & Clark Kent worked for the daily star at first because of introducing predeath funerals until we have enough money to start a much better news channel "Thee News From Thee Host" that gives mathematical figures for "living puppets" so that diplomacy is always a much easier option for others when they come across what we share! This becomes the Daily Planet! We are capable of ending suffering to a massive degree more than ever before but I must get a lot more involved in politics and getting grants for various needs, like the "reprogramming" . .. etc.

It is always helpful when coming across artwork whether synchronized as a villain or super hero because there is something trying to protect colonies for our having the longest lifespan, etc.

I need a woman that believe in herself rather than what she used to think she needed to do which was fall into the arms of another that takes care of her!

She knows the difference is real and for our next lives lived that we may only experience portions of after death since there are so many others that will also be influenced by what we did while we lived... found in our past lives as well.. so don't think that we will be forced to live the lives of our children unless that is more helpful for you!

I am going to be less scientific and more into sharing our story how it actually happened! I think that part 1 explained enough to understand the rest of it.. trust me that it is better to become excited for working harder rather than "winning" success as if it was something like the lottery that became a vacation that lasts forever.