Ever Used Your Looks To Be Favorited?
For PB... thankful that the soul of even a junkie knows to steer away from a certain direction that I witness from their timing regarding something more dangerous they may be more familiar with! Careful of listening if you are not aware of how you do become possessed to a degree thanks to their timing, etc. This was in my head today when I wake up and it is always trying to save us so just wanted to let you know! You are more of MY KIND and not what?
Come over here (they are trying to help us!)
[Verse 1]
All you got is this moment (wake up to the need to help yourself NOW! contact me!)
Twenty-first century's yesterday
You can care all you want
Everybody does, yeah, that's okay
[Chorus]
So slide over here and give me a moment
Your moves are so raw, I've got to let you know
I've got to let you know
You're one of my kind
Ow
I need you tonight
'Cause I'm not sleepin'
There's something about you, girl
That makes me sweat (the sun! I met our sons in our dreams... & being married to you, intimate with me while pregnant..)
[Verse 2]
How do you feel? I'm lonely
What do you think? Can't think at all (seriously do need my help so you do not become schizophrenic or something... THAT is NOT what you want, trust me!)
What'cha gonna do? Gonna live my life
So slide over here and give me a moment
Your moves are so raw, I've got to let you know
I've got to let you know
You're one of my kind
Oh (o = surrounding/sharing + h = tying the knot)
I need you tonight
'Cause I'm not sleepin', mm (you know the letter "m"?)
There's something about you, girl
That makes me sweat
[Bridge]
So how do you feel? I'm lonely
What do you think? Can't think at all
What'cha gonna do? Gonna live my life
How do you feel? I'm lonely
What do you think? Can't think at all
What'cha gonna do? Gonna live my life
[Chorus]
So slide over here and give me a moment
Your moves are so raw, I've got to let you know (Egyptian reference? raw foods?)
I've got to let you know
So slide over here and give me a moment
I've got to let you know, I've got to let you know
You're one of my kind
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F93ywiGMDnQ
I have used my looks to be treated better and it is not fair.
What is actually happening while I was doing this is so much more understandable now since I have witnessed what this girl has done to me and others... truly frightening, honestly.. what people actually do without knowing it! This is why my focus is to make nets to fall into rather than wake people up, etc. It is important for the folks teaching to understand this the most, but not exactly trying to wake up everyone to what would be too much on the web. I need financial help in order to layer things in a much safer way but what others may have done to do this has endangered me too much as I would've been rich LONG AGO from people noticing the bird video, for example. Obviously, they were blocked from this.
Also, I have had 20-50+ intimate dreams of Palm Bee (I believe?!) that I know she also had, 9+ of them we were married (saw her FACE in these! etc.), 3-5+ she was the mother of my children, 2+ she was pregnant while we were intimate and YES face was seen here too! It will be interesting to come up with what would be the most healthy or helpful ways of letting go of another when a new partner is found. For my wife, of course, I would try to make sure that it was her and not another where we go to sleep, etc.
Not really sure HOW this girl was chosen by me since I met her in my dreams first, but this will be real for your spouse as well, no matter who this person is! From experience, I have learned that I wouldn't have them on my side before meeting unless the person wasn't going to be lie to me (she has confessed to lying to me already in my sleep and while I made the video where I was describing my perfect mate she was crying in my head because she already stretched the truth to impress me)
I am not really convinced that she actually is my wife unless she were to prove this to me because I do not want to be with someone as easy as the woman that I already met in a bar once that I totally forgot about which was her! This completely worries me! She must've done a bit more than just look at me like she wanted me for us to do that!
When I was sharing things that could make her appear racist, this was around the time she named her cat "Jew-bee" but it is also very scary to think that someone has surrounded her (or allowed others to!) completely while layered against me to cover up what I was doing or working on for my future wife.
PLEASE, do not think that this means she wants someone else! I have protected many people by never sharing what would happen in dreams they were in or whatever, especially if they were famous or powerful.
TRUST ME 100% that she kept proving she only wanted me once I have succeeded or IT IS SAFE as she has been frightened because of social media being turned against me, etc.
I know that this woman has let me know that she has been responding for others she is actually frightened of that might be dangerously jealous of me so that they do not hurt me and I know that I do the same for her when it comes to responding for other women!
As a partner, I am VERY safe! Look at what I did for my former lover despite what she did to me. Trying to create her a "line-up" so she never kills herself as she didn't know how famous or respected I actually was. I am NOT illegal and it was very wrong to block me from connecting to normal people so that I would give others the excuse to do this for keeping an "investigation on top of me" so that others would not know what I was working on or stocks would not be threatened.
The Mormon Church had members very upset with me for sharing what I did about how certain ones messed up with me... sure felt completely betrayed when I returned to Utah and found that I was being trafficked without the rights respected that I was supposed to have! As if I never moved away to get a career and off of drugs. Back to the abusive pet names cops had for me found on a list somewhere? I have a list of my own or paying back all of the "people" that I have hurt. I wasn't stealing from individuals though, but stores when I was younger and dumb.
THESE ARE FACTS:
Since the beginning, she was the only one in my dreams threatening me that she would not be able to handle being rejected by me like she did, but now it makes a lot more sense she did this as it could've came from our future!
She asked me not to share things that made her more desirable until we met, especially if it was how names responded FOR US because of what another rich or powerful man might be inspired to do that she would be foolish enough to accept when there has been this sort of human trafficking going on!
I have listened to her become VERY MEAN AND HATEFUL to absolutely every other man that I came across that wanted her in my head (mostly because they were not wanting to help me enough or complement to win but compete instead).
When I say the names of characters you know it is about the story they were in.
What am I trying to say?
What I have been sharing has been inspiring others but those she has been testing or whatever have been coming to me in ways I really never wanted to witness.
Really, I just needed to know that she was able to know what she did to me so that I could move on as I know how wrong and messed up it would be to never tell her or let her know as this echoed into our childhood but maybe not as much on her side?
I really love finding my partner in my memories but it will not happen if I am not putting all of my focus into one person, of course! It provided me a romantic experience that was so much better than everything else that was not even supposed to be possible and much better than everything that I could've imagined as I was too dumb to be able to.
I want to raise a family and she was the one that seemed to want this the most with me out of the women in my head, they were not nearly as interested in the same goals as much too.
She should know that if she is going to be inspired by me regarding giving another the most romantic experience, that when she does this with others, she has been coming to me in her sleep, telling me why she actually hated them. I really do not want to hear voices anymore and believe that I won't once I meet her as it didn't really happen unless I was starting to put my focus on another woman.
If I am doing something like responding for you romantically, please forgive me, if I am just trying to be treated better or whatever? Let me know until I have a partner, and then it will become "let her know" . .. so that we can help the person find another by using a letter Q
Really hurts to hear the same man in my head still want her after several times she has told him it was impossible... I have been able to turn off voices successfully! I believe that I know how to turn them off for anyone that ever experienced schizophrenia. Maybe a person's brain working more goes this direction? I wouldn't assume that it makes a person dumber but it might shut them down if they become too afraid to think, of course.
Do we have too much exposure to captured light and sound? We may need new laws to protect our children from what was too much. Let me know if you have had any problems with using technology but do not assume that I got the message unless you are absolutely CERTAIN as someone out there might be trying to convince people I am some sort of "terrorist" to protect his stock because of my scientific theory that threatens oil or veganism.
I have not lied about anything! Why would I choose her and put myself through this? I want children. Since I know she had the same dreams, I am convinced that it could work, while I know that what I made for her, might make her the luckiest woman alive right now? It came from other artists trying to help me too so that I connect with them and they learn how to find their partner in the past too!
I think that it would be dumb to go this direction for someone that wants to be into "poly" or "open" as they will witness the harm done MUCH MORE than they otherwise would have! It will make people healthier to know as long as it is introduced properly. Children saving themselves to meet a future spouse might be what we needed as parents?
I will help you hide this from your children with layers that guide them towards a safer direction that is not the goth scene or whatever. You've seen how I look sometimes? Trust me, attention was needed. People still need to learn how to use their language without carrying a curse, etc. Just LET ME KNOW! I am SAFE! Adam's street meets the boys club at 6th to warn me of Wilson Street, understand? There was a dare out there to find out if I was actually gay since I had my appearance. They were respectful with my choice to be proud of my hetero preference. Youngest person that I've slept with was 20 and older than me! I always preferred older and need to become a teacher!
Adam James Meade
I do not deserve to be judged in the ways that I was by strangers. I grew up around a lot of lesbians hurt by men so I felt the need to be MUCH nicer to be accepted. Kind of wore makeup to be accepted by my mom but in a way, I think it is partially due to her becoming me, and how it is a gift for my partner.
It seems crazy to think that my wife would have to sleep with another woman in order to wear makeup! You know how a woman is treated differently when she wears makeup? There is a DRAMATIC difference! It might be like choosing whether or not I want to be treated like crap if I am going to be around other people. The gender reversal thing is VERY REAL!


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