Amber Flynn has been timing herself and coming to me in dreams asking me not to motivate them while the music says, "don't give him so much to live for..." because of what happened previously with "Bupu" as Edward knows where he goes to sleep how I have been too nice and absolutely cannot allow them to do this to my WIFE like they have with all of the girlfriends that I have ever been with...

I can roll dice or do random number generators or whatever the hell you want but it will be extremely easy for me to prove that her ghost (soul) {person that will live and have a future with me, obviously} [would it really be our marriage in the future and our children?

Last couple nights this girl has been coming to my sleep with concerns about other men trying to take my place using what I shared but I had already said too much. The main concern was that another man would try and prove that it was him in the future by giving her a Soundgarden shirt and this will easily be proven TONIGHT so good luck buddy? The rejected was supposed to get a line-up of interested people wanting to be selected to be touched that become brides once the men have learned that they are not objects but how long does this take and when will they complement to win rather than compete?

She came to me in Portland telling me that her biggest regret was not meeting me there because we lost precious time we could have had together while still youthful but in reality, it might be because I would have been the only one doing the opposite of what everyone else was doing as I tried to help her find "the top" wherever he would be found without even expecting to be touched by her and she knows this. Somewhere the men know they have failed in winning her love because the best to have done for her was to help me meet someone else while giving me an object for the celebration that I came up with as she already did things like prove that she was just as generous by accepting another woman into her bed (or her soul you might want to say? She is only able to go to so many people where we go to sleep which was believed to be our afterlife so...) 

She has called me a "stalker" but what is really going on here is knowing deep down what they did to her as she shares that she was CONSTANTLY CRYING while she went to a bed and breakfast with them at twitchcon when I showed up... she is still testing them but they have obviously failed as this is her way of letting them know.. hopefully the man that accepted to help her that she met in California who would have been blocked as well if her "job" allowed it is not as psycho as they were regarding her being an object and having the right to know everything about what is going on most especially if it involved her or what was OBVIOUSLY HER LARGEST OPPORTUNITY that they completely ignored out of fear that she would discover me!

In the other video she called me a stalker and mentioned having a gun because of the concerns that came from my sharing the truth and someone being abusive to her or making sure that she "paid for it somehow" when she chose her own path and future for HERSELF that she has not been allowed to have yet by the man who currently has her computer because just like with me, she was probably hacked, as I was a computer tech but something VERY SNEAKY made its way to me by doing something like downloading a video from twitch with some "free service" from a website... those are the ones to be most wary of, even when they are offering virus removal because why they would do it for free?

What is truly frightening right now are the dreams that I had of the only women that are NOT Amber found in there as it seems that it was actually her whenever I was tricked in the dream to believe that it was someone else like when I had a dream of "Violent Vickie" I thought it was who came to me while we were naked and surrounded by people going along with what everyone else wanted and when she dominated me I could not see her face then the next day (my birthday as this happened ON THE DAY OF AIR which is for marriage) I let Vickie know about what happened but while coming across her pictures and videos I couldn't find any of them that had the same length of hair so wondered how this was possible? It might be true that the both of us will live longer than her? That is my biggest concern right now and what I am supposed to make sure to help Vickie with. I feel awful for her because of how I proved it to her in a video that she responded for me in her music when I came across her but in her song "come and run" she reminds me that I am NOT a bad lover and that the air kissed me on the chest but I had to ignore everyone in-between us to reach her according to the dream that I had right before discovering the name of Taylor's cat Winchester who was the "flower girl" that was my best friend that I kept looking for that was in my dreams according to my Facebook posts.

There was a dream of Amber Webster where we made love while surrounded by red rectangles that made up a wall that surrounded us but why would it be me that would be having intercourse with her? Maybe because it was me that killed her on accident because she came across too much information that I shared was my concern and what I am supposed to be worried about starting with the album "Michael The Warner" that has songs in it entitled "Before He Died" about how he came to me in the spot where it happened several times as the story is explained with several songs. What if she shared too much somewhere or came across something someone felt the need to "cover up" for whatever reason? Hopefully, it was an accident and her own suicide from being careless and unhealthy, but I doubt it. It is possible that when she found this information shared that she was surrounded as people suggested that her boyfriend was dangerous so that she would take the suspicions somewhere else. If someone had compromised her computer and watched what she was doing this person could have easily done things to guide her mind in an attempt to cover up the trail he planned on making. I shared other things that could have been too much as well but always with the spirit of "let me know if this is too much or if I need to be more careful" but what happens when a person will not ask or make a request for whatever reason. Maybe it is supposed to be a command? What happens when someone has the role of someone like a commander? Where does the self-confidence begin to fail the person so that they are not put on the spot where others witness something embarrassing? This is why it may have been foolish to lead soldiers with commands, for example. f = claiming + oo = surrounded/shared + "I sh" Where does this inevitably lead us? Somewhere men get caught in a "war room" that is brought to the bars and get togethers after they survived but then what happens where they might be embarrassed somewhere because of the lack of confidence? Most likely Amber Webster was not killed as these kinds of ideas like ghosts coming from the future are found in movies everywhere but these are the problems found with the ways we have been programmed. Especially as "men" that are expected to keep the home together and be the boss of the house. Changing these habits and ways we were programmed starts in school while it's never too late to reprogram a broken robot or maybe people like that movie Bladerunner a bit too much? Have you ever had to retire a human by mistake? A person that... was not sick?

I cannot help but notice the names of Amber Flynn being compared to Amber Webster... leading to the reasons that my best friend and I walked out during the movie "the net" in the middle of it as children.. her name is not too far from Amish. A.M. be r = heading but this is not your excuse to use what I shared to "save this girl" by faking her death or whatever else when the safest way to be safe will be our discovery and work that is especially something as respected as predeath funerals! It is found on her tattoo while there is yet another test for the sick as someone might prove she is HIS OBJECT because in the show Highlander the watchers are not supposed to interfere, only WATCH the immortals fight to the death. Wake up to where this actually leads! fly + nn = loved & web + st (street?) s = measuring what enters the body & t = gifting + er (crazy) or e = wondering + r = heading. This is something that maybe her work would have jumped at to use for convincing her to do something TOO EXTREME AND ONLY HELPFUL FOR THE PENIS THAT SAVED HER like being saved by a smell or whatever? I am guessing that the company she currently has is not part of that but when will they ever stop trying to find a way to MAKE SURE that he is?

Wake up to what is truly sick that had gone on here! I have suffered from schizophrenia and my last girlfriend came to me first before we met, always coming to me on my left side as that would be where she always slept in the future while together (and apart as we did not have intercourse in the dreams that I had of her even when we stayed at a hotel together during one of them when she was excited to meet me in the future!) The dreams of her before we met were always in black and white so that I would know when it was her, but they became in color after we broke up when I found her in my past and realized how I never noticed things like how we both prayed to a jug for two years before meeting, etc.

The other girl that I had a dream of that was not Amber seems to have happened in order to save her which started at a coffee shop where we made plans on a MAP and then I got onto a trolley for an entire ring before getting off then I was with her again while she looked maybe over 100 years of age as we had sexual intercourse missionary style in a sugar shop. Meaning Amber might die before me around the age of 85 or at least this is what I am supposed to believe so that I make sure that she lives longer than me. The makeup that she wore made her look much worse than she looked without it, especially the eyebrows. Just too dark and extreme but she used to do this as a goth girl in her youth. I found the location of this coffee shop recently at 4th street & D in Santa Rosa while the trolley was found in Carson City, Nevada. This trolley represents marriage or maybe being kidnapped or something like human trafficking for a penis found elsewhere that demanded it despite everything.

This is really messed up what has happened to us because I was dumb enough to try and let her know before meeting her that she came to me so that HER EXPERIENCE would be tremendously better which everyone knows would be actually true but I have seriously not been allowed to do this as others kept interfering without respect for our wishes or rights as they would come up with whatever excuse worked only to please themselves while every moment echoed everywhere and the dead responded to everything so please do not disturb the peace anymore and allow us meet finally like we were meant to, of course.

She came to me in Riverside, CA asking to marry me and has proven it to be really coming from her because of everything that has happened so please allow me to have the right to let her know about what she did to me without our feeling threatened anymore. May I sing to her and tell the public about what not to do? Can Adam accept the girl's wishes? Only time will tell. Do you think we will be married as Episcopal or what this time around? HrmmmMMMm...