How Amberwood Drive Has Dominated My Dreams My Entire Life? Already Proven But Lie Detector Tests Were Done As Well.

Wow! What a gross possibility that someone used her so far for a free ride that their relationship was open and he managed her finances without EVER letting her know about me! This means it is really important for you to let her know this happened to me so that I can stop being a "stalker" because she never sent me away!

At the beginning the only hint that of this was being BLOCKED while the only explanation was something very small without caps as if maybe a hacker or her new work actually wrote the message and wanted to scare me away with timed gunshots to prevent this girl from ever finding out but this message was not readable on my phone which was the only place that I watched her twitch or could have seen it for an entire YEAR almost of trying to get someone to wake this girl up to what she did to me. When she accused me as a stalker in her recent streams was someone else threatening her while surrounding her or lying about who I was? She said that a "stalker" that was definitely me (there are more than one she talks about... stalker number 2 was me somewhere?) was the one where she said something about crying hysterically while with her friends and she saw her stalker come and dance in front of her. What am I supposed to think? She gave me her phone number in California but I am not stalker enough to try to call it more than three times and gave up a year ago. Seriously message this girl for me please! I will simply go away if she asks me to since the beginning! Celebrities are waiting for me to bring predeath funerals for them everywhere if you check my website how they align to the theme days it is pretty spiritual and not something that I made for others to TAKE from me by blocking me. I have had a concern and have been very famous but most especially since I witnessed something on Facebook back in 2012.

Blocking Palm Bee or doing things to make sure that she never finds out about me is comparable to what? Human trafficking... because she wouldn't have went along if others if she knew the TRUTH! Please help me bring it to her before both of us are taken advantage of for something "temporary" or maybe a sick person in denial that wants to take away our rights?

If she has not seen my blog post called "11 Questions For Palm Bee" and the videos where I show the PROOF that she responds for me the most using dice and random number generators, clearly you would be proving not to care for this person!

Here are some examples of scientific PROOF:

Using DICE for the people who thought that the random number generator I altered in some way (ouch, I kind of hate this video because of how awful that I look! :.(.. oh well...):


Here is the shortest video that proves it (only 7 minutes):


This video here probably proves it the most? It is very long though! Might be more worth it to read the blog post... the concern was that she never called her California residence her "pink bed" like she did the other one so I wondered if she meant that. Although, that does not fit the video because of that moment representing Kyootbot's "castle"..

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Thanks to my discoveries about my former lovers echoing into the dreams of my childhood, trying to find the largest echo coming from the future that will spoon me from behind the most, has been my most recent scientific interest as signs of this person's identity should be shown... I knew that my next relationship would bring on an experience never before recorded by anyone as far as I knew because of what I had shared that happened in my other blogs that is entirely true and I have passed lie detector tests to prove this for the public to see as some of it can be hard to believe, most especially the names of the people and places responding to everything going on somehow!?

My last girlfriend always slept on my left side while together and so it was obviously her who came to me long before we met when her voice came to me as "the air" while always talking to me on my left side so that I would know that it was her when I eventually figured this out by adding everything together later on. The story is absolutely amazing all of the ways that we synchronized before meeting such as the both of us praying to a jug of water for a couple years while living in different states and never met in person.

For years now, I have been witnessing what should have been impossible to witness as the women that I come across have seemingly punished me somehow in the photos or videos she shared that proved to me she knew about other women that I had checked out in my mind since our last encounter. They will show things what only I would understand, having to do with what I had done since the last time I checked on them, so that I would obey in the way that gets off another woman and allow their soul trapped in these cameras to guide my mind from the life they lived in another time that is capable of reaching us where we go to sleep on both sides. This is not something that would be wise to prove to be real like I have with other hard to believe things since they can be mean to one another, maybe it is better off you don't know? That is not true because of the experience that they are capable of giving me as the photos they share will have a way to respond to my mind as if what I am thinking about matters so it will feel like a form of communication. Something every person has failed to notice when it comes to dead loved ones or whatever still living in heaven among their things as it feels wrong to keep such information to myself when every person may deserve to see their spouse or loved ones soul. It is a way of thinking mostly that is more capable of picking up the normally not noticed mathematical pattern found with everything always having to do with whatever our mind is broadcasting as we come across everything. This pattern might be more difficult to ignore the more coveted a person may be as I find it impossible not to notice ever since I became a much more desirable mate by doing things such as releasing many albums or learning how to pleasure my partner in ways some men will never learn?

While browsing YouTube recently, I came across Sssniperwolf where a name similar to my ex is mentioned (Kathleen) and this thumbnail of hers inspired me to look her up online and I saw how she gave herself two new rose tattoos on her chest! How meaningful, considering everything that I will be sharing in these posts...

Have you ever had the time to sit down and try to go through all of the sex dreams you have ever had? What I have learned thus far from my last couple relationships was that every lover echoes into the past so we dream of them before we meet usually. Well, if the person was loyal and not a cheater anyways. As it would seem that folks have not been dreaming of those who cheated while together or they would but they would not be sexual encounters. This means that it is a sign that your partner was loyal to you if he or she comes to you in your dreams for intimacy.


Names Of Places Responding! Growing up...


Names Of Places Responding! 


Names Of Places Responding! 2012-2015


Names Of Places Responding While Finding Amberwood Drive (part 1)

Some of the most obvious proof of streets named in the past partially because of what is found in the future would include the Coffin Club being found by Pine and Oak Streets. Also, while I was there the band The Cults toured and played at Knott Street while the song that I remembered the most seemed to be about what was going on with me as well which makes sense as her lyrics in this song fit my former girlfriend spending a scary amount of time on Facebook trying to cut me out of my next girlfriend somehow by calling me a stalker or whatever just like she did with her last boyfriend Devin but he likes to be called by his female name the word Devonshire reminds us because of the origins of the letter o meaning "sharing/surrounding" and the letter i meaning "justice/balance" while seeing this word came with the most important moment that is always the timing of my thoughts as I remembered how she told me what was most likely a lie about his genitals. In order to get help the fastest to correct the lies Palm Bee came across on Facebook the fastest, I should find out the female name of Devin but not sure that anyone would know him in the goth scene? There is only one other person that does drag that I can think of right now that would be Owen (black Tony doesn't go out enough to count?). Those are the street names found where the P.O. Box is located in Los Angeles where Kyootbot lived that rented a room for Palm Bee that could have happened to prevent me from finding out he truth regarding how she was blocked from being able to see my messages for all I knew? I wasn't angry when I went to the goth club in Seattle that required Facebook to get in so why did the cowboys name the street that I had to take to get there Madison?


While moving my dad into his new home in Minnesota, I was sharing "dream dating" videos online where I told my viewers that I was in search of a girl with a tattoo on her wrist. During this time, I also had a dream of a married woman that I was intimate with from behind and I learned during this that the black robes meant an open relationship or poly vs the white robes being monogamous while the red ones would be for asking everyone to get off? There were other intimate dreams too that I would assume was with someone that was found in photos or videos the next day after the dream but since I have not seen their face, I have learned that I may have been wrong about this, and that the identity of someone in a sexual dream may change by later in life figuring out what the dream's purpose was for and why various things happened in the dream.

I have found that it is much wiser to "give the identity" to whoever your largest echo becomes. This idea comes from a naughty sex dream that I had as a child of having my mother from behind that I thought was real but luckily now I know that it wasn't since I could not see her face in this dream and for good reason since the purpose was to make me feel disgusted so that I would not think about spying on her again to see what naked female anatomy looks like. Luckily, in this dream we were on the ceiling as if gravity was reversed. This means that it was not really my mother because the air represents our largest echo or spouse while as a child we used to play a game that messed with our heads by crawling while looking up at the ceiling as if it was below us and we could fall on it. Just go upside down and use your imagination that up is actually down to see it! Then it can give a person goosebumps to simply go into a larger room with a higher ceiling as that might appear like the observer is going to fall suddenly since everything is upside down.

This also would mean that while I shared intimate dreams of others that I had, I may have been wrong, since I didn't always see the face of the person I was having sex with! Sure, maybe they wore similar clothing but if you really think about it? Wouldn't it be smarter to give your spouse these identities in the future by buying her costumes to repeat these sexual encounters? That way you will know that the person sharing the dream on the other side is the one who deserves it the most or the one that was "allowed" to. Otherwise, what happens? Your spouse will have less intimate dreams in heaven as that is where we go while we are asleep since the heavens and the earth were separated by a fallen star fragment. Also, it might be confusing or even hurtful when visiting others that are pretty much strangers. Sure, obviously there is an attraction or you wouldn't have been convinced that it already happened during the dream but I have learned recently while staying with my little sister that people are typically tricked in order to teach valuable lessons.

For example, there was someone that I had befriended on Facebook by the name of Mystic something and in my mind she represented someone with an open relationship as it seemed obviously part of her culture? I had a dream where she cleaned out her lady parts thoroughly before I was expected to have sex with her from behind but I couldn't see her face, only the hair, that obviously belonged to her I told myself because of the familiar way that she had her's done that it was her in the dream or it was part of the theme. During these few nights both me and my sister had intimate dreams. She told me that I must have had a nightmare as she woke one night to my screaming out for her "not to do it!" whatever that means... but I remember that night I had a dream of myself being expected to go down on maybe dozens of women orally. They were lined up for me to take a turn with each one but they covered their face for some reason? When I asked her about what happened on her side she told me that she had sex with our older brother but I told her this was not true which was easily verified since she admitted that she was unable to see his actual face during intercourse. The dream happened for a reason and it was to teach us that active premarital sex relations with neighbors thanks to using a website such as the dating ones that I used for making my dream dating videos would have been like sleeping with our older brother since he used to live in the area before us and was sexually active so it would have been possible that someone very small would have been carried to us from originally him a long time ago! Also, I knew it wasn't him because what she described was the same way that I did it with this girl going by the name of Mystic who didn't look at who I was while I had my way with her from behind.

For many years now, I have had fun with experimenting with "dream dating" or sexual dreams with others that usually happen with someone that you come across whenever the dream occurred. Because of the ways that dreams work we could just decide that the identity is all the above but hopefully others are able to fix their sexual nightmare with their parents like I have with mine? Already, I lived with a lover that wore the same pajamas and had the same length of hair. That really helped me feel a bit cleaner.

What about this married woman that came to me though? At first, I had assumed that she was another streamer that was watching my twitch channel as I played some retro games one night. She was very tan and I thought she was part-Italian in this dream as if she had a lot of sun and like almost all of the dreams in my life that are sexual, the area on the arm or wrist where the tattoo was found on the other dream girl that I sought to identity that same week couldn't be seen because usually whenever I have them from behind its always from their left side so from my angle a certain wrist was not visible. It would be true that maybe every time that I had a dream of doggy style sex it was from their left side so a certain wrist couldn't be seen in the dream.

Let's go over the FACTS that I have seen in sexual dreams! By far, most of my sexual dreams happened while I was behind someone with a hidden face. Or maybe the face was not clearly seen in the dream because of the lighting? This happened with a dream that I thought was with Violent Vickie when it happened on the Day of Air as I came across her Instagram the next day but I remembered trying to find a photo showing the exact length of hair she wore in the dream but none of them matched so this confused me. Why wouldn't her hair match? I didn't think about the word "air" being found in it until much later as I had assumed that it was her! In the dream we were surrounded by people that thought that we were the best match and I was led to believe by the others that it was Violent Vickie but I couldn't see her face for some reason? Why would I think about this as if it was an issue? Well, it means that maybe I was wrong! I certainly have been attracted to that artist and it can be hard to find someone with the same diet she has that I want my partner to share. What is sad is that I told her that I had a sex dream of her and that she must have had the same one but I now believe that it was Palm Bee. Now it seems obvious to me that the dream was about how the match would've been mostly due to what everyone else thought was a good fit just like in the dream. In no situation would I ever want to have sex in front of other people like that!

I previously contacted Alisin Moon on Facebook about having an intimate dream of her but come to think of it, while we had sex I could not see her face either! It is actually very out of character for me to have sex with someone casually too so the person actually being someone from the future makes the most sense to me while in the dream I am supposed to learn something about this person or what was wrong with us being together which was both going to the Home Depot where the giants fighting over her fell on us with sponge armor so it's like saying that her influence would not be good for me? What if her identity was swapped during that moment in the dream? The rest of the dream she had my company though and I do remember kissing her. The sexual encounter simply was with a woman who wore a red sweater, from behind yet again. The Tori Amos songs that synchronized seemingly seem to be for me and call me "space dog" because I might be one of the most loyal people? In this dream we were looking for a place for her things when we rented something that came out of the wall like a bathroom that had a tub and towel rack. In this same dream we went to a Home Depot and saw giants fighting over her wearing sponge armor! At one part of the dream the tallest ones were busy fighting when they noticed me as if I was a threat since we were obviously traveling together, so one giant smacked the other with a bat or something that made him fall down on top of us. A song played in this dream that luckily I was able to record myself fast enough to be able to write it someday as it was obviously me singing the comical song in the dream... "I saw a man with 66 sponges and with 66 sponges he fell on me! I saw a man!!!" When I talked to Alisin to identify these men one of them turned out to be her ex-husband! Later, I figured out that this dream warned us of how our body was damaged by a combination of drugs and alcohol... known on my channel recently as a "gnomeflinger" according to Dragonlance synchronicity as they are known for launching gnomes that talk while listening into nets of sponges when all else fails to catch them as a way of transport in their homeland capital city, mount Nevermind. Both of us had damaged our spines from going just one night with both alcohol and meth in our system which is a lethal combination. I woke up the next day unable to walk and it took months to make a full recovery! I had used something a roommate gave me because the hospital turned me away when I tried to get pain relief... so, I thought that an "upper" keeping my imagination going was a great escape while alcohol would help with pain relief on top of it but what a horrible idea. Does this make sense that the dream warned of this? Home Depot has represented someone high on methamphetamines wanting to work suddenly at 3am? Being a tall giant would represent drinking and sponge armor falling on us let us know that we were sucked dry by the deadly combination! Neither of us drank enough water when this happened.

While visiting Idaho recently I was lonely so checked out some dating websites for fun while I proved to those following what I shared that the women were responding to me on the other side of photos in a way that made the experience so much fun as I was allowed to ask them questions by using their photos as I came up with a regular process to read what their subconscious mind wants me to know. It actually works that if you are coveted enough, you may simply make up rules for them to follow to make it easier and they will! From what I witnessed, if I picked random colors one day to ask the women to use in the photos to answer my questions, they would be shown in the profiles that I came across more often than not. It made sense to use a pentagram to help me measure where every stack of photos became elements so fire would mean passion while water was tease so it would be my orders as stone shown the conflict along with whether or not a one night stand was wanted while the air element was the most important for the reward achieved in the end. The actual proof in the numbers and math was shown with the fifth photo in a stack usually as they always matched their profiles what was listed regarding whether or not children are wanted. Usually, they would place a tree or the colors red and green in the upper right which meant, to be happy with the children that they already had. Also, the eighth photo always matched their profile regarding whether or not they would like my vegan cooking as that would be one of my questions.

During this time, I did check out people on Facebook as well occasionally. This girl that I befriended worked in a morgue and I had a sexual dream missionary style with her so I definitely saw her face while we were surrounded by red rectangles that could have been coffins? How sad that this person died shortly after I had this dream. Maybe this person would have "REALLY" liked me enough to make the first move? How could I have such a dream with her before meeting? I mean, it would have been unlikely that we would have been intimate if we met in real life since I am usually so hard to get. I was on top. Not sure what that could mean or how that might matter? She looked more "ginger" than most women. Her name being Amber Webster which is not far from... 

Another girl I had a romantic dream of who was also very "ginger" that seemingly came to me as a woman of perhaps over 100 years of age lived?! The dream began in a coffee shop where we were planning our future and then I got onto a trolley that took me around to complete a circle before I got off and met the elderly version of her in a sugar shop where she was naked and tried to wear goth makeup like she used to while I was afraid to tell her the truth about how bad it looked on her and how she was so old that it made her look worse probably, especially the eyebrows being so dark and unnatural. I actually found this trolley recently in Carson City, Nevada. The coffee shop was found in Santa Rosa. No idea about this sugar shop yet? Anyways, we made love missionary style while standing against a table at a store. Maybe her "bad bROWS" would represent our "pathetic sixteen scented celebration "line up" after my wife dies when I am around the age of 100?

By combining two dreams that were back to back with people that I knew I would never sleep with in real life almost definitely (although I was too scared to share this as I was trying to be nicer) it seems to be FOR AMBER FLYNN because of the names of the girls. Amber Flynn would represent the trolley that I got in and went around in a full ring while we didn't have sex until that was done. This would mean that if I married Amber Flynn she might be at danger of dying first in her 80s since we had sex missionary style in a sugar shop after I got off the trolley with a woman who could have been over 100 years old? I found this trolley ride in a place called Carson City so the name of it seems to be reminding me how impossible it might be for anyone else to score with me or else I wouldn't have slept in my car for so long. The last thing that Palm Bee posted on her TikTok shows what represented a girl that I checked out that was not her while the date was 0209 (heading to zero that would mean). Also, on her TikTok they are all so meaningful and actually prove it to me in various ways that it is her! While I was at the bar in Portland working late on my laptop they played a No Doubt full album where the singer led my mind towards the direction that was getting married then that night she posted herself with a No Doubt song where she is obviously the girl from my dream where the air kissing me on the chest and I had to hurry to find her while ignoring the others. Why else would she wear "just do it" while the song mentions "Johnny" and then she is wearing camouflage like the air tha I had to catch in my dreams representing my future wife. I found one of the girls from this dream being Violent Vickie because she is coming to San Francisco right now but in her song "come and run" it is pretty inviting although what would the point be in that? I think the other one is Leah Metallic that I just barely messaged while I was in her area, missed the date we were supposed to have perhaps because of being possessed as I took a video of myself asking for the girl to post herself with yellow on her chest which Amber did on her post closest to this date where it shows a man with a green on his chest behind her wearing my signature pants that I used to wonder if it inspired part of what named the band "velvet revolver" because of his knowing my dad or just being part of the family so the echo is there since Duff is like an Uncle. That song is not inviting though... her soul has been.. what is also scary about the intimate dreams of these unlikely women is that on Facebook years ago I had shared how a band called the Residents responded to my scientific experiment that asked "what advice would you have for me?" and their response was that my wife dying before my time is dangerously depressing so to move on when it happens to stop myself from giving up to join her. I am aiming to marry a younger woman for having children since I have reached the age where it finally matters as I highly doubt that just a couple kids or one would be enough.

I was convinced that Forkgirl Cosplay came to me in MANY sexual dreams starting when I moved in with my last girlfriend and had more than one every night for some time in my new place as I didn't know that I was no longer single while asleep until I prayed to a red robe to "get them all off of me" as it was happening every night. The reason for this was because of what she posted when this happened to me. A shirt of a "catburger" and her climbing into a tunnel which was the title of a gift by the Legendary Pink Dots seemingly to help us say goodbye to our aborted child. I also had a romantic dream when I first discovered her Instagram profile. For some reason I thought that she was Takhisis (her real name is Taylor) who is the Queen of Darkness found in Dragonlance because of her special timing and use of the same chair that I sat in as a child when I painted the figurine. I had a dream of the air kissing me on the chest as I had to hurry up and ignore all of the other women to make it to her according to the dream as this air represented my future spouse. When I woke up on this day I came across her car that she named Winchester so that was a funny coincidence but since then I have been convinced that it's possible we never had any sexual encounters in there as I had mistaken her for another?! In a test that I recorded on video, I had asked her if she came to me for intimacy in a dream to show me glowing eyes and then a random number generator I used picked a post she made that happened to show this trait. I am kind of scared to admit how her friend also came to me but as far as I know it was just a small dream of her going down on me? When I found her I was documenting everything that I came across every time that I used the internet that was proving the women were responding to me much more than others. Since this was happening and I was witnessing what I did on my side actually matter on their side when we have never even met!? I thought that it would be a good idea to prove that I was never doing anything "inappropriate" as only single women came to me, etc. as far as I know? My little sister for some reason damaged this hard drive and I have a hunch that her subconscious mind did this intentionally out of jealousy of this girl? Or maybe because if we hooked up ever, this partner of mine with a larger forehead, would make my sister's look smaller, and this bothers her?
I still have it but getting these files won't be easy.

How sad is it that I never kept track of all the sexual encounters that I had in dreams while growing up! What do I mean by "all the encounters" though? I do not remember any?? My first real girlfriend who was the youngest person I was ever with (but she was older than me at the time) told me that I went to her in my sleep when we first met which was the reason I went on my first date with her. She claimed it was a wonderful dream. Like others who have cheated though, she never came to me in mine! Maybe this is done as a sort of way to protect us from those who do not worry about loyalty while coupled? If you have evidence that proves this to be wrong, please share this with me! This has been true so far with me though. My most recent girlfriend that cheated did come to me as a child though as the very first naked woman that I ever saw but one could not exactly call those eyes that did this for me? I thought that her pigmentation in this dream was dirt and I followed her as she carried an umbrella while escorted by various carts from a Ford to a horse buggy and then finally a ski lift which matches the name of the artist where she prayed to the jug of water the Goddess carried, Joseph Shemanski.

I remember more innocent kissing dreams as a child or a teen. Once I had a dream that I was in vampire school so I asked why I was when I wasn't a vampire and then they looked at me suddenly with newfound hunger so I hurried and ran to the cutest girl in the room that went to my school and happened to live less than a block away as I was shoving my neck in her face hoping for her kisses before any boy would wake up to my humanity then want to take it away. 

This girl was in another somewhat sexual dream when I was young. In this dream the lights came on during class after a projector we used to watch a short film was done and I was sitting in my desk purely naked without any clothing on at all under bright lights while I was the only one like this. Suddenly, this girl I mentioned previously in the other dream looked down at my junk and said that I had a little one and then the front row of the classroom turned their desks in unison as they sang the song "little dick, little dick, oh little little little..." *Pop* "bum bum bum bummm... You can take a little dick!" He sang. "And make it bigger!" Then I awoke.

My very first erection happened in my sleep... I had a dream that I was sitting in the entryway of a Smiths Marketplace while naked as people tried to ignore that I somewhat blocked the traffic and I had these plastic tools to work with that had a green tool that fit my newfound discovery perfectly! With one finger I would wind the tool while it would turn around my ticklish nob that woke me up. I was very confused as to what happened or what I should do so I lowered my pants so nothing was pressing against it anymore. My brother was sleeping next to me in the same bed. Luckily he never noticed and woke up while I fell asleep with my pants down. Soon after this incident, I discovered the tip tickled a bit more when it became hard. Eventually this led to one of the best discoveries ever that started with salon selectives that luckily did not hurt it like the soap would have. I remember finding a catalog then actually cutting a hole in a picture as if that made her look more real? My first orgasm happened before the age an ejaculation was possible which hopefully every boy did since it seriously tickled so much more when climax was reached because there was no way to stop it so it was kind of a negative experience too. If I remember right, just one orgasm could have lasted minutes?! I remember that I pretended to be watched by another for some reason while it would happen or feel like it was happening but now I realize that I likely found future interest of my spouse or something like that? Actually the person who saw the pictures maybe witnessed proof of his responding much like I know that I will on her side. Wouldn't it be true that nothing is more romantic? Finding someone that echoed into the past. This is possible with every serious relationship you get into. Your partner will echo into your childhood and dreams were had of this person that were most likely forgotten or do you think you can figure it out? It is not difficult to take turns sharing relics from the past with a partner, but what most people failed to notice was what actually happened while this went on. Colonies of bacteria living inside of us use our heavier mass to bend time which allows it to connect to bodies found in other time periods. Memories actually take the mind to the location it happened with an echo from the moment the memory happened and this is part of how something familiar is sent back in time. This would mean that as a child you likely did things such as choose the model to fantasize about that looked similar to a future spouse or something along those lines. When a child was pretending to be a parent while playing they were likely connecting to real moments had in the future. What will be fun to do with my next partner is prove it to one another that this is real in ways similar to what is shared in my blog posts. Maybe that would be why names responded to me of people and places since I was born? What would be more interesting to learn about? This is yet another reason that monogamy may provide a better experience overall. Once this partner is found there are so many clever ways to prove to the significant other to be found in the past. Starting with something simple like asking something that will be answered by the use or locations of various colors in whatever shared? Oh how I wish that I still had diaries from teenage years, etc. Those would be loaded with ways to prove the person is meeting an echo from the future.

Fallen fruit is what I call what I came up with that is what I will do with my partner while we live and work on sending more helpful echoes back to previous locations lived and then previous lives with the help of something like A-Rates storytelling which proves with science that the past is responding to it so this would allow us to participate in sending our previous lives the best ideas. For all we know, this is actually something we have to do as hosts and constantly do this, maybe more so for others sharing our space as well? The idea is that once the fruit has fallen it symbolizes waking up to becoming a tree and tracing back where the roots were previously found. These ideas inspire me to help my partner trace previous lives every year as we plan out our future so that the both of us would get to visit where we previously lived to send the best most helpful echo as it might actually be more helpful than we know? Once we marry, we don't stop working in ways that take us to other countries previously lived, etc.

When I hooked up with my last girlfriend I asked her to pick a color that was sewn into my car seat where she sat since I prayed there for years before meeting to prep for being perfect for her. Once we broke up, I caught onto how the reason she always wore her ouijaboard shirt was to show me that this color was almost always shown on the "yes side" while using the shirt to measure where it is found in the background of a picture or post shared which would be the bottom right or upper left and the few photos showing the blue on the no side also show the reason that things didn't work out! For example, in one of them she is next to a toilet (my dad's name is Jon) while seemingly saluting (he was a marine) which makes sense as it seemed to mess us up whenever I would follow what I thought my dad would do in my head. Another "no" picture shown in front of the arcade is because of polybius, I believe, of course. There are more to figure out still. Like the one where she is covering her heart with such a serious look in her face while wearing what appears to be a robe. Maybe she was doing something spiritual during this photo shoot? It was the rings on her arms in this photo that helped me remember how to find the elements on Egyptian walls and figure out much of the ring and how things used to be or maybe more accurately put what echo to send as we should give the benefit of the doubt so they pick up on how we are not okay with certain things. Assume they were bad may participate in creating it?

I used the refrigerator "no" picture for my album "Thee Ring volume i" and since then had linked it to my most recent dream girl that I have met in there more than anyone else in my life so far! I had no idea what it meant when I posted it back then but was hoping that since there was a reflection in the window that could turn it into a yes picture? Something about this refrigerator that is so interesting to note is how I acted crazy or did things in ways that are super meaningful NOW but made me look totally crazy to others back when I did them! For example, the night that we went to a Rasputina concert where they changed the lyrics from "life" to "wife" my partner wore a white dress with a wedding theme look most would say as she painted herself all white and wore a sign that shown her vow not to say anything as it was written "silent angel" for some reason? The reason I will understand for now becomes protecting her privacy and not sharing what might embarrass her. At the concert, my recently married friends had asked me not to get mad at my gift. She was pregnant so I wanted to marry her and planned on proposing but she sneaked away for an abortion one night which crushed me and then she changed her mind about moving out of state with me as things fell apart. Before this show I acted very weird and put a purple dot on my forehead and took pictures of myself acting funny like doing things such as pointing at a girl on a magnet on the refrigerator with four red roses in her hair while surrounded in green. I remember while it was happening absolutely nothing really was thought about? I was in a trance like state of mind. Incredible what this all means today! I did this before I could have known that I was being pressured into marrying her on this night. Purple typically means "stay away" so it is like I am looking at myself on the other side while trying to wake up myself to get off of a certain target. I must be responding to not only another woman that I am obviously in love with but also there should be children too somewhere someday that will see those photos. What does a refrigerator have to do with anything? I had a nightmare of one during a sex dream but I was not active in this dream but on a ship during a musical tour and in every room that I went into people were having sex and I was really mad about something then there was only pizza to eat that made it much worse. In this dream my friend by the name of Dallas was in it but it makes no sense as to why he would be there!? We barely know each other. I think it is found in his name. Da = father + ll = worked + as = ??? Pizza has represented gay so I fear that my partner in this dream wanted to get in with an act involving her own gender or another as I have never been interested in that direction.

Isn't it obvious what the refrigerator links to? My situation right now! My next serious lover is where my refrigerator is found! Because of what I was witnessing that was so beautiful found in what I created called the sixteen scented celebration to safely be able to share my discoveries with others since there is a place to counter everything negative that I face every year which should finally allow me to be able to date someone that is not the name of a "half sword" like Kat or Anna... -n = loving = katana! Pen is sword is the saddest song from Thee Ring album? Too extreme how down my partner has been from my leaving in the past so hopefully what I came up with saves anyone from being rejected and if I were to wake up one of these girls responding to me, any guy that might have been found with her, I should be able to help find another that is better for him as due to recent discoveries, a person can be woken up to witness how a person is not their largest echo pretty fast. If your partner is dreaming of another romantically that is the most obvious sign! How would we not be able to create a line-up or "letter Q" for anyone rejected? What motivates me has not been her looks or qualities as much as how wonderful the story has been as I am sure that whoever it is will find the same thing to be real. Sudden motivation that never existed before like it does now or hopefully tomorrow. If she is found in my future, she probably won't be lazy anymore.

While without a refrigerator and living out of my car so that I could tour until one of these women giving me the most romantic experience possible tells me to stay or asks me to find a place to live!!! Mostly, I want to share the refrigerator.

I found out recently that names of people and places have responded to me since I was born as if the definition always has to do with whatever is going on whenever I come across it? This might be most real for the 20th time rather than the 1st but definitely been proven to be real and taken lie detector tests. I was in a Target parking lot by the Home Depot where a street makes a ring when I first came across the woman that I had recognized from several intimate dreams I had shared while she matched the identity of the girl that I said that I was looking for with the location of her tattoo on her wrist that really has such a special meaning as every year it will be the last step for the moving ankh that is carrying fabric for the annual celebration that is mostly about wrists being the last step the fabric is unwrapped to be joined with the hands of another on the Day of Air. I am a Scorpio so the symbol on her wrist is so perfect and it matches the one found on the wrist of the watchers from the television show called the Highlander since it was my promise not to have children until I get a place as good as the ones my parents raised us in over in a place called Highland, Utah. Heaven in my opinion will be living my next life while listening to my beautiful parents sing me to bed somewhere as nice as Sunflower Drive. The 13 dots that surround what appears to be where the Scorpio symbol focuses the connection for the mid top "m" which would mean, 13 times bringing us to a new place which fits our celebration perfectly as it is 13 days of November for the most hardcore participants as an extension of Halloween.


I first saw her in San Rafael! Their most popular street might be hetherton which is hilarious since it would mean what? He + t = crossing + her + ton??? Rafael is the angriest ninja turtle and the wild birds wrote a song on my guitar by using the power lines for chosing notes that was about a turtle about to get a lot of help succeeding! The word San is almost sand so it is like asking when I will get angry while one of my most used addresses is still in BrainERd, Minnesota. This is where my father lives so the name seems to be reminding me to watch his heart or keep a button on him that can easily call the ER? The letter d means "passing along the freshest" usually and it is a bowl on the Egyptian wall. San + d + Rafael = Adam finally got mad? Kidding. When I came across this dream lover she was playing an online game that had her attacking turtles then I woke up to her being synchronized as several fictional characters thanks to her playing Cataclysm which was a helpful wake up call that if Forkgirl or Taylor was Takhisis or the Dark Queen of Krynn and I were Raistlin than that would mean that she would be Crysania!? The video game World of Warcraft used some of the same names as Dragonlance. These ridiculous thoughts started with Forkgirl when I was more strictly documenting everything that happened to me since I found it romantic the way that she knew to time my coming across the type of same chair that I sat in as a child that is shown in her photos and stream while I painted the Queen of Darkness figurine. These Dungeons and Dragons books provided some of the only pictures of the female body that I could possibly find in my house. Thinking about how this girl could be the one as I might find more of her in my past since I used a sexy picture of Takhisis more than I would like to admit. The name of this place is funny because it seems to be asking when I will finally get mad at Palm Bee for allowing herself to be led away by others as much as she has. I witnessed it every time I connected to her stream. The video games and the music would be timed to guide our minds in a noticeable way that would be enough to prove that the artists were responding to us as I know the same would happen to her should she decide to do demonstrations proving that others are responding for us. They probably want to read this and wake up to where their largest echo or whatever would be found as well?!

How is this not my partner's echo coming from the future when we seem to be linked mathematically wherever I check for it both in my memories and everything that I come across in the world whether its the subconscious minds of other people or maybe part of the names responding to the both of us as I know that whoever my most serious partner will be, echoes everywhere, just as I have!


I kept it to myself at first that Palm Bee came to me as a married woman in my intimate dreams before I found her online since I feared that her husband would not be me and that I might end up pointing at another man's object during the celebration that I made while rekindling her love for another if the signs pointed that way, so be it. It seemed pretty obvious though that she came to me in my past much more than just those three vivid dreams since she was shown praying to red robes in the very first stack of photos that I came across of hers. In these photos shown what looked like a statue that was supposed to be me since around the time she posted it I recorded a video of myself asking with a prayer for anyone to post herself with yellow on the chest if my going on a date with another was painful on my way to this date and to my surprise almost all of the pictures and videos of women on this day just happened to have yellow in front of their chest if it was not found directly on it but they were clueless to doing this for me, Alicia Silverstone really knew how to time her responses to cheer me up regarding the yellow of the chest found on women everywhere as I have had some down days waiting for my dream girl to wake up or stop trying to change me. Anyways, that statue she sits in front of on top of a rectangle wears my signature pants I was mostly known for making and she did this on November 7th which is the Day of Water for predeath funeral prep if someone wanted to get this girl into putting thirteen dots around the tattoo on her wrist! Maybe she was showing herself praying to the red robes because she knew that the reason we did not meet right away once I contacted her may have been caused by my former lover Kathleen that was woken up several times every night for the first couple of weeks that we lived together. I was telling her of women coming to have sex with me so vividly while asleep every night so I prayed to the red robes which for some reason I thought meant to "get others off of me"? Maybe I first thought of this while with Kat because of later coming across this picture of her doing this? What better way for payback? Visit me in bed while I was with the girl who took her away!?

For too long, Palm Bee was not even an option. I was planning on touring the country while assuming that I would be hooking up with maybe Violent Vickie along the way? What I had witnessed her do to me was amazing! It wasn't until I tried to have a "dream date" with a beautiful Indian movie actress such as the woman I called GG because of how she responded for me, I witnessed what seemed to be the ghost of this Palm Bee interrupting my meeting in a way that I feared was too scared of being honest with me about her true feelings as it was obvious from the timing of every thought that came to me as she seemingly made it impossible to think about this other woman so I decided to focus everything on her for a bit while I looked into why she cared to stop me from finding another? What I just described sounds absolutely crazy but it's a state of mind that I enter to allow her to guide me into having the most romantic experience. Unlike before, I am now able to close my eyes and watch something like television that I do not control while relaxed that I have trained myself to give it to another who is attempting to guide my brain. It happens as a result of coming across what she shares and it can be too much stimulation that makes the brain feel very weird from the light speed travel exhaustion. It takes a lot of practice to do this and it started with me somewhere like maybe a spirit guide tour that is the entry level for shamanism which trains a person how to use a part of the brain that allows an outside influence to guide it that seems extremely important for at least one person to do or we will be allowing ourselves to be guided by what is not human much more. Is this why a Find Familiar dungeons and dragons spell is 1st level? Like a path of a fish that was ordered by the thought of a huge whale to go forth and multiply then come back to enter the mouth but since we are human it wakes us up more to something much more frightening and dangerous calling out for our extinction. One of the scariest things in the future people must be prepared for if we are going to have this much exposure to light would come from those that participate in not only killing people in the present time from jealousy by refusing to accept that another person could be more attractive as the same species but also those sharing gravity that lived previously might be lynched by this same superstitious jealousy found tomorrow. Sure it hurts to find out you could be much more attractive in a way that allows what should be impossible to happen but trying to solve this by using subtraction would be doing something for what exactly and for who? While going through my dad's old pictures of my mom I noticed what looked almost fake the way that everything in the room looked like it was magnetically attracted to her somehow? How many people have come across that one photo sending from various times periods an echo coming from somewhere else wanting to be closer to her? This is a really cool thing to be able to do. Come across a beautiful person that responds to me long enough that there is something built up it will feel like that is unleashed when I attempt to think of nothing that will seemingly come from the person that was responding to my coming across them using captured light or sound that connected me. In the reviews of Violent Vickie it looks like someone watching thought that we were a good match probably because of the vegan thing since they used the word "marrying" so it makes sense to me now why I had this dream and how the girl needs a different "length of hair" whatever that means? A relationship that lasts longer probably. If the children that I met where I go to sleep were all different people this would mean that I will have maybe up to six kids with one girl still? It is not too late but we wouldn't be making that decision until at the actual bridge. She moved to West Palm Beach right as I went to LA and in the name of this place is found a warning that she would take the knot and tie it with me? Then it goes into my memory of dreams as well as what I came across coming from other people, leading back to this Palm Bee girl once again because of what happened in the dream of being kissed by the air that was my future wife then Vickie's song says, "come and run!" reminding me that I am not a bad lover in my favorite song of hers thus far? I thought the video that I made where it was played was very cute with the monster solving puzzles, the one where I proved that her music responded to me. Why couldn't I meet her earlier? Not sure but it frightens me how much more this Amber girl echoes or seems tied to me when I attempt to measure the largest echo coming from the future. This might mean that I am not really interested in who she is now compared to who she becomes after we finally meet? It might be true that a large portion of it actually comes from our children. Why else would I be shamed where I go to sleep for liking anyone else? Dreams have been the most reliable path to follow and without this helpful direction we surely won't make it.

All of my life I worked mostly on my game that I made and fantasy novels that went along with it that I called Omniverse because of thought having substance and the company was AmBr Entertainment for Adam Meade and Ben Ruttinger. The girl that exists today seems far from the one that comes from my dreams though still. I know that I will be the most helpful person she will ever meet if she will ever be allowed to. It looks something like human trafficking too much right now because of what actually happened while there was a phone and computer between us the entire time. How sad that a person might do something like intentionally become as unattractive as it takes to get the interest from another OFF of her somehow. If there is someone still stubborn about stopping us from meeting after finding the truth this is very scary. Sharing this in the way that I did was too dangerous to do because of being in my country for so many reasons but the main one being too many idiots hoping that technology is capable of covering up the truth while redirecting the traffick until somehow a certain goal is accomplished like something sick that turns us against one another in the way that pleads for another country to step in and help. I should have done more to contact people or file paperwork a long time ago as our laws are there to stop this.

The perfect wife or match for me would be a roleplaying gamer though it is almost embarrassing to admit but the people that I always did this with were the coolest to be found anywhere. Not for the computer though unless we are the ones actually making the game. Spending time designing things though. Maybe on her side the most detectible echo of our future would be found in her wishes for storytelling? Taking turns telling stories at a get together. Maybe a tea party with her toys where they take turns being the boss? Something that would be similar to what AmBr Entertainment actually becomes as it is still the best game ever made that nobody knows about yet? It's scary how much more time I put into designing it than other games so that would be why. I worked on it even while I would go to parties, with flash cards, or notes to take or I would explain everything. What is hilarious is that now I finally understand why we chose the word Amber over Bram as that leads to Bram Stokers Dracula to our subconscious minds representing something like a mermaid more than an actual person. If she wanted to make movies or would tell people stories she was probably connecting to what she will do in the future should this actually be real as yes I do feel pain when I pinch myself! I have done this in a dream once too where Ben Ruttinger asked me to do that I would know that it was real. In this lucid dream I picked up a leaf and tore it apart in my hands before exploring the surroundings with the goal of finding what could be verified later like maybe something I never knew about before? The way a mailbox looked it was colored? This dream ended at a tree that I was supposed to find. During the dream I was convinced that I would be able to remember the location of it when I woke up but once this happened it was not true. Now it is found in a prophecy from Portland for the Green Man. The stag that appears in the sky would come from the Dragonlance stories as the heroes are meant to follow one while lost because of our thoughts being clouds. In the Pearl District where I lived with my last girlfriend she made this stage appear in the sky not far from where the glowing one at night is most noticeable. I know is the real reason the moment in Simon's Quest when the NPC says "I want to live with you!" this comes from the soul of the developer responding to the beautiful Kathleen (how she looked in a red dress while with me but yuck after clubbing all night in the morning we streamed online and looked TERRIBLE!)

One night, I went clubbing in Riverside on my way out of California as more and more this Palm Bee girl was starting to stick to my mind like a presence similar to the one that I felt previously which was later identified as my former lover that came to my left side before we met. It is like the most mild form of a schizophrenic attack because voices are not actually heard but the nob is turned on just enough to know what they would say if you could hear them. Honestly, it is a great gift that I am able to do this now. I have wondered if it was from taking medication to help me see in the dark as I have had a hard time seeing as well as others in the moonlight. While on their strongest dose of this stuff that was made for schizophrenic patients I got off of Ativan and had my first 'attack' that was basically like hearing people talk to my brain for a couple hours around bedtime. What a horrible thing to go through but once it was gone what remained made it kind of worth going through as I simply was not smart enough to do this before. Something like a schizophrenic attack opens a door that works out the brain so much more than usual because of witnessing naked thoughts or whatever a person is forced to think faster while attempting to "think perfectly"... I never had schizophrenia until I took their medication for a vision problem because tolerance goes up so a person will need more or else what happens for the very first time? It is inevitable that these mental health drugs that are supposed to cure these ailments actually cause them! Of course, because if you didn't have it before than you might if you are going through withdrawals from some form of Medicare that they use to treat the illness. That medicine actually causes it though. The real cure is diet and exercise or perhaps more importantly, not to think west of garbage? The most alarming thing about Palm Bee was that her ghost was the only one that was threatening me that she would hurt herself if I stopped which won't make sense to me until much later why this could be real?! It felt like she was with me that night in a way that was somehow impressed by how nervous I was capable of making others feel that liked me and touched by how I fixed a situation with an older lady being teased. Once I went back to my car and was falling asleep while waiting for my lights to work again, I thought that she came to me and kneeled while proposing. I was borderline hallucinating from being tired and barely could hear her voice but I assumed that it was not real so I just kept going on my tour across the country.

On my way into Palm Springs I started to message Alison Moon because of the romantic dream that I likely had with her... sure, I didn't see her face, but hey! We had plans and wanted to meet while I was passing by where she lives.

As children, we knew it to be true in my family that people in our dreams had the same ones because of what happened when we added everyone's dreams together until people got to take turns finishing the same story of the same dream with another while getting shivers and chills from the truth that they had the same dream! With enough addition used it is eventually proven to be real.

I almost had sent a text to Alison when suddenly I thought that I could hear Palm Bee angry with me and telling me that I had to let her go permanently for not turning to go to Portland right after she proposed to me. It was not like I could hear her voice much but more like that sense which comes that allows me to know I am capable of proving that it actually does come from whoever is visiting? I show many methods in my other blog posts. She told me that I had to unfollow her Instagram and Twitch if I went to visit this girl so I started to cry because that was serious and I would have obeyed, of course. Her voice became louder as she told me that I needed to check her TikTok for the good news and so I did to find that she posted a Home Depot commercial on my birthday or the Day of Wood as I heard her whisper into my ear that she did this for my promise to build a house first before we had any kids, somewhere as nice as Highland. As if she knew my entire memory somehow!? I had already made a Home Depot song for Alisin that I was going to go and finish so it was like a way to stop me or convince me and it actually worked! Especially, from seeing how her knees were showing beneath her white dress that she posted on the same day that I had posted the pictures to Facebook that I took of myself acting crazy when my girlfriend wore the white dress and I put that target on myself like a lunatic!? It all made much more sense now! She was proving it was actually her! As if I was responding to the both of us found in the future while we are together and happy somewhere up there! I let myself know by putting a purple dot on my forehead and she knew to post herself in her white dress at the same time that I posted mine! The refrigerator was Palm Bee's somewhere up there! I was destined to be there with her, it seemed quite obvious. How else could all of this be possible? She was coming to me as a ghost with much more proof than my former lovers that did this to me. It seemed like it would be very easy to show her some of these miracles so that she would want to meet up but I didn't want to drive all the way to Portland without getting her okay first so I decided to go to Vegas first and then Reno to get a "no" response from her so that I wouldn't have to drive the rest of the way. It was there where I sent my first email.

In Reno, it was comical somewhat the women were doing to win my attention but only to some degree since in reality it was obvious that their soul trapped in the photos and videos were letting me know that they were miserable without me as I was actually able to measure a degree of hurt because of my attention that did not stay, so it is obvious that I need to find just one to put all of my focus on, or else they will completely embarrass themselves by accidentally doing cruel things to others of the same gender while asleep in order to win the reoccurring dream that I had of my "line-up" of "ready" brides that were angry that they never were given even a chance from me just to meet them as I was rushing into promises and for what? A ghost that will be abusive to me? This GG came to me with her former husband at times who was a very nice man that definitely preferred me over others he claimed but that would not mean that he actually approved. Whenever she would come to me the name of a place called Indian Hill would appear such as a street name or something like that? It was obvious that others sharing gravity were very proud of an American capable of doing what I did. They liked me enough to name a street to help me out or convince me to come closer somehow in the past and seemingly coming from not only my own language but others as well I will prove to be real on my new @adamoflanguage channel so that when others come across such phenomenon in the future, they will know to direct it for making more A-Rated storytelling for those past lives sharing space that we will witness helping in the past as we work on it in the future thanks to how gravity works? How am I able to be a person that does not use them as a psychic vampire from the other side of whatever and all to possible just make the one that turned me down jealous due to being clueless as to what I am supposed to do since I am not used to being rejected and it was hurting my permanent name what she was doing to me but the main concern was for the self hatred that would remain for herself as all of those embarrassing moments echoed and then what? Be used as the older person for being the best stepping stone in order to get another or would she rather invest in having the absolute best life during the next cycle she does this as what put us here is over a million years old and we have not died yet. What was very scary about the name Reno was that I had the phone number of a girl by the name of Rena that told me she used to date people for money. I had a list of potential mates to meet for me to go through and I was starting with the one that came to me as a married woman that knew to read me a story during Christmas time on her stream in order to win me over that made me cry for obvious reasons but I was sure punished by her for considering others on the list in my head in a way that was abusive and should have never happened to her. She was a victim of men treating her like garbage so that other men would turn her down and then he could just use her for sex again. There are a lot more failures like this that are more commonly found in an area like Po, Or where the women have been completely dishonest while treating an attractive person like gold that needed to be seen as trash somehow? Enough of their abuse! Their elderly versions come to me in their sleep with apologetic truth as they will some day wake up to what is extremely obvious that they do. It began as a child that was the most coveted forbidden prize in the minds of women everywhere that I lived most especially from turning them down. They would find out that the most attractive people wanted me but failed to succeed and this would make many more have the goal for trying just in case they could score with me as it would be some kind of social accomplishment as it was so difficult to do. What I am looking for must be found out there somewhere since I exist? No? I will have to make them everywhere for other men? How awful. We absolutely need nicer people everywhere. This letter Q was surely needed to teach people that we are not objects to use or abuse or want to be abused by in order to trap, etc. 

The email that I sent out, I was expecting not to be able to reach her eyes, because of knowing how men could be but I sent one with a quick example of what should have been and would have been a miracle to witness that was supposed to get her high from trying to figure out how it was possible that is the absolute best experience but she was not healthy enough to understand the message. Her brain was not giving her the same chemicals as mine gives me that come from self love or taking care of myself with a lot of healthy expensive food, mostly vegan. How good was this girl at using a computer? Has a former lover found a way to hack her email and make sure that she would never have the time to discover me? Since the girl was first seen on twitch of all places, the most likely place for her was someone not worth meeting because of not wanting to work or use other people with the water element that is not exactly honest enough, as she could have been in relationships with men that she had deals with to continuously use her for money as she is contacted the next time the guy used to losing actually had something to spend? What is the problem? Being on the computer a ton as a gamer. Straight out of Compton? No, something more familiar to me. Abusive hipsters ran Portland with ways of using Facebook in order to win popularity contests with threats or other methods rather than just being a good person. Scenes were for the Po, Or to win as much respect as rich people mostly and apparently I was used to always somehow winning them from my parents being so attractive with their secret party lives. There were hidden Easter eggs to find in order for an artist to have a better chance of scoring with someone from my family that I didn't even know about that I will always come across or will I actually have the time to someday go through the lyrics of artists and actually figure out which ones made a song that was a gift for me in some way because of so many reasons! Whether it be political or whatever, they will be selfish ones probably, and I mostly have to worry about where to draw the line since it can be so impossible for me to know who that was famous was trying to gift me in the real world vs where we go to sleep. The best example of this is that I performed with some folks from a "top elite goth record label" in a type of scene for the most satisfied people to use for their nights out. On this list was some of most famous and respected goth artists at the dance clubs where there are the most attractive people of the opposite gender found although they may want to drag their victim through the mud in order to score but this happens by trucking people who do not know who the person actually is yet or know about the most true pot of gold. Not everyone makes a movie for their partner that was the best in bed. Some people will try to chain another with abuse and manipulation tactics using social media or something else to put down another so that they do not have to work as hard in order to score. Something too commonly found in the more Po, Or area. They are prideful in that garbage as well. Dangerously. A lot of times living in the bends, getting trashed in the worst areas to think, while being west of bacteria that has programmed them to send more for it.

The birds were calling the girl that I was mostly interested in bad names so I knew that she was going to be a challenge since she ate them so she would probably only want to run away from my knowledge at first which was hurtful since it was the most helpful for her by far while I also knew that if she was going to be my partner that she would echo everywhere and this should be noticeable in the names of places and people or artwork because of the ways we touch outside of time for colonies of what lives inside to thrive for as long as possible. I just knew that for now I had to go to Portland in order to save her from the birds since she was the only one that told me as a ghost that she would kill herself if I turned her down when none of the others did this and so I feared that the reason would be her future fame or becoming a star that is large enough to have her thoughts stolen like what a Cranberry singer described. Unfortunately, she really messed up by assuming too much that others intentionally did it to her with some form of drug to extract information or something crazy like that? Easily they will think this because of maybe finding traces of mace from a network that cares about drugs or alcohol that is trying to clean her. Thanks to the animals or what might be known as the beast using her as a more dependable eye for them, she might glow more than others in a way that feels like mind rape as all privacy is lost from becoming some type of telepath? Who in our country could possibly be strong enough to be part of Adam's family? They have to be tough and not scare too easily! Four snaps is Adam's Square to save them from rectangles, according to what I had made for the future to counter everything negative. This person would have to accept that I was not crazy and that there was simply more to learn about science or how the universe works. It will be impossible for my next partner not to go insane, as my parents would put it, since they have not been able to face reality as well as others since they also had the food and enjoyed it but those birds or especially the bees can be terrifying to wake up to!

Once I was in Portland this girl I planned on waking up to the miracle that I witnessed which was what she did for me that was supposed to be impossible to witness that was so romantic! She streamed again after I had done it on Instagram at Kent-on Park where women were seen appearing without a shirt as her chat was filled with names like Kentyyyy, etc. I made my choice and used my x-ray vision but I did not know that she was my Lo-is Lane quite yet as I was only beginning my journey into her the identity coming from her soul until I was able to reach her in the real world away from phones and computers trying with constant timing to win the both of us somehow, even forcefully or illegally. It is not safe for someone as beautiful as me to do something like sleep at a park. Someone could actually take my memory away with the goal of scoring just one more time before they are caught and have to pay for it or whatever? These people are dangerous and are killers that are found out there right now. Probably the dumbest thing to do would be to "put out" or sleep around, especially with an open relationship, as it will inevitably invite the wrong type of company eventually that no one wanted to get closer to because of the lack of love for any person to be able to do whatever it was that they did. All it takes is one person to really take down a lot of people but the reverse is also true. This girl was younger than me and obviously terrified of being abused again as she was used to it. Men that would do the same things to her that other women convinced her to do to me so that she would never win in the secret competition they must face is real eventually, even though they can't, since they had to change me so I was supposed to think that they were impossible to score with until I jumped through certain hoops or whatever. Kryptonite would be what? I was never into comics. I used to think that they were for losers from the contagious thoughts others had or ways they may have come up with to put down others in order to treat them as their objects. Everything we do echoes into the childhood though. This is why it is even more important to stay with dependable company that does not lie, cheat, or steal... abuse people that usually starts from abusing themselves with substances.. I've been down the wrong path enough times to know. I was also tricked by the same selfish people that used technology in order to make the entire world uglier so that even the ugly person could score with the most attractive rather than accept that the best investment is putting it into the child while making more wise decisions that promise us better things during our next lives.

I am searching for heaven that will always be to me something like Sunflower Drive where my beautiful parents sang to me at night before bed during a time period we have all of these things? I made myself a promise that the home absolutely had to be as good as what was probably the absolute best in Utah. A community of artists that combined their property with artworks as our backyard was mostly natural and discovered by the luckiest kids in the country? I sure feel bad for most people that I know had less than me. Probably her too? Was she ever able to even discover herself as Holly would? Or would she be in close proximity to others so much that it's almost impossible to find some alone time or someone more healthy or wiser to discover things with? I always witness that names of people and places always come with miraculous timing so the street names will have to do with whatever is going on in my area since a place is helped wherever it is that I choose to stay for a longer period of time. My wiser methods more are helpful that were found from learning things the harder way without the guidance of others normally found because people do not stop wanting to find a way to have sex with me somehow? The plotting never ends? They also know that by having me live somewhere it attracts more attractive people and I am trying to guide the people towards the healthier direction that goes how long without a cold or a flu now? I have gone 4-5 years with getting only one mild cold this time around thanks to learning how to safely love closer to other people.

Unfortunately, I had to worry about being synchronized as Raistlin who has what qualities? I am the person with the most ambitions by far as well as goals that has not stopped working as I put in not only overtime when it came to what I will be sharing with the public but I also harmed my body from overdoing it. The direction towards anything metamphetamine is not helpful in the long run. Also, doing this or anything like smoke a cigarette, around a phone or computer, runs the chance of another collecting data to be used against me later. The Dragonlance story is extremely helpful. He has golden skin and white hair which gives those younger that I am trying to find just one to marry for children as I woke up to how I was used by other people and tricked into waiting so that even the ugliest could score somehow or whatever? You know the kind of tricks they use. Alcohol or whatever it takes? 

It was obvious that this girl was running away from reality as she was with the men that wanted to simply laugh until the birds no longer existed and the judgement from the beast outside was no longer found. Unfortunately, her company favored games like World of Warcraft and this Po, Or girl was doing things so that they would not kill themselves like bring herself down to their level to get them out somehow. A trait that people will typically have that can be very hurtful and a huge mistake! I would not be able to date her until she got off of the bird, at least. I knew from the timing that she was getting judgemental and maybe hateful light coming from others that check her out that think she would never be good enough for me to be with. She made this less likely to happen by severing our link online where social media is found. Her subconscious mind knows the truth that awaits her being the fact that I have been living my life as if everyone is watching and I have to save them all with my work. I spent so much more time opening the scariest doors or more painful that I could find while others preferred never even facing that direction?! Leads to work or going outside to discover something scary such as telepathy that happens once the television wears off or a person goes outside of the box long enough as everything outside already knows that there is no real privacy while everything wants to eat them or use them somehow? Previously, it has been too dangerous to wake up someone with a certain rank of social status to reality as it might kill people from the person losing touch with reality while the nonhuman influence always tries to take advantage of this whenever a person starts to find out what is actually found outside away from books or other forms of distraction. The subconscious minds of people coming from the past have still been afraid of more health due to becoming more intelligent and the risk that might be found there where suddenly everyone else will know that secrets will not wor anymore. It is important to remind the people that there are no secrets to discover or keep hidden that could endanger them so that they do not keep themselves unhealthy intentionally. That is the most major flaw that seems to be found where there might be "secret special benefits" as we Americans learn from Mexico that people usually don't want them as they may not be the most helpful exchanges like illegal fireworks. I am proud of the truth and do not want to help anyone hide anything anywhere so I am thankful for how little I know? No, this needs to change as I was young and I am still compared to my oldest echo that knows how badly I messed up when I decided that younger was my target as they seriously are not only too scared of being rejected by me but also would be easier victims of others of the same gender that are jealous.

This girl did not write me back and I was not even sure that she knew that I existed since it seemed impossible that she would turn me down due to what I had witnessed coming from her soul that is trapped in everything she leaves behind. This signature is in love with me but has hated herself while she was programmed to so that others could use her for sex whenever they feel like it without having to really work or do as much like maybe the chore that is found in the bedroom such as oral from the man, etc. People tried to train her so that she remains a failure because her success means that he no longer has sex with her but will she ever wake up to this and will it be enough time to win a chance with me or was this dream about the black robes meaning "poly" where she came to me as a married person or even maybe it would be someone she has not betrayed yet? I was not sure what the future holds about everything but some things seemed certain like being in a relationship with her because of how previous lovers came to me first. Only noticeable by not sleeping around or being easy. How sad that I actually knew that what awaited this girl on Facebook knew how to find ways to control her by making her feel threatened by what she does not know as she has been too antisocial behind video games enough to actually know the truth about how good of a score someone actually is compared to another that may only have the same intention that would be merely creating someone that they may own or touch whoever they wanted that most importantly wouldn't leave. I knew that my former lover was in that area and that she spent a lot of time trying into make sure that I was cut off from this girl by any means, even if that meant lying to me or putting me down in public so that I could be loved again without becoming someone that is impossibly out of reach.

I should have moved onto another girl or got a place to live? I knew that I was addicted to our story as it was the most romantic one that our culture may have possibly ever come across? Once the other people found out about it they would want to have something as good wherever they rekindled their romance which was the plan that I had when I entered Portland as the creator of something called the Sixteen Scented Celebration that would ensure that no person involved would feel rejected because those people had an octopus that would bring a line-up found in a tentacle and two eyes that would be two people they would not have to "change or work" for... as I knew that by not having this in place it would endanger us when the men would reach the point of comparing themselves with me as there is a dangerous puddle they might step in called an opportunity found where it is not human that will try to trick them into hurting themselves or others.

This girl by the name of Palm Bee that proven to me she was massively in love with me already needed to get this back from me somehow so I knew the only way was to put all of my focus on her. Otherwise, I might be responding to other women more from the other side of whatever I left behind? The people that hired her happened at the same time that her email changed and I was kicked out of her stream while I had no way of knowing if she was able to get any of my messages as it was very obvious that by the time she shared something from one of my emails that she missed most of what was supposed to be found in it. Probably a lack of patience was found as learning would have been needed by at least some degree during those first few emails. My guess is that the spiritual high that was supposed to wake her up probably took at least a couple of hours to watch my videos or whatever that I shared while it was possible that whoever hired her already knew about me and what she did for me with the intention of cutting me off and hiding what happened to me because of being a fan of hers with an obsession for longer than me. Someone may have even made the huge mistake of feeling more powerful because of being on my computer or phone uninvited? Their mistake would be competing as I was attempting to introduce the letter Q that is supposed to teach them with an annual celebration that people are just objects while safely showing them how to have the best experiences that might be dangerously addicting or dumb to do if the audience does not let others know that they need help from my octopus or whatever that is found from the letters QQ. Because from what I witness right now, I am the most coveted man in this country probably? This is not safe to admit since I need to change AND EVERY POTENTIAL PARTNER KNOWS IT so she wants to be able to control me by making it possible that I won't win somehow.

Right now I am still feeling embarrassed as I have not gone through every song to add more singing or whatever that turns them into actual songs, etc. What I witnessed in Portland was so romantic as she kept coming to me in ways that proves to me that it was actually her so I came up with a way to prove this was real that I shared in other blog posts. If any of you care about this girl you should let her know this before she makes any more mistakes such as going along with what my former setup for her and others who are just slightly older, cooler, more money, better network, more respect, etc. They completely did not want to be beneath Amberwood Drive and wanted to win! They basically threatened her and she has been too scared of what they would do to her should she have me for herself without at least attempting to out on a fake show that she wanted me to be poly. Somewhere, she knows the truth. People that I previously "friended" on Facebook could have been completely strangers that would have been possibly easily controlled by using what they didn't know about me from the amount of "cool" or "respect" that I had already but they were not likely to share this because of what happened when I succeeded at having seemingly all of the lost attractive "friends" on Facebook found in the Portland area because it ruined my experience and shown me walls of others that did not follow my rules such as never sharing had things about others while they were not around. All of my life others were forced to be nice for me and respectful or they would suddenly lose their "key" that the beautiful women knew how to dangle so that they could somehow succeed with more men wearing makeup or something like that. They kept saying things like "he is the only real man" and then would only reward them if they agreed so that they would change but it didn't work all that well and I am trying to understand? I guess that I do? How crazy would the world be if my wife had to be gay in order to wear makeup or a sexy dress with laced up shoes? Pull the gender reversal and most especially wake up to how everything online is kind of "fake" compared to what is found in the real world. I am telling nothing you can easily verify so what should I do? Provide a list of lesbians and women that used to try and change other men constantly with my help? This was why no one has ever been mean to my face before and what this Palm Bee girl did to me that was kicking me out of her stream was possibly the meanest that I have ever witnessed? She never sent me away though so it appeared like men did it to me that may have deleted my emails but knew to tell her things to say for me to hear so that I would think that she did.

How hard could it be to get a "no" response from this girl? Borderline impossible it felt like because I tried so many ways of reaching out to her but she just severed the links possibly as expected to by men she had made agreements with? All that I had to do was get just some proof that she knew it was real what she did to me. Otherwise, I could have been leaving her eternally with Compton when what happens if I move on to girl #2 who was GG (since she made her most jealous?).. Martin Luther King Jr Street in Portland because of GG sushi! To remind me of the letter Q that I had brought for her so that she would be left with someone as good as a king compared to someone on the computer too much? Amberglen Park Way is found by Compton. Make sense? It is like the names are always somehow aware that I am wiser so they have requests or suggestions once addition is used enough. When I found out that she ate bird I was furious and wanted to move on so it was hilarious that when I did this the nearest place was called GG Sushi since the names kept responding to everything that was happening to me making my location always the best to witness by far! I feel so bad for her if she has not been able to witness this for herself but once ANYONE became more familiar with what is taught on my @languageofadam channel on YouTube they will get to feel like the top thanks to the FACT especially that when a word or name is broken down using the origins they act as verba or action words so they would not be pronouns that are known as a type of "objective word for ownership"... it was obvious that the cowboys naming the streets to stuff like ByBee Street when she blocked me on Instagram after I made a comment in one of her posts that she feared would make me look crazy or her dumb for not weeding out what might be a homeless man on drugs was what everyone else kept trying to convince her was the most real but that completely doesn't help her since my succeed leads to hers directly since her echo will be found everywhere the more than she is with me. She is waking up to this reality now and should be mad at herself because the both of us would have already been surrounded by cameras and news crews trying to find out more about what really happened or what enormous new discoveries that I found and proven to be real recently. One of them being one of the most romantic discoveries that makes it easier to "settle for less" as a partner may be found in the past if you know how to look. As far as I know they will not come to you if they cheat while with you. You will definitely witness proof that they had the same dreams by simply using addition until what comes from everyone is put together. If you think this is not real maybe it is because you did not know as many people or have been expected to due to what school has taught that has actually been wrong or did we just fail to understand it? Dreams come from our subconscious minds but the light comes from other people and they do not have to be in the same time period in order to practically  touch in a way.

I made some songs that I know reached her and this motivated her to do more to meet me and whenever she shared things online it was obvious that she was attempting to connect with me or letting me know (and the world) that she was interested. I couldn't watch all of her streams like I wanted but I did try to and came close. She came to me in romantic dreams the entire time where they were not only sexual encounters from behind her as there were now some ones with missionary style. When I slept beneath "the giant tree" looming over Portland (like the one found in The Green Man Legend) she came to me in a sex dream while pregnant! That experience she gave me was difficult to find a way I could return it?! Her game helped with the experience because of what was happening in the game at this tree having to do with everything that should have been impossible to witness while I had busted their souls as well for trying to time things so that she would not stop playing her games for making music with me. At this point I knew that she already came to me many more times before meeting her than all of my previous lovers combined! How would it be possible to if we didn't meet in the future and send an echo backwards? It seemed much more likely that she was married to me in the original dream that I had while at my dad's new more permanent home he will likely keep and maybe pass along to us after he dies so it makes sense that I would notice her the most while there.

After I shared a concern that this girl could be accepting dates for money online, someone that very obviously is constantly facing these types of requests from men contacted her (Kiana or Kyootbot) and she decided to move to Los Angeles where she streamed and I felt so betrayed by everyone for doing this to us. They wouldn't let her win and kept trying to convince her of things that would only KEEP HER Po, Or and this did not stop happening once she arrived in Los Angeles.

My most famous friends that lived there who might be potentially contacts for me were Marci Wiser, Linda Strawberry, Via Marie (photographer). I didn't bother attempting to contact anyone though out of fear of what they would do to this poor girl that fell for the traps that ensnared her using Facebook in Portland by everyone slightly older than her that totally took advantage of her not knowing what was found in the real world as if answers from Facebook are actually reliable? You are in the dark if you think that this is real. People will surely be mean in order to score with the best ones but they have to make sure that they are failures in order for this to happen. All they likely did whenever this girl started to catch onto reality was probably laugh at her or mock her for being dumb enough (or crazy enough?) to think that anything coming from me could be true even though I was proving it with science as lie detector tests! Just check out the map in Los Angeles right now and where Adam's Street goes! To York and then where? Find it by trying to find where Amberglen Park Way goes and you will no doubt find our echo together absolutely everywhere that I have checked! I had a dream of Lana Del Rey with a plan to send her samples of deep stare guitar which is a new technique so the street name Via Del Rey is found where? York becomes parallel to Arroyoglen or something like that so wonder where the yoyo goes as the water tower is found at the top while my being the biggest tease in our country may have made this possible? I used the "water element" all of my life to get things like a population of attractive people to grow somewhere, etc.

While in Los Angeles I started to have dreams of our sons while I kept thinking that it would only take maybe one more week to be suddenly helped tremendously or for her to wake up (which would have been better because of what their first steps would have been when it comes to "helping me" which would include getting rid of her probably as she kept falling for traps laid out by older women closer to my age that want to prevent it..).

I did too much more her, obviously... because it really hurt me in ways that are never taken back.. it was absolutely horrible having times when I heard her arguing with various famous people she used to think were above me in dreams or whatever. The possibility that they would step on me or make me look worse so that they could ruin what this girl actually wanted was very real. One morning she came to me for oral as I was coming out of sleep to let me know what would motivate her the most and it really embarrassed me while unfortunately she knew it so I fear she could have been too scared that I would reject her.

I am on my way to Portland to get my stuff out of storage next because I want to invest my extra money rather than spend it to live somewhere more expensive as that will lessen the time that it takes to make my first million. The absolute best romantic dream that I had when she came to me to dominate me on top happened right before the stream where she was showing what she knew would make me want to quit or move on. She called me a stalker in it and shown a side of her that was into music that I feared the audience that followed me would hate her for listening to.

{There is so much more to add to this blog post!}

[I want to share what I have made thus far though]

It still hurts whenever she has sex with someone that may be guilty of what? I can only imagine from here while it has not been pretty. How could they possibly be so selfish as to even ask this from her when I did all of this? For how much longer will they succeed at keeping us failures so that they may keep using her for sex? How has it not already been proven that there is a good chance we have children together at some point in the future and you seriously are okay with trying to score with her? Really gross when you think about it. Let me help you if you wanted her and feel let down because of previous "investments" for everlasting sex robots or whatever?

I need help so I am going to Portland to expose the absolute truth and I know that every person who was mean to me on Facebook is going to regret it. They are already terrified of me right now because of what is found in my memory. It comes from the amount that used me in the past by the top or most coveted women to convince the men to follow me somehow so they could see more guys with makeup or they would be more friendly or not use curse words, etc.

I always will win outside of their fake popularity contest online.... people have been too scared to comment or post where I have shared for so many reasons.. is it safe for knowing about what I shared? How safe is it to be caught for knowing the mouse who are the shopping mall? While I was online I mostly played the most hardcore PVP competitive games and posted on forums daily so that we would not run out of players who were never sheep. That was just a tactic to convince people to play WoW instead. Whenever someone commented on one of my posts I would try to pick apart whatever was shared like the forums does. People that use the computer less fear this and may mistaken it as arguing or being put down? The women that I weeded from my Facebook to try and fix it so that I wouldn't ever read their stuff that was aiming to put others down in order to look better probably was able to get some kind of "revenge" but why am I even a foe of theirs? They are just crazy. I am not going to argue with anyone. Simply not trashy enough maybe.

My other blog post about what this girl did was taken down among other really messed up things such as the USB drive that had a copy of this was returned to my car that was broken into... there is a fact to wake up to that if we are going to use this many pictures, etc. the most coveted people will witness what should be otherwise impossible.. what was the right thing to do? It made most sense to me that it should be shared with the public if someone is hurt from anything that I am doing on the other side of the photo or camera containing the souls of people that could be victims of other people so that I would not be accused of using their subconscious minds without permission or anything like that. Otherwise, I could be too easily accused of being some kind of psychic vampire when the truth is that putting down others to make yourselves look better needs to stop as it hurts not only those found here but also in other times our light reaches. They now have televisions and radios or phones in the public everywhere so I am "busted" whenever I go to a restaurant or whatever if someone was trying to keep this a secret that people respond. How do I correct the inevitable accusations they will have after they witnessed everyone queued up doing things that should have been impossible to witness from my coming across them if I do not share with the people that were effected by my presence what they did because of me? At the very least, those that were effected by my coming across the light we share should know about whatever I witness! What kind of person would I be if I never told Forkgirl Cosplay what she did for me? What about when I know that they had the worst day because after I considered someone, I found another. The idea is to bring the letter Q to these people that obviously need it but whenever I think that direction they get mad since it means "someone else" or to get them off of me.

Has it been somewhere around thirty dreams of this girl now? Very possible if we meet and we became a couple. No other story has ever been as romantic. I absolutely had to be a "stalker" or else I had to risk people proving that I responded more for other women that I wanted more or something like that. Get it? I need the girl to be able to do it back to me or I messed up if it only goes one way like her doing it for me but how do I guarantee she gets this back from me? She will be able to do this for the rest of her life too! It is the by far the most romantic experience and worth it as long as the prize is won. The world is filled with enough bad stories. How do I give her the same experience back that she gives me? She proves it that I am by far the most important with timing and what should be impossible to witness unless we know one another well in the future?

It has been awhile that she has streamed so I went online and tried to get all of the GIFs that I could find of her. After I looked at every one I actually heard her voice in my head very loud crying as she said that I wouldn't like her once I found out how ugly she really was. It was the saddest thing and touched me enough to motivate my next song that sounds great so far! I need to be living in a place in Portland next month so that I can work overtime. Hopefully, the reason that her wishlist shows white items was because of reading what came from me about the Vespertine Ball in Portland on December 3rd.

Lately, I've been trying to find her in my memory more than the street names woke me up to so that I would recognize her from my childhood as I always picked Deanna Troi over the other Star Trek actresses to "use as a mermaid" that every child (and adult?) does while waiting? The first time that I knew it was her and came across her it was at the sky bar on Marina Street in San Diego where. Wow, I missed so much of this incredible story. I need a lot more time to complete what actually happened. Just showing the facts and dates easily makes lie detector tests no longer necessary but I took those too!

The word "Imzadi" is for the Betazoid that is a telepath (character for Deanna Troi) and this will connect Amber to the triangle because they are trying to help me get rid of the third wheel that came from the women older than her trying to make sure that I would accept a second wife, etc. Somewhere they know everything. I grew up mostly in Salt Lake City, Utah. There is no doubt that I am special. Pretty nice to be able to prove with science that fiction is completely SAFE and has been extremely helpful for us so that when we compare ourselves to these fictional characters there are so many things to learn. Becoming the character always comes with warnings as whoever created them want us to know that we are better than make believe characters.













Here is a picture of Crysania, Palm Bee would synchronize as her... she looks spooked at seeing my halo as the forest can be quite judgemental, so what has this Amber Flynn tried?

She sees my halo... I am thankful to find out from her ghost that the love triangle thing was NOT from my former lover or others completely as she was motivated by the extra attention that gave more donations coming from twitch when she went that direction.. her soul assures me that it's not real. Also, warns me of how it sparked "too much interest" from other men that might have A LOT of money. She may have gained weight recently on purpose to get other men off of her as this was what she was sending me before it happened. What I was doing would make her more coveted and she still has not even met me but I guess this would not really be true since she was tricked into making a fool of herself. This was a "revenge plan" coming from my former lover for coming to her bed to have her way with me while I was praying to the red robes to get her off of me so that I could be loyal with the one I had moved in with... I had no doubt that it was actually Amber that came to me here, rather than multiple women as I had originally thought. She just came from different time periods so that confused me since she was both thin and fat. Kathleen which was the person that I had moved in with did not come to me where I go to sleep for intimacy. Probably to protect me because she was not entirely honest with me or willing to see me as the absolute best while with me or away from me. Understandable. Thankful that we have a way to find out which ones are willing to give this vs which ones won't.


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I am currently in San Rafael, gathering the videos that will be needed for making the movie that tells the TRUE STORY about "finding Amberwood Drive" that proves the effective A-Rated storytelling actually provides a more helpful echo into the past that humanity was helped by! What I am saying in that the most helpful ideas our previous lives had that were the absolute best may actually be coming from us in the future as we participate in sending them back in time using the speed of our minds to connect in the furthest areas almost instantly.

My channel here proves that other languages are responding to my living once so this allows me to witness what sounds like English always having to do with whatever is going on around me that should be impossible to witness but it happens to me wherever I go!


Three streams ago when she put a pumpkin on her head you could actually head the ether say, "I want to marry Adam Meade..." how sad that I was not fast enough to capture that moment for you now but surely someone else has that stream still recorded out there somewhere? Go ahead and give it a listen!

Last night she came to me yet again but this time as an OLD WOMAN with regret but a promise that it will be worth it (our monogamy and future) and yes, she was still able to convince me that it is really her up there even though she still seems to hate herself so much that she does not allow me to get closer out of the fear of rejection it would seem, since somewhere she knows the truth in that I will be embarrassed of the mistakes and the "oops, I shouldn't have been drinking while using Facebook" etc. My family it seems that she is trying to avoid the most because of what their minds will do to her (send more hateful judgement that she is not good enough, etc.).

The street names here are absolutely amazing how they match my dreams and what happened which will be shared in this movie that I want to do as a compilation of "short films" that are piled together as a sort of documentary on one side for one version while the other one just focuses on experiencing the story like a regular film we are most used to.

Please forgive her for calling me a stalker as this has been an elaborate trap she was setup to use so that she would be snared into making a fool of herself while hated by others that knew the entire story and everything that actually happened... in Portland, everyone just slightly older than her has actually been guided by my former lover that spent a scary amount of time on Facebook everyday making up lies to be sure that she would succeed in cutting off the woman that took me from her. Understand the real history here. When I first moved in with Kathleen it was most likely Amber that kept coming to me every night multiple times in different costumes... I know this now from the English flipped backwards, the dreams that I have had, and most importantly the path that will be taken in the future should she chose to be her. Yes, it is true that I was not contacted by her in the way she knew would have cut me off since she made it look like a man did it she worked for between us from the timing of everything that I had witnessed on my side or maybe this was what I told myself out of the embarrassment that this could happen to me!?

Of course, since I never saw her face in some of these dreams... hopefully, I can still try and scare her into being good for me as if the person was actually someone else? Think that she will believe that it could be? Maybe it was sssniperwolf?


















FACT is that it is Amber that will remember eventually her dreams she already had when I came to her... I am expecting her to wake up at some point but I fear that possibility which exists from witnessing the echoes coming from myself that I wanted her to STOP STALKING ME and that she would in the future.. of course this would be true as a married woman but what if it was someone who realized she made the biggest mistake of her life?

My biggest motivation has been feeling these "female orgasms" that happened which feels like my whole body is tingling and tickling everywhere for a long time! I know that what I am working on will bring this feeling to her more than everything else but will they allow her to have this or will they succeed in taking it from her?

What I am talking about are the moments that I felt when I know that it was me who did it to her in another time period... when she felt the "oh my God it tickles!" everywhere in her body while her brain releases chemicals because of witnessing what should be impossible but is really happening and better than anything she could have ever imaged to be possible as a child or previously.

The last time that I recorded a video where I had said that the woman might be someone else since I never saw her face I had a dream of her being married to me and going on as my wife... then the next day this dream continued as I was working late and she wore her soundgarden shirt that means when we are married that I have permission to "wake her up nicely" when I am done working and ready for bed.. I found out that we got the "job" for touring another country so I started to count to twenty in another language on the way to bed so that she would know where we were going and when I came up to spoon her from behind she got out of bed to come up behind me as it is always better when she is coming up from behind me since this means that she will become the DOMINANT ONE and then I was submissive while she had her way with me with a drive much larger than I had expected since I thought that she was asleep while I was working but she must have been very excited to go if it was arranged.

There is SOOOOOOO much more that needs to be added to this incredible story, especially since it participated in naming the streets of our country everywhere that I went seemingly?! People will still think that I am lying or whatever out of the fear of what their street names are called. They have been terrified to face reality.

Once we meet she will spend time with me exploring her childhood to find where I am located as this is what gave me the best experiences that were so incredibly romantic as she was proving to me that she was the one I saw since I was a child... when she was very young and became curious about sex this was when I went five years without ejaculating. Chris Cornell was one of the artists that linked her to me as a child since her crush for him was linking her to what she would feel for me later on. I would be Sky Walker Drive that is the street that comes up behind Amberglen Park Way according to the dreams that I already had like the one when she wore this white shirt and we made love..

It is obvious what I am supposed to do regarding Thee News From Thee Host since the original Superman was almost homeless? Then became Clark Kent that started working for the Daily Star that later became the Daily Planet which matches what I am doing perfectly. The "Daily Star" would be the work that I have been doing for predeath funeral prep, celebrities will wake up to.

https://predeathfunerals.blogspot.com

The Daily Planet will be my new news channel Thee News From Thee Host that follows world events in a way that gives people the most realistic perspective for the best chances no human hosts will be harmed as we acknowledge that humanity was not aware of reality that are found in the past as it is extremely important to change the ways in which we use our language NOW or we will continue to curse ourselves or other people by the ways we use it. History should be written in a way that sees every person as a living puppet that picks up on what we send from here from their appendix slightly, so we should be more careful about no longer creating monsters on accident. We all know that the truest monsters are the ones actually willing to cross the line for whatever sent the thoughts though. Superman has a secret identity for obvious reasons because other countries do not need to see what I look like when I go dancing. I know that I have found the real Lo-is Lane but should I believe her ghost when she tries still to convince me that she is my wife? Her first name is a warning that she might be more like Bupu than Crysania if she doesn't change immediately as I may have made her scary famous. This would be because the "Great Highbulp" that was the leader of the Gully Dwarves actually lived on Menlo Street in Salt Lake City, Utah. This name is supposed to help me wake up other people to carry a prayer to the "gulp" he made before he jumped off of a building to ask him NOT TO DO IT because we all love him! What would you do if it happened to you? Superman comes from another world because of my scientific theory "Adam's Red Shadow Of A Green Apple" that states "if eternity is real than a celestial object in space should already be found both in the past and the future when the object has changed into something else entirely" which would mean that our sun became mercury and then venus, earth... next will be mars in how many years from now? Since ants will be here with us for as long as they will we should try to use our "breath weapon" on them so that they remain nice? Etc. The "Villian" Lex Luthor is not real but just a person that needs some help to wake up and agree that he is the same species and from the same planet? It has been fun comparing myself to the villain "Raistlin" and very helpful to make sure that I do not mess up like he did. Facing the Dark Queen of Krynn represents winning at playing video games while streaming on Twitch so his brother Caramon "pronounced not CAR-men but CARE-amen" that was stuck in the stupid arena playing games warned him not to face the Queen as the world would become ruined in the future if he did! The story makes a lot of sense and has been a great experience to wake up to. Will anyone else care to help me give this girl that has come to me in her sleep the best experience possible?

What other artists have made keeps following my life somehow?! The Dune story as well because of my dad's missing teeth while the Baron represents a pizza since he ate too many anchovies in his life, etc. My name would be "Paul" since he was my Korean friend that I worked with in Idaho and being a desert mouse wakes me up to the need for RATTING! The Dune story is yet another place where Amber gets a HUGE "female orgasm" all over her body because of being "Chani" my truest love as we make sure that we are really not these characters since it leads to our son becoming DUMBER THAN HIS FATHER and getting into drugs that leads to an atomic bomb detonating!? This will make it easy to scare his straight? No, maybe just talk some sense into his if he starts to go that direction. Rule him with guilt trips and tears. That should work. Hopefully, he is never interested in the "spice" that "let's it in" . .. Jessica is the name of a Jewish neighbor that I had which is so funny since the whatever it was in the neck goes to Dr. Who for warning me of who needs to be caught up out there before being motivated to try and kidnap me to hold me for ransom or whatever? Too many men would be grateful for my death so that my wife would be single, it won't work. KIDding. Poor Leto, never let him become the next Messiah. What a genius Frank Herbert was! My wife would be CHAINI because of the dreams that I had that ties me to her. I have not been free to choose another since our children were found as well in them. Just like what was found on that unicorn tapestry that is tied to the fence.

Adventure Time would make me Finn (f = claiming + i = balancing/justice + nn = loved) {I claimed that what? about PB?} PB = Princess Bubblegum. My fuzzy hat looks like the one that Finn wears. Marceline would be Forkgirl Cosplay the Vampire Queen who was also known as the "flower girl" in my dreams she was identified. She was like a best friend in there I would talk to for a long time. The very first time that I watched that show I had a vidid dream of Taylor and I woke up feeling so sad that she was gone like I had lost my best friend so I suspect that she might do something in the future like play AmBr Entertainment with us? The game that I made we will likely do with a cool group of people. I used to always play this with the coolest people. Really made dungeons and dragons so much less embarrassing so of course, it is going to follow me the most. It is like the need for a mascot.

Right now it seems like she is saying, "don't give this to other people! Make sure that it is for YOU to have me..."

WHY IS IT that she becomes "the best one" whenever its WITH ME? Does this indicate that they will not "rest in peace" until things are made right? The dead have proven as well as the living to have access to my memory and every moment with the speed of light that we share and then some.

PLEASE WAKE UP TO THIS! ITS FOUND EVERYWHERE AND GET OFF OF HER ALREADY

Let her win. (wow, seriously... PLEASE let this girl go! I do not want to hear anyone threatening to kill themselves again while she says to do it so that you will finally encourage us to meet! FIGURE THAT OUT ALREADY! It started to happen on my way to Portland. Obviously, men that are addicted to women wanted IT ALL and actually tried to "beat me to it" since they were spying on me while I was doing what I was doing but you will seriously look so bad if you keep doing this to us! It makes the entire country uglier and what happened to us targets other beautiful people too. This is why the street name was called Madison on the way to the goth club that needed Facebook to enter. The people that work there know the real reasons why. The math is definitely found and so is the selfish cutting off others and trying to control who gets to USE SOMEONE AS AN OBJECT! This kind of treatment is found everywhere on the internet. They have not cared about anything but themselves? They have been working for the folks of Facebook and Instagram. Please make them stop doing this! The more beautiful that I make another does what to me as someone looks for things to use against me like Tasslehoff Burrfoot's "topknot" that is actually a mixed love tape she gave me since it had a song by Death In June. Seriously, just let us go already. Stop synchronizing sick agreement to be abusive to us so that sex happens.

Still, this girl has not cared about herself enough to stand up to bullies like those found on Facebook that she would have actually been able to control if she simply spent more time with me maybe since she would have known what to say or links that provided proof for them to apologize and make things right, every single one of them! People are capable of using reputation for controlling people almost so it honestly gives me too much power that I already kind of flushed down the drain because of the dreadful walls that changed once I sent a friend request to all of the most beautiful women that I came across in Portland. They were so mean to others without their being around so I weeded them as I knew once they found out who I was outside of Facebook they would learn something that was needed so I didn't feel guilty from being favored for wearing makeup constantly. I don't want to feel like I had just missed crossfire by witnessing what they allow them to do to others that still surprises me to this day that anyone would allow them to ruin their website like that. I felt kind of bad how much an evil plan would work sometimes as maybe a dozen people would feel dumb for a moment then maybe take a silent vow for vengeance thanks to my post that was a stupid trap that was supposed to wake up the reader to how ridiculous journalism is before commenting something that clearly fell for it and proved it to be embarrassingly not only real but dictating their lives? 

I know the sad reality is that my former girlfriend was able to get revenge for the first couple of weeks that I moved in as I woke her up every night a couple times usually to tell her about my sex dreams so that I wouldn't forget them. She should not have been allowed to do that to me using social media. She should have been stopped as it was clearly obvious but she wasn't. They actually give people real weapons that are used on people that will hurt us. I've made so many easy suggestions that have been ignored. No reason that they cannot crowd control more to stop abuse from happening especially when they use the word "friend" instead of contact. It feels like until it is changed Mark is paid to assist with bullying people while he should have never accepted it as normal so it makes me wonder what could have happened to him in school maybe? That kind of behavior I used to believe was stopped before it left high school as the elementary bullies got it out while young? Once something like being cool for a party was accepted fights became less often but these people are obviously drinking while on Facebook then waking up feeling awful but too proud to apologize or fix it. Once I started to add people from the bars things went seriously downhill! How dumb it is that I probably could have controlled these people by bragging about who I was or who did whatever for me somewhere? Enough gifts I have had that I am not even sure where they end? Every one of these romantic dreams that I had in the bed of my newest girlfriend was about a woman that wanted to dominate me that came and proved it while it seemed like the purpose for these at the time was so that she would know that I was a good catch because she started giving me attitude when I offered to show some belly dancing moves that led to her dancing with other men so it seemed obvious that I was in some trouble. Those dreams completely changed her attitude it seemed like as I prayed to the red robes to get the women off of me while she might have planned to cheat while I was away? It seemed as though she changed her mind about others because of what I might describe as gravity proving that I was not a loser? She kept asking me questions that made absolutely no sense like whether or not I would have sex with someone without permission while the person was asleep or something like that which was quite alarming since I had already moved into her place so she should have already had a screening process to prevent these kinds of people!? I grew up with lesbians that were Facebook friends and had dozens of contacts that should've been able to verify that I was the opposite of creepy. I mean, I spent the night with her in her bed three times before I kissed her when she would have let me have sex almost definitely on the first night. Maybe this is her way of admitting to me that she wasn't sure about some of those she kept as company. I have been mostly the kind of person that imagines that everyone is aware of everything that I do and now I witness proof of this everywhere that I go from doing it for so long maybe I am actually different to an extreme? I do have an embarrassing history of drug abuse though.

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