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My ex girlfriend who I recently left in Portland had a birthday come up and she decided to make me feel sick as a gift by calling my interest in what would be more than I wanted to know about how she has moved on and been sexually active with others. She knew what to do in order to make feel most disturbed and I actually felt like dry heaving which surprised me as I had left her and already slept with someone else.
When I told her I would never sleep with her again I was probably over-reacting but she took it very seriously and was very upset so she told me that she wanted money back from a gift she gave me while we were together that cost her over a thousand dollars.
I paid for all of her rent for almost a year and for her vacation while we were together as well as gave her spending money for doing things such as reading a book like Dragonlance since I had also read it and I was wanting to start a family or get married while we were together so thought it was a good idea to know the same story somewhere so that we could use certain code between us if it ever came up during emergencies or whatever?
Anyways, back to my story.. I had agreed to pay her a couple hundred a month until I paid her back but she told me that she was going to need to right away or she would be kicked from her place as she could not afford it after I left. She suddenly called me and told me that I was off the hook and did not have to pay her anything because she would get the money from her Mother but I had to be blocked on Facebook and from her phone until my birthday when she would unblock me. I was instructed by her only to contact her by writing letters only. So I did not really think anything of it as I guess she was getting the money by convincing her Mother that she needed money from me but didn't want to get it from me because I was abusive or something like that? Playing the victim card in some way. She was already known for doing this to people as thirty people seemingly unfriended me at once when we had announced our relationship status on Facebook and they told me that it was because of making up lies about her ex boyfriend while several times during our relationship her friends kept trying to warn me that she was going to do the same thing to me whenever we broke up but I was dumb enough to trust her. I had even believed her when she first lied to me by telling me that I called her friend a nasty name while I was drunk. It was so out of character. I should have known better. For whatever reason she seemingly wanted to punish me for leaving her?
It was a huge surprise to see a restraining order show up against me from her with lies she came up with about my grabbing her wrist violently or something like that? She was right in that I grabbed her wrist once but it was not in front of a market in the way she described in the paperwork. In real life I have never argued with anyone since middle school or before that so becoming violent was never possible. When I grabbed her wrist it was a habitual reaction caught on film while I was streaming on Twitch when she was grabbing the keys from me without permission but I stopped her out of habit and then gave it to her when she asked or realized what was going on.
I should have been furious about it but maybe a pathetic wreck is a better word? I have never known of anyone getting a restraining order before. I thought it was only something a stalker would get or an abusive someone but me??? I have never even argued with my girlfriend before or any person for the most part. Not any of them in my entire life. Never back and forth. That never has happened to me before. I am taking a lie detector test to prove that all of this post is true because I need to make sure that fans of my music and followers of the future know the truth and what had actually happened with her was like she said in her text messages that she was getting money from her Mother along with maybe some attention or help in trying to absolutely ruin me for leaving her? I had shown a letter to the court she sent me that proved her story was false and the ways that they looked at her let me know that they knew it was a lie but they kept it active since it would be off my permanent record anyways. I had no idea that was the case or I never would have bothered going to court to fight it as that had cost money to fly out there to stay for a week!
Right after she blocked me it really helped me out because I have never been rejected before as I used to wait for the woman to make the first move as it happened often to me. When I was very young I dated older women like spending the night kissing an eighteen year old gal while I was thirteen who got into trouble for it from her friends and after her my girlfriend was sixteen. Both of them kept trying to have sex with me and I ended up passing them along to my older brother who did it as I did not want to be second best to anyone as it would not be "real love" and he asked me permission. I started to wear makeup in my mid teens and so naturally everyone that I was around was extra nice so coming across something negative did not really happen much until Facebook came along?
I worked very hard with determination to fix absolutely everything negative out there somewhere about me as the thought of even one person not liking me has kept me up at night previously and this was one big mess to clean up with my ex girlfriend spreading lies so I started to make music as fast as I could to save her from the garbage on the other side of her wall as I kept making new discoveries. Because of the planet moving and mass bending time bacteria and trash uses our brain tissue more when we are thinking directly East/West of it. Just use your memory and you will find that the spot you came up with every horrible idea was West or East of a cat litter box, trash, refrigerator, toilet, kitchen sink, or something along those lines. When the kids played truth or dare outside it was the one who was sitting East/West of the septic tank that came up with the horrible dare for the others to do, for example. Have you ever felt dirty and crossed a line in an extremely embarrassing way? Now you know more about why it is called feeling "dirty"!!! Whenever the garbage was taken out while we lived together as a couple we suddenly wanted to get married and start a family while planning on moving out but then the trash would start to build up again for our entire floor and we were on the other side of it in a tiny apartment unable to really escape the "potty thought zone" that usually is not found absolutely everywhere.
I had sex videos that we had made together that I used because it was much better than all of the porn that I could find online even though they were terrible as she was in a bad mood since I was leaving and I decided to buy toys to go with it for the first time in my life which surprised me that I was able to achieve some of the biggest orgasms that I have ever had!? This helped me cope with being single and wait for my next serious one.
Like my other girlfriend I was going to her in my sleep to see her before we met and she was looking forward to meeting me in our dreams while asking me not to give up in trying to patch things up with the version of her that existed in the future...
I had been scared of watching television or movies for a long time because of noticing how it seems to be aware of my thoughts as they respond to my mind on the other side so watching our sex tapes was kind of hard at first, most especially because she would seemingly talk back to my mind... in one part she responded with "yes" to my asking in my mind if I could add her old pictures to the videos to make it better.. what was funny is that in one part it sounds like her tummy is talking as it says, "I love you!"
While with her I demonstrated "remote viewing" to be really happening to me when she made me watch Game of Thrones with her and it happened while she was listening to music.
Right when I moved in I was used to living with having to hear what seemed like other people in my brain as what they would say always seemed to be a response to whatever it was I was thinking as if they were telepathic and always reminding me that they were aware of my mind so I had a way of delivering embarrassing thoughts somewhere that fixed it such as a sex act becoming poopy diapers or something like that?
Televisions and music always seemed to follow me in an impossible way as if they knew what I was thinking and by some miracle the synchronicity would always be the perfect response to whatever it was I was thinking and I was getting tired of this so thought that maybe if I listened to another language for awhile that might fix it?
Well it didn't as other languages seemly would also respond to my mind with words that would sound similar enough to English words that would be the perfect response to whatever it was that I was thinking... but I tried anyways and found it somewhat relieving but thought maybe something more ancient might work better so I turned on monk hymns.. just like everyone else it was responding to my mind as if they were speaking English so I would ask with my mind what they were doing and they would respond with "trying to help you" and then when I would ask "who am I?" with a thought they would respond with "we do not know what to call you?"
My girlfriend was listening to oldies without words to give me some relief and was okay with absolutely never watching television but even the instruments seemed to sound like words responding to my mind in a weird way? I thought it sound like it was asking me not to be a shark while asking me what I wanted and then when I thought of my plans they responded that they were going to try and help me. I was going to the bathroom but nothing was happening because of being shy and feeling like I was on stage so I had asked her to turn it off for a bit but she just laughed. I was trying to take a "number two" . .. or in other words 'to go poop' and suddenly the man started to sing about Lucy Brown as if they knew what was going on and were making a joke with me!
While watching the Game of Thrones for her she agreed to allow me to pause it every once in awhile to go back and double check that I really heard how they responded to my mind on the other side. During the part when the Lanister was a prisoner and someone was praising him as a fan who watched him fight in the arena I was wondering if such a thing was borderline gay since I have never really felt such admiration for anyone before and in the background among the extra suddenly laughter broke out as they said, "that is not gay!"
I typically would try to meditate while watching which is hard as I do not want to be bothersome or miss anything but for some reasons I slipped and started to think about The Beetles when the dwarf said that he did not understand why someone would kill a beetle as if he knew?!
Every time that I watch anything I go through this experience and it feels like I am partially composing it so it can be somewhat embarrassing but they make it entertaining in a whole new way because they are seemingly always so grateful that I watch it.
I could at any time just start to talk out loud for things to happen for me like a color in a certain location in the next moment to find them do this for me to prove to the person that I am with that they are doing this for me.
On my YouTube channel I have made hundreds of hours of videos showing me demonstrate this phenomenon to be real usually by using a random number generator and asking for them to follow that for me since it would prove it to be real since I could not cheat in any way unless the way the numbers were generated was rigged somehow?!
From what I can tell what makes it possible is mass bending time and the speed of our mind being something like light where time slows down when we approach the speed of light as that would connect us to others outside of normal time?
This actually happens to everyone but they typically do not think as much as I do... partially because of feeling naked due to others letting me know that my thoughts are important.. and while around children it seems that my brain is always helpful and part of what probably assists in programming their dreams so parents are always thankful in their subconscious minds as they are typically led to the wisest routes.
While doing anything such as smoke or drink my thoughts would be timed in a way that would turn off children or guide them away from thinking of all the reasons that it is bad or dumb to do.
Once a child was running from the Mother in a park by the river in Portland as she was screaming frantically for the baby to stop. I suddenly thought of all the reasons not to run anymore so the child suddenly stopped and then looked over at me as if he wanted to see who warned him.
When a lightning storm goes on outside it's absolutely terrifying to take a walk because I am so much more "attractive" than other people so I have to time my thoughts in a way that makes sure it is not coming towards me and so it will feel like I get to choose where it strikes in the sky! While living in Arizona I could get the hawks to leave by thinking of the reasons it might be helpful for them to allow a spot for the bunnies to "go forth and multiply" for some time to return to later for a feast? In Utah my checking the weather had made the ducks leave who were seemingly quacking responses to my brain while I was working.
This would be the type of holy person natives look for... once people seemingly saw me call lightning to strike in three directions while I was on a circle in front of my home where the porch used to be that I tore down.. I thought that I was doing it to protect my girlfriend while living with her for some reason and stomped my foot in the direction that it went off to the East, South, and then West.
I have wondered if maybe a Holy Cathedral or something would be built there in the future because I used to live there on Church St? The address is the date the Mayan Calendar begins and it ended when I broke up with my girlfriend who is part Aztec. I have wondered if it was for that reason since I seem to know more about some of their secrets than anyone else? I believe that when they used to sacrifice people it was a magic show to prepare people for the real thing while teaching the children a lesson at the same time. Similar to how Kain did not kill Abel but God and Adam did to teach Kain a valuable lesson in never endangering his little brother again as Abel wanted his own boy to go through it since he thought that it was so much fun? The Gods of the Sky would be where the eaten child would do something similar as going to school far away and then come home later to surprise his brother who was tricked into thinking that his careless behavior or maybe disobedience was what killed his brother? There are likely many things in the bible we misunderstood. When Moses killed an Egyptian it was likely a goat? When the first born was killed by orders that could have been a magic trick as well? The forbidden fruit was an egg as the birds suddenly accused them of being evil so now they had the knowledge of good being something they were no longer part of and they felt naked from never being able to escape the birds that spied them from above easily.
As a child I watched He-Man while my favorite color was pink who was Prince Adam and my Mother bought me a Lego pirate ship for Captain Redbeard which is funny because red is found only in my beard... this seems to be the reason that there is a pirate face on the cover of a certain Legendary Pink Dots album that speaks of Highland where I lived and seemingly has a message to remind me of what might be the largest flaw found in the Mormon faith?
When the show Today's Special came on I met the best friend that I ever had named Jeff in real life... funny coincidence that I had watched a Twilight Zone episode while "remote viewing" where I couldn't help it but to think that the mannequins were Mormons in a certain episode where they take turns becoming human for just one day which I thought was maybe like someone going to Las Vegas who was from Salt Lake City while watching it respond to my mind?
It seems that humanity was already thankful and ready for accepting me into the world as in the future I would have greeting the ghosts of the past from sharing the same light and sound connecting us during our most relaxed state sometimes and most people never noticed that I was any different as I typically keep it to myself what is going on with the television or whatever is responding to me?
I noticed while watching my intimate videos that in one part the both of us said "California" out loud a bunch of times out of nowhere as if I watch it in the future while rich and famous to send something back? Also, I heard myself propose to her and she accepted while I am sure that I had said absolutely nothing when I made it. Many times during the films we say things out loud to what might have been men with access to it from our phone company? Asking them to get out.
I caught onto a pattern found in the intimate videos that I had made of my ex girlfriend and myself making love. The footage was taken a few days before I left her so that I would have something good to remember her by and use to help me feel satisfied and not feel the need to go and find someone else to sleep with right away but instead to use the videos as this was my plan to wait for someone special and not partake in casual sex anymore. This has worked great since I had bought a fleshlight to use along with it and have enjoyed using the videos almost more than I have enjoyed the act of having sex! When I had put the one together that I used most frequently what I had done was quickly combine all of the videos along with most of the pictures that I had of her which were pretty much randomly tossed together like one would while making a salad. I noticed while using this edited homemade porn that we both seemed to be responding on the other side of the pictures in the videos as if we were aware of not only my thoughts but of the pictures that I was looking at while watching it. The photos were inserted in mostly random locations as the very quickly put together edited film would show a photo of her every few seconds while showing the best parts of the sex tapes. Then I had noticed how every picture was aligned to match up with her favorite shirt she always wore when we would go dancing which was a ouiji board when it came to where the blue was located in every picture of hers or mine in the background when using that shirt to measure.
It was easy to notice how almost every photo would clearly show the blue in the background always shown on the "yes" side according to the ouiji board shirt. It was as if she was responding to what I was thinking on the other side of the photos as I would have a very intimate experience that felt like the next picture was always partially a response to whatever it was that I had thought right before seeing the picture. For at least an hour or so every single photo that I looked at had blue in the upper left of the photo as if to line up with what her ouiji board shirt says about the "yes" side...
She even seemed to be looking at the blue in some of the pictures as if she was following my train of thought. It felt like a complete miracle!
During the video the both of us seemed to be saying things out loud at random parts that were always a response to my thoughts as if we were aware of everything that I would be thinking of while watching the video, giving me an experience that felt much like communicating, even though it may have been with myself in the past. For example, if it was night time she would respond to this and tell me to sleep as if she was aware of what was going on over where I was watching the videos. Also, I would say things out loud in response to myself that I was sure that I had I remembered never saying while the videos were being taken.
I always held my toy thing in my right hand while watching the video and noticed that it seemed the people on the other side were somehow aware of what I was doing and not only that but also could actually see the other side of the picture and what I was doing... it was kind of hot but out of a guilty feeling I felt the need to make a new video that does not show others in the photos anymore.
Sorry ladies, but I didn't know that you could see me on the other side... don't look down on my bottom right side? Is she covering herself as if she can feel me on the other side? Many of these photos were taken before we met!
Oops!
How embarrassing yet somehow not since they are not aware of what I did or they are uhhHh... what!? Some people always respond in a "hey, stop that!" kind of way while others do not seem to mind so much... sorry!?
While going through her pictures to add them to the videos I catch onto a mathematical pattern found because of a ouiji-board shirt that she always wore whenever we would go dancing as the blue found in the picture was typically located in the upper left or the "yes side" when using this ouiji-board shirt to measure.
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I woke up to several important discoveries at the beginning of the 20s or end of 2019... one of them being people responding to me with perfect timing on the other side of photos and videos, etc. Even artwork or what was written will seemingly respond to my mind by some small mathematical margin at the very least as if the person found on the other side is trying to be closer to me somehow like maybe wanting me to visit in a dream or to meet them in real life?
So, after my dead friends I was convinced that it was actually real somehow that they knew of my mind and had access to all of my memories constantly being proven to be real which is what is part of creating our dreams the things that are witnessed when waking up to what I am sharing.
I have realized this morning that the main motivation from documenting this may have been because of being angry at other men for always being queued to block me from a woman that is synchronizing what she is doing on the other side to get more of my attention in the way that I would actually do something more to get her which in every case would never be more than making songs and sharing everything in public so long as they were okay with it... its not important to me anymore to try and prove that I am not "crazy" or a "loser" or "special" or "Jesus" or "anti-Christ" or whatever else they may come up with just to put a foot on my head and try to get the attention off of me.. I have no reason to hide anything from anyone honestly so long as I use addition with it the information should be safe for anyone unless it is my password or maybe something personal from the hospital like a list of allergies as there are actual evil people out there somewhere and I have only come across a picture or video to be sent away and work for myself or others that I was coming across so was in a state of experiencing a type of 'obedience' that was coming from their dreams that all of them would agree upon (including the men) that inevitably led to the sixteen scented celebration to be able to pass this tremendous gift of knowledge along to other people so that they are further woken up to the importance of space more than time when it comes to saving themselves or other people for the sake of not only those present but others sharing gravity both before and after they had lived responding to eternity like them. If you would like any file from me from any time period simply ask me and I would be happy to share it so there is no need to feel any kind of motivation to have inspiration to "steal my things" to see what kind of information that I have kept from the public or what kind of "evil secret American or anti-American government help" there could be on my hard drives or previous computer builds. I have practiced my use of computers since having a job working with them rebuilding all company machines in a way that is extremely private and preparing to be watched by someone in the future who had managed to find a way to see absolutely everything that I do as I will get older and age while every new computer patch is impossible to keep up with perhaps when there are so many ways that a country or company could sneak in something that helps them spy and gather everything in some way that I was previously unaware of inevitably losing more and more privacy as I get older like going to a hospital with a gown on while naked while people are surrounding me. Please stop feeling the need to block or reroute anything that I am working on or sharing if this is happening anywhere without letting me know what is happening and why since I absolutely need at this point for the public to know what is going on with me so that all of the negatives of this year may be more likely fixed by the following one. Hopefully I am truly One and will make it to the age of 100 and beyond to see that the year will not end when I die after 2080? As long as I am known to the public and capable of sharing everything this gives me the best chances of survival so please welcome me and what I have to share while getting more involved in timed education for healing using the teachings coming from our ancestors that I am following potentially more than the prophets or others found in the more 'recent' religious relics as the meek that shall inherit will be more holy than everyone born in the past should they have succeeded in saving humanity as they had set forth to do according to these records. Returning to the oldest teachings in regards to our losing privacy from so many cameras or whatever logically brings us back to older ways of knowing everything that a person did along with living outside where the eye of nature is proving to be able to let others know every secret attempted to keep as a long time ago there was no such thing as a lie while there was no need for one. What I am sharing should definitely be spread in other countries and languages so that more will copy what I am doing or go with the flow for ending all suffering on this planet someday along with preventing our extinction as a species. This would be to get people off of me in the way that is too dangerous as there should be no secrets where I am found outside of other people's confessions or secrets as we were all just human beings and embarrassing moments like a thought cloud responded to eternity so please respect the need for teaching others how to use our language correctly and I am starting to go to the schools now that would be colleges for renting out a room to give lectures. I am from "you-taught"? No, actually... I am from California. Instead of feeling threatened from my being alive and existing please just let me know how you have felt in danger so that I could help or maybe someone else as we have all been ill. The story IS extremely comical and its so important that as many people as possible know about it for reasons that will save lives as waking up without me first would be dangerous as there are so many forks in the road or ways that a person could have chose the wrong path easily. The reasons being the PROOF that when a person has a dream of their family member that is sexual it was done by the collective of humanity as a doppleganger who looked almost just like the person had volunteered to 'provide the lesson needed' so that the child or whoever would wake up disgusted and no go that direction among other things. Its too easy to figure out these things on our own most especially when we are on the RIGHT PATH that would be sober or being healthier making it so easy to simply use a memory and figure out that the other people in our dreams had the same dream but from a different perspective and version as the message is always to wake us up as we work to heal or prevent what was shared in this dream. For example, having a romantic sexual dream with another may be a bad thing if its remembered because it is the collective consciousness using the brain called gravity trying to get us to stop something bad that could happen. Someone may come to me as an elderly woman letting me know to work harder on stopping her from making a mistake among other things. Because of my work and who I am naturally "making love" may potentially be a dangerous thing as every person that I have 'slept with' or spent time with while measuring my responses have exchanged confessions with me along with the knowledge that would be what threatens their health the most. The more that I consider hiding everything that I am working on from the public or keeping it more secretive to be used by only the 'trusted people' or whatever is proven to be wrong because of what comes from the dreams, artwork, pictures, videos, and everything else that I come across after the mere thought warning me of the danger that would immediately come from people thinking that they are not being included in the best benefits of the world. There are phones, televisions, pictures, historical relics everywhere... and its only a matter of time that more and more people wake up to the very obvious mathematical patterns found from the magic of synchronicity. What reasons would a person have to do this in the heads of people immediately all over the place when discovering this or even connecting to our light or sound? These people must be losers that could not get a woman in real life from simply approaching her or working harder. This is correct in that there should be no magical carpet ride for my children with their majestic tears capable of surrounding us with slaves and hurting themselves or others over who gets to open the door or whatever? If when their consciousness is not aware of what we do or work on that they are not conscious of that is always connecting to the TRUTH being selfish people trying to keep an unfair advantage over everyone else or having ways to MAKE SURE to have as much "love" as possible or free ride or "better blood line" or future this comes back and bites not only the people doing it but others who were not involved and innocent. Layers of education and timing is absolutely needed but teaching those who could be working with only cash or illegal activity needs to be avoided unless it is like that dream of UFOs that I had is real... stairs, levels, or benches representing not only our age or next in line to die for whatever reason but the knowledge that should be had by the people before they are actually dead. This might mean for some people being the worst criminals in the best areas (so they are not so bad?) getting this knowledge might be more helpful to those sharing gravity so that they know that they were wrong and have the regrets needed for everyone know does not have the detailed memories and connections as to WHY.
Dream Dates Thus Far (I will keep coming back to this and update it... so that if someone I wrote about wants something taken down they can ask me but of course I am not going to believe a double as the person would have to prove to be them.. as people may get their accounts hacked or whatever?)
I should also explain that a lot of this was done while COVID was happening and there was nothing to do or go out for meeting new people like usual and somewhere in this blog I will have a separate section for those that I came across in the dating websites... I must confess though that it was mostly a TEST to see how it works and what was possible or how it they were capable of doing it to me like they were as I would make up new "rules" for them to follow and then be amazed at the results so there was A LOT of 'acting' that I did with my brain so that the people would have a better dream or experience on their end... honestly, I should not share the dating profile people because that was too real or personal as it feels to invade their privacy too much.. sharing 'celebrity dream dates' is a bit safer since they can simply shrug it off since nothing really happened but my documenting my dream or how they were responding to my coming across them. At first I thought that people already knew who I was and were obsessively following me because they were always impossibly trying to get more of my attention somehow while I was extremely picky until I caught onto this and then was shocked into becoming a sort of "hostage of kindness" feeling like the television was watching me instead of my watching them or being a conductor or everything coming from other people or being on some sort of stage that was impossible to get off of. So this changed the way that I would think completely since the year 2012 when the Mayan Calendar ended and I broke up with my Mexican't girlfriend {I am an American't citizen since my middle name is James and I do not want to be bonded to any illegals or making up excuses for others involving 'CanAda'(m?) or whatever...} I have found recently while traveling the counry that if I had more money or power people all over the world would not have died like they did and diseases would not have spread as much unfortunately because of my having so much more knowledge regarding how to avoid sickness or stop it from getting worse when compared to other people. I have habits such as holding my breath when I walk by others among other things that came from doing things such as a raw vegan diet or other very strict practices. I have learned so much more about avoiding sickness that I have been getting sick less than once a year while COVID has been around when it used to be twice a year but I would never get sick in the same way that others would unless it was going along with their bad timing of diet or habits such as eating mold (cheese) or other animals that may be sick sometimes. Anyways, I was getting help from my parents and doing stuff in return while catching up with family (for the first time in my life in some ways compared to the past but my getting closer to them is too embarrassing as they do not want to be reminded of who they used to be or act like my family member or risk my making them look bad?)... somewhere out there someone very sick might want to test my network or my country's by doing things to me or others that I know by cutting me off while maybe making someone sick intentionally.. what a malicious and despicable thing to do but its to be expected when they are trying to understand something that is coming from a higher power to heal people from those in the future sending positive echoes and other things thankful for my work and taking it further without pushing any war or illegal efforts anymore.
Please stop doing this! We are civilians and just a small home compared to others perhaps but every member of my family has been such an individual while wanting space from the others while living in different states so this complicates things and in the minds of a delusional 'war-thinker' who wants to know whose side we are on? Because of being American and having siblings or parents friends with every kind of person there is to be found (on accident a lot of the time?) in many ways or whatever from just knowing a lot of people and traveling or being loved by others so thinking that this is true kind of brings brother against brother or sister against sister because of our culture and how we live treating individuals with respect over favoring groups of people like we should all have barcodes on us? Such accusations are inevitably out there but what is fair is fair... and do not be surprised if you find people in my family working with all sides often as my Mother was a flight attendant for over 50 years while my Father was a Veteran who did not kill anyone while he served.. he moved everywhere around the country building up homes and reselling them. My Mother never stopped feeding the birds and talking flowers or plants with her wherever she goes while my Dad was always fixing up homes while encouraging healthy bodybuilding and strict living. You would be wasting your time and almost everyone would assume that only a network that is for kidnapping people regarding a sex slave market trade are the only people capable of having a problem with us outside of an argument? That is definitely real and the concerns that it would be a good idea to trick another into doing something against me or another would work in going against you has been real as well? Since there is always more to what is going on and in our heads have been good normal decent people that have not been hateful. Sad that I would write such a sentence but I am responding to everyone who ever comes across my work as I go so I know that these thoughts have been out there somewhere even if its just a despicable politician trying to see how much they are capable of hiding or whether or not they could get away with controlling me for their own profits or plans over what I am working on as there has been absolutely no reason not to simply talk to me about what I am doing as I am very eager to help other people and find out if there is anything that I should do differently. I feel that constantly there are people trying to do something crooked while making it look like others are doing this instead of helping me or working with me more directly so that everything that could be a problem to anyone could be fixed from what I am doing in the future regarding my work. One of these concerns might be coming from something another person is doing that is illegal that I am not aware of or something like that? Once I am able to get help financially things will be dramatically changing as I am able to actually reach people and help them or do more than just a song with a prayer or whatever?
So I have discovered how to "dream date" others to save a lot of time so that I do not have to go out on dates with others due to various flaws that they confess to me while asleep while its still very romantic and not effective compared to
I am going to bring this to LiveJournal because of the dreams that I had of Putin and Russia giving me more confidence knowing that it is the right thing to do for not only my country but for the world as I know he might be bothered if he finds it since he might be expected to respect everyone involved among other things but will be very careful not to share the identity of people and protect their privacy more because of places that large and all those in-between us there are too many that would potentially be inspired to take things where I would not want them to go... for THIS BLOG I will keep going for those closer to home and update it while keeping things simple and too the point until I get a lot more views and am able to succeed finally as getting enough money to be able to start making these A-Rated films, photography, and start businesses or help others do this absolutely needs to happen NOW! If there are reasons not to share do not keep your concerns to yourself. Just share them with me and understand that I am grateful to be able to make sure that the college folks and working professionals get the knowledge first over the illegals or those in another country to ensure that its safer for everyone involved as there are too many things that could go wrong from not understanding English better as there are ways they could hurt themselves or others tremendously from attempting to do this without my help most especially if they are powerful doing things without asking permission to control people. Losing privacy in their mind in Russia right now? Just from catching onto reality more or looking into the origins of thought? They may be thinking that something is in their food, handshakes, drugged somehow in the air, or so many other things triggering them dangerously so this needs education needs to be shared with timing that is healing instead of creating psychos, illegals, or justified kidnappings as people might come up with things such as excuses to "save them from parasites" among other things... when the more effective solution is simple which would be asking nicely and cheering when others are headed in the desired direction.
"Celebrity" Dream Dates Thus Far (this should be shared by others everywhere so that they can know who is doing to them as it might be breaking up marriages among other things without ever being able to meet the people are doing this to them for all we know?)... its important to document this for every person to share it with those concerned {be careful of strangers though perhaps if they are have malicious intention?] so that there are less 'victims' of light and sound due to our current use of technology and how we are always responding to the observers and connecting to other minds in other time periods just like we would without the technology but in a way that we are capable of channeling our attention more directly and ACTUALLY WITNESS the magic of synchronization, creationism, and the splitting universe as fate is changed best y making deals with our next meal or the ways in which we garden or interact and share our space as that is a bit more valuable or important than time that does not progress as so many people have previously understood. More people in the future doing this should help others be able to help a person perhaps find a partner or something along those lines if what they are doing wherever they may be located is going to interfere with the minds of others in a different place or time on the other side of light and sound shared. Right now I am a time traveler responding to the future and being thanked by those from the past who are confessing and apologizing for only living once and not being able to do more to save themselves or other people as between us is always a nonhuman influence trying to hitch a ride or take away what is ours or make a deal most foul someone who is very scared or ignorant might be capable of making on purpose.
{they will call themselves "vampire women" and the act of coming to me "levitating" which is an incredible experience and more romantic than perhaps anything since the intimacy is closer than touch... I used to practice using more of my brain from entering trances by dancing all night to enter shaman state of mind or other things so that when I relax an outside influence fills my brain if I allow possession to occur.. and so its like watching television other people are in control of that I may ask them to do things and guide it that way if I am lucky but they do not have to follow so it can be very romantic as they come to me maybe naked or seductive but its not the best experience sometimes since something extremely disturbing might just happen to warn me about something for healing the people as dreams happen for a reason and this act would be something like assisting in the weaving of other people's dreams to wake them up to the smaller influences such as the insects in our dreams as well?}
A good explanation of the Mayan Calendar is found here: A-Rated Film Creation (or Photography)
I should mention that they get totally ENRAGED if I worry about whether or not they have a boyfriend or whatever typically before I go along with their pull for the "dream date" so if you think that its helpful to 'do me or her a favor by blocking me from seeing someone?' than well... if she is not married and obviously inviting me with her mind to think about her and find her the next time that I go to sleep.. this is our right and its totally evil to think that we should all be kidnapped and hidden under layers while never allowed to go out into the sunlight with a bikini or whatever while what I came up with called the sixteen scented celebration should correct all of the negatives found in a healthy manner to maximize the chances anyone would hurt themselves or others while being so grateful for the participation the concerns for rejection would not be nearly as great so long as people accept that no human being is property of another somewhere in their life as the symbol of a woman in every culture should still allow her to be free or experience the same luxuries as other cultures with the layers of choices that our ancestors had followed for countless generations somewhere between every person alive today.
Today there are men and women working together normally while it makes going to work so much more enjoyable even though people are not actually touching one another its playful and there may be flirting everywhere without any real harm done while its very normal and acceptable to use a 'mermaid' or man with a trident or whatever until finding a mate of our own. In fact, married couples have let me know while asleep that its totally wrong to judge people who are married as well as they should not be shamed for appreciating younger people or whatever with their mind but of course it is not going to feel okay FOR ME to do as I am not a young man anymore so admiring what I will someday find somewhere else is kind of a waste of time now. This act is not shameful or wrong though unless maybe I was some sort of psychic vampire that was not welcomed? Their responses would be the opposite than they are though if that was real. So far that kind of response has come from being too scared to be seen as ugly or something along those lines? Growing up I kind of did the 'pity' thing not only for real but in my mind as well. I enjoy this act. Choosing someone who is not the best so that suddenly she definitely looks the best over the others! Its like giving her a better "glow"?
In some areas more than others our minds may be tricked by a nonhuman influence trying to find ways to spread and constantly our heavier mass or weight is being used for weird sort of eyes or awareness that do not understand normal time but are capable of seeing a possible future constantly as if actually 'watching' a splitting universe where there may something like the germ level?
So here are the types of encounters that I have had... here is a list of people that I have "promised" several times that I would have a dream date with but have not done it yet for whatever reason (this is capable of enraging them sometimes if I am planning on doing this with one but end up doing it with another? They almost always find a way to "punish me" on the other side for it and its impossible to hide ANYTHING from them where we go to sleep from what I experience as it always picks up where we last left off but most of them do not get mad or are good at masking their hurt or they may show 'warning signs' of "you better do it as you planned as I have missed your mind!" and yes I have done this out of 'pity' but won't do that anymore as its not helpful as I was hoping it would be? I probably should not share some of them because of others being mean potentially? Its very effective to get a taste of what dating them would be like and I know that they wake up feeling much better thanks to me but a downfall might be my doing things to make sure they don't wake up bad because of me if that's possible? Hopefully after I plan for one person and then 'forget about them' it doesn't mess them up too much but they will give me warning looks like it might make them feel more lonely or depressed than usual? This is why it is kind of important that I go back to fulfill my 'promises' maybe? Weird as it sound it might lead someone down a path of drinking or feeling ugly when its not true because most of the time its just my computer randomly showing one person on my wall or whatever first? It would be too psycho for me to focus on only one so I have not done that... bad idea if things did not work out once meeting as that is the only true test anyways no matter how well the 'date' goes?):
Emily Hanes (its extremely romantic what she has done for me! SO HOT!!!)
thatgirljoeyofficial
theghoulbabe
rottenpapi
felicia day
peachmilks_ (evie sunsett) {because of what my little sister did once maybe suggesting her?}
k8savy
allieraa (I have had a lot of connection with her while asleep... like we are best friends?)
xoaeriel {feel bad that I had risked her to get out of a sticky situation... grateful for her help.. extremely worried about her but hopefully its just really dumb men trying to find more women to be in their next porn or to sleep with somehow using their internet or what they know from following me? This enrages me just like a van trying to kidnap them BECAUSE HOW AM I GOING TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE? You might as well be a terrorist... keep people dumb on purpose to take advantage of them has NEVER been part of anything that I am doing or anyone else that I know including my Father, family, friends... everyone! If you think that this is okay than what makes you any different than a terrorist going around to kidnap the next victim? People have done this to my parents their whole life and their kids... they do not stop trying to have sex or possess us in some way and it does not end so they will try with drinks or whatever it takes.. please help me to build a network that would be waking up people with timed education instead of assume that people have been going around knowing more than absolutely everyone else like the "secrets of heaven being the North" or whatever? Keeping such a thing a secret kills people and no one that I know has been part of doing anything like that at all but its been more of witnessing miracles and amazed while completely embarrassed from everyone being so dumb or sick still but of course it makes sense to keep a lot of what is written in the bible a secret because it is not a "good book" but actually an extremely deadly one that potentially makes assassins immediately once they learn how to read WHAT WAS ACTUALLY WRITTEN... so that much if obvious.. to keep dangerous alchemy knowledge away from the people as much as possible so that they are not wanting to use it or get some but this knowledge is found on every device with the internet when someone looks like "poisonous plants" or whatever as historically if they were going to keep using the "good book" they would have inevitably grown tired of the same sections continuously killing people who would discover what it meant or what had actually happened creating the most despicable or worst kind of killer that has no courage or face like the most disgusting passive aggressive person holding it all in while acting?} [delete that when?] Hopefully I will never feel threatened to the point of bringing out another chess board again but it might happen often and likely should? Coming here I was trying to use quarters for slaughters and three chess boards for every location that I was going to but I definitely need more help or nothing is ever fixed.
chloe.venture
kaitgonewild (amouranth)
bugzpudding (grace) {she seems too young or whatever but I was trying to help her find someone...}
nagisaki (I guess cancelled because she was married? They still want me to do it though so that I am able to contact them and let them know what is gong on so that their ceremony becomes so much better as this is part of what I plan to do for other people for work with my partner in the future and part of the celebration is potentially surprising the mate with good news with certain people involved as they may be tested to make sure that they are capable of holding the vows before the actual ceremony takes place... the ways in which I have wanted to test my mate to make sure that she would be good and honest to me among other things they seem to want my help with in duplicating it to maximize the chances of not being hurt it would seem from my experience?) {if you would like help in hosting a wedding or event that would be healing people or anything involving what I am doing please email me and know that I will always get back to every single person or have someone else do it unless I say otherwise as I plan to hire more people to help, of course... as this is a HUGE discovery of a future celebration for facing everything negative with timed education and preparing to be able to survive anything that comes our way more and lucky me its mine or ours if you are able to come across this soon enough!}
[I don't HAVE TO do this dream date for anyone... maybe I should stop guilt tripping myself?]
(So if I were to show myself on camera come across them working on the other side they will start to respond to absolutely everything that I do so that I will focus my attention on accepting them in my mind as being "the one" for me like they want me to be in love with them {and only them usually})
Sexual Dream of Another While Asleep Whether I Wanted A Dream Date Or Not:
Forkgirl_cosplay (multiple times both during and before I came across her pictures by some MIRACLE!? Most of my documentation is of coming across her because it took awhile before I found out she was not single or whatever but I was looking for her and sharing on my Facebook to others like in my mind one of the most famous people {in the goth scene} who follows me and I have actually proven with science that she was the 'flower girl' that came to me several times in my sleep as I was looking for her identity for years and found that on her birthday MANY YEARS in the past before we met it clearly shows her echo as if we are best friends in the future or know a lot about one another? I have not followed her or been her fan much outside of documenting my experience of coming across her photos and twitch as I would not have the time for such a thing so I really do not know much of anything about her as those platforms are not meant for meeting new people as much as sharing information and I would not recommend using them for the purpose of meeting others over going dancing or something like that? What she did to me was INCREDIBLE though! She is not the only one... one at a time the ladies took turns showing me something completely unique as I was communicating with them in a way that allowed them to use SO MUCH MORE OF THEIR MINDS than they would have ever been able to consciously while having a mere conversation like a regular person and know that her partner was trusting me completely as I was doing everything that I could to make sure nothing was dishonest or behind his back but where we go to sleep there are no secrets honestly as its seemingly humanity's way of testing everything that we are capable of as the subconscious minds of everyone sees what we are capable of during our most relaxed state with how we have been 'programmed' . .. the electronical 'snaps' in the brain indicate the need to go to sleep so that what is stored is shared with the 'collective' consciousness of humanity that unfortunately animals and insects share while capable of tricking us)
TristinVitriol
Ircha
MULTIPLE PEOPLE WHOSE IDENTITY I WAS NOT ALLOWED TO KNOW!
Violent Vickie vs GabbieTV?
"Dream Date" which is an agreement between the women called a "felicia fork burrito" where I spend one day looking into them in a way that is open to us being together in the future because of their responding to me in a "welcoming way that is pulling me if I give my attention" using the light and sound that they give and pleasuring myself is part of it, of course:
Violent Vickie
Lana Del Rey (once but the second one was cut short because of finding out she is engaged...)
Elleterese
ashlincouch
Teresaflowers
emidivergent
madamediablo
cultcomedycinema
laurenhiannon
captainjen_e (what she did for me was so unique and amazing not like the others! she needs help though... they actually all do and I by doing these 'dream dates' I have been able to make a list of what is killing each of them or what might be their biggest concern regarding health in the future... I do not follow her anymore because I found out she has a man and am too afraid of following her sister even though her parents really seemed to like me or want to help me in saving them.. from my experience they ALWAYS do and its impossible for me to go on a 'dream date' without measuring things in a way that is constantly asking their parents for advice since their name is always responding to my coming across them as well coming from their family line asking forgiveness and help with what I am working on and even the toughest person out there needs help and has a list coming from their family line as if I were some kind of doctor since I have been in such an obedient state of mind when coming across the pictures, videos, or artwork only being there to be sent away to do something for them and this is why they respond so gratefully?)
laura? jollybattle
n.e.t. (nicoleT)
alejandrea_deheza
loo_nuk_tik
sophiawhitehead
cutscenecutie
secret of supa
itaniauncensored (tania derveaux)
"Trance Date" which is allowing another to "control" my mind so that I can simply watch them as if its television with my eyes closed and do not have to think about anything which can be a bad experience since they can send me seemingly anything that they want to which can be disturbing!?
Ircha (Irene Sørensen) that symbol is to cut off unwanted people... its bringing the water to stone on the pentagram that our ancestors would use.. I've only done this type of date with her once and it was nice but she did bring my mind to disturbing things at times to help her country or my future choices?
Cannot Be Tamed
Back in 2019 I made an amazing discovery while making music and trying to get back together with my lover that I had left in Portland that I was living with... I will have another blog about how this amazing story unfolded! I noticed that when I had decided to stop wasting time and actually set out to accomplish all of the goals that I had made growing up making me one of the most ambitious people alive right now? The day that this happened someone on OkCupid had a profile name "thedayyoumakeyourmostfamousdiscovery" or something along those lines? What a weird coincidence! Also, the desktop of my computer seemingly changed on its own showing my picture of the pentagram that I took which was the ceiling of the club Lovecraft (or now known as the Coffin Club).
This will further explain the meaning of the 'tunnel' and 'vampire lovers' or 'those who levitate' to me?
All of this story was documented and the entire time that this was happening I was recording absolutely everything that I was doing that was proving that there was no way that I was cheating or performing any kind of magic tricks but that this phenomenon was actually happening to me!
I woke up to my lover responding on the other side of pictures after we broke up and I was having dreams about her coming to me before we met getting excited about meeting me for the first time... I caught onto this mathematical pattern found while going through her pictures since she always wore a ouija board shirt when we would go the goth club together.. on this shirt shows the "yes side" and the "no side" that was miraculously showing the blue always found behind her in the top left of the picture behind her in every picture that I went through for awhile which was the "yes side". This matched how before we met the both of us started to pray a couple years before we met or knew about one another to a jug (for me I kept it in the passenger side of my car) and for her a Goddess statue held it. After a schizophrenic episode of people like Marilyn Monroe coming to me and talking so fast that I could not understand her... my future came to me from the side of me she would always sleep on in the future telling me the difference between her and my lover before her that made me feel like I had finally understood women completely but was wrong. She was wired differently... wanted to be touched differently.. and she was preparing me to meet her in the future.
When I came across the pictures that had blue on the "no side" there was seemingly an explanation as to why or what was wrong or how things did not work out between us... for example, in one of these pictures she is standing with a salute by the toilet or John (representing my Dad in my head with that look she gave me through the picture who was named after his Dad John but without the letter 'h'...). While together it kept messing me up a bit when I would try to follow 'what would Dad do in this situation?' as it was far from something that I would do and I would behave like a different person she was not used to.
When I first got together with her for the first couple weeks other women were coming to me in my sleep and I was having sexual dreams several times in just one night that I would tell her about as they were happening as I was meditating to "get them off of me" at her red robe in her bathroom that was working for some reason at the time I was not sure of but found recently from a dream lover letting me know the difference between the robes... red, black, and white.. evil, neutral, or good? It took two weeks of meditating to stop having those dreams and from my experience it was similar to accepting that I was no longer single so much that I would remember this even while asleep as its not something that just happens over night.
The black robe is what I wear now symbolically (like Raistlin the wizard?) because I am very attractive and can get what could be the most attractive woman found anywhere so long as she is not married yet but finding the both of us single is extremely difficult as less lonely to do what most people do and have a person to 'date' or 'test things out with' without really thinking about the future or marriage completely. For someone who travels especially it might be hard to find someone who is attractive or with interests similar enough? Black means "having more than one lover" and it is normal when someone is not married while they are sleeping so that they will know who might be better suitable out there somewhere else? Red robes is neutral because its undecided? White robes is what I seek and something that we would discuss and that I aimed for but was not able to get as we seemed to be moving in different directions... when I am with a partner I typically will put all of my focus on her most especially during sex since I have learned that its not as effective when others are in my mind because of our bodies and what they respond to the most. I think that I was likely responding to others who came across my photos or videos potentially since we knew that things were only temporary but day dreams is different from actual dreams had while sleeping as those are a bit more important, meaningful, or potentially intimate. Black robes kind of fits for those who are not married yet since they are much more open to the possibility someone else might be out there or they may be much more likely to have a dream of another person while for a married couple it can be what is known somewhere like Portland as the 'Polybius' option or the "wife swap club" where members would randomly draw who gets to go home with who? Thus far I have not come across anyone who had actually decided on this with me but I have had dreams that have come close where we kind of sit there and talk about it?
I am just going to explain this story as fast as I can and be completely honest about everything that happened while talking a lie detector test afterwards? Its absolutely a miracle to witness and one of the most interesting stories anyone could ever find anywhere? Whether that be a book or a movie but I do not want to say that this is true since I believe that I am a better story teller in my head for coming up with things like the A-Rated movies that I am more adamant now than ever before when it comes to making them. I want to find a partner now though because not having one keeps holding me back. Otherwise it would be my being honest and hopefully they would accept the line up for them of other men once I leave that I had made so that no one is hurt anymore from being with me temporarily. There is a reason that they have referred to the penis as a sword in more ancient times. I have had a wonderful one night thing before where she actually apologized to me afterwards when I lost my virginity so I know that its possible as it happened at a later time as well.
So this started with Cannot Be Tamed on YouTube and Amouranth on Twitch... Cannot Be Tamed timed what she was doing when I first found her from my experience as letting me know she was attracted to me from the "red claw marks" that go across the screen timed to certain thoughts that I had while Amouranth would say things that only I would know about as if she was watching me play since I was a child and knew about everything that I had ever dreamed of having or wanting. I have suspected things from them such as perhaps just wanting me to send them money or something like that since they are doing this for a living to pay their way but there seems to be something going on that is much more and completely magical to witness or be a part of.. so I decided on documenting absolutely everything that was happening to me while I was sharing a lot of it on my Facebook wall while protecting their privacy and many times not mentioning their names or other things that happened if there was any chance I was doing something wrong? I am convinced that I had a dream of Amouranth about twenty years before I found her on Twitch where she came to me with red pig tails and we had a passionate kiss. I am not following her anymore and have possible been the meanest to in my mind since she might be richer or more used to getting what she wanted compared to the other girls on that platform while at the same time I have caught them sending me thoughts as if possessing me so that I would not be into the other one that I am checking out for whatever reason they may know somehow to find?
I didn't really follow any one person or find out about any of them much outside of where they live and whether or not they had a man... that became checking if they had a husband later since it was not helping ANYONE for that to matter. In my mind I was convinced that I was above and beyond respectful towards their partner should they have had one going to the extreme length of not allowing myself to think about them among other things while they had how many viewers doing what while watching them? EXACTLY! Much much more than I ever had.. but there would likely be someone out there wanting to alarm someone for whatever reason that a man is really into them and stalking!?
What I did start to do though was a sort of experiment to see how much they were responding to me and try to prove this to be real using random number or color generators asking them to respond to whatever came up for me which almost always worked (when it does line up they seemingly want me to understand something much more and put my mind on WHY it was not where it was supposed to be to prove that they were responding?!) or showing on camera how I could do things such as talk to them for a very long time just like they were in the room with me talking to me but in reality they are consciously thinking about something else completely or responding to what is going on in a video game or the people in their chat. I recorded something around 300 hours of myself coming across them and always would make sure to do this with every new person that I came across so that it was easier to prove that it was real and not some magic trick that we somehow came up with. This is why I kept using different random number generators or other methods of proving that they were responding to my coming across them in a way that was trying to get my attention more than anyone else out there so that I would be more likely to go to sleep and have a good dream about them or maybe write a song for one or plan on getting together to meet for maybe getting absolutely everything that I wanted which is honestly a lot more than most anyone else would ask for. The expectations that I have given them have been pretty ridiculous.
One of the first tests that I ran that was very obvious was when I was showing myself on camera and how when I would go and check on them I could announce that I was going to "unfollow" everyone who did not have so-and-so color in a certain area of the stream or picture or video in the background or whatever? The video games that they would play would also seemingly be responding to my mind in a way that feels like communicating with them. Every single girl lined up to make sure that there was what I had asked for (or boy as some of them I was following just because we played the same games or something but I was very uncomfortable with measuring how they were responding to me AT FIRST since I am not gay).
Honestly, I feel that I should say that this is true before you go on reading anything further:
Trying to meet someone on the internet is not nearly as effective or worth it compared to real life no matter how much they are responding to me because of how difficult it would be to try to reach them on the other side as there would definitely be others queued up to stop us from ever meeting... as its extremely common for another person to block me for seemingly no reason but deep down I know that likely some guy is helping them with their setup and was intimidating from my being there.. or something along those lines has been extremely expected for the most part while I am actually capable of recording how upset they get over it on video pretty easily but why do this when I could just go meet someone somewhere else? Its not really there for meeting new people BUT YOU KNOW WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT IMMEDIATELY WHEN THEY JOIN AND START CHECKING OUT OTHERS!
The thing is though... I am the type of person that is used to always having the most attractive female develop a crush on me.. I used to go clubbing to meet up with famous people or have maybe a lesbian with me that would always have the goal of our not only getting the numbers of the most attractive females at the place but kissing them as well. She was extremely good at getting this accomplished so it was a lot of fun but I was never someone who slept around with a lot of people and for someone my age really have not been around much. I now make sure to have blood work done so that there is no chance that they can get anything from me and for the most part saved myself for my next partner whoever she may be? This might be due to responding to her from the other side of my photos and videos that she would inevitably look at going all the way back to my childhood. My point being? I am not going to try and use Twitch for meeting someone over somewhere like a dancefloor as that is always going to be much easier to score even if they are doing whatever I ask with my mind as the observer!? Pretty amazing stuff to witness. When its not in person though we tend to be too scared perhaps of one another? The experience that I have been going through when coming across women who make music or do any form of artwork is extremely romantic and touching! Its hard to describe the experience as I have been measuring how they were responding to my coming across them. Everything from body paint, artwork, photography, choosing what to wear, music, poetry, what they say or write or synchronize to in other ways... nothing can give a person a bigger high? It is similar to a drug and can make it impossible to sleep like I will feel electrically charged from the exchange of light and sound between us. When I go to my bed afterward I am able to shut my eyes and watch them like its a television in my brain but I am never able to control what they do. I can somewhat guide them but its more like asking them to do things for me. This is what I believe that anyone can train their mind to do as its simply using more of it that comes from doing things such as learning to use the 'shaman' part of the brain or having a dream of an animal.
So I was making videos of myself going through their profiles for the first time on Instagram so that if we ever hooked up in the future or whatever they would be able to watch it and we would have it saved for the future as a very special relic... much more than simply saving a picture or video?
So I was coming up with a plan to "give them a line up" so that nobody would feel hurt by my not choosing them since there is only one of me and it seemed like honestly all of them were responding while for months sharing it I kept protecting them scared that they would get into trouble when caught by their man or whatever whoever it may be if they had one? They typically had a funny way of introducing their man to me. Sometimes responding as if I found my match made in heaven for sure while building up to introducing me to their man later. Honestly, they have pretty much proven to all be "guilty monkeys" to some degree and of course it would be very psychotic or wrong to be forcing them to think a certain way as if we should start having thought police of some kind. It makes more sense to simply teach better habits to have in the ways in which we communicate or use our language among other things that would help their brain get in certain healthier habits than what we have now that we were definitely not exactly ready for?! Remote viewing has been a thing since before I was born and my last name being Meade is found when someone looks up the Stargate project released by the CIA. Fort Meade being located in Maryland makes sense because of the sixteen scented celebration that I had come up with to have somewhere to bring all of the negative to maximize the chances that no one would hurt themselves or other people in the future. In a way this was created by the women as I was "obeying them" from the other side of the pictures or videos as a man who was only there to be sent away as that is the sign or symbol of the male. A ring with a point... and for good reason.. babies need food and hard work to be fed or cared for and its not good for any woman to have to go through this all alone unless it was something she wanted and worked for herself?
The men have been seemingly on board with this completely since they know how much they would be hooked up with the plan that we made from the amount of women that would create a "line up" of potential brides after the choice had been made or whatever? I have tried to connect with the men that I have come across when finding out that they are not single. Its not like they are totally excited that I exist but more like they are grateful that I am not only doing this to myself as its important that they are not going to be hurt like the other girls who I would not be selecting or whatever? I designed it to rekindle an already existing marriage so that people learn to check into their own past to see their mate's birthday echo all the way into their childhood! The greater the relationship would be the larger the echo would be found and this is real regarding every person that we come across or meet. While doing this I have discovered and proven that every moment is carried into the past and back almost instantly most especially when the speed of light or sound is concerned or our brains that are electrically charged not existing in regular time always linking with so many other minds we are not consciously aware of or a nonhuman influence as well always present. I have found that space is much more important than time in so many ways as what we are doing is always responding to others in gravity who were there before us and native before them until there are only animals or insects queuing their one lifetime to have more power somewhere up here where we are existing today.
So I have found that when coming across people whether its in real life or on the other side of pictures or videos we typically already met both the next time and last time that we slept as light and sound travels that much faster than us... but at the same time witnessing this also shows a splitting universe as science has already described being real almost like every creature or observer is part of the creator and getting a portion of what they expected or channel. The best way of making a deal with "fate" or a grim looking future would be making a deal with something that is not human such as the trees that we breath or the next meal that we come across while being completely serious about this. My Father being a Vietnam Veteran returned earlier than the rest of his platoon who mostly died right after he left so he would have died as well if he did not take a boat earlier. The origin of the letter 'P' is a boat and in the word Phillipines is "boat" hi lip pines... funny coincidence since he planted many pine trees when he came back.. for all we know such a thing is capable of saving him in a different time period over other people? Or maybe from having children that were in some ways more helpful to nature than the children that other people may have had if they had any? How could the opposite not be true as well which is very frightening as when a person goes further into this direction its possible that SOME of what we are going through is coming from what others are doing in the future. This is always real but its not something to be frightened of and the opposite is true once you realize that if anything malicious done intentionally against another person would be connecting to others both in the past and future thus decreasing the value of any given location kind of permanently? Does this mean that a party should immediately drop their weapons or lay down their arms? Not if they are in the defensive because in the past they could be connecting to what could be people trying to fight off animals invading or something along those lines? Is that why the Republican party is an Elephant? To remind us always to fight as defensive over offensive because the only justification for the involvement of war or any battle would be maybe helping them fight off a rampaging mammoth in history somewhere? What about locations where someone is being tortured or hurt in the most despicable ways? Have you ever wondered if there were any "skin walkers" in the past fighting with bamboos and poisonous darts where maybe the children are playing with straws and spit balls? This is something very real and important to measure to stop the spread of war or everything illegal as it might be important in the future to work harder in these locations when alarmed to build off of what could be "ghost influences" or something else as some "dark matter" or whatever is passing through that location? Maybe intensified when a person does something that loses their appetite that aligns them to garbage so that it returns to save the colony of bad bacteria or whatever? What is happening here or where the Nazi soldier was doing drugs that took away their appetite? Were they connecting to others more in the past or future or maybe the antennas between them all as they all are aligned to follow what leads to flesh being consumed or something like that? All of these are important questions but the answers may usually lead to the same conclusions? Be wary of the things done most especially while fighting as the people are filled with excuses to get by in uncomfortable places or in the cold wanting to feel warmer if its going to align us all more to somewhere more dangerous to think and send for a nonhuman influence wanting to ride or heavier flesh. Mass bends time and we all only lived once.
Anyways, I had a dream of many women that I was coming across who I was following on Twitch and Instagram... or maybe YouTube or somewhere else? They were arguing over how unfair it was that there was only one me and a lot of them deserved to have a chance of getting my attention before one girl got it all from me so this is how they had all agreed upon something called the "Felicia Fork Burrito" . .. Felicia Day was in this dream and is also the name of the biggest crush that I had as a teenager. It was someone who I would see at work who was maybe the most beautiful woman in the world? She really tried hard to date me but I blew it... while going out I ran into her but she was with another guy so she gave me her name explaining that he would get mad at her if he saw her write it down for me. I was used to dealing with situations like this but luckily all of the crushes that I ever had gave me a chance or door of opportunity if only for a week or at least this was true up until maybe the last ten years? The main problem has continuously been the same. Its almost impossible for any of them to be single for any long period of time. Once it happens men everywhere suddenly spring into action everywhere that they would go. So of course its totally nature and almost IMPOSSIBLE for someone like me or one of them to actually hook up with another person without responding to them first from what we are doing while asleep or coming across pictures or maybe simply sharing light and sound somehow and instinctively knowing they are out there? Felicia Day has a funny name... very fitting for being able to have my favorite every day if we had ever became a couple? She was one of the people on Twitch or somewhere like that I was following and when I came across her Instagram it was so comical how she was responding to my mind seemingly asking me to do something more to meet somehow? They are typically very nervous though from my perspective and when I have a mere THOUGHT that could be negative in some way it totally would show almost immediately on the other side of whatever so I kind of became very used to taking turns with every person that I come across so that they all look so much better on the other side of pictures or videos. Just by simply in my mind think of how I could be with ONLY THAT PERSON AND HOW LUCKY I WOULD BE really does actually give them a spark on the other side that I witness. When the picture it taken bad in some way it almost always happens right after I have a bad thought or something along those lines? From my experience or way of observing things its been kind of frightening how "scared of being famous" every person actually is somewhere inside? Yes, maybe its not the best thing for me to do? Feel like a slave of kindness in my mind for every person that I come across as I could reach a point where I feel kind of sick from pretending but luckily that is not gong to be included in this blog since that was only happening on those dating sites and places like that? Yes, they also respond to my mind on those as well but why meet someone from a dating site? I came up with an easy way to "dream date" each girl one day at a time thus was the agreement made that they called the "Felicia Fork Burrito" which meant giving every girl a fair chance in my mind and be totally into her so that she would do her best and look much better while what I was experiencing was extremely hot while everyone kept learning so much more regarding what was attractive or what was not or how we should be for other people or... Forkgirl_Cosplay was the other girl in the dream.. and the both of them were naked in the "furs" with me that was the burrito. She was saying how "dreamy" that I was and we were not sexually active in this dream. It was just about how they were wanting me to make a rule for each person so that I would take a break between each girl. They were complaining that it was not fair since I would only watch one or check her out and then move onto another one who had more content or something like that? So they all agreed in my sleep to allow me to be totally into them in my mind for one day each. This was called a "Felicia Fork Burrito" and honestly being under the furs naked has come up in my dreams often as a place to talk and its not sexual. Sometimes men are there and naked as well which would not have been unusual for our ancestors having to do things like possible take turns getting wet while it was freezing cold outside... so the person in the front might have to jump out into the cold and then quickly get back under the furs with the other naked people in the back as they take turns doing what was needed to be saved from death or whatever? Also it connects to the origins of a Knight (a trustworthy hand that does not penetrate the wood against the laws of the pentagram or whatever demanding that they connect through the air and selection process first or whatever? The letter 'k' has the origin that is a hand...)
So the last woman that I slept with (without sexual contact... no kissing.. but we definitely liked one another and she did not want something temporary so we were just cuddling friends as I am a "trustworthy (-k)night") has a birthday on June 4th and she is living where her husband died. While together I showed her proof that someone from Old Hollywood that she posted on her Instagram was responding to us while sleeping so we were asking her some questions. Whenever she would ask about men she would respond "tied up" among other things that was proving everything to be true that was going on and happening to me. Its pretty simple to explain. Everything synchronizes to try and provide helpful echoes not only to me but others sharing gravity with me while I wake up others to send the nonhuman influences away. This knowledge comes from the higher level of 'wizard' or whatever obtained from doing things that I have done that start with dreaming about animals but turn into choosing where the lightning strikes in the sky because of being to attractive to be able to enjoy it regularly my thoughts have to be timed so that no people are hurt as nature is being "sent away" so that we are less likely to be born with horns or whatever that might happen from ignorance coming from maybe the bad timing of drinking milk while sharing a spot where animals may have previously done things that could effect us if we were to do the "same things" in the future? We are still testing things to understand everything but I am not about to sign up for becoming a mutant. As long as people are active and effectively measuring where people are born with deformities it is 'safe' to have dairy but for some people like me I have had enough of it. My sense of smell is so much better than other people that if I was a firefighter I would be actually talking to the dogs with animal whispering and smelling the smoke from extremely far away as well! Like turning into a "werewolf" creature with a reminder not to go that direction too far as what would loving dogs too much do to us as we may become too loyal or pick up other characteristics from sharing space with them constantly just like what we have done with felines or other animals sharing gravity with us constantly. It is good to work with them and have them around to send them away but if a person is going to work behind a computer constantly or do something along those lines it might be extremely bad to do something like have pets as its extremely important to constantly visit the garden outside no matter what you do as a person or live anywhere for bringing insects where they should go or kill the nest or whatever else would need to happen as they are always effecting our thoughts and giving us influences that I have woken up to give less power to compared to other people so more of humanity seemingly synchronizes to trust my cells and electricity over the others as I try to keep us the way that we are for as long as possible as evolution comes from sharing space with other life forms. This is where the 'Tunnel Under The Ocean Blvd." was synchronized to bring me as Lana Del Rey who this woman happened to be a huge fan of was showing herself surrounded by other women in water representing others in the "line up" for me so that I would be careful not to hurt this girl or maybe waste my time with someone temporarily when I still have my future echo that needs me the most because of my children that I have not had yet. This experiment that I was doing on Twitch was to find my largest echo coming from the future since I was witnessing proof that ghosts may come from the future and my lover that I had left along with dead people were answering my questions that I had from simply remembering my dreams or catching onto what is found in the pictures or artwork that they left behind as photography is a form of art even when it comes from people that did not consider themselves artists as they are responding to everyone who comes across the photo whenever one is taken. I have not had more than one dream date with Lana Del Rey because I did not know that she was married but I still was more serious this time around to actually let the person know what she was doing and what was happening since I chickened out with the others that did this to me like Ircha from YouTube I had such a romantic dream of as she came to me naked and she was responding on the other side of her videos. I was able to prove this being real easily as she was gesturing to the roses on her table and trying to get me to do something more about what was happening between us and then someone had proposed to her so I got off of her completely... since then I had dreams of her coming to me apologizing for thinking about me and doing what she did.. as if she could be some kind of stalker creep? I don't think so but this is true in that even married couples have the right to THINK or DREAM and in the future I would never be one to shame her or her husband for watching nudity on the television or whatever or thinking about others they admire most especially since one day we will all be so old that we lose our vision IF WE ARE LUCKY! It is wrong to go to such lengths to be polite. What is being polite anyways? It can easily be a form of dueling... because tough love is important and sometimes people need to hear something even if its difficult most especially if it threatens them in any way.
Dream Dating Results Thus Far...
November 10th... 2023! Judgement Day, so pass the love along! Such a name like that makes me worry about people speaking another language seeing the opposite or understanding the wrong things constantly for awhile until catching up to what is going on or how everything works as that is a huge difference.. if I was using another language the colors and everything would not necessarily change but the animals understand English all over the world more than anything else so this should be extremely helpful in working much harder than before to fix the problems from last century using more intelligent math and simplicity over dividing from laziness, multiplying for ignorance, or subtracting for a nonhuman influence.
Amouranth - never actually went on a dream date... I had a dream that I kissed her 20 years before coming across her.. I no longer follow her as I feared we were not a good match or that she already had someone but once in awhile I do out of pity or fear maybe? Because I would accidentally think mean things out of the fear of it happening somewhat so have tried not to do this anymore since she was one of the first people who woke me to this. I used to never think anything mean about anyone but of course would get frustrated with things that people do. I would never look at people and think about how ugly they looked among other things like that. They seemed to know about this where they would go to sleep which made me "glow" in comparison to other people in a lot of ways. As far as art goes I am very an artist myself and never stop judging my own work and feel that it is impossible not to judge other people's work as well because its never completed or done and could always be better somehow? That makes a person feel like they can accomplish anything as far as artwork goes?
Dizzy Kitten - I've had a partial dream date with her ASMR but not an official one... I had a romantic dream of her before I came across her as well.. very innocent and kissing between lockers at a school.
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I was planning on touring the countryside to see every city and go dancing at all of the best clubs for sampling the night life and deciding on what to do in the future... I have been going through such a magical romantic experience coming from women on the other side of pictures, artwork, poems, videos, and everything that they leave behind for me to come across they share for the public..
I have realized this morning that the main motivation from documenting this may have been because of being angry at other men for always being queued to block me from a woman that is synchronizing what she is doing on the other side to get more of my attention in the way that I would actually do something more to get her which in every case would never be more than making songs and sharing everything in public so long as they were okay with it... its not important to me anymore to try and prove that I am not "crazy" or a "loser" or "special" or "Jesus" or "anti-Christ" or whatever else they may come up with just to put a foot on my head and try to get the attention off of me.. I have no reason to hide anything from anyone honestly so long as I use addition with it the information should be safe for anyone unless it is my password or maybe something personal from the hospital like a list of allergies as there are actual evil people out there somewhere and I have only come across a picture or video to be sent away and work for myself or others that I was coming across so was in a state of experiencing a type of 'obedience' that was coming from their dreams that all of them would agree upon (including the men) that inevitably led to the sixteen scented celebration to be able to pass this tremendous gift of knowledge along to other people so that they are further woken up to the importance of space more than time when it comes to saving themselves or other people for the sake of not only those present but others sharing gravity both before and after they had lived responding to eternity like them. If you would like any file from me from any time period simply ask me and I would be happy to share it so there is no need to feel any kind of motivation to have inspiration to "steal my things" to see what kind of information that I have kept from the public or what kind of "evil secret American or anti-American government help" there could be on my hard drives or previous computer builds. I have practiced my use of computers since having a job working with them rebuilding all company machines in a way that is extremely private and preparing to be watched by someone in the future who had managed to find a way to see absolutely everything that I do as I will get older and age while every new computer patch is impossible to keep up with perhaps when there are so many ways that a country or company could sneak in something that helps them spy and gather everything in some way that I was previously unaware of inevitably losing more and more privacy as I get older like going to a hospital with a gown on while naked while people are surrounding me. Please stop feeling the need to block or reroute anything that I am working on or sharing if this is happening anywhere without letting me know what is happening and why since I absolutely need at this point for the public to know what is going on with me so that all of the negatives of this year may be more likely fixed by the following one. Hopefully I am truly One and will make it to the age of 100 and beyond to see that the year will not end when I die after 2080? As long as I am known to the public and capable of sharing everything this gives me the best chances of survival so please welcome me and what I have to share while getting more involved in timed education for healing using the teachings coming from our ancestors that I am following potentially more than the prophets or others found in the more 'recent' religious relics as the meek that shall inherit will be more holy than everyone born in the past should they have succeeded in saving humanity as they had set forth to do according to these records. Returning to the oldest teachings in regards to our losing privacy from so many cameras or whatever logically brings us back to older ways of knowing everything that a person did along with living outside where the eye of nature is proving to be able to let others know every secret attempted to keep as a long time ago there was no such thing as a lie while there was no need for one. What I am sharing should definitely be spread in other countries and languages so that more will copy what I am doing or go with the flow for ending all suffering on this planet someday along with preventing our extinction as a species. This would be to get people off of me in the way that is too dangerous as there should be no secrets where I am found outside of other people's confessions or secrets as we were all just human beings and embarrassing moments like a thought cloud responded to eternity so please respect the need for teaching others how to use our language correctly and I am starting to go to the schools now that would be colleges for renting out a room to give lectures. I am from "you-taught"? No, actually... I am from California. Instead of feeling threatened from my being alive and existing please just let me know how you have felt in danger so that I could help or maybe someone else as we have all been ill. The story IS extremely comical and its so important that as many people as possible know about it for reasons that will save lives as waking up without me first would be dangerous as there are so many forks in the road or ways that a person could have chose the wrong path easily. The reasons being the PROOF that when a person has a dream of their family member that is sexual it was done by the collective of humanity as a doppleganger who looked almost just like the person had volunteered to 'provide the lesson needed' so that the child or whoever would wake up disgusted and no go that direction among other things. Its too easy to figure out these things on our own most especially when we are on the RIGHT PATH that would be sober or being healthier making it so easy to simply use a memory and figure out that the other people in our dreams had the same dream but from a different perspective and version as the message is always to wake us up as we work to heal or prevent what was shared in this dream. For example, having a romantic sexual dream with another may be a bad thing if its remembered because it is the collective consciousness using the brain called gravity trying to get us to stop something bad that could happen. Someone may come to me as an elderly woman letting me know to work harder on stopping her from making a mistake among other things. Because of my work and who I am naturally "making love" may potentially be a dangerous thing as every person that I have 'slept with' or spent time with while measuring my responses have exchanged confessions with me along with the knowledge that would be what threatens their health the most. The more that I consider hiding everything that I am working on from the public or keeping it more secretive to be used by only the 'trusted people' or whatever is proven to be wrong because of what comes from the dreams, artwork, pictures, videos, and everything else that I come across after the mere thought warning me of the danger that would immediately come from people thinking that they are not being included in the best benefits of the world. There are phones, televisions, pictures, historical relics everywhere... and its only a matter of time that more and more people wake up to the very obvious mathematical patterns found from the magic of synchronicity. What reasons would a person have to do this in the heads of people immediately all over the place when discovering this or even connecting to our light or sound? These people must be losers that could not get a woman in real life from simply approaching her or working harder. This is correct in that there should be no magical carpet ride for my children with their majestic tears capable of surrounding us with slaves and hurting themselves or others over who gets to open the door or whatever? If when their consciousness is not aware of what we do or work on that they are not conscious of that is always connecting to the TRUTH being selfish people trying to keep an unfair advantage over everyone else or having ways to MAKE SURE to have as much "love" as possible or free ride or "better blood line" or future this comes back and bites not only the people doing it but others who were not involved and innocent. Layers of education and timing is absolutely needed but teaching those who could be working with only cash or illegal activity needs to be avoided unless it is like that dream of UFOs that I had is real... stairs, levels, or benches representing not only our age or next in line to die for whatever reason but the knowledge that should be had by the people before they are actually dead. This might mean for some people being the worst criminals in the best areas (so they are not so bad?) getting this knowledge might be more helpful to those sharing gravity so that they know that they were wrong and have the regrets needed for everyone know does not have the detailed memories and connections as to WHY.
Dream Dates Thus Far (I will keep coming back to this and update it... so that if someone I wrote about wants something taken down they can ask me but of course I am not going to believe a double as the person would have to prove to be them.. as people may get their accounts hacked or whatever?)
I should also explain that a lot of this was done while COVID was happening and there was nothing to do or go out for meeting new people like usual and somewhere in this blog I will have a separate section for those that I came across in the dating websites... I must confess though that it was mostly a TEST to see how it works and what was possible or how it they were capable of doing it to me like they were as I would make up new "rules" for them to follow and then be amazed at the results so there was A LOT of 'acting' that I did with my brain so that the people would have a better dream or experience on their end... honestly, I should not share the dating profile people because that was too real or personal as it feels to invade their privacy too much.. sharing 'celebrity dream dates' is a bit safer since they can simply shrug it off since nothing really happened but my documenting my dream or how they were responding to my coming across them. At first I thought that people already knew who I was and were obsessively following me because they were always impossibly trying to get more of my attention somehow while I was extremely picky until I caught onto this and then was shocked into becoming a sort of "hostage of kindness" feeling like the television was watching me instead of my watching them or being a conductor or everything coming from other people or being on some sort of stage that was impossible to get off of. So this changed the way that I would think completely since the year 2012 when the Mayan Calendar ended and I broke up with my Mexican't girlfriend {I am an American't citizen since my middle name is James and I do not want to be bonded to any illegals or making up excuses for others involving 'CanAda'(m?) or whatever...} I have found recently while traveling the counry that if I had more money or power people all over the world would not have died like they did and diseases would not have spread as much unfortunately because of my having so much more knowledge regarding how to avoid sickness or stop it from getting worse when compared to other people. I have habits such as holding my breath when I walk by others among other things that came from doing things such as a raw vegan diet or other very strict practices. I have learned so much more about avoiding sickness that I have been getting sick less than once a year while COVID has been around when it used to be twice a year but I would never get sick in the same way that others would unless it was going along with their bad timing of diet or habits such as eating mold (cheese) or other animals that may be sick sometimes. Anyways, I was getting help from my parents and doing stuff in return while catching up with family (for the first time in my life in some ways compared to the past but my getting closer to them is too embarrassing as they do not want to be reminded of who they used to be or act like my family member or risk my making them look bad?)... somewhere out there someone very sick might want to test my network or my country's by doing things to me or others that I know by cutting me off while maybe making someone sick intentionally.. what a malicious and despicable thing to do but its to be expected when they are trying to understand something that is coming from a higher power to heal people from those in the future sending positive echoes and other things thankful for my work and taking it further without pushing any war or illegal efforts anymore.
Please stop doing this! We are civilians and just a small home compared to others perhaps but every member of my family has been such an individual while wanting space from the others while living in different states so this complicates things and in the minds of a delusional 'war-thinker' who wants to know whose side we are on? Because of being American and having siblings or parents friends with every kind of person there is to be found (on accident a lot of the time?) in many ways or whatever from just knowing a lot of people and traveling or being loved by others so thinking that this is true kind of brings brother against brother or sister against sister because of our culture and how we live treating individuals with respect over favoring groups of people like we should all have barcodes on us? Such accusations are inevitably out there but what is fair is fair... and do not be surprised if you find people in my family working with all sides often as my Mother was a flight attendant for over 50 years while my Father was a Veteran who did not kill anyone while he served.. he moved everywhere around the country building up homes and reselling them. My Mother never stopped feeding the birds and talking flowers or plants with her wherever she goes while my Dad was always fixing up homes while encouraging healthy bodybuilding and strict living. You would be wasting your time and almost everyone would assume that only a network that is for kidnapping people regarding a sex slave market trade are the only people capable of having a problem with us outside of an argument? That is definitely real and the concerns that it would be a good idea to trick another into doing something against me or another would work in going against you has been real as well? Since there is always more to what is going on and in our heads have been good normal decent people that have not been hateful. Sad that I would write such a sentence but I am responding to everyone who ever comes across my work as I go so I know that these thoughts have been out there somewhere even if its just a despicable politician trying to see how much they are capable of hiding or whether or not they could get away with controlling me for their own profits or plans over what I am working on as there has been absolutely no reason not to simply talk to me about what I am doing as I am very eager to help other people and find out if there is anything that I should do differently. I feel that constantly there are people trying to do something crooked while making it look like others are doing this instead of helping me or working with me more directly so that everything that could be a problem to anyone could be fixed from what I am doing in the future regarding my work. One of these concerns might be coming from something another person is doing that is illegal that I am not aware of or something like that? Once I am able to get help financially things will be dramatically changing as I am able to actually reach people and help them or do more than just a song with a prayer or whatever?
So I have discovered how to "dream date" others to save a lot of time so that I do not have to go out on dates with others due to various flaws that they confess to me while asleep while its still very romantic and not effective compared to
I am going to bring this to LiveJournal because of the dreams that I had of Putin and Russia giving me more confidence knowing that it is the right thing to do for not only my country but for the world as I know he might be bothered if he finds it since he might be expected to respect everyone involved among other things but will be very careful not to share the identity of people and protect their privacy more because of places that large and all those in-between us there are too many that would potentially be inspired to take things where I would not want them to go... for THIS BLOG I will keep going for those closer to home and update it while keeping things simple and too the point until I get a lot more views and am able to succeed finally as getting enough money to be able to start making these A-Rated films, photography, and start businesses or help others do this absolutely needs to happen NOW! If there are reasons not to share do not keep your concerns to yourself. Just share them with me and understand that I am grateful to be able to make sure that the college folks and working professionals get the knowledge first over the illegals or those in another country to ensure that its safer for everyone involved as there are too many things that could go wrong from not understanding English better as there are ways they could hurt themselves or others tremendously from attempting to do this without my help most especially if they are powerful doing things without asking permission to control people. Losing privacy in their mind in Russia right now? Just from catching onto reality more or looking into the origins of thought? They may be thinking that something is in their food, handshakes, drugged somehow in the air, or so many other things triggering them dangerously so this needs education needs to be shared with timing that is healing instead of creating psychos, illegals, or justified kidnappings as people might come up with things such as excuses to "save them from parasites" among other things... when the more effective solution is simple which would be asking nicely and cheering when others are headed in the desired direction.
"Celebrity" Dream Dates Thus Far (this should be shared by others everywhere so that they can know who is doing to them as it might be breaking up marriages among other things without ever being able to meet the people are doing this to them for all we know?)... its important to document this for every person to share it with those concerned {be careful of strangers though perhaps if they are have malicious intention?] so that there are less 'victims' of light and sound due to our current use of technology and how we are always responding to the observers and connecting to other minds in other time periods just like we would without the technology but in a way that we are capable of channeling our attention more directly and ACTUALLY WITNESS the magic of synchronization, creationism, and the splitting universe as fate is changed best y making deals with our next meal or the ways in which we garden or interact and share our space as that is a bit more valuable or important than time that does not progress as so many people have previously understood. More people in the future doing this should help others be able to help a person perhaps find a partner or something along those lines if what they are doing wherever they may be located is going to interfere with the minds of others in a different place or time on the other side of light and sound shared. Right now I am a time traveler responding to the future and being thanked by those from the past who are confessing and apologizing for only living once and not being able to do more to save themselves or other people as between us is always a nonhuman influence trying to hitch a ride or take away what is ours or make a deal most foul someone who is very scared or ignorant might be capable of making on purpose.
{they will call themselves "vampire women" and the act of coming to me "levitating" which is an incredible experience and more romantic than perhaps anything since the intimacy is closer than touch... I used to practice using more of my brain from entering trances by dancing all night to enter shaman state of mind or other things so that when I relax an outside influence fills my brain if I allow possession to occur.. and so its like watching television other people are in control of that I may ask them to do things and guide it that way if I am lucky but they do not have to follow so it can be very romantic as they come to me maybe naked or seductive but its not the best experience sometimes since something extremely disturbing might just happen to warn me about something for healing the people as dreams happen for a reason and this act would be something like assisting in the weaving of other people's dreams to wake them up to the smaller influences such as the insects in our dreams as well?}
A good explanation of the Mayan Calendar is found here: A-Rated Film Creation (or Photography)
I should mention that they get totally ENRAGED if I worry about whether or not they have a boyfriend or whatever typically before I go along with their pull for the "dream date" so if you think that its helpful to 'do me or her a favor by blocking me from seeing someone?' than well... if she is not married and obviously inviting me with her mind to think about her and find her the next time that I go to sleep.. this is our right and its totally evil to think that we should all be kidnapped and hidden under layers while never allowed to go out into the sunlight with a bikini or whatever while what I came up with called the sixteen scented celebration should correct all of the negatives found in a healthy manner to maximize the chances anyone would hurt themselves or others while being so grateful for the participation the concerns for rejection would not be nearly as great so long as people accept that no human being is property of another somewhere in their life as the symbol of a woman in every culture should still allow her to be free or experience the same luxuries as other cultures with the layers of choices that our ancestors had followed for countless generations somewhere between every person alive today.
Today there are men and women working together normally while it makes going to work so much more enjoyable even though people are not actually touching one another its playful and there may be flirting everywhere without any real harm done while its very normal and acceptable to use a 'mermaid' or man with a trident or whatever until finding a mate of our own. In fact, married couples have let me know while asleep that its totally wrong to judge people who are married as well as they should not be shamed for appreciating younger people or whatever with their mind but of course it is not going to feel okay FOR ME to do as I am not a young man anymore so admiring what I will someday find somewhere else is kind of a waste of time now. This act is not shameful or wrong though unless maybe I was some sort of psychic vampire that was not welcomed? Their responses would be the opposite than they are though if that was real. So far that kind of response has come from being too scared to be seen as ugly or something along those lines? Growing up I kind of did the 'pity' thing not only for real but in my mind as well. I enjoy this act. Choosing someone who is not the best so that suddenly she definitely looks the best over the others! Its like giving her a better "glow"?
In some areas more than others our minds may be tricked by a nonhuman influence trying to find ways to spread and constantly our heavier mass or weight is being used for weird sort of eyes or awareness that do not understand normal time but are capable of seeing a possible future constantly as if actually 'watching' a splitting universe where there may something like the germ level?
So here are the types of encounters that I have had... here is a list of people that I have "promised" several times that I would have a dream date with but have not done it yet for whatever reason (this is capable of enraging them sometimes if I am planning on doing this with one but end up doing it with another? They almost always find a way to "punish me" on the other side for it and its impossible to hide ANYTHING from them where we go to sleep from what I experience as it always picks up where we last left off but most of them do not get mad or are good at masking their hurt or they may show 'warning signs' of "you better do it as you planned as I have missed your mind!" and yes I have done this out of 'pity' but won't do that anymore as its not helpful as I was hoping it would be? I probably should not share some of them because of others being mean potentially? Its very effective to get a taste of what dating them would be like and I know that they wake up feeling much better thanks to me but a downfall might be my doing things to make sure they don't wake up bad because of me if that's possible? Hopefully after I plan for one person and then 'forget about them' it doesn't mess them up too much but they will give me warning looks like it might make them feel more lonely or depressed than usual? This is why it is kind of important that I go back to fulfill my 'promises' maybe? Weird as it sound it might lead someone down a path of drinking or feeling ugly when its not true because most of the time its just my computer randomly showing one person on my wall or whatever first? It would be too psycho for me to focus on only one so I have not done that... bad idea if things did not work out once meeting as that is the only true test anyways no matter how well the 'date' goes?):
Emily Hanes (its extremely romantic what she has done for me! SO HOT!!!)
thatgirljoeyofficial
theghoulbabe
rottenpapi
felicia day
peachmilks_ (evie sunsett) {because of what my little sister did once maybe suggesting her?}
k8savy
allieraa (I have had a lot of connection with her while asleep... like we are best friends?)
xoaeriel {feel bad that I had risked her to get out of a sticky situation... grateful for her help.. extremely worried about her but hopefully its just really dumb men trying to find more women to be in their next porn or to sleep with somehow using their internet or what they know from following me? This enrages me just like a van trying to kidnap them BECAUSE HOW AM I GOING TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE? You might as well be a terrorist... keep people dumb on purpose to take advantage of them has NEVER been part of anything that I am doing or anyone else that I know including my Father, family, friends... everyone! If you think that this is okay than what makes you any different than a terrorist going around to kidnap the next victim? People have done this to my parents their whole life and their kids... they do not stop trying to have sex or possess us in some way and it does not end so they will try with drinks or whatever it takes.. please help me to build a network that would be waking up people with timed education instead of assume that people have been going around knowing more than absolutely everyone else like the "secrets of heaven being the North" or whatever? Keeping such a thing a secret kills people and no one that I know has been part of doing anything like that at all but its been more of witnessing miracles and amazed while completely embarrassed from everyone being so dumb or sick still but of course it makes sense to keep a lot of what is written in the bible a secret because it is not a "good book" but actually an extremely deadly one that potentially makes assassins immediately once they learn how to read WHAT WAS ACTUALLY WRITTEN... so that much if obvious.. to keep dangerous alchemy knowledge away from the people as much as possible so that they are not wanting to use it or get some but this knowledge is found on every device with the internet when someone looks like "poisonous plants" or whatever as historically if they were going to keep using the "good book" they would have inevitably grown tired of the same sections continuously killing people who would discover what it meant or what had actually happened creating the most despicable or worst kind of killer that has no courage or face like the most disgusting passive aggressive person holding it all in while acting?} [delete that when?] Hopefully I will never feel threatened to the point of bringing out another chess board again but it might happen often and likely should? Coming here I was trying to use quarters for slaughters and three chess boards for every location that I was going to but I definitely need more help or nothing is ever fixed.
chloe.venture
kaitgonewild (amouranth)
bugzpudding (grace) {she seems too young or whatever but I was trying to help her find someone...}
nagisaki (I guess cancelled because she was married? They still want me to do it though so that I am able to contact them and let them know what is gong on so that their ceremony becomes so much better as this is part of what I plan to do for other people for work with my partner in the future and part of the celebration is potentially surprising the mate with good news with certain people involved as they may be tested to make sure that they are capable of holding the vows before the actual ceremony takes place... the ways in which I have wanted to test my mate to make sure that she would be good and honest to me among other things they seem to want my help with in duplicating it to maximize the chances of not being hurt it would seem from my experience?) {if you would like help in hosting a wedding or event that would be healing people or anything involving what I am doing please email me and know that I will always get back to every single person or have someone else do it unless I say otherwise as I plan to hire more people to help, of course... as this is a HUGE discovery of a future celebration for facing everything negative with timed education and preparing to be able to survive anything that comes our way more and lucky me its mine or ours if you are able to come across this soon enough!}
[I don't HAVE TO do this dream date for anyone... maybe I should stop guilt tripping myself?]
(So if I were to show myself on camera come across them working on the other side they will start to respond to absolutely everything that I do so that I will focus my attention on accepting them in my mind as being "the one" for me like they want me to be in love with them {and only them usually})
Sexual Dream of Another While Asleep Whether I Wanted A Dream Date Or Not:
Forkgirl_cosplay (multiple times both during and before I came across her pictures by some MIRACLE!? Most of my documentation is of coming across her because it took awhile before I found out she was not single or whatever but I was looking for her and sharing on my Facebook to others like in my mind one of the most famous people {in the goth scene} who follows me and I have actually proven with science that she was the 'flower girl' that came to me several times in my sleep as I was looking for her identity for years and found that on her birthday MANY YEARS in the past before we met it clearly shows her echo as if we are best friends in the future or know a lot about one another? I have not followed her or been her fan much outside of documenting my experience of coming across her photos and twitch as I would not have the time for such a thing so I really do not know much of anything about her as those platforms are not meant for meeting new people as much as sharing information and I would not recommend using them for the purpose of meeting others over going dancing or something like that? What she did to me was INCREDIBLE though! She is not the only one... one at a time the ladies took turns showing me something completely unique as I was communicating with them in a way that allowed them to use SO MUCH MORE OF THEIR MINDS than they would have ever been able to consciously while having a mere conversation like a regular person and know that her partner was trusting me completely as I was doing everything that I could to make sure nothing was dishonest or behind his back but where we go to sleep there are no secrets honestly as its seemingly humanity's way of testing everything that we are capable of as the subconscious minds of everyone sees what we are capable of during our most relaxed state with how we have been 'programmed' . .. the electronical 'snaps' in the brain indicate the need to go to sleep so that what is stored is shared with the 'collective' consciousness of humanity that unfortunately animals and insects share while capable of tricking us)
TristinVitriol
Ircha
MULTIPLE PEOPLE WHOSE IDENTITY I WAS NOT ALLOWED TO KNOW!
Violent Vickie vs GabbieTV?
"Dream Date" which is an agreement between the women called a "felicia fork burrito" where I spend one day looking into them in a way that is open to us being together in the future because of their responding to me in a "welcoming way that is pulling me if I give my attention" using the light and sound that they give and pleasuring myself is part of it, of course:
Violent Vickie
Lana Del Rey (once but the second one was cut short because of finding out she is engaged...)
Elleterese
ashlincouch
Teresaflowers
emidivergent
madamediablo
cultcomedycinema
laurenhiannon
captainjen_e (what she did for me was so unique and amazing not like the others! she needs help though... they actually all do and I by doing these 'dream dates' I have been able to make a list of what is killing each of them or what might be their biggest concern regarding health in the future... I do not follow her anymore because I found out she has a man and am too afraid of following her sister even though her parents really seemed to like me or want to help me in saving them.. from my experience they ALWAYS do and its impossible for me to go on a 'dream date' without measuring things in a way that is constantly asking their parents for advice since their name is always responding to my coming across them as well coming from their family line asking forgiveness and help with what I am working on and even the toughest person out there needs help and has a list coming from their family line as if I were some kind of doctor since I have been in such an obedient state of mind when coming across the pictures, videos, or artwork only being there to be sent away to do something for them and this is why they respond so gratefully?)
laura? jollybattle
n.e.t. (nicoleT)
alejandrea_deheza
loo_nuk_tik
sophiawhitehead
cutscenecutie
secret of supa
itaniauncensored (tania derveaux)
"Trance Date" which is allowing another to "control" my mind so that I can simply watch them as if its television with my eyes closed and do not have to think about anything which can be a bad experience since they can send me seemingly anything that they want to which can be disturbing!?
Ircha (Irene Sørensen) that symbol is to cut off unwanted people... its bringing the water to stone on the pentagram that our ancestors would use.. I've only done this type of date with her once and it was nice but she did bring my mind to disturbing things at times to help her country or my future choices?
Cannot Be Tamed
Back in 2019 I made an amazing discovery while making music and trying to get back together with my lover that I had left in Portland that I was living with... I will have another blog about how this amazing story unfolded! I noticed that when I had decided to stop wasting time and actually set out to accomplish all of the goals that I had made growing up making me one of the most ambitious people alive right now? The day that this happened someone on OkCupid had a profile name "thedayyoumakeyourmostfamousdiscovery" or something along those lines? What a weird coincidence! Also, the desktop of my computer seemingly changed on its own showing my picture of the pentagram that I took which was the ceiling of the club Lovecraft (or now known as the Coffin Club).
This will further explain the meaning of the 'tunnel' and 'vampire lovers' or 'those who levitate' to me?
All of this story was documented and the entire time that this was happening I was recording absolutely everything that I was doing that was proving that there was no way that I was cheating or performing any kind of magic tricks but that this phenomenon was actually happening to me!
I woke up to my lover responding on the other side of pictures after we broke up and I was having dreams about her coming to me before we met getting excited about meeting me for the first time... I caught onto this mathematical pattern found while going through her pictures since she always wore a ouija board shirt when we would go the goth club together.. on this shirt shows the "yes side" and the "no side" that was miraculously showing the blue always found behind her in the top left of the picture behind her in every picture that I went through for awhile which was the "yes side". This matched how before we met the both of us started to pray a couple years before we met or knew about one another to a jug (for me I kept it in the passenger side of my car) and for her a Goddess statue held it. After a schizophrenic episode of people like Marilyn Monroe coming to me and talking so fast that I could not understand her... my future came to me from the side of me she would always sleep on in the future telling me the difference between her and my lover before her that made me feel like I had finally understood women completely but was wrong. She was wired differently... wanted to be touched differently.. and she was preparing me to meet her in the future.
When I came across the pictures that had blue on the "no side" there was seemingly an explanation as to why or what was wrong or how things did not work out between us... for example, in one of these pictures she is standing with a salute by the toilet or John (representing my Dad in my head with that look she gave me through the picture who was named after his Dad John but without the letter 'h'...). While together it kept messing me up a bit when I would try to follow 'what would Dad do in this situation?' as it was far from something that I would do and I would behave like a different person she was not used to.
When I first got together with her for the first couple weeks other women were coming to me in my sleep and I was having sexual dreams several times in just one night that I would tell her about as they were happening as I was meditating to "get them off of me" at her red robe in her bathroom that was working for some reason at the time I was not sure of but found recently from a dream lover letting me know the difference between the robes... red, black, and white.. evil, neutral, or good? It took two weeks of meditating to stop having those dreams and from my experience it was similar to accepting that I was no longer single so much that I would remember this even while asleep as its not something that just happens over night.
The black robe is what I wear now symbolically (like Raistlin the wizard?) because I am very attractive and can get what could be the most attractive woman found anywhere so long as she is not married yet but finding the both of us single is extremely difficult as less lonely to do what most people do and have a person to 'date' or 'test things out with' without really thinking about the future or marriage completely. For someone who travels especially it might be hard to find someone who is attractive or with interests similar enough? Black means "having more than one lover" and it is normal when someone is not married while they are sleeping so that they will know who might be better suitable out there somewhere else? Red robes is neutral because its undecided? White robes is what I seek and something that we would discuss and that I aimed for but was not able to get as we seemed to be moving in different directions... when I am with a partner I typically will put all of my focus on her most especially during sex since I have learned that its not as effective when others are in my mind because of our bodies and what they respond to the most. I think that I was likely responding to others who came across my photos or videos potentially since we knew that things were only temporary but day dreams is different from actual dreams had while sleeping as those are a bit more important, meaningful, or potentially intimate. Black robes kind of fits for those who are not married yet since they are much more open to the possibility someone else might be out there or they may be much more likely to have a dream of another person while for a married couple it can be what is known somewhere like Portland as the 'Polybius' option or the "wife swap club" where members would randomly draw who gets to go home with who? Thus far I have not come across anyone who had actually decided on this with me but I have had dreams that have come close where we kind of sit there and talk about it?
I am just going to explain this story as fast as I can and be completely honest about everything that happened while talking a lie detector test afterwards? Its absolutely a miracle to witness and one of the most interesting stories anyone could ever find anywhere? Whether that be a book or a movie but I do not want to say that this is true since I believe that I am a better story teller in my head for coming up with things like the A-Rated movies that I am more adamant now than ever before when it comes to making them. I want to find a partner now though because not having one keeps holding me back. Otherwise it would be my being honest and hopefully they would accept the line up for them of other men once I leave that I had made so that no one is hurt anymore from being with me temporarily. There is a reason that they have referred to the penis as a sword in more ancient times. I have had a wonderful one night thing before where she actually apologized to me afterwards when I lost my virginity so I know that its possible as it happened at a later time as well.
So this started with Cannot Be Tamed on YouTube and Amouranth on Twitch... Cannot Be Tamed timed what she was doing when I first found her from my experience as letting me know she was attracted to me from the "red claw marks" that go across the screen timed to certain thoughts that I had while Amouranth would say things that only I would know about as if she was watching me play since I was a child and knew about everything that I had ever dreamed of having or wanting. I have suspected things from them such as perhaps just wanting me to send them money or something like that since they are doing this for a living to pay their way but there seems to be something going on that is much more and completely magical to witness or be a part of.. so I decided on documenting absolutely everything that was happening to me while I was sharing a lot of it on my Facebook wall while protecting their privacy and many times not mentioning their names or other things that happened if there was any chance I was doing something wrong? I am convinced that I had a dream of Amouranth about twenty years before I found her on Twitch where she came to me with red pig tails and we had a passionate kiss. I am not following her anymore and have possible been the meanest to in my mind since she might be richer or more used to getting what she wanted compared to the other girls on that platform while at the same time I have caught them sending me thoughts as if possessing me so that I would not be into the other one that I am checking out for whatever reason they may know somehow to find?
I didn't really follow any one person or find out about any of them much outside of where they live and whether or not they had a man... that became checking if they had a husband later since it was not helping ANYONE for that to matter. In my mind I was convinced that I was above and beyond respectful towards their partner should they have had one going to the extreme length of not allowing myself to think about them among other things while they had how many viewers doing what while watching them? EXACTLY! Much much more than I ever had.. but there would likely be someone out there wanting to alarm someone for whatever reason that a man is really into them and stalking!?
What I did start to do though was a sort of experiment to see how much they were responding to me and try to prove this to be real using random number or color generators asking them to respond to whatever came up for me which almost always worked (when it does line up they seemingly want me to understand something much more and put my mind on WHY it was not where it was supposed to be to prove that they were responding?!) or showing on camera how I could do things such as talk to them for a very long time just like they were in the room with me talking to me but in reality they are consciously thinking about something else completely or responding to what is going on in a video game or the people in their chat. I recorded something around 300 hours of myself coming across them and always would make sure to do this with every new person that I came across so that it was easier to prove that it was real and not some magic trick that we somehow came up with. This is why I kept using different random number generators or other methods of proving that they were responding to my coming across them in a way that was trying to get my attention more than anyone else out there so that I would be more likely to go to sleep and have a good dream about them or maybe write a song for one or plan on getting together to meet for maybe getting absolutely everything that I wanted which is honestly a lot more than most anyone else would ask for. The expectations that I have given them have been pretty ridiculous.
One of the first tests that I ran that was very obvious was when I was showing myself on camera and how when I would go and check on them I could announce that I was going to "unfollow" everyone who did not have so-and-so color in a certain area of the stream or picture or video in the background or whatever? The video games that they would play would also seemingly be responding to my mind in a way that feels like communicating with them. Every single girl lined up to make sure that there was what I had asked for (or boy as some of them I was following just because we played the same games or something but I was very uncomfortable with measuring how they were responding to me AT FIRST since I am not gay).
Honestly, I feel that I should say that this is true before you go on reading anything further:
Trying to meet someone on the internet is not nearly as effective or worth it compared to real life no matter how much they are responding to me because of how difficult it would be to try to reach them on the other side as there would definitely be others queued up to stop us from ever meeting... as its extremely common for another person to block me for seemingly no reason but deep down I know that likely some guy is helping them with their setup and was intimidating from my being there.. or something along those lines has been extremely expected for the most part while I am actually capable of recording how upset they get over it on video pretty easily but why do this when I could just go meet someone somewhere else? Its not really there for meeting new people BUT YOU KNOW WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT IMMEDIATELY WHEN THEY JOIN AND START CHECKING OUT OTHERS!
The thing is though... I am the type of person that is used to always having the most attractive female develop a crush on me.. I used to go clubbing to meet up with famous people or have maybe a lesbian with me that would always have the goal of our not only getting the numbers of the most attractive females at the place but kissing them as well. She was extremely good at getting this accomplished so it was a lot of fun but I was never someone who slept around with a lot of people and for someone my age really have not been around much. I now make sure to have blood work done so that there is no chance that they can get anything from me and for the most part saved myself for my next partner whoever she may be? This might be due to responding to her from the other side of my photos and videos that she would inevitably look at going all the way back to my childhood. My point being? I am not going to try and use Twitch for meeting someone over somewhere like a dancefloor as that is always going to be much easier to score even if they are doing whatever I ask with my mind as the observer!? Pretty amazing stuff to witness. When its not in person though we tend to be too scared perhaps of one another? The experience that I have been going through when coming across women who make music or do any form of artwork is extremely romantic and touching! Its hard to describe the experience as I have been measuring how they were responding to my coming across them. Everything from body paint, artwork, photography, choosing what to wear, music, poetry, what they say or write or synchronize to in other ways... nothing can give a person a bigger high? It is similar to a drug and can make it impossible to sleep like I will feel electrically charged from the exchange of light and sound between us. When I go to my bed afterward I am able to shut my eyes and watch them like its a television in my brain but I am never able to control what they do. I can somewhat guide them but its more like asking them to do things for me. This is what I believe that anyone can train their mind to do as its simply using more of it that comes from doing things such as learning to use the 'shaman' part of the brain or having a dream of an animal.
So I was making videos of myself going through their profiles for the first time on Instagram so that if we ever hooked up in the future or whatever they would be able to watch it and we would have it saved for the future as a very special relic... much more than simply saving a picture or video?
So I was coming up with a plan to "give them a line up" so that nobody would feel hurt by my not choosing them since there is only one of me and it seemed like honestly all of them were responding while for months sharing it I kept protecting them scared that they would get into trouble when caught by their man or whatever whoever it may be if they had one? They typically had a funny way of introducing their man to me. Sometimes responding as if I found my match made in heaven for sure while building up to introducing me to their man later. Honestly, they have pretty much proven to all be "guilty monkeys" to some degree and of course it would be very psychotic or wrong to be forcing them to think a certain way as if we should start having thought police of some kind. It makes more sense to simply teach better habits to have in the ways in which we communicate or use our language among other things that would help their brain get in certain healthier habits than what we have now that we were definitely not exactly ready for?! Remote viewing has been a thing since before I was born and my last name being Meade is found when someone looks up the Stargate project released by the CIA. Fort Meade being located in Maryland makes sense because of the sixteen scented celebration that I had come up with to have somewhere to bring all of the negative to maximize the chances that no one would hurt themselves or other people in the future. In a way this was created by the women as I was "obeying them" from the other side of the pictures or videos as a man who was only there to be sent away as that is the sign or symbol of the male. A ring with a point... and for good reason.. babies need food and hard work to be fed or cared for and its not good for any woman to have to go through this all alone unless it was something she wanted and worked for herself?
The men have been seemingly on board with this completely since they know how much they would be hooked up with the plan that we made from the amount of women that would create a "line up" of potential brides after the choice had been made or whatever? I have tried to connect with the men that I have come across when finding out that they are not single. Its not like they are totally excited that I exist but more like they are grateful that I am not only doing this to myself as its important that they are not going to be hurt like the other girls who I would not be selecting or whatever? I designed it to rekindle an already existing marriage so that people learn to check into their own past to see their mate's birthday echo all the way into their childhood! The greater the relationship would be the larger the echo would be found and this is real regarding every person that we come across or meet. While doing this I have discovered and proven that every moment is carried into the past and back almost instantly most especially when the speed of light or sound is concerned or our brains that are electrically charged not existing in regular time always linking with so many other minds we are not consciously aware of or a nonhuman influence as well always present. I have found that space is much more important than time in so many ways as what we are doing is always responding to others in gravity who were there before us and native before them until there are only animals or insects queuing their one lifetime to have more power somewhere up here where we are existing today.
So I have found that when coming across people whether its in real life or on the other side of pictures or videos we typically already met both the next time and last time that we slept as light and sound travels that much faster than us... but at the same time witnessing this also shows a splitting universe as science has already described being real almost like every creature or observer is part of the creator and getting a portion of what they expected or channel. The best way of making a deal with "fate" or a grim looking future would be making a deal with something that is not human such as the trees that we breath or the next meal that we come across while being completely serious about this. My Father being a Vietnam Veteran returned earlier than the rest of his platoon who mostly died right after he left so he would have died as well if he did not take a boat earlier. The origin of the letter 'P' is a boat and in the word Phillipines is "boat" hi lip pines... funny coincidence since he planted many pine trees when he came back.. for all we know such a thing is capable of saving him in a different time period over other people? Or maybe from having children that were in some ways more helpful to nature than the children that other people may have had if they had any? How could the opposite not be true as well which is very frightening as when a person goes further into this direction its possible that SOME of what we are going through is coming from what others are doing in the future. This is always real but its not something to be frightened of and the opposite is true once you realize that if anything malicious done intentionally against another person would be connecting to others both in the past and future thus decreasing the value of any given location kind of permanently? Does this mean that a party should immediately drop their weapons or lay down their arms? Not if they are in the defensive because in the past they could be connecting to what could be people trying to fight off animals invading or something along those lines? Is that why the Republican party is an Elephant? To remind us always to fight as defensive over offensive because the only justification for the involvement of war or any battle would be maybe helping them fight off a rampaging mammoth in history somewhere? What about locations where someone is being tortured or hurt in the most despicable ways? Have you ever wondered if there were any "skin walkers" in the past fighting with bamboos and poisonous darts where maybe the children are playing with straws and spit balls? This is something very real and important to measure to stop the spread of war or everything illegal as it might be important in the future to work harder in these locations when alarmed to build off of what could be "ghost influences" or something else as some "dark matter" or whatever is passing through that location? Maybe intensified when a person does something that loses their appetite that aligns them to garbage so that it returns to save the colony of bad bacteria or whatever? What is happening here or where the Nazi soldier was doing drugs that took away their appetite? Were they connecting to others more in the past or future or maybe the antennas between them all as they all are aligned to follow what leads to flesh being consumed or something like that? All of these are important questions but the answers may usually lead to the same conclusions? Be wary of the things done most especially while fighting as the people are filled with excuses to get by in uncomfortable places or in the cold wanting to feel warmer if its going to align us all more to somewhere more dangerous to think and send for a nonhuman influence wanting to ride or heavier flesh. Mass bends time and we all only lived once.
Anyways, I had a dream of many women that I was coming across who I was following on Twitch and Instagram... or maybe YouTube or somewhere else? They were arguing over how unfair it was that there was only one me and a lot of them deserved to have a chance of getting my attention before one girl got it all from me so this is how they had all agreed upon something called the "Felicia Fork Burrito" . .. Felicia Day was in this dream and is also the name of the biggest crush that I had as a teenager. It was someone who I would see at work who was maybe the most beautiful woman in the world? She really tried hard to date me but I blew it... while going out I ran into her but she was with another guy so she gave me her name explaining that he would get mad at her if he saw her write it down for me. I was used to dealing with situations like this but luckily all of the crushes that I ever had gave me a chance or door of opportunity if only for a week or at least this was true up until maybe the last ten years? The main problem has continuously been the same. Its almost impossible for any of them to be single for any long period of time. Once it happens men everywhere suddenly spring into action everywhere that they would go. So of course its totally nature and almost IMPOSSIBLE for someone like me or one of them to actually hook up with another person without responding to them first from what we are doing while asleep or coming across pictures or maybe simply sharing light and sound somehow and instinctively knowing they are out there? Felicia Day has a funny name... very fitting for being able to have my favorite every day if we had ever became a couple? She was one of the people on Twitch or somewhere like that I was following and when I came across her Instagram it was so comical how she was responding to my mind seemingly asking me to do something more to meet somehow? They are typically very nervous though from my perspective and when I have a mere THOUGHT that could be negative in some way it totally would show almost immediately on the other side of whatever so I kind of became very used to taking turns with every person that I come across so that they all look so much better on the other side of pictures or videos. Just by simply in my mind think of how I could be with ONLY THAT PERSON AND HOW LUCKY I WOULD BE really does actually give them a spark on the other side that I witness. When the picture it taken bad in some way it almost always happens right after I have a bad thought or something along those lines? From my experience or way of observing things its been kind of frightening how "scared of being famous" every person actually is somewhere inside? Yes, maybe its not the best thing for me to do? Feel like a slave of kindness in my mind for every person that I come across as I could reach a point where I feel kind of sick from pretending but luckily that is not gong to be included in this blog since that was only happening on those dating sites and places like that? Yes, they also respond to my mind on those as well but why meet someone from a dating site? I came up with an easy way to "dream date" each girl one day at a time thus was the agreement made that they called the "Felicia Fork Burrito" which meant giving every girl a fair chance in my mind and be totally into her so that she would do her best and look much better while what I was experiencing was extremely hot while everyone kept learning so much more regarding what was attractive or what was not or how we should be for other people or... Forkgirl_Cosplay was the other girl in the dream.. and the both of them were naked in the "furs" with me that was the burrito. She was saying how "dreamy" that I was and we were not sexually active in this dream. It was just about how they were wanting me to make a rule for each person so that I would take a break between each girl. They were complaining that it was not fair since I would only watch one or check her out and then move onto another one who had more content or something like that? So they all agreed in my sleep to allow me to be totally into them in my mind for one day each. This was called a "Felicia Fork Burrito" and honestly being under the furs naked has come up in my dreams often as a place to talk and its not sexual. Sometimes men are there and naked as well which would not have been unusual for our ancestors having to do things like possible take turns getting wet while it was freezing cold outside... so the person in the front might have to jump out into the cold and then quickly get back under the furs with the other naked people in the back as they take turns doing what was needed to be saved from death or whatever? Also it connects to the origins of a Knight (a trustworthy hand that does not penetrate the wood against the laws of the pentagram or whatever demanding that they connect through the air and selection process first or whatever? The letter 'k' has the origin that is a hand...)
So the last woman that I slept with (without sexual contact... no kissing.. but we definitely liked one another and she did not want something temporary so we were just cuddling friends as I am a "trustworthy (-k)night") has a birthday on June 4th and she is living where her husband died. While together I showed her proof that someone from Old Hollywood that she posted on her Instagram was responding to us while sleeping so we were asking her some questions. Whenever she would ask about men she would respond "tied up" among other things that was proving everything to be true that was going on and happening to me. Its pretty simple to explain. Everything synchronizes to try and provide helpful echoes not only to me but others sharing gravity with me while I wake up others to send the nonhuman influences away. This knowledge comes from the higher level of 'wizard' or whatever obtained from doing things that I have done that start with dreaming about animals but turn into choosing where the lightning strikes in the sky because of being to attractive to be able to enjoy it regularly my thoughts have to be timed so that no people are hurt as nature is being "sent away" so that we are less likely to be born with horns or whatever that might happen from ignorance coming from maybe the bad timing of drinking milk while sharing a spot where animals may have previously done things that could effect us if we were to do the "same things" in the future? We are still testing things to understand everything but I am not about to sign up for becoming a mutant. As long as people are active and effectively measuring where people are born with deformities it is 'safe' to have dairy but for some people like me I have had enough of it. My sense of smell is so much better than other people that if I was a firefighter I would be actually talking to the dogs with animal whispering and smelling the smoke from extremely far away as well! Like turning into a "werewolf" creature with a reminder not to go that direction too far as what would loving dogs too much do to us as we may become too loyal or pick up other characteristics from sharing space with them constantly just like what we have done with felines or other animals sharing gravity with us constantly. It is good to work with them and have them around to send them away but if a person is going to work behind a computer constantly or do something along those lines it might be extremely bad to do something like have pets as its extremely important to constantly visit the garden outside no matter what you do as a person or live anywhere for bringing insects where they should go or kill the nest or whatever else would need to happen as they are always effecting our thoughts and giving us influences that I have woken up to give less power to compared to other people so more of humanity seemingly synchronizes to trust my cells and electricity over the others as I try to keep us the way that we are for as long as possible as evolution comes from sharing space with other life forms. This is where the 'Tunnel Under The Ocean Blvd." was synchronized to bring me as Lana Del Rey who this woman happened to be a huge fan of was showing herself surrounded by other women in water representing others in the "line up" for me so that I would be careful not to hurt this girl or maybe waste my time with someone temporarily when I still have my future echo that needs me the most because of my children that I have not had yet. This experiment that I was doing on Twitch was to find my largest echo coming from the future since I was witnessing proof that ghosts may come from the future and my lover that I had left along with dead people were answering my questions that I had from simply remembering my dreams or catching onto what is found in the pictures or artwork that they left behind as photography is a form of art even when it comes from people that did not consider themselves artists as they are responding to everyone who comes across the photo whenever one is taken. I have not had more than one dream date with Lana Del Rey because I did not know that she was married but I still was more serious this time around to actually let the person know what she was doing and what was happening since I chickened out with the others that did this to me like Ircha from YouTube I had such a romantic dream of as she came to me naked and she was responding on the other side of her videos. I was able to prove this being real easily as she was gesturing to the roses on her table and trying to get me to do something more about what was happening between us and then someone had proposed to her so I got off of her completely... since then I had dreams of her coming to me apologizing for thinking about me and doing what she did.. as if she could be some kind of stalker creep? I don't think so but this is true in that even married couples have the right to THINK or DREAM and in the future I would never be one to shame her or her husband for watching nudity on the television or whatever or thinking about others they admire most especially since one day we will all be so old that we lose our vision IF WE ARE LUCKY! It is wrong to go to such lengths to be polite. What is being polite anyways? It can easily be a form of dueling... because tough love is important and sometimes people need to hear something even if its difficult most especially if it threatens them in any way.
Dream Dating Results Thus Far...
November 10th... 2023! Judgement Day, so pass the love along! Such a name like that makes me worry about people speaking another language seeing the opposite or understanding the wrong things constantly for awhile until catching up to what is going on or how everything works as that is a huge difference.. if I was using another language the colors and everything would not necessarily change but the animals understand English all over the world more than anything else so this should be extremely helpful in working much harder than before to fix the problems from last century using more intelligent math and simplicity over dividing from laziness, multiplying for ignorance, or subtracting for a nonhuman influence.
Amouranth - never actually went on a dream date... I had a dream that I kissed her 20 years before coming across her.. I no longer follow her as I feared we were not a good match or that she already had someone but once in awhile I do out of pity or fear maybe? Because I would accidentally think mean things out of the fear of it happening somewhat so have tried not to do this anymore since she was one of the first people who woke me to this. I used to never think anything mean about anyone but of course would get frustrated with things that people do. I would never look at people and think about how ugly they looked among other things like that. They seemed to know about this where they would go to sleep which made me "glow" in comparison to other people in a lot of ways. As far as art goes I am very an artist myself and never stop judging my own work and feel that it is impossible not to judge other people's work as well because its never completed or done and could always be better somehow? That makes a person feel like they can accomplish anything as far as artwork goes?
Dizzy Kitten - I've had a partial dream date with her ASMR but not an official one... I had a romantic dream of her before I came across her as well.. very innocent and kissing between lockers at a school.
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