The Lady In White & The Lady In Red

To make sure that a certain Lamborghini enjoys the ride more that was given here is an introductory video for "the best of Edward Ka-Spel, Tear Garden, and the Legendary Pink Dots" as she may never have the time to get to know so many albums and pieces of work! 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2TIvU3OU-g

It appears that the theme of the videos shown on the side have to do with a "scenic route"?

Recently, there was a released from the Legendary Pink Dots seemingly showing what was supposed to be Palm Bee on the front cover coming from those who might be very innocent while falsely accused as they may merely be responding to their fans as artists without ever really looking into anything that was going on or at least not that much as there was so much to read or discover?! Did they get the part where I was cut off from her stream by what was seemingly her new boss when she joined "Mythic Talent" that obviously never had the time to look into anything as the first email shows how I was trying to create her a "line-up" or help her with her current partner with curiosity regarding how it was possible she was so closely synchronized to what I created that I call the Sixteen Scented Celebration? It did not seem that she sent me away as if I were not wanted but a reply to a comment that I left accused me of being "crazy" as she may have been expected to obey what might have been women using Facebook to try and control her in a way that cut her off from what made them jealous such as accepting this gift from the dots as she is supposed to go through the stages of abuse as a "babybat" first before getting anything nice from anyone or maybe she is supposed to kneel and beg for a job from anyone? How sad how Facebook was used as a weapon by the women who were angry of being rejected by me in my mind or maybe told that I would never touch her again so she felt the need to somehow make me pay for this by cutting off everyone else through taking advantage of what social media has allowed people to do to others!

If a beautiful woman turns down a man who had romantic interest, does he have to always curse her or say bad things about her whenever she is brought up in a conversation as if to punish her for it? No! This is why a few things should be changed so that the men are not also abused in this same way! A person should not have to worry about another sending hateful messages to everyone who dares send a like or make a comment where there had to be some reason for this so let it be a political one when in reality nobody really cared about that? There is a certain "sister" who might be the daughter of the REAL DARTH (IN)VADER of Vietnam to worry about who might own her own house somewhere and wants to go to the same club to dance where the same boys would be found! How dare she vote to pay less for a house where there are no planned parenthood facilities around? She really was dumb enough to go along with what the oldest brother did as a result of not wanting to become politically involved enough to have a talk with Dad about the reasons he did not want to obey or become a Republican?

Truth be told? I must remain politically neutral because it will be up to my wife or partner to decide who the wrong political party is that we join! I do not really care and do not want to split the choices in HALF! People have had so much interest in politics that every party is in dire need of improvement and I believe that she will be led by the same logic as everyone else by merely answering questions that mostly wake us up to how much more we should be working on fixing the problems found in this country and taking full advantage of our rights as citizens that are able to build whatever we want as long as we all agree to vote for it or are able to win an election for a term! What a shame that people mostly ignored politics and as a child I only would have been in the one that legalized weed without wanting to put any more thought into it! This embarrassment is enough to make the most hardcore Republican if the person just got a job and was no longer a junkie... not really, but maybe in the eyes of someone who feels intimiDATED by a certain little sister that might take away a certain boyfriend especially if she also likes girls?

https://edwardka-spel.bandcamp.com/album/the-sympathy-portal

Recently, we were blessed by yet another released from the dots or Edward Ka-Spel that has the words written, "take the scenic route..." Not sure how he knows the most frightening skeletons found in our closet but as an artist that he woke up and has fans of my own coming from the future it is pretty obvious that they keep coming from the future in our dreams and we are forced to respond to them so please be kind and understand that they may not be making us famous on purpose as some of them may not even know still who they keep responding for! I have yet to make that Siouxsie Sioux post that proves her lyrics and music was tied to her fans especially where I was found always calling her our "Goth Goddess" of the clubs due to their hard time finding a guitar player so their songs had more of a drum and bass focus that be easier to dance to or more upbeat? Like the Cure coming to me as a child with the album "Head on the Door", she also has as well! Responding to certain times that I came across her during interviews to let me know that she was aware of me because of the thoughts that I had were found in the music that proved it once I actually looked into what the lyrics said! Very grateful and feel saddened by the amount of victims found in Facebook thanks to most users spending time west of bacteria or trash or being allowed to use it while drinking or on drugs without being flagged or punished in the same way as another who might be bullied out of jealousy or a preference for what is "A-sexual"?

I have felt the need to better establish the proof of my ridiculous claims before another takes any "slings and arrows" for me? Capable of being defeated by a billionaire due to his NEGLECT or stubborn refusal to change the word "friend" to "contact" while making it forbidden to share things about others that they know the person would not want to be shared as that would not have anything to do with freedom of expression since it should be done where the person is capable of seeing what was done wrong so that he or she could learn something or change or maybe correct them as there was some silly misunderstanding somewhere!? The best example of this comes from a "journalist joke" that I wrote as a post once that was complaining about Trump by using words that would trick the reader into thinking that I was someone who supported him. Since I wear makeup in my pictures it seemed kind of obvious to me that people would catch on who did not know me as to what I was doing but surprisingly a lot of people took it seriously and they did not laugh when I replied to their comment that "corrected them" and made them feel dumb perhaps?

What is smaller such as the life found outside sharing space occupies our mind so know HOW we are here not to serve you but to get you! Let our dots remain pink and never become red that would be the trail for the snail foolish enough to think that something could be hidden like the truth?

There has been a plan going back and forth between Palm Bee and myself in our dreams that involves the "scenic route" where we would be able to spend some time together far away from where people might be found like maybe in the desert so that we may actually have a conversation or be able to share things that we did as children or in the past that created are our biggest demons or what happened during our most embarrassing moments or largest mistakes? To go through a list of confessions or previous lovers even the absolute worst of them so that we make sure that there is nothing that could possibly bite us later on as "famous people on top of the Tweeting 20s"? The plan that I had was to be able to actually have some PRIVACY for the first time in my entire life with a woman while I was living on Bedford Street that wanted to have at least SOME time for just us somewhere in our life! During my last relationship it felt like we never had privacy! Was there someone aware of us playing with himself nearby whenever we were intimate because of knowing about what was going on? With my next partner I want to make a list of all previous lovers or those we dated so that we could check on them to send them away since it would be impossible not to share gravity with them since they were able to make it closer than we may want them to be? It is important not to be cursed by those we share gravity with more than we knew or they will do things with the timing during their one life they lived that is capable of messing us up wherever it is that we are found even when it is very far away in another country on the other side of the world! Because of the speed of light that makes our minds capable of touching others immediately with a mere thought. Thought must be faster than light. We witness enough proof of this constantly. Maybe this would be the speed of gravity that is also consciousness for living entities as we must connect to many others in different time periods in order to have any direction wherever it is we are located. For this reason it may not be possible to go to another planet. We may lose consciousness once entering orbit for all we know as our afterlife perhaps changed to become one that shared things with no other forms of life!? Maybe having dreams while in orbit around another planet such as Mars would be impossible since even the Moon is stuck in orbit with the Earth. Everything that happens on it would become part of the rest eventually someday? If our planet becomes one like Mars that we see in our minds better than what we see in the sky what would have happened to the Moon that it once had? Maybe it broke orbit and a rubber-band effect happened until it collided that created an asteroid belt? Would those rocks then be caught in gravity until it became something like Jupiter next? Maybe the theory that I had is true that I called Adam's Red Shadow of a Green Apple stating that if eternity exists for any object caught in space it should be found both before it was that object and afterwards so it should be found in the location that I called a "meerador" that would be where it has changed so much that it was no longer the same celestial object. Not likely, but it is a helpful and interesting thought. If a baseball floated out in space and eternity existed than how would it not already be found further out in space where it had changed so much that it became an object that was no longer a baseball?

Anyways, sending away loved ones we were previously with or found in our dreams in the future is what I made the Sixteen Scented Celebration for so that the marriage of even the most famous or coveted couple is capable of lasting rather than end because of not knowing about how they may be synchronizing to be with someone found on the other side on accident as they are capable of finding these people and helping them find another so that they get off? Otherwise, will they be at risk of hurting themselves or making us look bad if they are not doing well? If they have us in their memory when we become our greatest will they also find regret that does not lead them in the direction that would be helpful to us while we are forced to still be linked to these people we used to love or allowed to touch us in the wood element that has a way that roots into the stone for a more firm grip even though the element was meant to reject the person? It is important not be controlled by jealousy and to help a previous lover find another or the timing of their one life may have a funny way of causing accidents to another on "accident" . .. especially when sharing a location another previously lived! Maybe it is always important to move out after a loved one dies so that the timing shared is not destructive for anyone else as it is true that the glow feels good when it comes from a loved one that is lonely coming from a different time maybe found in a memory or on the other side of trapped light or sound?

In my dreams, I met a woman that he was in love with who looked A LOT like Amber! I saw her once in a YouTube video? This was before "goth" was a thing but when you saw the crowd it looked the same but in their mind is was more of maybe the people from the "other side of the tracks"? In the early 80s they were playing "electronical music" while she hit the stage with a plastic baby of legendary pink or grey dots but never red and maybe talking about how a smoking mother burned another with timing that was like salvation for a certain memory later? Not sure how to categorize her to him but he may be right in that she might be his "air" even though they were never married? Where were his best moments while using those eyes? If someone is the "air" does that mean that the person is constantly visiting sometimes in spirit? Merely, like a schizophrenic episode? While bringing back these pre-death funerals, if someone were to make a figure-eight over the air element as someone else it should be understood since we all lived once as simply the one who gave them the best memories from what was seen! Would this mean that some of the very first "freedom to choose" marriages were honored when they died in a way that inspired people to cross their goodbyes at the air element from every direction by simply remembering how beautiful it was pairing the couple who was wed as many more cried than usual during a particular coupling? Seeing them in their minds until they died when they were working in the ring for earning a partner until finally, they were surprised by the people in the line-ups who targeted and worked for those who loved each other the most rather than the other more selfish reasons?

In a dream, I went backstage as someone OLDER than them ironically, sometimes it is like that, as Amber will find out later in life as she teaches the boy inside of me how to behave!? Edward shown me some of where his "private" bandages were wrapped. Not sure if it was this woman or another, but someone came to me and explained how she hated him for hating himself. Saw the filthiest secrets in his life from the other side of the whatever attempting to control us by using the gravity and moving planet to trick us into sending more for something not human and for some time he was not waking up to this fast enough to keep her in his vision.

Take a glance at this picture showing red & green on the "never side" (or left mind found in the upper right) and you will see something that never happened or would be capable of killing both me and Palm Bee if anyone else ever found out! At least, that was how we felt all of our lives whenever it came up in the peripheral vision of any passersby. Why would we ever TELL people about this as if trying to get some attention or create the most possibly embarrassing drama? This figure has many faces and it is either a loving mother or father or a child-molesting rapist that wants some secret alone time? How... just how could a single mother be so dumb as to fail when it came to fathering a son by leaving out his nudity magazines or other "mistakes" the boy surely needed so that he would not bring himself to do things like spy on his own mother trying to see where he came from as close as possible but without being caught! What about sleeping next to someone like a parent of the opposite sex while forgetting about the head over heels rule? When the child has become developed and something like a spouse but more beautiful while still filled with youth? 

Why would what lives inside of us that is angry we lost our appetite, bring us to the line that will surely kill if it is crossed or if this crossed moment still existed later after waking up? Just to save the colony of bad bacteria using our brain tissue if we were to dare go on a DIEt again or have another drink or become Major To.m in the Outer Limits with a pipe of crystal methods far from eating any real satisfying food? Adam, as an Americant making friends only with Mexicants, surely would not give Cantada problems if he stayed away from the illegal amigos while sticking to the... red, white, and blue dragons to chase? There is something about this man that is unlike the others that glimmers like the prettiest treasure.

His mind.

Capable of seeing the oldest echo that loves him as the most beautiful woman in the world who is the very scary "lady in red" as described by the youngest version of him and his closest sibling he almost made a GRAVE error with like Luke who was not really disturbed from kissing a secret princess. His face is changing too! His sister is online sharing things that he did as well among those he was most frightened by when it came to knowing about his most embarrassing moments in the s.had.ows (s = measuring what enters the body)... this person will see her as the sexiest human alive even when it is too dangerous for her to get into something too hot.

Do you understand the dangers of THINKING yet? Why pride is the worst sin which would be simply trusting our brain tissue that is constantly being used?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aA2W3YIhk4U

Why would Luke Skywalker kiss his sister? To stop people from killing themselves? My babysitter found us trying to learn how to "French kiss" because we saw it in a movie and where I share this openly while laughing about it another may be found elsewhere creating a monster with changing faces as they never seen the same one that she knew and felt that never actually did, at least not inside of her!? Did I have to over-react and accuse my own mother of molestation for some very minor somewhat normal occurrences? Maybe this was merely a consequence of her fears as there was supposed to be a larger step found beyond the line that was crossed and something more to pay for the sins we have committed as people who are here to serve or be served? To get, be get, or forget? If our "government" or "snoopy neighbors that were never invited" taped our phone lines they should know how whenever we describe a face it actually becomes a much bigger one when facing monsters, most especially when it is coming from something that is trying to create the largest mistake that becomes a feast somehow or opportunity to get rid of having to share space with humanity?

As children we walked in on our parents making love who were naked with one another... with a game we wanted to play they bought us for Christmas but this game was never played and now I know why so much younger than most people who were ever bright enough to find this light! While alone, thanks to the concerns our parents had that were sent to our brain tissue while insects surely wanted to time things so that we might pay for our curious nature that might involve not only feeling what a leaf is like but taking off all of a green until there was nothing left but veins. The one who would be in the legendary red box the faeries try to bring to those who have done things like hurt one intentionally.

We tried to mimic what we saw Mom and Dad do... I was so young that I had never before had an erection so could not figure out how it was possible but thankfully a voice was heard in my mind coming from the future elderly version of myself that has not happened yet but definitely will that said certain words only I know as it is worn like an armor that knows I will survive absolute anything that I face but that does not mean I will not be tortured or worse before I reach myself in the future in the location that I know I will! I have already witnessed this to be real so I know that both my partner who is the air and myself will someday wake up to becoming a God and Goddess for the inner child found in ourselves and our spouse that will be found trapped in photographs or videos awaiting to be with their most loved echo coming from the future. Like the voice of God that I heard as a child or an adult who saw a light in a tunnel because he was about to die but thankfully was saved instead by what have been the older version of him returning to the same location in the future to send the most helpful echoes back to where he previously made the worst mistakes!

This is where every person should bring themselves to be able to wear the same armor as I have found since it is the most powerful and by doing this as a soldier or warrior prepared to fight it allows one to wake up and confess to what actually started a fight or dispute that led to a confrontation that might justify hurting another human being as if math was somehow helpful outside of patient use of add dish in?

The name of every person that I have come across has been responding to me as if the parents named them in the way that proves the definition found in their name when using the language of Adam coming from the origins is asking for him to hurry with finding enough success to bring what will be pre-death funerals everywhere coming from the most ancient traditions we had during the "missing link" that would be between the oldest remains of a human being and the monkey!

https://www.youtube.com/@languageofadam

The challenge for every person is to find how your name actually has the most embarrassing definition found in it that previously felt like it would kill you if another person ever found it out and return to this location where the worst ideas came from spending too much time thinking west of trash or another bacteria heavy "potty thought zone" so that you may become the God of your own self if you are a man or the Goddess of your own self if you are a woman as it may give us the best chances of survival when we are returning as the oldest version of ourselves to where we made our worst mistakes. Even if we are not able to stand over ourselves so close that it brings a voice that was heard in the past as I have done and others that also went through this during near death experiences, it is still helpful for others sharing space with us who already lived or will again after our time sharing this same sacred space. Holy even for the boy that sucked on a rat to be the most kind owner that grew up feeling like he would suddenly die if he was ever discovered for being THAT nice! Those sharing gravity with him laughed as they loved eating that as well... but used teeth and it did not feel as good to the rat.. what is the difference? That depends on whether or not you stepped on a bug and what the appendix is used for?

My last name is Meade and when the definition is looked up it means "meadow" but there is so much more to find in every person's name as I have previously shared that we all have at least 101+ definitions! Where did the "grim reaper" come from in the dreams of our past lives and how does this link to the hourglass eyes of the mage or Addam's family that faces a picture or television with four snaps that knows more about the rectangle visited in the future that is connecting to the minds of the past almost instantly through what lives inside of us using our heavier weight that bent time for it showing us our fATE on those rare occasions we may get something right or perhaps where we have worked so hard there might be a mathematical pattern showing guaranteed safety that is found but cannot be or we die faster from being more careless than usual? As someone who harbors better bacteria without the same parasites but with a mind that is looking for ways we could be more open for accepting them like maybe through a pet pig that died after a life of hunting for truffles in the forest for the family with Alec Baldwin as one of the definitions of his name may have asked for? Something to help us face what happened as a result of the movie Rust as we find ways to prevent the same disaster elsewhere if the best echo we create in the future is not capable of saving those found on the other side of the trapped light and sound in the past that is shared with creatures that are not only human and dangerously capable of timing themselves so that they have a better chance of escaping our next plate?

No matter who you are in the world you have a name... and the purpose of waking up to how your name responded to my coming across you is to understand the truth found in this message coming from the human host that doubts everyone, most especially those who are the most righteous or holy. They were also foolish enough to trust their brain tissue that was being used for another purpose even with the brightest lessons as words cannot be eaten and how could ever child learn to use language when everyone needs to be fed? How sad salvation is still found right now with the simple solution that would be breeding animals but not with animal orgies as much as the need for as many as possible because somewhere in the world they are still hungry while we are fully capable of finding a bull that will make a score of wives in Ho.us.ton in every state and country if we must to defeat starvation!? If we make sure that we do this now and simply be ready to bring food it might be the difference between losing our country and family or having a life filled with luxuries only royalty knew in the past but found absolutely everywhere!? So many lives we have lived where we may have suffered or even been tortured somewhere and all of that for what might be our next lives that will finally be something better than we could have possibly imagined in the past where virtual reality could not give us almost everything we ever wanted compared to hundreds of years ago!?

Faeries know your mind now and forgive you for doing more than stepping on a bug because of what you will do to prevent other children from crossing the same line somewhere else! GRAB THEIR EAR IF THEY DO! When they grow up they will understand later... and if there are no parents around, maybe they will have elf ears, since it was that horrifying to make such a mistake as to think that something like a walking leaf could not feel pain? 

You are not the same person as the one who you send an echo to whenever you have a memory from your current location so hopefully the faeries stop being cruel with their sounds so that we stop doing things to hurt them for it in the past! All it takes is seven years and we actually became a new creature entirely but they only live a very short lifespan compared to us so may not understand how that is another person entirely! The only connection that we actually have would be what lives inside of us that is capable of sending us there in our heads now with what we call memories thanks to our heavier weight bending time for what is smaller? No, we are something much more! What brought us here is over a million years old and we have not died yet! 

In one lifetime we are participating in what every ancestor did so please help me with waking up others for providing the most helpful echoes to our previous lives already lived and even if we are never able to share space with their location we are still able to reach them no matter where we live in the world because once a person has joined the gravity of this planet they have joined consciousness and what might be our afterlife and theirs that is constantly capable of experiencing how they reached us from where it was that they lived so long ago? Even if it is only for a brief moment, that may be a lot more than we know, since we may experience existence in a different way once we lose our body and join gravity where our progress in our dreams depends more on the choices made by those who carry the light we ride in their minds that are capable of meeting us even where it was so distant we refused that we could be fish still that would gobble up a loved one on accident? They are still here with us occasionally visiting to see the other side that goes back to where they lived once!

Allow me to bless you with wishes in your location right now! By reading these words you will be very helpful when it comes to saving a faerie out there somewhere because this should be known to all of them that are thirsty. They should always rub the roots with their arms before taking a bite! No matter how thirsty they are! This would be to kill any miniature eggs that might be found on the root capable of growing inside of them until they have been taken over by a parasitic worm living from the inside. It is not too late for them even if they have already ingested some of these nematode eggs. There are marigolds that have leaves found to make the better healthier host. Eating these leaves saves the faeries and when you meet them this would be known to the natives as the day of the dead. Be sure to remember what you read here so that you will never hear the absolute worst sounds or be brought to the worst places in your mind more than a few minutes as you have magic of your own found in your memories that may need to be thought about after every time a car is used since their wishes cannot be granted like they used to. By driving just a few minutes away they might be trying to kill you again when they were previously trying to save you! This is why these words are so important for everyone to read. Such messages should be brought to everyone like television commercials that are more helpful to being blessed by the magic found from the birds and the bees we are forced to share space with constantly.

Birds are not exactly like the other creatures as they were not only dinosaurs but a type that sounds like terror as that is what they may surely bring since they are capable of timing their one lifetime in your location in the past and future no matter where it is that you are found in the world! While they were giant creatures found in the skies hunting bugs almost everything on land somehow became extinct as humanity were merely fish trying not to eat too many children or whatever? Like the tree frog we went up the bark as far away from becoming the battletoads as possible! Size matters?! Surely, an older family member has something better to teach me than what is found in the belly?

Right now we are sharing light and sound with other creatures that all lived once with clocks thanks to gravity that should be turning for us and not against us! It is no mistake that the kosher diet becomes K.O. sh! ER in the minds of the wisest! In the future we may have a lot of fun making a zoo that would be where the animals would be brought to be slaughtered that die of "natural manmade causes" that bring us meat in the way that would be much more fair so that what we are linked to has a chance and we are not feeling like they feel while under our care in our dominion.

When musicians are brought in radios spaced evenly apart they will compete for our attention!

Everything alive is supposed to be the absolute BEST location for others sharing space with it as they were not only previously there but may be there afterwards as well! This means that the sounds heard from nature you may recognize as what always tries to serve what helps them the most is capable of being timed to save us rather than be timed to hurt us! This is the logic seen for those who wake up to the real identity of the alien from that movie which comes out from the chest. It is actually a squirrel that makes us want to save up everything for the end of the world when they are living nearby!

You have a square to be found that should be checked out! A location where you live that is shared by other life forms. These should be put down on a list as its important to wake up for being blessed by the birds and the bees rather than cursed by them! We could live like owls and how dare they guilt trip us when they have gone directions proven to be birds eating birds! Give them seeds but do it in your mind to save the bees! They are more pleasant to think about since they are fuzzy and you know there sting hurts! Thoughts matter and while mowing a lawn a wasp only lands then leaves if your mind is not planning on taking down their nest. This would be the origin of the symbol known today as the swastika that should be something claimed again by the children of the future rather than a racist tactic that forever uses white people because there is nothing racist about the attempt to have perfect thoughts and prayers or meditation. Of course, it is important that when this symbol is used, water would be found nearby so this would be why it is also found on the toes. When we reach honey our minds must be one with the bees or else they will sting!

It is possible to become a squirrel hunter while sharing gravity with them but would you want to be doing this when they are capable of being timed in ways in the past and future that makes it more likely a nail is driven through our flesh by some mistake tomorrow? This is the logic found when making deals with nature, otherwise known as following the beast, or 666 that the Jews used to help the heavens with in order to turn around the most dangerous threats such as Romans by timing nature in ways that made their curiosity terrifying! This made every one spear suddenly become twelve! The stories told about fighting against monsters in the wild such as horrifying dragons helped as well. Not exactly dishonest when the truth is given with certain timing... Jesus died on the cross.. maybe they made sure of this when he was an elderly man because his bed was made in the appearance of one beneath the padding so that he would not notice any discomfort!? All it took was three people and the beast was capable of turning around an army of men! A head, hand, and foot... found with a "ward of evil" spell with a circle of salt for the foot that might sprinkle it into the snow so that it is melted fast for a message read in the mountains or where it is needed where they came in so that when they are spooked and chased away they will find it then leave!

I found someone that I was in love with when I made this video...

https://youtu.be/pQ1NJ8gDpxc?si=oQUF0P5Yl3bg0Dbj

After I made it I saw her crying in my mind... because she "bought a house" and already has done things that would cross her off the list for my search when it comes to having a "perfect mate" but there is good news to be found in all of this? People change and they may find that the best light actually is the most naked and embarrassing mistakes revealed. The spirit of "not only have I tasted dirt but also ____" that may be the only time humanity was correct when we were looking for how we were wrong or used by something not human?

https://youtu.be/eqUwCa3aNKk?si=o7UbCdDTgVMDVtLr

Last night, I had found the identity of the last woman that I was romantic with in the dream world but lord forgive me if she was not exactly a "woman" yet... but if you remember what I share as someone who follows me, recently while picking up the garbage everywhere I was short by just a quarter for buying something so asked some people for just a few cents that made me never want to ask for anything ever again! There was a vehicle packed with grown boys that seemingly knew of Palm Bee somehow and one of them suggested that I find someone who was wearing nothing but a white shirt up the road as a joke after I shared something about how her wearing nothing but an orange and brown shirt has meant being married to me, especially when it was only a soundgarden shirt since I always carry the best sounds of nature or the beast with me wherever I go that are very dangerous to not be aware of or wind cuckoo clocks for protecting other people because neglect otherwise kills people since they will do things such as trust their own brain tissue while being under the influence of what they share space with without knowing it! This would most commonly be known as someone "going postal" or something like that! Especially against the Jews that rhymes with chews or shoot... recently, I was able to fix the sound of nature for an entire state but I definitely need help if we are to end this problem tomorrow as the country is too large for me alone to cover which seemed to be part of why Violent Vickie might have gone to Florida without her knowing it as she may be capable of saving people everywhere since she is not really violent while vegan and her mind might actually accidentally inspire birds to kill people without her knowing! They might sound innocent and cute the entire time while nobody even noticed! This is why it is so important to do things such as practice a more "K.O. sh ER" diet rather than the previous more cruel methods of delivery. Mechanical traps in a zoo instead of a slaughter house would be the best way of the future as it has been proven perhaps that we are linked to the animals while they lived if you remember your dreams and the origins of thought while doing something like having the first bite of meat after being vegan for many years! For some, it is a dream of being that animal while it lived and not even knowing that you are about to become a person! Since a memory takes us to an actual location in the past where a previous body lived we are connected to right now as our heavier weight bends time for what is smaller so what did the bad bacteria linking us to our food do?

This is the reason that I will not have bacon until my pet pig that hunts for truffles dies someday as I go the route that would not be "lose some fur" but "gain some fur" as he was said to be evil? Have you been able to afford the taste of the vegan chicken from the place called Doomies that is open 24/7? It tastes SO MUCH BETTER and you can get a bucket! Eat the whole thing without feeling nearly as bloated and sick! Still there is fried oil used, etc. What a difference though! It would be wonderful to build a fish farm someday that is also a restaurant that prepared the fish that "fell off the obstacle course taken" whenever one is needed for a customer that is otherwise saved by the mechanical arm when it is slow if it fell into the danger zone out of the fun slide it took.

Anyways, sorry but that seriously trailed off for a moment there! Back to the last time that I was intimate with a woman from my dreams... it was someone after dreaming about Palm Bee and our son three times or our three sons? I told myself that there was a daughter seemingly too somewhere... the last time that I was intimate in a dream it the night that someone in that parking lot mentioned someone wearing only a white shirt and it happened when I was falling asleep in my seat, suddenly I was walking behind a woman who did not have pants on but only a shirt and we made love as I came up to spoon her from behind and then I went on a date with Kyootbot where we were in love with each other but I was not allowed to be intimate with her for some reason so we watched one another play with ourselves with some snuggling maybe? The woman with the white shirt had blonde hair and I believe that I found her identity last night while only she knows WHEN the dream happened on her end that could be an age that is a bit younger than usual as we must have been intimate many times already if this is someone that is echoing from my future?

Last night, I believe that I have found the identity of this woman according to the perfect timing found on the other end! According to the timing Palm Bee was responding to my mind so that I would cut off other women and wait even longer than I already have for her... which started out this night as noticing that she likely made a song about me since the colors used during production are orange and brown which has been tied to the bottom right of photos and videos as well as the word Riverside that I come across whether it be a street or city or picture or random whatever that I come across, it always synchronizes to her marriage proposal that happened to me in Riverside where she kneeled to me in a white dress while laying down a weapon in each hand representing letter R's as a mouse and a phone. Without the letter R the word Riverside becomes Iveside (+d when the letter D is carried from where I had my first romantic dream of her as a married woman making love with me and let his letting me know that the black robe meant polyamorous while I already knew that the red meant getting everyone off while white meant monogamy)... this connects to the very first time that I found her on Twitch.tv where I looked her up on Instagram to see whether or not I should follow her if she synchronized herself to me as I was only following those who did at the time for waking up people to being participants of the Sixteen Scented Celebration in the future that echoes back in time showing how much fun they must be having in the future that created the themes for the days we find here in the present. I first caught onto this pattern coming from my former lover following Halloween as humanity seemingly made it with their subconscious minds guiding me as I tried to "obey" them in a way that countered everything negative positively while sent away as a man respectfully. I am thankful that I have not come across anyone married who has synchronized to me in a dishonest way but I was not exactly looking into finding out if married women would respond as well so it would have been possible although unlikely unless the person was always looking for another with their subconscious mind while taking pictures or videos. This would be one of the main reasons that I felt motivated to let the public know about this somehow, most especially since not knowing already killed my child and yesterday I found out that someone may have left Edward because of the same reason? My parents and countless other victims most especially in Hollywood where they have not stayed married for nearly as long as other people would have really been helped from discovering the same so I would like to make a documentary movie that tells the safest version of this true story in a way that is most simple. At first, everyone likely stops for a moment to prevent what might be known as the most scary kind of "voodoo" practiced out there but they will always find the same reasons that absolutely everyone should know as well! It is only a matter of time before the older people catch up or has technology simply passed them forever? For those proficient with computers and a job such as video editing or anything to do with photography it is very obvious that everyone needs this knowledge right away but it could be used for finding missing people or solving murders although animal whispering might be much more helpful as criminals or the most dangerous types of people would likely be stopped from this discovery especially if they knew that everyone else is going through the same thing but until then it has only been the psychopath or what might be the justified pen or person forced to obey what comes from it.

I used a part of her recent stream where she shows her bottom with orange and brown colors as instructed that is one of the most romantic experiences a person could possibly have? For this reason I would like to use this celebration for having a way to safely wake up others so that everything negative is countered while every relationship, most especially those who are married, would be rekindled from discovering how their spouse echoed into their past! Right there you find why I have asked everyone to use the sixteen scented celebration for waking people so that no one hurts themselves or others from the same discoveries that motivated psychos previously. With people getting into the use of multiple monitors it is only a matter of time before people discover this on their own absolutely everywhere very easily as it would be very hard to miss what is so obviously found where a bunch of pictures are found showing that people are somehow able to see where the intimate "forbidden" action might be happening in another "gate" of captured light? Their subconscious minds are obviously able to respond to everything seen on the other side of every photo or video taken of them!

https://youtu.be/nV505s-ZH0E

Back to the woman in nothing but a white shirt that I made love with from behind during my last romantic dream! I FOUND HER and guess who it was...?! You probably guessed correctly! When my computer ran out of battery life while I was using it she was asking me not to leave so that she could see me finish so I thought that I would check her out on my phone although the moment was lost. I have not had sexual intercourse with anyone younger than 26 other than just one girl who was two years older than me! I saved myself for my wife who will know this is real from the other side of photos and videos that I left behind since she will be younger as I want children so cannot aim for older women anymore like I used to prefer. We will turns proving that we were there with the younger version of ourselves while together as this will be introduced as a new type of relationship therapy as part of the sixteen scented celebration that I made for keeping the relationships of the most famous or coveted people going that would be rekindled every year going to their own birthday from the Day of Dreams that is November 2nd and the day that Palm Bee posted a video showing herself wearing black with a gesture that meant "no" to everything poly that connected with the dream of our intercourse while she was married.

Back in my other blog post that I made long ago where I took videos of myself asking for Palm Bee to do something for me in the next thing that she shared online to prove that she was responding to me I was concerned that someone was trying to mess this up by asking her to go along with what I was asking for while spying but since then I have proven this to be true even outside of where this has happened if it ever has? Hopefully it has not so that she is able to pass all of the lie detector tests we will take for the movie production if that is the direction she would like to go as that would make the most sense when it comes to using our "broom" to make things the most kiddie friendly while fixing what dangerous knowledge already spread like a wild fire while people were hacked as these discoveries were made! We would be able to make ALL of the money too without having to hire actors while it would be obvious as to what music to use... so much has responded to the both of us living already it will be so much fun if this is what we will be doing as something like Nick Cave watches me dancing with my red right hand that always connects "Raistlin" with "FISTandantilus" the wizards from the Dragonlance fantasy series that magically synchronized in a miraculous way for helping us face everything negative or bring the best pre-death funeral experiences to the authors and their parents obviously if it is not too late as they were also likely named something that had to do with what they were doing when they came across me like everyone else! 

https://youtu.be/o8p3gUx1t80

Today, I woke up to continue writing in this blog while thankful to come across this:

I am trying to teach people that I will be introducing this celebration to how to "make a man" and win by complementing rather than competing as that has been the root of all evil that bacteria, insects, and animals trying to escape our plate have used to kill us for countless centuries! Are they going to complement to win or is their leet PVP instinct for tea-bagging kicking in? Both women play video games so they are just having fun sometimes when it can look like something more to another.

Is this goodbye to Lia or Sssniperwolf? 

I am not even sure if she is found in the Los Angeles area?!

I do not want to take advantage of them from over here but it seriously is comical what I witness that has so far always ended up with me still alone and crying by myself having romantic dreams but having nothing but a pillow to wake up to!

What did I even make this Volume iv?

https://theeuntitled.bandcamp.com/album/thee-ring-volume-iv

https://youtu.be/kmp0h8rNEJ4

Wow! She is SO hot!! You know, honestly... both women really did a great job in never showing how they were bothered by the other.. they went a really long time pretending not to care but then one cat hissed and then the other one had fur that stuck up all the way from head to tail!

I just have some concerns when it comes to sharing light and sound captured like that? What if it caused accidents or something?

Can you guess who will absolutely NEVER forgive you for trying to help her "clean up her man"?

You better let her know what is going on over here with me and her... RIGHT NOW! If someone really wanted to help me or her by getting "meth" out of the scene they would have simply given me the number for a doctor so that I could get a prescription for adderall once a week or whatever!? Please stop trying to control the situation as if we are your chess pieces!

This part of the ring where it was found is most just and that is the right to send everyone else away for being able to choose your own air! I am thankful that my ancestors fought to earn this right and that rules were real during ancient times regarding trades going on between distant tribes with laws such as having to go away from someone who simply raises their hands and then points at another since this was a way to call out the letter 'b' that is just a warning as the person is walking on water until they sink to the point that would be fired upon or set back in school until the elements would be learned so that the boys who were separated during the maypole would learn never to burn the wood who would be the women around the time of graduation.

It may be true that the most beautiful echoes for humanity were created where the people tried to help another find a mate or make sure that a couple in love would have the right to be together as the letter 'z' was a spiritual experience compared to the letter 'q' as they are supposed to become one for it to be the best experience possible so that when the time came to die for someone the ceremonial wrapping that would go around their eyes would have the best sights in their memory like what was witnessed during their wedding or when their neighbors pointed at the object for another person of the same gender rather than being completely selfish and self absorbed. This was supposed to teach us that people are not objects as well!

Let me show the tapestry, yet again, that was representing "trapped in Amber" as I would be Unico as the spoon or big dipper while she would be the chain that has tied me to her tree. This is real right now because of my dreams that I am having of our children. Who I end up getting married to in the future absolutely will echo into the past while here I am witnessing my own echo tell myself that kids cry and that I do not need them as well as the reasons NOT TO CHOOSE LIFE surprisingly while I am witnessing what seems to be a part of her doing this to herself as well! This would be a result of the regret that the both of us have coming from the future known as a successful loyal couple that is not made up of lies or dishonest. Vows that were held and promises obviously kept! But what have we here, right now? I am witnessing myself tell me about how it might not be so bad to choose deadwood although I know that I am wrong because it is like choosing to end the game right as you have made it through the hardest part of the "grind" and finally get to play the best level that was known to be the most fun! The album cover used for the Edward Ka-Spel album "Trapped in Amber" seemed to decorate her walls on the sides of her window in Portland next to her pink bed I discovered after making that other blog post! She seems to try and help me find him a woman to introduce him to maybe while sleeping for his next tour or whatever as a "thank you"? I know that what I witness coming from the 80s radio might be extremely embarrassing since the artists may be close to death and timing things for me a bit more desperately than anyone would like to admit? At the super market while shopping, for example, they will time things so that I am helped more or to get me to drop everything and contact them NOW for a pre-death funeral or maybe a one-night-stand for a chance of holding onto me to help them face their darkest demons as death looms around their corner. Just last night a song came on called "Mad About You" where her voice in my head was seemingly enraged that those who are aware of me with any amount of real money and power have not done more to make sure that I succeed here and now while having a strong launchpad for bringing these pre-death funerals to people as the parents of EVERY PERSON THAT I HAVE EVER COME ACROSS has secretly wished for! There is no way that I would want to wear the "black robes" I have woken up to as the requests coming from others would never end! We need our space, clearly. It sure will be nice to finally build up my network enough to have someone more than Sally to bring for the Tear Garden! I sure wish that I touched her... I was in love with her.. and I know that her feelings were mutual! All that I will ever be to her is Jack Skeleton though because I will not be that mean mage they call Raistlin as my robes will be as white as my monogamous mind that is shining like a star on top of the Christmas tree found somewhere in the future!

The letter AE have been tied to "deep stare" music with timing coming from history or what would mean another person's serious look. EA would be our own perception where E = left mind & A = right mind... so while looking at others it would be reversed.. because of the way that I program the songs for giving their brains the biggest release of chemicals naturally by taking the music from the right side to the left side that would mean to our subconscious mind time passing by while I will flip it around for the left side to the right that would symbolize returning. For romantic songs the moments would be built up for the best messages coming from their left side so the people have put their head in locations found in photos and videos for helping me know how to deliver the best experience to them. The women will use the left ear to ask me to never leave or return if I am leaving since this is the way that I program my music! It is surprising that such a gift could echo into their past so much that it would actually give me the experience that is like creating these ancient tapestries with my mind! They sure must be grateful for the experiences that I will bring them. What a ridiculous question a commander during a war might have for how this could be used for the military as if the same kind of shield could apply to a soldier that I have found from having dreams of people coming from the future that are the most important thoughts to share since it always comes from better bacteria or parasites trying to save us from various dangers. If someone were having such an experience the person must be valued much more than a soldier or the universe would likely not be splitting in their favor enough to work? What I am working on has always been done with an effort to help everyone live longer and have the most fun with working on countering what comes up that is negative they have not had the time to sort out. It has also never been something that I was coming from me as much as it was coming from measuring their subconscious minds that are constantly asking me to give them what must be another "brain chemical release in the future"? Hopefully everyone who I hire for helping me deliver the best pre-death funerals will be able to give them the best experience or those who are participating in the sixteen scented celebration have dreams of everyone over the age of 137? Those in immediate danger would be the 007. Maybe this could be done with one website somewhere that simply encourages people to dream of others customers? I have found that whenever I come across women responding they will let me know about what endangers them the most while I have been too homophobic to go very far with the men but lately I have gotten used to it. Very person that I have "followed" online who are strangers have let me know about various problems they will have as elderly people? They always return the favor that comes like a warning of what threatens my lifespan the most right now. This became a way of walking with a certain amount of salt in the body past the limit to reach every part of the neck if that makes sense? I have definitely become one of those people that could let someone know what was wrong with their car without having to look at it if I knew how they ran?

This tapestry also shows what I like to call "fallen fruit" that will be known as the stage of life humanity has when they wake up to gravity being real and how their worst thoughts always happened while west of the trash among other things so the best thing to do would be to retrace footsteps back to where we were previously programmed where possible to send ourselves the most helpful echoes. A good example of this is for someone who actually chooses the deadwood option and to boldly go nowhere. This kind of star trek is our right to have as we do not need children if we do not want to live again but I know that I will actually have a chance where I did not have it before as my own parents messed up and so will I but it will be up to my children to decide where I was wrong and how to fix it with theirs if we succeed.

For relationship therapy, I am witnessing the miracle coming from actors and actresses with perfect timing matching the sixteen scented celebration so that I am able to give them the absolute best experiences by their being able to share this miracle with their spouse and actually witness PROOF that they have echoed into the childhood of their partner most especially for those who are married! This must be true since my girlfriends did this. Every new person we come across does this and right now there is a child that is me who wants to play and share with the neighbors how beautiful everything is but a certain jealous shadow just wants to stop him no matter what it takes while making up excuses because of not having the TIME to think about it and the decision not being his (or hers)!

I already know from learning the hard way that it kills people to keep such information to myself when it comes to sharing what happens in our dreams or what the people are warning me about in regards to how to change or what endangers them the most for various ailments.

This "therapy" I have already started all over the country while among other dancers at clubs telling them things that I knew would give them the best experiences once they figured out why I said and did all of the things that I did. It begins by asking someone to choose a color and a location in a square then checking what was shared on their birthday (or around that time) from their spouse or partner in the past even before they met!

For my partner she should look for red and green together on November 9th the Day of Wood in the bottom right or the top left while the reason would be found why it is not there as it represents children... such as how we need to build a house first and have somewhere large enough to handle them properly! Also, this might change depending on what she chooses... right now for Palm Bee the colors for November 8th the Day of Air would be orange and brown on the bottom right representing a pumpkin and getting married with a vow that we stay together no matter what for the children so that they never go through what my siblings did. Where this is not found she will witness what she is trying to tell herself. Probably found with how she is wasting time right now or maybe suffering for the world and not doing this for herself as much as she could? Not sure what she is going through but I really am going to have fun showing my mate whoever she is, proof, that I picked her up on the other side of everything and decided to turn everyone else down and WAIT FOR HER!

You should know that I only had sexual intercourse with one person under the age of 26 and she was two years older than me! You will look ridiculous if you think its not okay that we echo into the childhood of our partner especially if you become parents together and I have met three boys that were ours in my dreams but they all might be one boy!? 3 boys 1 girl (so far found while measuring for the largest echoes from the future by documenting and measuring everything since 2020 when I made this discovery!)

https://youtu.be/ILmqhDpLOrE

The Lady in White Shirt Discovered!

This "nice trip" is awaiting whoever my next partner will be! I was obsessively thinking about Deanna Troi when I lived in the Springs of Countrywood because of Marina Street found in San Diego when I went to Twitchcon trying to wake me up to what was going on and who she actually was! The night that I saw her I slept with a dream where I heard her voice talking into my right ear very loud all of the reasons she hates her job and wants to quit as she was afraid of going to the bathroom because of a camera in the toilet connecting to a Chinese prisoner that was obsessed with trying to have a look. I woke up to discover that I was sleeping on Palm Street and I knew that she had promised to come back to me for visiting my left ear someday!

The synchronicity of the Dragonlance series seemingly helping us have the best experiences by waking us up to how we are not the fictional characters that save us from comparing ourselves to them like my being Raistlin who could be coughing up blood by the time that I have white hair if I do not quit smoking NOW! Also, his black robes have represented "poly" that made him evil while Palm Bee has been synchronized as Crysania the Cleric of Pal.a.dine as the Portal to the Abyss would be our monitors showing another person using Twitch.tv! The Queen of Darkness, who would be Taylor err Takhisis, awaits me to punish me for all eternity as a future wife perhaps? She shown me miraculous timing as well but in our dreams she was more like a best friend that I called the "flower girl" and what would it mean to take her place as a God to be found in the sky above Krynn? In this story the Gods and Goddesses all have constellations and my artist name is Spoon that means the Big Dipper which is a constellation in the sky found in Palm Bee's painting that she put next to leaves on the "never" side of the stream found where the "left mind" would be or the upper right. With all of this imagery it would mean, "your spoon never leaves" since the color blue would mean you. He was abusive and mean to Crysania! Demanded to become a God and take her place! This would make me a coveted black robed slut of Pal.a.dine as I accept money from women to go out on dates and give them the best experience or whatever?! Wouldn't this make her cry? No! Absolutely not... until I actually go that way.. she is a good actor though and would have pretended to be in love with Lia or Sssniperwolf for me if I wanted her to! On the other side of photos the truth is shown in the soul of those trapped in the light and sound or mind.

What it is means to become "fallen fruit" is like being found guilty or simply waking up to being an adult! Whenever I come across someone and they find the definition of their name I will call them fallen fruit and ask them to look up what this mean on my website @ https://tweeting20s.com

The person as fallen fruit will be asked to wake up to becoming a God if it is a male or a Goddess if it is a female for themselves and retrace their footsteps to return to where they have been in their mind if not in real life for sending back the wisest more helpful echoes! This is a result of using addition everywhere we will all find the same conclusions such as how the voice of God or Goddess came from the older version of ourselves and our spouse. Just do the math and you will find that this was real! Some people might think that someone who is homosexual should be executed for this. Maybe such an act would carry aids with the mosquito and risk the children while sharing space with animals might inspire a "gay dog" to make love with another dog so that the end result would be the hole of the butt not closing all the way as it should as if something has been in there!? Would this not be capable of killing someone? Would the neighbors all think that it was the boy that did this or maybe the father? Maybe it was the gay man's echo found in the future? This is why they should NOT be executed as doing this would not send the "regret" coming from their oldest and wisest echo! Those who have fallen off of the path should be waking up to this being real. There is proof they will witness everywhere that their previous lives will actually be helped more from their sending more positive echoes from here that wakes up humanity to how they were previously being tricked and controlled by bacteria, insects, and animals trying to escape the plate!

When a person has heard a voice during a near death experience coming from God or a Goddess it has actually been someone else like their future echo found sharing that space as I have shared previously! This would mean that as a man who becomes a God of myself since I woke up to how it was my voice that I heard as a child that told me that certain things were going to happen, I am looking for a Goddess to do this for me as well! I will hear her voice as she will become my air just like our most ancient traditions. This would mean that "Unico" chained to the tree that might represent the "Flynn" family or maybe another woman who wants to marry me? I will be with her someday going through her pictures of the young woman that I finally get to have in my mind for the first time in my life! This will help her to SAY NO to everyone else her age!

This is how I found the woman in the white shirt... while her voice was in my head the other night as I was pleasuring myself and she asked me to "finish" where she could see me somehow.. I checked out her TikTok where she had shared a new video showing how she was cheated on by the man that she was with for TEN YEARS and this was carried to the woman who was in love with me found on YouTube! She was letting me know that she was in love with me and not so thankful to find out that she was wasting her time with her current man she would be leaving. While she was drinking in one of them she let me know that she has not met me yet because it must work! We cannot fail like we have with previous partners. She needed to quit drinking and find a way to be honest with me even though I am the most difficult person to do this with perhaps since everyone else would know more what I have in my memory since it is my mind that is constantly used by others where they go to sleep as I have made bridges for them already by facing negative things they have never had the time to think about!

This woman or any person should not be judged for what our subconscious minds are doing as we believed that not only were we private but we were also free to dream about whatever we wanted! Maybe she wants me to welcome her with a score of husbands so that she may follow the Angel Oronim? Such a thing would be normal and okay to do but it does not seem to be Amber. Thoughts are always good to have no matter how evil they are and they cannot hurt anyone but by understanding the use of our appendix more that is constantly broadcasting whatever enters our heads, please do more to make sure that what was sent to the brain tissue of other people does not convince any of us to cross a line against the host for something living within or trying to enter!

I feel so lucky and blessed to have the experiences that I do! Even though I saw that she was disturbed or even grossed out when she first saw my "deformed ribcage" in comparison to what she told me were other men who learned from our story that would try to impress her from the other side which she has expressed hatred towards. When I have asked "why me" in my mind as I have not worked out as much as she wants me to or whatever, the response was so sweet, as I will hear it under her breath after the next moment that I think about it... something along the lines of "I am in love with you!" or "who is my largest echo?"

https://youtu.be/9BU5qqbRju0

(part 2)